Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 329 This Is True Selfless Love
Well, well, in fact, what Cao Zhiqiang did at this time was to issue a "good person card" and then politely refuse in this way.

This way of rejection has only one purpose, that is, not to say that you are not good, that I don't like you, but that you are too good and I don't deserve it. We should continue to be friends, no, let's be siblings.

In this way, even if the other party is rejected, he will feel much better and reduce the sense of loss of being rejected.

Although this trick was no longer effective at the end of the twentieth century, it was still quite sharp and effective in 1983, and immediately suppressed Yu Fangfang and Yu Yuanyuan.

As a result, after a while, Yu Fangfang came back to her senses, and said with a moved expression: "Then, if this is the case, wouldn't it be better? If you are together, wouldn't you get what you want?"

"No!" Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand and turned his head.

"Sister Fangfang, you still don't understand!

People like Sister Yuanyuan hold too high a status in my heart!
She is like the snow lotus in the sky, high and holy, awe-inspiring and inviolable!

In my mind, she is like my own sister, even closer than my own sister.

Faced with such a relative who is closer than my own sister, I can be filial, respectful, or loving, but I must never have any unreasonable thoughts.

I feel guilty for any profanity against her. "

Speaking of this, Cao Zhiqiang turned around, put his hands behind his back, and sighed with his back to all sentient beings: "So, Sister Fangfang, you shouldn't say those words, in my opinion, it's offensive to my wife Sister Yuan.

I admit that I love Sister Yuanyuan very much, very much, especially.

But this kind of love is a love that transcends the world, a love that breaks away from vulgar tastes!

I can do things for her silently without asking for anything in return, but I never expect to have her, let alone blaspheme him.

Because I am not worthy, not worthy! "

Upon hearing this, Yu Fangfang was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say.

On the contrary, Yu Yuanyuan's eyes suddenly turned red: "Zhiqiang, I, I'm actually not that good, you..."

"Sister, stop talking!" Cao Zhiqiang waved his hand again, "I know that your affection for me is just family affection, not love, I know, I know.

The way you are now is just because you have just been betrayed by someone. Under the anxiety, there has been a window of time, and you have been bewitched, so you are a little confused about the situation, and mistakenly think that the love for me is the kind of love between a man and a woman.

But it's not like that.

At best, you're just using me as a substitute. "

"No, you are not a substitute!" Yu Yuanyuan said anxiously, "No!"

"Oh!" Cao Zhiqiang sighed again, "Whether it is or not, it doesn't matter anymore."

Speaking of this, Cao Zhiqiang turned around and looked at the anxious Yu Yuanyuan with a serious face: "Sister Yuanyuan, there are many kinds of love, not only the love between men and women, but also family love that transcends vulgar taste.

I know that I love you, and I know that you have a crush on me, but I don't have that kind of possessiveness towards you, and I also know that you don't have that kind of love between men and women for me.

I like to write poetry and you like to read poetry.

I love your nobility and quiet beauty, and you appreciate my talent and integrity.

I once confessed to you and wanted to have you, but you didn't agree.

I used to think that I was not good enough, and I also thought that you didn't have the courage to break through the shackles of the world.

But then I realized that it was neither.

My impulsive confession is right, your rejection is also right, neither of us is wrong.

The reason why you rejected me before was actually for mutual benefit.

I am so much younger than you, you don't want each other to suffer from the world's strange eyes and pressure.

You also don't want our pure relationship to be polluted and desecrated.

Because the relationship between us is a completely selfless spiritual love that transcends the flesh and selfishness.

Just seeing each other makes me happy.

Even if you can't see the other party, as long as you hear the other party's news and know that the other party is safe, you can be happy with each other and smile calmly.

I know that if you are well, my heart will be sunny.

Yes, we are such a relationship.

Outsiders don't understand, sister Yuanyuan, don't you understand? "

After hearing this, Yu Yuanyuan took a deep breath and nodded slightly: "Yes, there is indeed a pure relationship between us, I, I... I'm sorry, Zhiqiang, it's my fault."

Cao Zhiqiang walked up to Yu Yuanyuan, put his hands on her shoulders, and said earnestly: "No, we are all right.

If I have to say something wrong, I can only say that it is the fault of this world!

Who made us all meet the right person at the wrong time.

Who told me to meet you too late and know your heart too late. "

Sighing again, Cao Zhiqiang patted Yu Yuanyuan on the shoulder: "Okay, Sister Yuanyuan, don't think too much, go back and think about it, everything will be different.

