those in the rivers and lakes

Chapter 76 Acacia

Looking at the clouds on Yunling makes people intoxicated, looking at the clouds and clouds, it will make people feel that the past is like a dream, and the pain fades away.

This ridge is lonely, and most of the people who have been here are in a hurry, and they only stay for a while and then go away.

Hongdou stayed here, to be precise, she came here for Wangyunling, she needed such a place to heal her wounds, she was already insane and could no longer receive any stimulation.

Except Wang Yunling still has time, heartbreak always takes a long time to stitch.But at this time, Hongdou would not understand that she wanted to fight a good battle with herself in such a leisurely place, and defeat the self whose soul was swallowed by pain.

"red beans!"

Yu Feng was obviously very surprised, he would never have thought that Hongdou would become like this, when he called out Hongdou's name, he was hesitant in his heart.

Because the current Hongdou only has the appearance of Hongdou, but it is like an empty shell, and he cannot see her emotions. Although she is close to Hongdou, there seems to be thousands of mountains and rivers between them.

But Hongdou didn't look at him, she seemed to hear nothing, see nothing, and she couldn't accept anything, because her heart would break when touched, broken and broken again.

"Mom, what's wrong with Hongdou?"

"What! Didn't your master tell you?"

"But I, I didn't expect this to happen!"

The red damselfly said angrily: "You boy! How could you hit her with such a heavy hand that you broke her head!"

"Mom! It's not what you think! I didn't mean it!"

"I don't know why you did that, but I can't forgive you, and neither can Hongdou! You go!"

"But Hongdou is also at fault!"

"What! What did you say!"

Red Damiant slapped Yu Feng's face fiercely, and said fiercely: "You still say that Hongdou is wrong, Yu Feng, I really misread you, you go!"

"Obviously..."

Before Yu Feng could finish his sentence, Daoist Dong Ling had already covered his mouth, and he said calmly! "Red Damian, it's because I can't teach him well, so I'll take him away from here. But he is a child after all, and Hong Dou is the same. I believe she will recover! Farewell!"

"Okay, let's go!"

Daoist Dongling took Yu Feng and left silently, but they did not leave Wangyun Ridge. The place where they lived and Hongdou lived was only separated by a hillside.

"You stay here, you must not let Hongdou down! Even if she really can't wake up again in this life, you still have to protect her, and you can't despise her!"

"Yes, Master!"

"Do you remember?"

"I understand, master!"

"As long as you know."

"It's very clean here, you can do whatever you want! I'll go out for a walk!"

"Yes, Master!"

Of course, Daoist Dongling didn't wander around casually. He knew that Yu Feng was already at a loss and needed time to adjust his emotions.So he wants to keep them safe and not let anyone hurt them.

Time flies, it has been half a year since Yu Feng came to Wangyun Ridge.In the past six months, he has settled down a lot and matured a lot, but he didn't go to see Hongdou again, he even turned his face away deliberately when he saw Hongdou's figure in the distance, he couldn't face her.

He lied to himself that it was actually Hongdou's fault, Kai'er's death was caused by her, and she was to blame for becoming what she is now, and he didn't want to forgive Hongdou.

But in fact, he can't face his mistakes, he doesn't have the courage to apologize, he can only feel better by lying to himself like this.Although he won't admit it, he knows that he is a coward in front of the responsibility!

He always wanted to avoid Ruan Hongdou in his mind, but Hongdou was like a stone pressing on his heart, and he was always pressed down in a long, slow night until he couldn't breathe.

Spring is here, the red bean tree is blooming, and the red bean is standing under the red bean tree.She likes this taste, and she also likes the color of red bean flowers. When she sees them blooming, it's like seeing herself, her former self!
Hongdou smiled, silly.

Yu Feng woke up from the early morning, he was awakened by the fragrance of flowers, because this fragrance is too sweet and quiet.

He walked out of the house and walked up the hillside, and saw Hongdou in the distance.Looking at Hongdou's expression, he felt as if a torrent surged in his heart, but it stuck in his throat.

His heartbeat became faster and faster, and his breathing became more and more rapid. Suddenly he turned around and stopped looking at her. He slowly closed his eyes, and then slowly walked down the hill.

"It turns out that this is a red bean tree. No wonder Master let Hongdou live there. His old man really took care of me and Hongdou!"

Yu Feng didn't look at the red beans again, but during the period when the red bean flowers were blooming, he would stay on the hillside every day, until dusk.

After the flowering period, he will not go to the hillside again, but he will not leave Wangyunling.He repairs cabins, fishes, hunts, roams, and in short, tries not to let himself be idle.

Winter is here, it is a lonely and restless winter.Yu Feng's heart is changing quietly, he no longer denies his mistakes, he starts to miss someone, he will hide behind a big tree to watch her secretly every sunny day.

He suddenly understood a word, that word is lovesickness.That kind of feeling makes people love and hate, and that person can't stop missing for a moment from day to dream.It was kind of bitter, but people were willing to immerse themselves in it.

