Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 151 Because, I want to know you better

After hearing Cao Zhiqiang's words, Jin Xiuying was slightly taken aback, then turned her head in surprise, and looked at Cao Zhiqiang carefully.

"What are you looking at?" Cao Zhiqiang said, "I have flowers on my face?"

Jin Xiuying shook her head: "It's nothing, I just think, you are fine, why do you suddenly want to hear this? Didn't you not be interested in my past before, and you didn't want to hear it?"

Cao Zhiqiang shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands: "At this time and at that time, I didn't want to hear it in the past, but now, I suddenly want to hear it."

After a short pause, Cao Zhiqiang looked into Jin Xiuying's eyes and said in a very gentle voice, "Because, I want to know you better."

Jin Xiuying blushed and lowered her head subconsciously, as if she couldn't stand Cao Zhiqiang's aggressive eyes.

After taking a deep breath, Jin Xiuying raised her head again, looked at Cao Zhiqiang seriously, and then asked, "Do you really want to hear it?"

"Of course." Cao Zhiqiang nodded.

"Aren't you afraid, you will be burdened after hearing my story?" Jin Xiuying asked with a half-smile.

"I'm not afraid now." Cao Zhiqiang looked into Jin Xiuying's eyes and smiled gently, "Because now I care about you even more."

Jin Xiuying was silent for a while, then subconsciously avoided Cao Zhiqiang's eyes, then lowered her head and began to tell her story.

As Cao Zhiqiang expected, the reason why Jin Xiuying cut her coach with a pencil knife was because the coach plotted against her.

According to Kim Soo-young, their team had a new coach at the time. The new coach was a middle-aged man. He seemed to be quite reliable at first, and he was much more kind than the original coach. He smiled at everyone, and everyone liked it. This male coach.

But one day, Kim Soo-young almost started fighting because of a conflict with the team members, and the male coach immediately came over to stop her.

Immediately afterwards, the coach told Kim Soo-young to go to the office alone after training in the afternoon.

After the training, Jin Xiuying didn't think much, thinking that the coach was going to reprimand her, so she went to the office alone.

After going to the office, I found that there was only the male coach in the room.

After that, the coach first told her some of her problems.

Then talking and talking, he came to Jin Xiuying's side, and then used the excuse of correcting his posture to touch her.

Although Jin Xiuying was young at that time, she didn't understand everything, so she stepped on the back of his foot and wanted to leave.

Who knew that the coach suddenly grabbed her arm and threatened her in various ways.

He said that if she refused to follow him, he would kick Kim Soo-young out of the team and tell everyone that they would not accept you and that you would never be able to play volleyball again for the rest of your life.

After saying those cruel words, the coach hurriedly hugged Jin Xiuying, and then forcibly kissed her.

Kim Soo-young kept resisting, then picked up a pencil sharpener from the table, and cut the coach's face with one knife, and the wound was deep.

After doing that, Kim Soo-young freaked out, dropped the knife and ran away.

Then, she was sued by the coach, and the police directly arrested her, and soon she was charged with wounding and entered the juvenile detention center.

During this period, her parents did not help her at all.

Especially her stepfather, who is obviously a well-connected high-ranking cadre, supposedly able to help her resolve her grievances, but he didn't do anything.

Even her biological mother never helped her.

Even when Jin Xiuying entered the juvenile detention center, her biological mother never visited her once, as if she was not there.

That was the time when she completely gave up on that family.

When she first entered the juvenile detention center, many people bullied her, so she could only fight hard.

Relying on her height and strength, she quickly changed from a bullied lamb to a lone wolf that no one dared to mess with.

According to Jin Xiuying, she doesn't like being bullied, but she also doesn't like to bully others, but in the juvenile detention center, if you are not ruthless, you can only be bullied.

Her skills in beating people and wielding knives were also practiced in the juvenile prison.

When she left the juvenile detention center, she was already a homeless person. By chance, she followed Wei Dajun and joined Wei Dajun's group.

"That's my story." Jin Xiuying said with a blank face, "Now that you know, how do you feel?"

