Rebirth of the courtyard, the start is 80s

Chapter 532

Today's Cao Zhiqiang is already a good old driver when it comes to dealing with women. After all, he has rich experience.

So he knew very well that it was not enough to comfort Zhu Lin with rhetoric, and he had to show his loyalty with practical actions.

What practical action?Of course, it is to do what you want, to put it simply, it is to roll the sheets.

Because Zhu Lin is currently in a stage of uneasiness, the more this time, the more she needs to feel his sincerity.

The best expression of this sincerity is to have sex together.

For a woman who loves herself deeply and is uneasy, there is nothing that can't be solved by having sex once, or if it doesn't work, just twice.

Speak soft words, get off the bed, and give some real benefits. Generally speaking, this woman will never leave you, even Zhu Lin.

Just like now, after rolling the sheets once, Zhu Lin began to hold Cao Zhiqiang tightly, talking about her past and her "love".

It was precisely because of Zhu Lin's rambling historical statements that Cao Zhiqiang finally understood the whole story and why Zhu Lin "forgave" him so easily.

Of course, for Zhu Lin's "understanding" or "submissiveness", Cao Zhiqiang had already expected it. This time he personally listened to Zhu Lin's statement, but he got a personal testimony.

The reason is very simple, that is, Cao Zhiqiang has already seen through Zhu Lin's essence.

This is not to say that Zhu Lin is a gold digger in the 80s, on the contrary, what Zhu Lin pursues is not money, but a higher sense of accomplishment than money.

That is to say, Zhu Lin is actually a person who has ideals and dreams and is willing to act for them. In other words, he is someone who has ambitions and is willing to pay the price for such ambitions.

Think about it carefully, how did Cao Zhiqiang and Zhu Lin know each other?It was because of a reception and because of the director Xu Qingdong that I met.

When he first met Zhu Lin, Cao Zhiqiang had an average impression of her, except that he was the "Lord of the Most Beautiful Daughter Country" in his previous life, he didn't seem to have any other impressions of her.

And the "Lord of the Most Beautiful Daughter Kingdom" was not proclaimed by Cao Zhiqiang himself, but by his father in his previous life.

Therefore, Cao Zhiqiang didn't have much feelings for Zhu Lin, nor did he think about having an affair with her.

It was only later that by mistake, Cao Zhiqiang wanted to make a movie he wanted to make, and wanted to try to adapt his previous dream, that is, to adapt the Japanese animation "The Garden of Words" into a live-action movie, so Zhu Lin participated.

After all, under the current circumstances, there is no one more suitable than Zhu Lin in terms of temperament, schedule and convenience.

During the period, there were repeated rumors that Zhu Lin was having an affair with Xu Qingdong because of family discord.

In order to avoid trouble, Xu Qingdong wanted to change, and wanted to find actress Gong Xue to play the heroine.

Later, it was Zhu Lin who resolutely took the initiative to beg Xu Qingdong, and also begged Cao Zhiqiang to let everyone realize her determination to play the heroine, so Xu Qingdong and Cao Zhiqiang agreed to let her continue to play the heroine.

From this situation, it can be seen that Zhu Lin has a strong personal will and a strong ability to act. Whatever she wants to do, she has always tried her best to do it and strive for it.

Just like Zhu Lin's experience as an actor.

According to Zhu Lin herself, it was an accident that she first stepped into the actor industry. At the beginning, it was only because of the needs of the film that she was asked to play a supporting role, which was considered a secondment.

But it was during that secondment that Zhu Lin, a researcher, fell in love with acting, and began to have the idea of ​​becoming a professional actor.

At that time, the status of an actor was actually not as good as that of a researcher at the research institute, and it was not as stable as a researcher. So when Zhu Lin had this idea, neither her parents nor her lover agreed.

After all, it's one thing to play tickets occasionally, but it's another thing to do it professionally.

But Zhu Lin himself was determined, he was staring at the pressure of his family, resolutely went to Nortel amateur class to learn acting, and then began to work hard to learn acting skills, while building relationships everywhere, looking for opportunities to act again.

The hard work paid off, and finally in 1981, she participated in the film directed by three classmates, Tian Zhuangzhuang, Xie Xiaojing, and Cui Xiaoqin. It was also their graduation work "Small Courtyard", and she became the heroine in it.

And the photographers who shot "Small Courtyard" have extraordinary backgrounds, they are Zhang Yimou, Lu Le and Hou Yong!
But at that time, this work was not well-known, it just gave Zhu Lin another chance to act.

After graduation, she was valued by the Emei Film Factory and transferred to the Emei Film Factory to become a professional actress.