Yu Feng fidgeted, he had nothing else to do, he picked up the sword and danced it every time his emotions rushed to the top.

He has already figured it out, spring is coming, and he wants to ask the red bean for forgiveness under the tree full of red bean flowers.After figuring it out, he finally got a good night's sleep that night.

In this way, spring came, and the red bean flowers gradually bloomed. On a sunny morning, Yu Feng walked up the hillside and crossed the hillside, as if he had crossed a hurdle in his heart.

He slowly approached the red bean tree, and the red bean was standing under the tree, stroking the red bean flower.

Yu Feng wanted to settle his suspicions with Hongdou, so he walked towards Hongdou slowly...

But Hongdou didn't care about his arrival at all, she was still the same as last time, she didn't seem to feel anything.

"Red bean, it's me!"

Hongdou was still stroking the flower, and Yu Feng continued, "Hongdou, I am Yu Feng!"

Hongdou still didn't respond, Yu Feng said urgently: "Redou, Hongdou!"

His voice became louder and Hong Dou finally noticed something, but she seemed to be frightened, and her fingertips trembled, and she tore off the petals.

Yu Feng smiled happily, Hongdou finally noticed his existence, but what he didn't expect was that Hongdou's face suddenly became so panicked, so helpless and fearful.

"Who are you!"

"I'm Yu Feng!"

"Yu Feng, who is Yu Feng?"

"Yu Feng is me!"

"No, I don't recognize you, you go!"

"Red bean, I..."

Before Yu Feng finished speaking, Hongdou said sharply: "Mother, there are demons! Mother!"

The red damselfly ran over and said fiercely: "Why are you here, you should go!"

Hongdou slipped into her mother's arms, talking about the devil from time to time, I was so scared.

Yu Feng's eyes were wet, but he still smiled and said: "Mother, I was wrong! It's all my fault! I beg your forgiveness!"

Red Damiana sighed, "Dong Ling is right, you are still children after all! Well, I can forgive you!"

"What about the red beans?"

"Look at her now, do you still know what is love and what is hate? She really has no ability to forgive you!"

"I really didn't expect to cause her so much harm!"

"Okay, stop talking, I'm afraid she will go crazy!"

"okay, I get it!"

Yu Feng left, he stayed up all night that night, he missed Hongdou so much!He was looking forward to the dawn, and as soon as it dawned, he ran to the hillside. Before the red beans came out, he waited silently.

This is how he spent the past few days, today is the fifth day when the red bean blossoms bloom, Yu Feng can no longer bear the impulse in his heart.

He decided that he must let Hongdou recognize him, he walked towards Hongdou slowly, and started calling out his name, one after another!
But this time Hongdou was really crazy, Yu Feng wanted to comfort her, he grabbed Hongdou's hand, looked into her eyes, and said her name.

But Hongdou only saw demons in her eyes, she struggled desperately, her fingers tore Yu Feng's clothes and scratched his face.

Yu Feng didn't care, he hugged Hongdou tightly, he believed that this hug would definitely make Hongdou get better.It's just that he was wrong, Hongdou still kept struggling, and the pain became more and more painful.

Yu Feng let go, let go of his arms with a wry smile, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground.He accepts everything now, he doesn't beg Hongdou to forgive her, but he will always be with her.

He was silent for three days, unloading all the burden in his heart, and in the following days, he always went to see Hongdou secretly, even so, he was very satisfied.

A year passed like this, Hongdou didn't get better, Yu Feng has been waiting for her.It seems that everything has settled, Yu Feng is also used to this kind of life, he is willing to wait, wait for Hongdou for the rest of his life!

The red bean flower is blooming again. This is the only hope of red bean, and it is also the happiest time of the year for her.It’s just that for some reason, the flowering period of the red bean flower is very short this year. It only bloomed for seven days and then gradually began to wither.

Hongdou's emotions are slowly getting out of control. She is not reconciled to the short flowering period, and she does not want to see the petals wither. This irreparable sense of despair destroys her again.

She frantically grabbed the petals that fell on the ground, moaned in pain, tears had already flowed down her face.

Yu Feng's heart was cut like a knife, but he didn't get close to Hongdou, he knew it was meaningless.Hongdou Niang wanted to pull her up, but she couldn't do anything. She felt sorry for her daughter, but she gave up. She knew that Hongdou would stop when she was tired, and she would get tired very quickly in this mood.

As expected, the red beans stopped and became extremely calm. She stood up slowly and kept muttering: "Red beans are born in the southern country, and a few branches come in spring. Red beans..."

She smiled in relief, and slowly opened her hands that were full of dirt and petals, watching the petals drift away with the wind!

"Yu Feng!"

"red beans!"

"I remembered everything!"

"I'm so happy for you!"

"You don't have to blame yourself anymore."

"You forgive me?"

"Well, everything is like these petals, go with the wind!"

"it is good!"

Yu Feng and Hong Dou embraced each other passionately, they finally found themselves and kept the love in their hearts!
(End of this chapter)