"Feel?" Cao Zhiqiang shrugged, "If you feel it, I think you were a bit stupid back then. After you injured someone with a knife, you shouldn't run away. You should immediately call for someone to come over, and then yell at the coach to molest you.

At that time, there were only the two of you in the room, and outsiders didn't know the truth of the matter, so at that time, the key was to compare your courage.

If you yelled immediately and called someone over with confidence instead of running away immediately, then your coach must have panicked at that time, and the people who came would definitely think that there was something wrong with the coach, and you were acting in self-defense.

But if you run away anyway, it will be troublesome, and you will be regarded as a guilty conscience.

And once you run away, your coach will have enough time to recover. When he recovers, he will naturally have ways to distort the facts.

For example, he called the police as soon as possible, which is very smart.

Since he can call the police, it means that he has more confidence, and the police believe him more relatively.

And you, since you ran away at the beginning, even if you said that the coach molested you, everyone would only think you were lying. "

"Hmph, that's easy to say." Jin Xiuying curled her lips, "Even if I didn't run away and called someone over, would I be fine? Don't be stupid!

That coach has a background and knows a lot of people.

As for me, I'm just a little girl, and no one is willing to help me.

There were only the two of us in the room at the time, and I did cut him on the face, and it was a serious wound.

If he had insisted that I was the one who hurt others, that he hadn't molested me, that I was making trouble for no reason, who would believe me as a little girl?Even if you believe me, who is willing to stand up for me and offend that well-established coach? "

Cao Zhiqiang thought for a while, then nodded: "That's right, you're right, in that situation, you... were set."

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang said again: "I wanted to say that you shouldn't have cut him with a knife at that time. You didn't hurt anyone. It's easy to say, but well, I also know what I'm saying now. It doesn't hurt my back to talk while standing .

After all, you were still young at that time, and it was impossible to think so much in a panic.

So, I can only say that fate tricks people, and you meet so many scumbags. "

"Yeah, maybe this is fate." Jin Xiuying lowered her face, "A monster like me should be unlucky."

"What are you talking about?" Cao Zhiqiang said quickly, "How could you be a monster?"

"I'm not a monster yet?" Jin Xiuying laughed at herself, "Look at me, I am so tall now, maybe I will grow longer in the future.

With me like this, who would want me?Isn't this a monster? "

Cao Zhiqiang frowned: "Your height is a bit of a problem, but it's not a big problem.

And what's wrong with being tall? In terms of volleyball, it's a big advantage. "

"Advantage?" Jin Xiuying laughed at herself again, "I already have a criminal record, who else will want me in the future? Who else will use me? I have known for a long time that it is impossible for me to enter a regular volleyball team.

I told you before that I want to play volleyball, and that's true.

However, when I said I asked you to help me re-enter the volleyball team, that was just to comfort you.

Because I know that even if it is you, you can't let me, a person with a criminal record, re-enter the volleyball team, that's impossible. "

"There is nothing impossible." Cao Zhiqiang shook his head, "If you talk about the past, your situation is indeed impossible, but it is different now."

"What's the difference?" Kim Soo Young asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled: "Now is the period of reform and opening up. Everything depends on money, and sports are not immune. As long as I am willing to find someone, find the right person, and spend money, you will definitely be able to rejoin the volleyball team and even enter the national team." The team is not impossible."

"Okay, don't be stupid." Jin Xiuying sighed, "I said that before, just to ease the embarrassment, after all, I... anyway, don't worry about my business, I am fine now, It's really not possible..."

After a pause, Jin Xiuying suddenly raised her head, looked at Cao Zhiqiang and said, "It's really impossible, shall I be your lover?"

"Pfft!" Cao Zhiqiang, who was drinking soy milk, immediately sprayed soy milk all over Jin Xiuying's face.

"Cough cough cough!" Cao Zhiqiang looked up in surprise after spraying the soy milk, "What did you just say?"

Jin Xiuying wiped her face with the back of her hand blankly and said, "I said, if you think it's not worthwhile to continue spending money to support me, I can be your lover, just like those big bosses in Hong Kong and Taiwan keep their lovers."

Then, she laughed at herself: "Anyway, I know, you can't marry someone like me, it's okay, I don't care about that, you can be a lover."

