What use do I want in this troubled world

Chapter 20 Chunxi
In spring and April, the sun is warm and bright.

Such a good time was completely destroyed by the Zhao family's high-pitched shouting and cursing.

"A bad girl with a bad conscience, she goes into the mountains at dawn every day, goes back with empty baskets, and dawdles until dark. Could it be that she went to the mountains to steal men, feed wild men, and kill thousands of whores? What about the Zhao family? Why don't you die if you raise an ungrateful thing like you." Mrs. Zhao stood in the middle of the courtyard with her waist pinched, insulting Chun Xi with foul language.

Those words made others feel dirty ears.

It's unbearable, it's not like a pro. milk.

Chunxi buried her head in sorting out the things she needed to go into the mountain, but turned a deaf ear to it, as if she wasn't the one scolding.

Shen Qingmei huddled by the gatehouse with red eyes, hesitating, she wanted to go up to defend her daughter, but she didn't have the confidence, she really didn't dare to touch the old lady's bad luck.

Speaking of which, Chunxi is really outrageous recently. Her mother-in-law's words are not without purpose. As she scolded, Chunxi goes out early every morning and only returns after dark. Every time she comes back, there is not even a blade of grass in the basket. Among them, even with her good temper, she was a little bored.

The behavior is indeed a bit bad.

The girl's abnormality has lasted for more than twenty days. She scolded her, said nothing to her ears, and immediately hid out of her hands. She even asked Shang Lizheng to call the shots, saying that the Zhao family was going to beat her to death...

It's a bit unscrupulous. My daughter used to be honest, hardworking and obedient. Why does she seem to be a different person, like a bewitched person.

After Chunxi was reborn, she immediately transferred some broken crock pots to the mountains, so she didn't want to be a cow or a horse for the Zhao family.

Going out early and returning late every day, looking for wild animals to eat in the mountains, if you can sell them for a little money, send them to the town to sell, even if you can’t sell them, you’d rather throw them in the river to feed the fish, or throw them in the cesspit to fertilize. It’s not cheap for the Zhao family .

After tidying up, Chunxi went out by herself, Shen Qingmei gritted her teeth, slid to the base of the wall and chased her out, pulled Chunxi and said earnestly: "Chunxi, please listen to your mother's advice, don't make your grandma angry again, come back earlier, Don't stay in the mountains, if your grandma calms down later, you should kneel down and confess her mistake, and when she forgives you, you can have dinner tonight."

Chunxi looked at her mother who was connected by blood indifferently, and the corner of her mouth curled up in a mocking arc.

How many lifetimes of sins did she do to get such a mother?
Shen Qingmei married into the Zhao family, and after giving birth to her, there was no news of her pregnancy. She couldn't carry on the family line for Zhao Youcai. If you are pleasing to the eye, you can't fight back when you hit or scold.

Pulling the only daughter to serve as a cow and a horse for the Zhao family, she never complained.

Even though Zhao Youcai hooked up with Widow Sun and Shen Qingmei was in pain, but after Widow Sun gave birth to a son, she wept with joy and said to Zhao Youcai: Mr., we finally have a son!

Widow Sun died of dystocia, Shen Qingmei actively and magnanimously assured her mother-in-law that she would treat Zhao Xiaobao as her own.

She did it!By oppressing and sacrificing his own daughter.

No matter how harshly the Zhao family abused their own daughter, Shen Qingmei would just silently wipe away her tears and persuade Chunxi to endure it until she gets married.

She believed Shen Qingmei's lies time and time again, what did she get in return? !

Heh, Chunxi touched her beating heart, probably the gods couldn't see the suffering she suffered, so he gave her a new life.

This time, she doesn't want to be Chunxi of the Zhao family...

In her previous life, she was beaten to the bone by her so-called relatives, and sacrificed so thoroughly that she was resold three times in total.

For the first time, Zhao Xiaobao got sick and had no money to treat her. The whole family unanimously decided to sacrifice her.

Selling to a family in the county as a maidservant, just when she felt that being a maidservant is not bad and her life is better than being at home, bad luck came, the pig-headed master raped her, and the mistress beat her severely go out.

She dragged her broken body back home without any comfort and warmth. There was a girl in the family who was broken before she was married, which made them unable to hold their heads up.

Everyone disliked her, regarded her ashamed, resented her for hating her, everyone could step on her foot, and the one who stepped on her most ruthlessly was her own mother. Thinking of Shen Qingmei's appearance of pretending to shed tears while stepping on her Nausea.

The gambler's uncle owed gambling debts and hit her head again.

It's a beautiful name, since you can't get married, why don't you go to the Goulan, claiming that going there, wearing silk and satin, eating and clothing, is better than at home.

Her own mother actually felt that what the uncle said made sense.

They all think that being a dry kiln is a blessing!

This is the second time it has been sold.

After living in the dark hell for three years, the war broke out again. Xu felt that she still had some remaining value, so he came to take her with him on the eve of avoiding disaster.

The imaginary light did not come as expected because of the reunion with the family.

Xiao Niezhong regarded her as a lowly maidservant, and wandered around like this for several years. Later, Xiao Niezhong became a small official in Pengzhou, and sharpened his head to make a living.

The whole family gathered around him and worked hard alone.

It's so hard to die, a tyrant in Pengzhou fell in love with her, seeing the springboard for promotion, the little evil turned around and washed her clean and sent her to the bed of the tyrant.

The glory of Guangzong Yaozu, she cannot tolerate resistance, and there is no room for negotiation.

Rejection is a sinner through the ages.

Shen Qingmei knelt down and begged her again, begging her to accept her fate, begging her to be considerate of her family, and begging her to contribute to the Zhao family.

Once you jump into this fire pit, you can't climb out again.

Later, she couldn't help but get involved in a fight in the backyard. She lost and ended up miserable. Her kneecaps were chopped off, and her hands and feet were bound and put into a wooden gate and immersed in a cesspool.

On a scorching summer day, imprisoned in a special gate, dozed off for a while, the dirt and stench rushed in, and white maggots drilled into the nostrils...

The suicide by biting her tongue in the storybook is all deceitful. If she bit it, she would not die at all, and she died after soaking in it for days and nights and suffering all kinds of torture.

Death is extremely desolate, useless, and filthy.

But Shen Qingmei's obedience without expecting anything in return, and her virtuous and virtuous spirit of repaying grievances with virtue and selfless dedication moved the heavens and the earth, and finally softened the old godmother, influenced the husband and uncle, and won the recognition of the little evil, treating her as a relative. A mother is better than a mother.

From then on, the family loved each other, were rich and beautiful, and lived happily together.

At this moment, Chunxi looked at Shen Qingmei's opening and closing mouth, and suddenly smiled, leaning forward and backward, crying tears.

She is the only one who is ridiculous and sad from beginning to end.

How ridiculous, in order to covet that little bit of maternal love, compromise again and again.

Most of the tragic darkness in her life came from her own mother, which was extremely sad.

Chunxi's inexplicable smile made Shen Qingmei stunned for a moment, she suddenly let go of her hand holding Chunxi, their family Chunxi was really bewitched.
My life is really more bitter than Huang Lian!

It's time to listen to your mother and invite the witch to come to your door.

Chunxi didn't look at her again, turned around and left.

(End of this chapter)