those in the rivers and lakes

Chapter 30
Man Ying had already buried Wu Linfeng. According to his wish, he was buried by the bamboo forest, and many wild flowers were placed in front of the tomb.

At this moment, the breeze is blowing, and life is everywhere, but Man Ying is so lonely sitting beside the tomb.

She was covered in dust, and her eyes were full of sadness.Walking here from Tianti Mountain alone, she never drank a sip of water or rested once. She was like a walking dead, struggling in an isolated world.

She smiled sadly, and said lightly: "Brother Wu, look how beautiful this place is! By the way, the other seasons here must be beautiful too!"

Of course Wu Linfeng would not speak anymore, but Manying insisted on saying, she wanted to say a lot of things, but the person she wanted to say to was no longer by her side.She didn't know what to say, but she just wanted to talk, her heart hurt so much, if she wanted to talk, she just said whatever she wanted.

"It's just Brother Ang, I'm leaving here soon, and I may never come back again. I'm afraid I won't be able to visit you next spring."

She pondered for a moment and then said: "I used to feel so happy here, and I won't have it again. I don't know where to go, hehe, maybe I will die soon, I'm really tired!"

Man Ying became tired while talking, and fell asleep leaning against the bamboo forest. When she woke up, it was already the next morning.

She suddenly felt very hungry. After all, she hadn't eaten for a long time, so she decided to do one thing, which was to eat a lot of food.

She did eat a lot, as if she would never eat again in this life, as if these foods could fill the emptiness and scars in her heart.

But she was wrong, because after she was full, she could barely smile, and nothing else would change.She left quietly, as if she had never been here, like a passerby, maybe she was a passerby in the first place.

Man Ying walked for a long time, and she suddenly remembered Mount Emei, Mount Emei was so high, when she was in Emei, she always sat on the peak with Xiaoxiang and looked around.Looking at the prosperity of that life, and the world of mortals in the prosperity.

Now she is standing on the cliff, the mountain is also very high, she can see far, but this time she is alone, she smiled helplessly.

Since you have nothing to look forward to and nothing to love in life, then go to die, why bother to entangle love and hate in this life?

Man Ying pulled out her sword, raised her arm, and the sword was already in front of her throat.Her heart beat so fast that she felt inexplicable fear, but she hated this feeling, she didn't want to be cowardly!

Her sword moved, but it only moved slightly and then stopped.It was pain, the sword had cut her neck, she suddenly became sober, and found the feeling of being alive again, but it turned out that to live was to endure pain.

Man Ying tightly closed her eyes, but held the sword so tightly, but her hand was trembling, but the sword did not move again.She still lacked a lot of courage, and she gave up.

Man Ying lowered her sword, looking into the distance with sadness in her eyes, he smiled coldly, and gradually the smile disappeared, and there was a lot of resentment in her eyes, which was her stubbornness and unwillingness.Her breathing became short of breath, her body was trembling, she closed her eyes again, and with a sudden force on her feet, she jumped off the cliff!

In fact, she didn't really want to die, but there was no way to break free except death.But she still didn't have the courage to swing that sword down, so if that's the case, then jump off the cliff!There will be no pain when she jumps down, and after she jumps, life and death are not up to her to decide. Her clothes and hair are flying, and she fell to Lingyi world.

This place is Qihan Valley, but Manying still doesn't know its name.She didn't die, the thick snow saved her, Man Ying struggled and rolled out of the snow.

It's too cold here, but she was only wearing single clothes, she got up and managed to walk a few steps and then fell down.She curled up and couldn't stand up anymore. After a while, she smiled and stretched her body.In such a cold place, Manying would only die faster if she did this, but this was exactly her wish.

She closed her eyes with a wry smile, and thought to herself: "I just wanted to die, but I was saved by this thick snowdrift, but it's so cold here, even if I can walk, I will freeze to death. I don't want to die anymore Live, why go away? Isn’t it ridiculous! It’s fine to freeze to death here, and it won’t rot in ten or eight years, hehe!”

Gradually, her smile became a little stiff, and she passed out.But the coma is only temporary, and after coma, he will die!

But she opened her eyes again, and the first thing she saw was a cute face.

"Little Fox?"

Of course the little fox would not speak, it still looked at Manying quietly, as if looking at a long-lost friend.

Manying slowly sat up, she touched the little fox's head, and said to herself: "Is it true? No, I must be dreaming or dead. It's obviously cold here, but I can't sleep at all right now." I don't feel cold!"

She was confused, looked again, and said strangely: "But, it is clearly here! Did you save me?"

The little fox scratched his face, Manying looked at it and couldn't help but smirked: "You are really cute, but how did you save me?"

