Found a cat on the side of the road

Chapter 463 Love Yourself More Than You

Seeing Lu Wei's panic, Zuo Jiarong sighed softly, walked to his side, squatted down slowly, and stared into Lu Wei's eyes.

"Wei Wei, you don't have to be afraid, you should know that I won't hurt you."

Zuo Jiarong's voice was gentle and sad, like a snowflake slowly falling from the sky.

"Don't you hate me?" Lu Wei muttered for a long time before finally uttering a sentence.

He was very surprised by Zuo Jiarong's attitude. He didn't keep his promise, and didn't jump off the building with her. He thought she must hate him so much, that's why he was so scared just now.

Zuo Jiarong was silent for a long time, choked with tears in her eyes and said: "I want to hate, but I can't bear to hate."

Lu Wei looked at Zuo Jiarong, who was pear-blossoming and rainy, and his eye circles turned red.

A pair of lovers who were once devoted to each other were speechless, and the reunion after the yin and yang separated, both of them had extremely complicated emotions.

Qin Sisi watched coldly from the side, although she was a little embarrassed, but she didn't feel too good about the so-called love between them.

But now the two are just facing each other silently, without saying a word for a long time, Qin Sisi feels that it is necessary to remind him.

So she took two steps forward, looked at Zuo Jiarong and said, "Didn't you say you have something to ask him?"

Zuo Jiarong had emphasized before that her wish was to meet Lu Wei and ask him that question, but now the two seemed to meet each other easily, but Zuo Jiarong never asked.

Qin Sisi's sudden appearance shocked Lu Wei again. He looked at Qin Sisi nervously and terrified, and asked incoherently, "Who are you? Why are you in my house?"

Zuo Jiarong replied for Qin Sisi: "She is a mage, she brought me to you."

"Master? Am I really not dreaming?" Lu Wei murmured and repeated, he couldn't believe what happened before him, but the facts were right in front of him, so he couldn't help but believe it.

Zuo Jiarong squeezed out a smile, and said gently: "It's not a dream, it's real. I didn't realize until after I died that people really have souls."

Lu Wei didn't know what to say, but just looked at Zuo Jiarong in surprise, even though Zuo Jiarong said he wouldn't hurt him, he couldn't relax.

In other words, for more than half a year, he has never relaxed.

Zuo Jiarong restrained her smile, looked at Lu Wei seriously and said, "Wei Wei, I have waited for you for so long but I still haven't got it. Now I want to ask you, why do you want to break our promise? Can you give me Is there a definite answer?"

Lu Wei's face became more and more ugly, and he knew that that incident must be Zuo Jiarong's knot in his heart, and he would never get rid of it.

Lu Wei didn't answer for a long time, Zuo Jiarong's expression became more and more sad, and he asked tremblingly: "Have you ever loved me?"

"Yes." This time Lu Wei gave the answer without hesitation, with a somewhat firm expression that seemed to indicate that he was not lying.

Zuo Jiarong's expression softened a little, and he continued to ask: "Then why didn't you jump down with me?"

Lu Wei was silent again.

This time, Zuo Jiarong didn't ask in a hurry, but just looked at Lu Wei quietly, her big beautiful eyes were ethereal and clear, as if she could see through Lu Wei's whole mind.

Under her gaze, Lu Wei felt that there was no way to hide his cowardice and cowardice.

He gritted his teeth, finally stepped on his self-esteem, and replied hoarsely, "Because I'm afraid of death."

"Afraid of death?" Zuo Jiarong showed a puzzled expression, as if he couldn't hear the answer, "But, when I proposed to jump off the building together and never be separated, you agreed!"

Qin Sisi on the side couldn't help but rolled her eyes, you should have said it earlier if you were afraid of death!
You said that you were afraid of death and disagreed with jumping, so Zuo Jiarong would naturally not jump. After someone else jumped and died, you said that you were afraid of death and didn't dare to jump. Isn't that a lie?
Lu Wei was also stumped by Zuo Jiarong's innocent question, his face was flushed, "I" for a long time, but he didn't say anything.

Zuo Jiarong looked at Lu Wei's nervous and embarrassed expression, seemed to understand something, sighed faintly, and asked again: "Then do you have someone else's girlfriend now?"

Lu Wei immediately replied: "No, I am always alone, and I often think of you."

This sentence is not a lie, Zuo Jiarong's death really stimulated Lu Wei a lot.

In the first few days, he would dream of Zuo Jiarong every night, dream of the happy time when they were together, and dream of her jumping off the top of a tall building, and then she would die, blood dripping.

However, it has been more than half a year since Zuo Jiarong's death, and he dreams of her much less often, basically once a week!

Just when he thought that one day he would walk out of Zuo Jiarong's shadow, everything in front of him severely shattered his fantasy.

He faintly felt that he might not be able to escape for the rest of his life.

After entering the house, Zuo Jiarong took a good look at every room, and did not see any traces left by the woman, so she already guessed that Lu Wei should not have a girlfriend.

Now Lu Wei also said personally that he always remembers her and has never found another girlfriend.

This answer somewhat comforted Zuo Jiarong's heart. She shook her head with a wry smile and said, "I really don't understand, do you love me or not? Sometimes I feel that you love me very much, and sometimes I feel that you love me." doesn't love me."

She has been struggling with this problem all these years as a lonely ghost on the roof.

Love?
Still don't love?

Lu Wei moved his lips, but couldn't say anything.

Love is real, it's just
Qin Sisi was a bystander, and couldn't help but interjected: "Let me tell you!"

Zuo Jiarong turned her head to look at Qin Sisi in puzzlement. She had struggled with this question for so long, how could Qin Sisi, an outsider who had just met for a few days, understand?

Lu Wei also looked at Qin Sisi in surprise. In fact, sometimes he couldn't understand what he was thinking.

Qin Sisi looked at the hero and heroine of the tragic love, and finally looked at Zuo Jiarong and said in a deep voice: "I don't think he lied to you, he really loves you, but, he has someone else he loves more."

"The one I love more?" Zuo Jiarong suddenly became nervous, "Who?"

Lu Wei also didn't know, so in the past [-] years, he really only had a girlfriend, Zuo Jiarong.

Qin Sisi stared at Lu Wei, and said clearly and lowly: "He himself."

It was as if a bolt of lightning split Zuo Jiarong's heart, tearing a gap in the long-standing bewilderment.

The truth should be like this!
His love is true, but compared with his own life and safety, the weight of love is light after all.

(End of this chapter)