I still have something to do, let's take a step first, you can stay here as you like, stay if you want, leave if you want, I...hey..."

Speaking of this, Cao Zhiqiang showed a desolate expression, walked straight past Yuanyuan, and left the room directly.

After Cao Zhiqiang left, Yu Yuanyuan was still jealous and moved, staring blankly at Cao Zhiqiang's back in a daze, and it seemed that she hadn't come out of the previous atmosphere.

On the contrary, it was Yu Fangfang who suddenly exhaled as the door of Cao Zhiqiang's room was closed after he left.

Looking at Yu Yuanyuan who was still in a daze, Yu Fangfang frowned and said, "He, what does he mean? You guys, what the hell are you playing with? Why do I become more and more confused the more I listen? Well, does it count?"

"Sister!" Yu Yuanyuan rolled her eyes at Yu Fangfang, as if annoyed that she interrupted her thoughts, "Why are you so vulgar? The relationship between us is not as dirty as you think!"

Yu Fangfang blinked: "Okay, I'm vulgar and dirty, so what's the relationship between you two?"

"You don't understand!" Yu Yuanyuan wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and smiled slightly, "So it's so, so it's so! It's a pity, I only understand it now!"

"What the hell is it?" Yu Fangfang said angrily, "Don't tell me those useless things, just tell me, what's the relationship between you two?"

"It's a confidant who is higher than a confidant." Yu Yuanyuan looked at the door with a smile on her face, "I can truly understand him, and he can truly understand me!
I will always miss him, and he will always miss me.

We all love each other, want to be close to each other, but deliberately keep a distance, not too close.

He will give everything for me, but he will not want anything from me.

In turn, I am the same, I can give everything for him, but I don't want to get any payment from him.

It is a kind of selfless love that only gives and does not ask for!

It is a kind of platonic spiritual love that breaks away from vulgar taste, and it is a kind of spiritual love of a higher state.

This is true selfless love.

You will not understand this kind of love now! "

Yu Fangfang blinked: "Then, will you get married?"

"I don't know." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "Maybe, maybe not. But no matter if I will, I will always love him and never change my heart!"

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan suddenly turned her head and smiled at Fangfang: "Sister, I understand, I understand completely.

In fact, I don't love Yang Weiguo at all, and I have never loved him.

Being with him is just a habit, a passive habit, or a kind of ignorant pity.

That's right, I just felt sorry for him, that's why I agreed to be Yang Weiguo's girlfriend, but I never really liked him.

Of course, I haven't liked other men before, at least not in real love.

It wasn't until I met Cao Zhiqiang that I realized that he was my true son and the one I had been waiting for.

It was him who made me truly understand what love is and what I really want. "

"Don't make it so vague." Yu Fangfang frowned, "If you are really as good as you say, and you both like and love each other, then why doesn't he want to be with you?
Because of age?No way, you are not much older than him, why are you so desperate? "

"So you don't understand, you don't understand." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head.

After slightly sighing, Yu Yuanyuan said with a look of reminiscence: "Actually, the first time he saw me, I knew that he was plotting against me and was interested in me. Don't know him, and don't know me.

I thought he was a disciple, so I didn't treat him well.

Later, I slowly got to know him, his past, his family, his sadness, his despair, and his persistence after he realized his enlightenment.

You don't know his past and family, you don't know what happened to him, you never know what a young person like him has been through.

Do you think his current achievements are all easily achieved?It's all pure fate, okay?
No, absolutely not!

That was the burst after he was forced to make a decision and tried his best!

His talent stems from his great enlightenment, and his great enlightenment stems from his unwillingness and counterattack in extreme despair. "

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan looked at Yu Fangfang with piercing eyes: "Do you know how hard he works? Do you know that he still insisted on writing every day during his hospitalization?

Others only see his achievements, but I know his sadness and loneliness behind these achievements, as well as his painstaking efforts and efforts.

I'm not surprised by what he's achieved now.

Including the fact that he had dropped out of school for so long and suddenly took the college entrance examination and got such good results, I am not surprised at all.

Because this is him, a person who is laughing and laughing on the surface, but is diligent and hardworking behind the scenes.

Just like Yang Weiguo's betrayal of me this time, he actually knew about it a long time ago, just to make me feel better, and at the same time to let me see the true face of Yang Weiguo, so that I can be completely free, so he did so silently.

I understand, I have always understood, but I was too stupid and deceived myself, so I ignored his good intentions.