The little fox moved its paw and scratched its calf with the tip of the paw. Man Ying said in surprise: "You can understand me, you mean you saved me with blood?"

The little fox scratched his face again, and Man Ying said happily: "You are really interesting! Look at your snow-white body, watery eyes, and thick tail. You really look good!"

The little fox jumped up, jumped a foot away, turned his head and looked at Man Ying motionlessly.

"You jumped so far? How did you get away?"

The little fox turned her head and ignored her, and walked out leisurely. Manying hurriedly stood up and shouted, "Where are you going? Wait for me!" She took two steps and said to herself: "Hey, not only am I not afraid of the cold, but my body is not weak anymore. This little fox's blood is really powerful!"

She followed Xuehu, and after a short walk, she arrived at a lake. Manying looked at the scenery by the lake and exclaimed: "I didn't expect such a beautiful scenery in such a cold place! Huh? It doesn't seem to be cold here." , so many flowers and trees have grown, little fox, do you want to take me to find something to eat?"

Xuehu stopped by the lake, turned her head and glanced at Manying, and saw that with a kick of its paws, it had jumped into the lake.

"Hey! What are you doing, why did you jump into the water?"

Man Ying hurriedly ran to the lake and looked into the lake, but she couldn't see the shadow of the snow fox. She froze by the lake thinking about it, stroked the lake water with her hands, and said happily: "This water is not cold at all. Oh, it's still a little warm."

Suddenly there was a sound of "wow", Xuehu jumped out of the lake, before Man Ying realized she was splashed with water.

Manying hid to the side with an "Ah", and when she stood up she couldn't help saying happily: "It's a fish! So you went to the lake to catch fish."

The snow fox barked twice happily, ran to the edge of the lake and jumped in again. When it came up again, there was another fish in its mouth.

Man Ying smiled lightly and said: "I never thought that you would go into the water to catch fish! Well, I'll let you try something new today, I'll pick up some dead branches, and you don't want to eat raw ones today!"

The smell of fish is getting stronger and stronger, and Manying can't help but think of Xiaoxiang when she smells the fragrance. Not long ago, she and Xiaoxiang often grilled fish by the stream.Not only did they grill fish, but they also did so many happy things together in the mountains. She thought she would stay there for the rest of her life, but things in the world changed so quickly.

Xuehu touched the back of her hand with his paw, and Man Ying woke up from the memory. It turned out that the fish was a bit mushy.

Manying took the fish and fed it to Xuehu, and said with a smile: "Little fox, this is cooked fish, you have grown up and haven't eaten cooked food, eat it quickly!"

Xuehu tore off a piece and ate it, then cried out twice, Manying smiled lightly and said, "How about it, it's delicious, eat more!"

As the fire burned slowly, Manying sat by the fire and calmed down a lot.She has experienced too many things these days, and what she can't let go of in her heart is her love for Xiaoxiang. Until now, she has to admit that she still misses Xiaoxiang all the time.

Indeed, she lost Xiaoxiang, she was in pain and despair, she thought of death, she jumped down the cliff excitedly, but she didn't die!

This is her destiny, she is destined to live on, and after such twists and turns, she has naturally grown a lot, it turns out that life is just like this, laughing and cursing, the world is unpredictable, just think of it as clouds in the sky !
She is a girl, and a girl's mood may suddenly be dark like night, but suddenly bright like spring.There is a word sakura in her name, and the cherry blossoms bloom in spring, so she should belong to spring!

Xuehu lay beside her, she touched Xuehu's ears and whispered: "Little fox, my name is Man Ying, what's your name?"

She smiled faintly and said: "I forgot, how can you talk! Why don't I give you a name, you are all white, so I can call you Axue, okay! Axue!"

Xuehu yelled cheerfully, obviously liked the name very much, Manying smiled and said: "Then I will call you Axue, Axue, I want to say something again, can you stay with me here!"

Axue scratched her face with her paws, and Man Ying said softly: "Actually, do you know that I wanted to fall to my death, but I fell into a snowdrift, and I thought I would freeze to death when I came out of the snowdrift, but You saved me again! Now I don't want to die at all, I still think it's better to live, maybe, maybe I've already died!"

Axue yelled twice, licked the back of Manying's hand with her tongue, Manying touched its head and said: "Some things are always unexpected, the bad ones are unexpected, and the good ones are also good. For me, these The best thing that ever happened was meeting you, you not only saved my life, but also made me feel something precious. From now on, you must be my best friend!"

Axue threw herself into her arms excitedly, Man Ying embraced it, stroked its ears and smiled gratifiedly.This place is more like an outdoor peach garden, Man Ying stays here, and she will not be lonely with A Xue's company.

But whether she will leave, she herself does not know.

(End of this chapter)