Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 131 Seeing the rain, why do you think of blood-dripping hands?

On the day of March, the face of the child is different from the south to the north.

It is now the end of March. If you are in the capital, you are probably still suffering from sandstorms. If you want to rain, you can really afford the words "expensive as oil".

But in this unknown small county in Qianzhou, it rained every now and then.

"Except for being humid, cold, and poor, there's nothing wrong with it. At least it's comfortable to sleep in."

After saying this sentence, Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, closed his eyes and wanted to continue sleeping.

But after tossing and turning, I found that I really couldn't fall asleep, so I got up slowly, and then went to wash slowly.

Well, today is the third day since Cao Zhiqiang rescued Qing Hong.

After rescuing Qing Hong from Xiao Gen's devil, Cao Zhiqiang let go of his big heart.

Although Cao Zhiqiang suffered a little in the process of saving Qinghong, after all, it is not easy to blow the wind on the top of the mountain in advance.

But the result is good.

Cao Zhiqiang believes that as long as Xiao Gen does not push Qing Hong successfully, then from now on, this kind of thing should never happen again.

First of all, Xiao Gen is not a bad person, he was just impulsive before, as long as the impulsiveness is over, the rest will definitely be uneasy.

The second is Qinghong. After going through that incident, Qinghong is now a frightened bird. Even if she still has a little nostalgia for Xiaogen, she probably wouldn't dare to go to an inaccessible place to meet Xiaogen alone.

Not to mention, after this incident, Qinghong's father will definitely find Xiaogen to settle the score, and Qinghong's mother has already asked for leave to stay at home and guard Qinghong at home.

Qing Hong, although she is introverted and cowardly, and her adverse quotient index is not high, but as long as her innocence is still there, her chords will not be broken.

As long as the chord is not broken, then she will not fail to commit suicide as in the ending of the movie, and eventually become a psychopath who forgets everything.

Cao Zhiqiang felt that the moment he scared Xiao Gen away and kept Qinghong innocent, Qinghong's ending should have changed.

In addition, in order to ensure that there is no problem, after Cao Zhiqiang sent Qinghong home the night before yesterday, he not only deliberately reminded Qinghong's parents to pay attention to Qinghong's mental state, but also in the morning of the next day, that is, yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang I also made a special trip to visit Qinghong's house.

At that time, Qinghong's family was eating breakfast, and the whole family looked normal.

Especially Qinghong, apart from not being talkative, there is nothing wrong with her appearance.

That is to say, seeing that Qinghong was fine, and finding out that Qinghong's father had always been suspicious and guarded against him, Cao Zhiqiang went back with complete peace of mind, lest Qinghong's father continue to be suspicious.

Now that Qinghong is fine, what Cao Zhiqiang has to worry about next is his own family affairs.

In other words, he only needs to continue to care about the situation of his sister's family according to the original plan.

As long as his elder sister resigns smoothly, divorces her brother-in-law, and obtains a household registration certificate, he can bring his family back to Peiping immediately.

In short, after returning to the hostel from Qinghong's house yesterday morning, Cao Zhiqiang never went out of the hostel again. He just stayed in the suite of the hostel, copying songs and novels, and continued to be an otaku.

After all, this county is too small and dilapidated. He has visited all the places where he can go and play, and there is really nothing to see.

Instead of continuing to wander around outside, it is better to stay in a hostel with a good environment and continue to code to make money more affordable.

In addition, Cao Zhiqiang had made an appointment with his sister before, and once the sister's family completed the formalities, they would come back to the guest house to find him.

Therefore, Cao Zhiqiang only needs to stay in the guest house and wait quietly.

After washing up, Cao Zhiqiang with a refreshed face took out milk powder from the system space, and Lao Mo bread bought in advance.

After making a bowl of goat milk powder with hot water, and having breakfast with bread, Cao Zhiqiang took out Geisha instant coffee again and made a cup of coffee with hot water.

Afterwards, Cao Zhiqiang stretched himself, then took the cup of coffee, walked to the window of the room, and opened the window directly.

Open the window and look at the street, and you can have a panoramic view of the rainy scene in the small town.

Although there are no high-rise buildings, the small town in the drizzle has a special flavor.

Taking a deep breath of moist air, combined with the aroma of coffee, I feel a lot better suddenly.

Then, looking at it, Cao Zhiqiang was in a trance for a while, and suddenly Qing Hong's face full of tears and stains, and the expression of fear in his eyes when he was forced to push by Xiao Gen appeared.

And, when taking her home, the more she walked towards her home, the more hesitant her steps were, the more trembling her palms became.

Finally, a hand dripping blood suddenly appeared in my mind...

hiss……

Cao Zhiqiang suddenly shivered violently, goose bumps all over his body.

Strange, when you see rain, why do you think of bloody hands?How can I get goosebumps?

Is this a warning?

Why does this warning appear?
Why are you restless?
What's wrong?
However, it is obvious that Xiao Gen's violent behavior has been stopped by himself, and Qing Hong's innocence has also been preserved, so there should be no problem, right?

Then why did I feel so restless and uneasy when I saw the rain, and even thought of the bleeding hand?