He really did too much for me, I, I really owe him too much. "

Yu Fangfang blinked again: "Uh, so, in this case, why can't you be together? I don't see any problem between you two?
Hmph, what is the alpine snow lotus, what is awe-inspiring.

He said so much, isn't it just that he doesn't want to date you, he just wants to be your sister and brother?

It's all like this, or is it true love?
I think he just doesn't like you, so he uses these as an excuse to fool you! "

"Oh!" Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "So, you don't understand us at all, you don't understand the relationship between us!"

"Then tell me!" Yu Fangfang dissatisfied, "Why can't you be together? Even if you play some kind of spiritual love, it won't delay the date, right? You two become a couple, isn't it more upright, Plato? "

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, stroked her temples by her ears lightly, walked to the refrigerator by herself, took a look at it, and then took out a bottle of Coke.

He took out the Coke, walked to the coffee table and sat down, opened the Coke with a bottle opener, took a sip from the bottle, and then took a break from the bottle beautifully, and said with a smile: "Don't say it, sister, this Coca-Cola, It's really good to drink from a bottle, it's really delicious, would you like a bottle?"

Yu Fangfang frowned and looked at Yu Yuanyuan: "Yuanyuan, you, what's wrong with you? Why, what, why do you seem to have changed, changed, changed so that I don't even know you anymore?"

"Is there?" Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, "I have always been like this."

Yu Fangfang continued to frown at Yu Yuanyuan, and then said carefully: "Yuanyuan, you, are you okay?"

"No." Yu Yuanyuan smiled lightly, "I'm fine."

Yu Fangfang swallowed her saliva, and said with a worried face: "Yuanyuan, that, if you can't do it, you can't do it, you, don't scare me!"

Yu Yuanyuan was taken aback when she heard this, looked carefully at Yu Fangfang's expression, and suddenly smiled dumbly: "Why, do you think I can't stand the stimulation and am crazy?"

"Hehe." Yu Fangfang smiled dryly, "No, nothing."

Yu Yuanyuan shook her head: "I'm not crazy, I'm fine, really fine, I'm just..."

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan looked out of the window and said leisurely: "I just suddenly became enlightened, that's all."

Yu Fangfang blinked, and didn't dare to ask you what you realized, because she knew that it would be better to talk less at this time.

"What?" Yu Yuanyuan suddenly turned her head and grinned at Yu Fangfang, "You don't believe me?"

Yu Fangfang was startled, subconsciously took a step back, but walked back with a smile: "No, no."

Yu Yuanyuan smiled and shook her head: "Didn't you ask me why Cao Zhiqiang and I love each other but can't be together? Let me tell you the answer."

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan took another sip of Coca-Cola, then looked out of the window, and said quietly: "Actually, what Cao Zhiqiang said before made the reason very clear."

Yu Fangfang was taken aback: "Is it clear? What are you talking about?"

"At the wrong time, I met the right person!" Yu Yuanyuan said.

"What do you mean by that?" Yu Fangfang asked.

Yu Yuanyuan sighed, looked back at Yu Fangfang, and said with a straight face: "Sister, you don't know Cao Zhiqiang's background, and I don't blame you for not knowing.

But what I want to say is that Cao Zhiqiang really had no background before, he was really just an ordinary worker family, and when I met him, his parents died, and he had a younger sister to support, and he himself was just a Interns only.

Such a person who is almost an orphan, or even worse than an orphan, even if he writes poems better, do you think he can achieve such an achievement in a short period of time if he does not have a big backer behind him?
Among other things, can a young poet earn so much money easily and become the president of a publishing house?

I know very well the time of his rise.

He went from an intern in a factory to the president of a publishing house in less than three months.

Do you think this is something you can do with just your own hard work and talent? "

"Well, there is indeed a problem." Yu Fangfang nodded, "Could it be that he has some big leaders as relatives?"

"As far as I know, not at all." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "If there was, he wouldn't have been so miserable back then. If you were a big leader, you knew that your relatives were in such a miserable situation, wouldn't you help? ? Do you still need someone to kneel down to the factory manager to get a job by chance?"

Yu Fangfang nodded again: "That's true...so, you want to say that the reason why Cao Zhiqiang has all this in a short period of time is that he, he has climbed another high branch?"

Yu Yuanyuan sighed: "I don't know how he did it, but I do know that for him who has almost nothing, he must have paid an unimaginable price to get it all!
When he confessed his love to me in the hospital, I could feel his sincerity and sincerity.

It's a pity that I was stupid and scared at the time, and I obviously started to like him, but I rejected him in a muddle.

