Riding the wind of rebirth

Chapter 1634 Breakup

Three years later, the girl worked hard and was finally admitted to the high school department of Jiachuan Middle School. On her first day at school, she recognized the boy she had been thinking about for many years in the crowd.

However, this boy is completely different from the one in my mind. He loves to run, jump and laugh. He does not study as seriously as I remembered him to do in elementary school. Instead, he is a bit careless.

However, his handwriting was getting better and better, and his works were often hung side by side with those of his brother-in-law on the display wall of the school's clock tower.

In any case, although my situation in school has not changed much and I still face isolation and harassment, it is already a paradise compared to Majie Middle School.

And every time she thought that the boy was in the next class and was her classmate, she felt that her efforts over the years were not in vain.

However, the boy seemed to have no memory of her at all. She had tried many times to muster up the courage to introduce herself to him, but every time she saw him coming from a distance with his friends, she could not help but hide herself. She could only observe him secretly, and then watched him walk by while talking and laughing with others.

She had been praying to God for a chance to get closer to the boy.

When she heard that the boy had undergone surgery, she was really scared. After the operation, for some unknown reason, he was transferred to the same class as her, and they sat at the desks in front and behind each other.

What surprised her most was that the boy still remembered her, and the way he looked at her was even different from before the operation.

The girl felt that the boy's eyes at that moment were exactly what she had imagined.

Zhou Zhi couldn't help but smile bitterly. That time should be the time when he traveled back.

This is the last page of the diary. What happens afterwards, of course, is everything that happened between Zhou Zhi and Jiang Shuyi in the same time and space.

Jiang Shuyi's diaries seemed to be her conversations with the boy. After this day, there was no need to continue writing.

But after reading it, Zhou Zhi felt mixed emotions and was in great pain.

After putting the notebook back in its place and closing the cabinet door, Zhou Zhi turned off the lights and came out of the bungalow, only to find that it was already dawn.

The eldest lady still lives in the old dormitory assigned by the central school. Standing here, you can see the windows of the eldest lady's house across the woods on the hillside.

Zhou Zhi couldn't help but smile bitterly. At this moment, he really didn't want to see anyone, especially his relatives. Under their concerned eyes, there was no way he could not reveal himself.

After thinking about it, I took a deep breath, got in the car, and went back to Jiachuan first.

The car was driving very slowly, and a journey that should have taken more than 20 minutes took an hour to reach Zhouzhi.

After buying Jiang Shuyi’s favorite big buns under the rice barn, Zhou Zhi came back to Jiang Shuyi’s door and knocked gently.

Du Yufen probably didn't sleep all night. Seeing Zhou Zhi still holding the buns in his hand, she couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Shuyi has been skipping meals now. He hasn't had breakfast for a long time."

"Auntie, you haven't eaten yet, right? Why don't you eat first? What about uncle?"

"He went to Yuzhou." Du Yufen whispered, as if she was afraid that Jiang Shuyi in the bedroom would hear it: "Wenyu said that there is a professor in their school who has been exposed to depression. Your uncle went to inquire about the situation."

Then he lowered his voice and said, "I didn't dare tell Shuyi."

"I think I roughly know the reason." Zhou Zhi said, "It shouldn't be that serious."

"Then you two can have a good talk." Du Yufen nodded, took the package from Zhou Zhi's hand, and nodded towards the bedroom.

The winter in Jiachuan was damp and the room was cold. Jiang Shuyi lay on the bed with his back to Zhou Zhi, and his hands exposed outside the quilt were even colder.

"Shuyi, I'm here." Zhou Zhi came to the bed and sat down, gently holding Jiang Shuyi's hand.

Jiang Shuyi's hand flicked slightly, as if he wanted to dodge instinctively, then stopped and let Zhou Zhi hold it. "Shuyi, let's break up." Zhou Zhi said softly, but there was no hesitation in his tone.

"No!" Jiang Shuyi suddenly sat up and hugged Zhou Zhi tightly.

Zhou Zhi hugged Jiang Shuyi and felt how thin the girl was. He felt so heartbroken.

He took a deep breath, calmed his agitated mind, and gently patted Jiang Shuyi on the back: "It's okay, Shuyi, if we still need to force ourselves, it will be a stain on this relationship."

"When did you realize that you didn't love me? Or, when did you realize that the one you loved wasn't actually me?"

The girl finally burst into tears, and her tears gradually wet Zhou Zhi's chest.

Du Yufen was secretly listening outside. When she heard her daughter sobbing, she felt relieved. At least she looked much better than the distraught and dazed look she had in the past few days.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know until today that the one you like in your heart is actually another me." Zhou Zhi sighed slightly: "Shu Yi, you made him too perfect, so perfect that I, a worldly person, can never do that."

"In fact, you realized this problem a long time ago, right? It's just that you still have some extravagant hope that he and I can be compatible, or partially compatible, compatible enough for you to accept, right?"

"So when we are together, those happy times, most of the time we are with friends." Zhou Zhi smiled bitterly and said, "If we are alone..."

"When we are alone, we are actually busy with our own things most of the time and rarely talk. It's not that we deliberately want to be like that, but because that's how we get along the best and feel the most comfortable. We all feel that way."

"Actually, it's just because at that time, I was most like the person in your mind."

"I'm sorry..." Jiang Shuyi hugged Zhou Zhi's neck: "Zhou Zhi, I'm sorry..."

"I should thank you." Zhou Zhi stroked the hair of the girl who rested her head on his neck: "I really feel ashamed that I can make you give me such deep feelings."

"Fortunately, we haven't made a big mistake yet. If I had to sacrifice your happiness to fulfill my desires, I would never accept that."

"So Shuyi, if I become the source of your unhappiness, then let's break up." Zhou Zhi hugged the girl: "As for how others look at us, we don't need to care, because only we understand this relationship, so only the two of us are qualified to decide how to deal with it."

Jiang Shuyi's body became softer and no longer so stiff.

"It doesn't matter whether others can understand or not, as long as you can understand me and I can understand you, that's enough."

"Zhou Zhi, are you really not angry with me?" Jiang Shuyi asked softly, with a strong nasal tone in her voice: "I am so... awkward."

"You are not awkward, you are just honestly facing your heart." Zhou Zhi gently patted Jiang Shuyi's back: "Shuyi, this is your most precious quality. Not many people can do it like you."

"But in the future, you will have to rely on yourself."

"Yeah." Jiang Shuyi responded softly.

"As for taking a leave of absence, it doesn't really matter." Zhou Zhi said, "In China, you are surrounded by my shadow, which has a huge impact on you. Why don't you go find Huihui to relax first?"

"Since you have already passed TOEFL, you can study how to apply to schools abroad and change your environment."

Jiang Shuyi twisted slightly in Zhou Zhi's arms.

"No more talking." Zhou Zhi smiled bitterly: "I told you to rely on yourself, but I started to talk too much again."