What use do I want in this troubled world

Chapter 55 Chronic Depression

"Nini, this is your third aunt, call someone quickly."

"One," Nini said still limply, slurring her words.

Xu Lanying: "This child speaks late."

"Like me, I didn't speak until I was three years old." Xu Yuqing touched Nini's little face tenderly: "The child looks like you, so pretty."

"Come on, let's go into the room and talk." Xu Lanying held Nini with one arm and Third Sister with the other.

In the main room, Mr. Feng sat on the grand teacher's chair with a face full of dark clouds, staring blankly at the wall, implying that there is more than one year.

Granny Feng wiped her tears from her grandson and coaxed her grandson, "Xing'er is good, don't cry, eat some cakes."

The daughter-in-law's natal family came, but Mrs. Feng was as enthusiastic as ever, mixing honey water and serving melons and fruits. Master Feng also cheered up and chatted with Xu Yuqing about the family.

Seeing that he was not in good spirits, Xu Yuqing pleaded that she was tired from the journey, and wanted to take a rest so that she could go to the bedroom and have some private conversations with her elder sister.

Granny Feng took the initiative to hug Nini and let the sisters go to the house to talk.

However, when Mrs. Feng took Nini, she whispered in Xu Lanying's ear, "Lan Ying, some words are not pleasant to say, and they are also worried about you."

A barely perceptible sneer floated on Xu Lanying's lips. She was afraid of ruining her son's reputation. What kind of reputation does a dog have? No one in the neighboring villages knows what kind of guy he is.

After closing the door, the two sisters sat cross-legged on the kang.

"Eldest sister, did he go to borrow interest again? How much did he lose again?" The eldest sister was not short of food and clothing in Feng's house, but her spirit seemed to be covered with a thick layer of dust, and she was sluggish and wilting.

There was a haggard and decaying atmosphere from within.

Looking at such a big sister, Xu Yuqing felt sore in her heart, it was all the fault of her mother.

Mentioning Feng Guangyao, Xu Lanying's breathing became heavy: "I haven't gambled recently. The Goulan Courtyard in the town has reopened. I heard that a new batch of dancers and prostitutes has arrived. The Goulan beauties have taken his soul away. Just throw money at it."

"A while ago, I secretly mortgaged the only remaining tea land at home, and the family came to take over the land. My father-in-law even kept it from me and redeemed it quietly."

"Hehe," Xu Lanying said with a sneer, "you guess what, the next day after the redemption, the dog was mortgaged again, and it was said that it borrowed another 500 taels to redeem the woman, and now it is raised in the town .”

"Do you know what my father-in-law said? He said, that girl's background is pitiful. Someone in the family is seriously ill and needs money. Guangyao is soft-hearted and pity her. Don't let me get angry and question him, lest there will be a quarrel between husband and wife. In short, they just let me pretend to be deaf and dumb, anyway, they only recognize me as a daughter-in-law."

"Hahaha" Xu Lanying laughed and burst into tears: "Why don't they pity me, why don't they pity Nini Xing'er!"

Xu Yuqing was full of anger: "The two old people just let him like this? Won't the land deed be hidden!"

"Hmph," Xu Lanying snorted coldly: "It's hidden, that dog is a mouse, and it's very good at finding things."

Xu Yuqing hesitated: "They never thought of handing it over to you for safekeeping?"

Xu Lanying turned to look at the third sister, leaned into her ear and said, "Don't they usually protect me and stand on my side. When they see the real chapter, they always put their son first, and no one can surpass them."

"Dogs don't change their nature, they mess with the family, aren't they angry, angry, one day the weather is going to die, my mother-in-law often wipes tears in front of him, but as long as his baby Pimple says something nice, he promises like farting If you don't commit the crime next time, soften up immediately. Even if Feng Guangyao has told the same lie a hundred times, they still deceive themselves into believing it, what can you do!"

A guy who can't be steamed and cooked, plus two old people with soft ears, is a mess.

However, the two old men were very kind to her, and they didn't lose the slightest bit to her in terms of basic necessities of life.

There was only one old servant left in the family, and when they were too busy, the two old people would help her with housework, farm work, and childcare. She had never worried about these things, and Xu Lanying was miserable and depressed!

Sometimes I want to make a scene, but the old man trembles and stands in the middle, so the fire can't get up, so I can only be dumb and eat Huang Lian to feel depressed.

When Xu Yuqing heard these few words, she felt angry: "So the tea land is gone?"

"No, it's all ruined. He has completely emptied his family and can't redeem the land with any money." Xu Lanying waved her hands helplessly: "I know what you want to persuade me. I don't need you to persuade me. I have married into Feng's family for less than a year. , I can see through his whole person inside and out, it is impossible for a prodigal son to turn back in this life."

"I don't have any expectations for him. Whether he's spending time outside or raising an outside room, there is no disturbance in my heart. I am sad, half for myself, and half for my two children."

Xu Yuqing was silent for a long time: "Sister, why don't you take the child home with me."

Xu Lanying shook her head and smiled wryly: "As you can see, my in-laws regard Nini and the others like eyeballs. I can't take the children away. It will kill them."

"The child is so young that he can't live without me, so let's just make do with it. One day he will be poor and unable to eat and then measure it."

Xu Yuqing has no idea anymore, she has to go home and discuss this matter with her second sister, and let her make up her mind.

The two sisters talked for a long time in the room. Seeing that it was late, Xu Yuqing was about to leave for the village, but Mrs. Feng couldn't keep her, so she stopped her and cooked a bowl of egg and shredded pork noodles, insisting on her Pad the belly and hurry on the road.

Before leaving, pastries and bacon were stuffed into a basket.

Looking at the kind face of old lady Feng who was eager to move the house to her, Xu Yuqing understood more deeply the pain of the eldest sister who was in the middle of ice and fire, the alternating hot and cold.

Rock Beach Village.

On the kang, Xu Wenfeng sat opposite the third sister.

Xu Wenfeng propped her elbows on the small kang table, resting her chin on her face with a sad face. She is not good at this kind of housework that is constantly being cut and messed up, and her brain is numb.

The key big sister is in a special situation. If she is tortured and abused at her husband's house, it will be easier to deal with it. This kind of torture originates from the spirit. Under the ancient atmosphere, you really have no place to reason.

Food and clothing are well-fed, father-in-law is considerate, mother-in-law is loving, and when there is a quarrel, most people will probably murmur that the elder sister was born in a blessing and does not know how to be blessed, and run on the Xu family to make a fuss.

The Feng family is old, you say he is confused, he still knows how to treat his wife well, you say he is sensible, he is always cruel when it comes to disciplining his son, how many times he has cleaned up the mess and never learned his lesson, how many times his son said A sweet word, immediately compromise.

Every time something goes wrong, Feng Guangyao pats his chest and promises that it will be the last time.

The last time in an infinite loop.

A soft knife cuts flesh, boils people!
You can't see any hope, and you can even clearly feel that your life is sinking, falling into the abyss at a slow speed of 0.05 times.

Such torture can drive a person crazy.

(End of this chapter)