After that, although we met less time, I have been secretly inquiring about him.

I will be happy for his success and I will be proud of his achievements.

It can be said that during the days when I was separated from him, I thought about him almost every day.

As long as I know the news about him, knowing that he is all right and everything is going well, I can feel relieved and happy.

I thought it was just me, but what he said before let me know that he was also like this. "

After a slight smile, Yu Yuanyuan continued: "Sister, if others don't understand, you should understand. After all, our family is not an ordinary family. Our parents, including you, have all experienced that special period.

If you want to be successful, you must pay a price, just like our dad, in order to get his current position, he has paid a lot.

Especially the Yang family downstairs. In fact, our family owes his family, and it is precisely because of this that I was so kind to Yang Weimin at the beginning. In fact, I wanted to pay off the debt for our parents and their Yang family. "

"Ah?" Yu Fangfang was taken aback, "What do you mean, our family owes the Yang family? What do we owe?"

"Well, you can ask our mother." Yu Yuanyuan shook her head, "I don't know if she tells you or not."

"I won't ask her." Yu Fangfang said, "You tell me directly, what's going on?"

"I can't say more specifically." Yu Yuanyuan sighed, "I can only say that Uncle Yang, that is, Yang Weiguo's father, was arrested and imprisoned for 20 years because of food stamps. Take the blame!"

"How do you know?" Yu Fangfang asked.

"I heard my mother talking in her sleep once." Yu Yuanyuan sighed.

"This, this..." Yu Fangfang was dumbfounded, and sat down on the sofa.

"So." Yu Yuanyuan said, "Many things are not for nothing, and many things have a price."

After a short pause, Yu Yuanyuan continued: "After seeing Cao Zhiqiang again, I can feel that Cao Zhiqiang's attitude towards me is different.

I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it, it is a kind of reluctance and depression, it is a kind of helplessness and sadness.

He must have some reason why he can't say it, so he dare not be with me.

If I force him again, I will definitely make it difficult for him. This is not what a person who truly loves him should do. "

Yu Fangfang frowned: "Then, what do you mean? Let's leave it at that? Don't you want to be with Cao Zhiqiang?"

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly: "No, Cao Zhiqiang is the only person in my life who is really tempted, and the one I have been waiting for.

In the same way, I know that I am also the person he is really attracted to, the one who has been waiting.

So, I will try to understand him, care about him, and wait for him slowly.

One day, we will be together!I'm pretty sure of that! "

"Hmph!" Yu Fangfang pouted, "What if he married another woman?"

"Then I will be with him too." Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly.

"Because I know that the one he likes must be me, even if he has to marry another woman, it must be because of his last resort.

If you really love someone, you must tolerate him, understand him, and help him, instead of adding trouble to him.

As long as we love each other and give sincerely, it's okay if we can't really be together.

As long as I know that he has me in his heart and him in my heart, that's enough. "

"Crazy, crazy!" Yu Fangfang shook her head, "I think you are really crazy!"

"No!" Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, "I've never been so sober as I am now!"

Speaking of this, Yu Yuanyuan looked at Yu Fangfang: "If one day you also meet the right person, you will understand me.

If you don't understand, it can only mean that you have never met that person. "

Yu Fangfang was taken aback for a moment, then took a breath: "So, are you pitying me?"

Yu Yuanyuan smiled slightly, and said nothing, but turned her head to look out the window, her face was so peaceful, she didn't bother to say anything.

Yu Fangfang took a few deep breaths again: "I, I, yes, you can do it! Let's not talk about that, about me..."

"Don't worry, sister." Yu Yuanyuan continued to look out the window, "I will tell him about you, as long as he can do it, he will help you, don't worry.

Because you are my sister, he will definitely help you for me! "

Yu Fangfang was speechless: "Although it sounds pretty good, why am I so angry seeing you like this now?"

Yu Yuanyuan said quietly: "Maybe, it's because I finally found the right person in this life, but you haven't found it yet?"

Yu Fangfang dissatisfied: "Are you mocking me?"

Yu Yuanyuan looked back at Yu Fangfang, sighed and said: "Sister, I think your biggest problem is that you place too much emphasis on material things, so you lose your eyes and yourself!
If you are willing to let go of your obsession with household registration and your pursuit of material desires.

Take a deep breath and really think about what you want.

Then maybe, you have already found the right person in this life. "

Yu Fangfang watched her sister open her mouth, but in the end she didn't say anything, but sighed heavily.

(End of this chapter)