Several times in dreams

Chapter 124 Cowardly Love

It was already the summer of 1969, and Yuhui's fifth-grade graduating class was about to graduate.

There are more than 20 children in the class. Yuhui's favorite student is Zhang Yan, who is smart and studious. She is the class monitor and study committee member.

After the graduation exam, the school organized the students of the graduating class to take a graduation trip according to the rules of previous years.

Said to travel is to go to the Hongyagou Reservoir thirty miles away to climb mountains, swim and have a picnic.

After the graduation exam, a Jiefang truck was prepared at the station. In addition to the class teacher Chen Yuhui, there were team doctors, physical education teachers, and the dean in charge of safety.

Originally, there was another Teacher Ye in the class who wanted to go with her, but she was temporarily ill and couldn't go, so the principal had to choose another teacher to accompany her.

Because Liu Junhua is a music teacher, she has never been to Hongyagou with her graduating class. Wang Yanmei has already helped her contact the normal school, and she will enroll in the fall. If she doesn't follow her to play, she will have no chance.

So Liu Junhua went to the principal to talk softly and hard, and finally got approval for her to accompany her.

Yuhui also got the opportunity to go to a normal school for advanced studies. The class she led was rated as an excellent class by the school every year, and Zhang Yan's composition was also awarded the third prize for excellent composition by the city.

Both the principal Xing Guangyuan and the instructor Ma appreciated Yuhui very much, and they recommended her for this year's advanced study. Yuhui was naturally very happy. After she prepared for this trip, she would tell her mother the good news.

On the day of the outing, the weather was sunny and the sky was as blue as if it had been washed with water. The children stood on the truck and sang songs all the way to the Hongyagou Reservoir. Yuhui stood beside them and watched their daily life Growing up, being a teacher has a strong sense of happiness.

When they arrived at the destination, they first climbed the Red Mountain Cliff. After getting out of the car, the children scrambled to climb up the mountain path like little birds having fun.

Red Rock Cliff is a small hill. Every spring when the rhododendrons are in bloom, many people come here to play. Now that it is summer, there are many people who come to play by the reservoir, and Red Rock Cliff is relatively deserted.

In less than an hour, Yuhui and several teachers led the children to climb to the top of the mountain. Looking up, Hongyagou Reservoir is like a bright mirror, lying quietly not far from the foot of the mountain.

The water surface is clear, and it is not yet the flood season. The water surface is relatively clear and shallow, which is a good time for swimming. It is already approaching noon, and the temperature is gradually rising.

Several teachers including Yu Hui and Liu Jinhua led the children down the mountain slowly.We were about to reach the foot of the mountain when suddenly two naughty boys pushed each other.

Yu Hui hurriedly stopped them, "No fighting, it's dangerous when going down the mountain!"

Before he finished speaking, a boy stepped on the ground and rolled down the mountain road!

Everyone was shocked and ran down to check. Fortunately, they were almost at the foot of the mountain and the terrain was relatively flat. The child's rolling process was blocked by a tree.

The boy's forehead was cut by a stone, and blood flowed all over his face.

"I have to send it to the hospital!" Yu Hui and the dean Ge Qingling hurriedly carried the child on their backs and ran down the mountain.

After running for a few steps, Yuhui remembered something important, turned back and told Liu Junhua a few words, and then ran down the mountain again.

Yuhui and Director Ge sent the child to the factory hospital. Fortunately, the wound was not deep and only a few stitches were taken.

Yuhui felt uneasy, feeling that she was responsible for not taking good care of the students, so the two bought biscuits and fruits and sent them to the children's home together to express their apologies.

The parents of the students are also reasonable people. Children of this age are quite naughty, bumps and bumps are inevitable. Now that they have graduated, the wounds on their heads will naturally heal after a few days of recuperation at home, so the teachers don't have to worry.

After leaving the child's house, Yuhui and Director Ge hurried back to the Hongyagou Reservoir in the car.