Speaking of this, Jin Xiuying squinted at Cao Zhiqiang and said: "And I know, you are actually quite interested in me, I understand the way you look.

Otherwise, since you are interested in me and I don't hate you, then I might as well be your lover.

In the future, I will sleep with you at night, and I can be your bodyguard to protect you during the day.

You know me, if you can't do anything else, you can still fight, anyway, you will definitely not be able to beat me.

If I protect you with me, if someone like Wei Dajun wants to harm you, it will definitely not succeed.

In this way, I will be very useful to you, and you can continue to support me, and you won't feel it's a waste of money, right? "

Cao Zhiqiang sighed, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and wiped his mouth, then shook his head and said, "Yingzi, you think too much, I'm not that kind of person."

"But……"

"Stop talking." Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand.

"Yingzi, no matter what, let me try, try the assembly, shall I?
If you really can't let you re-enter the volleyball team, really can't let you return to the game, how about we discuss the issue of job transfer? "

Jin Xiuying bit her lip: "Then you, you..."

"What are you? Say something quickly! Don't talk to your mother-in-law!" Cao Zhiqiang said.

Jin Xiuying took a breath: "Then, if I can really play volleyball again, you, will you still come to me? Will, will you, once I play volleyball again, you, you will ignore me, don't care about me gone?"

"How could it be?" Cao Zhiqiang smiled, and casually handed over his handkerchief, "Wipe your face first, and we'll talk after you've finished."

Jin Xiuying paused, but still took the handkerchief from Cao Zhiqiang's hand, and wiped her face carefully.

After Jin Xiuying dried her face, Cao Zhiqiang said, "Yingzi, you are right, I am very interested in you, and it's not that I don't want you, but now is not the time."

"Why?" Kim Soo Young asked.

Cao Zhiqiang smiled slightly: "Let me ask you first, if I really do something to you, can you bear it?"

"What do you mean?" Jin Xiuying frowned.

Cao Zhiqiang sighed: "Do you still remember the time on the balcony last time? I wanted to kiss you impulsively, but you gave me a hard time without saying a word."

"I, I didn't mean it." Jin Xiuying said immediately.

"I know you didn't mean it." Cao Zhiqiang nodded, "Just because you didn't mean it, that's troublesome, because it shows that you are still very resistant to men touching you."

After sighing, Cao Zhiqiang said again: "To tell you the truth, there is a younger sister in my family who is not relative, righteous sister.

Well, she was raped by other men before, but fortunately she didn't succeed.

But even so, it cast a shadow in her heart, and she was very afraid that men would touch her, not even my brother.

In the same way, for a person like you, no matter how nice the words are, once it comes to actual actions, you may subconsciously give me a hard time as soon as I touch you.

The last time, it had already thrown me hard.

If I try harder, maybe you will kill me offspring.

So, if you really want to be my woman, you have to pass the psychological barrier in your heart that resists being touched by men.

等你啥时候能接受我碰你，并且不会下意识的揍我，咱再谈谈如何当情人的问题。

Well, although I'm not a psychiatrist, I don't know how to do it specifically, but I do know that if you find your purpose in life and cheer you up again, you should be able to pass the psychological barrier of hating men and fearing men.

At that time, I will find you again, then it will be safe.

Besides, aside from these things, you have such a good innate physical advantage, it's a pity not to play.

With my help, you can return to the game, and even become famous and become a sports star.

At that time, if you become my woman again, wouldn't I feel more fulfilled?
So, if I help you, you are helping me.

It's not that I'm not interested in you, but I'm not interested in you now.

What I want most is the kind of you who is radiant and glamorous on the court, not this kind of self-pity and self-defeating you.

To put it bluntly, you are a rare commodity to live in, but before I can really get a return, I have to invest in you first.

Eating it now is pure waste.

I say that, can you understand? "

Jin Xiuying blinked, and then suddenly curled her lips in disdain: "Then you are really greedy."

"That's right." Cao Zhiqiang shrugged, "I've always been greedy, and I have a big appetite."

"Virtue!" Jin Xiuying gave Cao Zhiqiang a blank look, but a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

(End of this chapter)