Wait, it seems... It seems that when Qing Hong committed suicide, it was also a rainy day?
Thinking of this, Cao Zhiqiang put down his coffee, touched his chin and started thinking again.

What is wrong?What is missing?
By the way, the source of Qinghong's tragedy!

That's right, Qinghong's tragedy is not just Xiaogen's problem.

In other words, the source of Qinghong's tragedy, fundamentally speaking, is not Xiaogen, but that family, or in other words, his father!

In the original plot, Xiao Gen acted like a beast, but strictly speaking, Qing Hong and Xiao Gen had a mutual affection at that time.

Although Qing Hong was forcibly pushed down by Xiao Gen, she felt a sense of shame and betrayal, but she did not commit suicide, and even became the trance lunatic later.

What made Qinghong commit suicide by cutting her wrists?
Is it really because of Xiaogen?
Probably not, at least not entirely.

The main reason should be a kind of despair and resistance.

A kind of despair for life, despair for the future, and a kind of resistance to family and father.

When she was alive, Qing Hong didn't dare to resist her father, so she could only die.

In fact, according to the narration in the movie, Qing Hong didn't want to leave at first. She didn't envy the prosperity outside, but was a little afraid of the outside world.

Qing Hong was born here and grew up here since she was a child. Her thoughts are very simple, she just wants to stay and live a simple life.

Because here is everything Qinghong is familiar with, including friends, relatives, and so on.

On the contrary, Shanghai, which she only goes back to once in several years, is a foreign place in her impression, without any sense of belonging.

However, his father, Wu Zemin, is different from Qinghong.

Wu Zemin always wanted to go back to Shanghai, always wanted to take the whole family back, and kept clamoring that it was for the good of his children, but he never asked Qinghong and her brother's wishes. It's good to know him.

From a certain point of view, Wu Zemin's approach is not wrong, but he used the wrong method, which was too simple and rude, but he never discussed it with his children.

Qinghong is a cowardly girl. She dare not resist her father, nor dare to disobey her father's decision, so she can only accept all his arrangements.

Why did Xiaogen push Qinghong forcibly?
The root cause is Qing Hong's father!
After knowing that Xiaozhen ran away with someone, Qinghong's father strengthened his confidence and decided to leave here in the near future no matter what.

After Qinghong knew this situation, she knew that she couldn't stay, so she went to Xiaogen for a showdown.

Knowing that Qinghong was going to leave, Xiao Gen became angry and ruined Qinghong by drunkenness.

Afterwards, Qing Hong not only hated Xiao Gen's violation and betrayal, but also understood Xiao Gen's reason for doing so, and hated her own helplessness. Of course, she was also afraid of her father and other people's eyes.

After all, in this era, being ruined by others is a very big blow to Mingjie.

In addition, Qinghong has been locked up at home, and Xiaozhen, the only best friend who can speak her heart, also ran away with someone at that time, so she couldn't speak her heart.

This caused Qinghong to have no one to confide in, and she could only keep everything in her heart.

Due to multiple factors, Qing Hong couldn't think about it for a while, so she cut her wrist and committed suicide.

However, Qinghong's suicide by cutting her wrists was not because she couldn't bear Xiaogen's violation and betrayal. The most important factor was that she had had enough of her father's oppression, which was a desperate resistance.

Otherwise, after Qinghong was ruined, why didn't she commit suicide at that time, but went home calmly by herself, and insisted on cutting her wrists and committing suicide after hearing that Xiaogen was reported by her father and arrested by the police?

It can be seen from this that although Qing Hong was spoiled by Xiao Gen, in her heart, she probably hates her father the most, not Xiao Gen.

I'm afraid that in Qing Hong's heart, although she is dissatisfied with Xiao Gen's actions, she may think that she owes Xiao Gen and doesn't want to pursue it anymore, and even thinks that after this experience, she may really make a mistake with Xiao Gen , stay and marry Xiaogen.

It's as if Lu Jun spoiled a rural girl back then and had to marry that rural girl in the end.

That's unlikely, but not impossible.

However, after hearing her father report Xiao Gen and Xiao Gen was arrested, Qing Hong was completely desperate.

So she chose to commit suicide, using this method to fight against her father, and at the same time against her own destiny.

Although the suicide was unsuccessful, it also hurt her brain, so she immediately collapsed and became mentally disturbed. Even when Xiaozhen was found, she mistakenly thought that the other party was admitted to university.

To put it bluntly, the internal cause of Qinghong's tragedy is Qinghong's character, and the external cause is Qinghong's father. As for Xiao Gen's violence, it just lit the fuse.

Of course, Cao Zhiqiang may have over-thought these things, but in fact it was all right.

After all, Cao Zhiqiang made a special trip to Qinghong's house yesterday morning.

At that time, everything was fine for Qing Hong at home, apart from staying in the room and never coming out, and not saying a word, there was no problem at all.

There's no reason why something happened again just over a day later.

"No! I still don't feel at ease, I have to go and see Qinghong!"

"Even if I think about it, Qing Hong is actually fine, and I would rather believe it than believe it."

"I'd rather go and be laughed at by others than Qinghong committing suicide."

After saying this to himself, Cao Zhiqiang took a deep breath decisively, changed his clothes, picked up an umbrella, and went out decisively.

(End of this chapter)