As soon as I walked to the side of the reservoir, I saw the noise of people, as if something happened!
Yuhui's heart sank, don't let it be that something happened to the student again!
The two hurried to the reservoir, only to see PE teacher Pei Chuang giving artificial respiration to a child on the beach beside the reservoir.

Yu Hui turned out to be Zhang Yan, her favorite student!
"What's going on, what happened?" The dean separated the crowd, and was shocked to see such a situation, "Hurry to the hospital!"

Everyone carried Zhang Yan onto the truck and took him to the nearest Changbu Hospital, but it was too late, Zhang Yan died!
Yuhui felt that the sky was going to collapse.

After dealing with the aftermath, they began to analyze the responsibility for the accident. Yuhui and Ge Qingling first conducted a self-examination. Two accidents occurred during a trip, and Yuhui felt that she could hardly absolve herself of the blame.

But there is a physical education teacher leading the swimming team, how could something happen?Yuhui clearly told Liu Junhua, which side is the deep water area and which side is the shallow water area, that the children must not swim into the deep water area.

However, Liu Junhua categorically denied that Yuhui had asked her, and only said that it was his first time to go, so of course he didn't know about it, and the first person responsible was naturally Chen Yuhui!
Pei Chuang's eyes flickered, and he only said that many people didn't notice Zhang Yan, and only went to look for her when they found her missing. It was too late when they found her in the deep water area.

Yuhui was suspended from her job as the class teacher. She cleaned the school every day and deeply reflected. Ge Qingling was demoted to a normal teacher, and Liu Junhua and Pei Chuang were also warned.

In September, Liu Junhua went to the normal school in the city to study as scheduled, but Yuhui lost her recommended admission because of this dereliction of duty.

Yuhui was not sad because she lost the opportunity to go to school. What made her sad was that her favorite student, Zhang Yan, who was just in her youth, lost her life because of her lack of experience and panic when things happened, which often made her blame herself. .

What made her even more uncomfortable was that since the accident, Li Mingzhao didn't come to her anymore.

Yuhui didn't realize it at first, thinking that Li Mingzhao was busy with work, and she was depressed, so she didn't have the mood to look for him.

Until one day, Yuhui ran into Li Mingzhao on the way home from get off work, and was just about to say hello to him and confide in him about her troubles and worries, but Li Mingzhao hurried past her as if she hadn't seen Yuhui .

Yu Hui was stunned, what's the matter?It's getting late and didn't see myself?He was still thinking about something and didn't notice her, so he yelled his name behind him. Li Mingzhao stopped, but didn't look back, stopped for a few seconds, and left without looking back.

Standing in the cool autumn evening wind, Yuhui lost her mind for a moment.

A few days later, Li Mingzhao asked Yan Shaoqun to pass a message to Yuhui, telling her not to come to him again in the future, and he didn't want to be friends with people who had made mistakes.

Yu Hui cried for several days, Duan Xiaoru and Zhang Lili were anxious and didn't know how to persuade her, they just kept calling Li Mingzhao a snob.

She gave up after crying, and Yu Hui pretended that she had never liked Li Mingzhao. The kind Yu Hui even understood his concerns. Not for oneself, heaven and earth will destroy, Yuhui advised herself not to hate Li Mingzhao, just pretend that she has never known him.

Zhang Chunshan learned about the situation from Yan Shaoqun, and immediately wrote a letter to comfort Yuhui, and expressed his belief that Yuhui did not neglect her duties, her lack of experience was real, and it was okay to blame herself, and she must not take all the responsibility on herself.

Yuhui didn't expect that it was Zhang Chunshan who came to comfort her in the end. For the first time, she felt that Zhang Chunshan was so reasonable, and he didn't seem so stunned.

One day in October, Pei Chuang came to the instructor's office and reviewed his behavior of telling lies for Liu Junhua.

(End of this chapter)