Although the relationship was transferred to the Emei factory, Zhu Lin usually lives in the capital.

After becoming a professional actress in the Emei Factory, her salary and benefits were actually far worse than when she was a researcher at the Health Research Institute. For this reason, she was often ridiculed by her ex-colleague's husband.

That's all, the point is that after graduation, she took very few roles. For the whole last year, she only played the heroine Hua Xiangrong in "Legend of Liyuan". Play supporting roles in some plays, or film TV dramas.

She still hasn't improved much this year, and she is still a second- and third-tier actress who doesn't have many scenes to shoot.

At this time, Zhu Lin was not considered a famous actor at all, and he was not at the same level as Liu Xiaoqing, Gong Xue and others.

Zhu Lin is a post-31s generation and is now [-] years old.

At this time, she has no eyesight, and she doesn't know that she will become famous all over the world because of the appearance of the daughter of the country in "Journey to the West" in the near future, so she is just a person who insists on her ideals and is willing to work for her A person who takes action.

You know, if it's not because of liking, if it's not because of insisting on ideals, then Zhu Lin doesn't need to give up his stable and high-level researcher job, but instead wants to become a low-paying actor.

The reason why Zhu Lin is at odds with her current husband is that on the surface she became an actress and was rejected by her overly conservative husband, but the most fundamental reason is financial problems.

Because after Zhu Lin resigned from her job as a researcher, her income dropped a lot. In this era, the decrease in income means that she often looks at her husband with higher income.

And Zhu Lin couldn't bear it, so quarrels were inevitable.

Age represents experience. A 31-year-old Zhu Lin has already passed the age of drinking water and is more aware of the principle of equivalent exchange.

It's just that Zhu Lin's high education and high-skilled family make her naturally arrogant and won't compromise easily.

Even though it is the early 80s, the atmosphere is relatively conservative. In fact, in the domestic entertainment industry of this era, especially in the film and television industry, the situation of actresses trading flesh and blood for opportunities still exists, but it is more obscure and cannot be brought to the stage.

Of course, generally speaking, the atmosphere in the entertainment industry at this time is still acceptable, at least there is no problem of coercion, and some are just what you want and what you want.

With Zhu Lin's pride, it is impossible to easily trade flesh and blood with ordinary people, and no one dares to force or hint her.

However, for an actor with a high-level background like Zhu Lin, he is actually incompatible with many actors, so there is a hidden rejection.

Because of this, Zhu Lin's relationship with the actresses in the industry is not very good at this time. There are basically no actresses who have a good relationship with her. The people she has a good relationship with are instead bold and bad guys like Xu Qingdong.

But if she gets too close to male directors and actors, it is easy to spread rumors, which in turn deepens his family conflicts.

To put it simply, it is really not easy for domestic actresses at this time. If there is no love for acting, it is difficult to persevere.

But it is precisely because of Zhu Lin's dedication and love for acting that she is more eager to succeed and stand out in order to prove herself.

However, no matter when, in the showbiz industry, opportunity always outweighs hard work, and background always outweighs talent.

There is no chance and no background, Zhu Lin wants to be popular step by step, which is too difficult, especially in this era.

Accidentally, Zhu Lin met Cao Zhiqiang, and listened to Cao Zhiqiang's script and the melody of the related theme song.

Whether it's the general plot of the script or the melody of the theme song, Zhu Lin's eyes were immediately brightened, and she realized that the heroine was what she wanted.

Later, Zhu Lin specifically inquired about Cao Zhiqiang's situation, and knew that he was Qiangzi, a rising poet in the capital, which made him even more touched.

Few people know that Zhu Lin is actually a fan of Qiangzi, and he especially likes Qiangzi's poems. He can't put down his poetry collection.

So after knowing that Cao Zhiqiang is the poet Qiangzi, Zhu Lin was actually very touched, and his determination to participate in the performance was strengthened.

It's just that Zhu Lin is 31 years old after all, not a girl, and he's still an actor, so even though he longs to be close to the idol Cao Zhiqiang in his heart, on the surface he is still generous and behaves very decently.

But as she got more and more in contact with Cao Zhiqiang, especially after the various intimate contacts in the acting process, she found that her heart became more and more restless, and she couldn't help cheating, and fell in love with Cao Zhiqiang, who was much younger than her. big boy.

Don't look at Zhu Lin's decent speech and calm demeanor when he was in front of Cao Zhiqiang, but in fact, it was all her disguise.

Once at night, when she is alone, she will fall into sweet memories, and start to relive the bits and pieces of the time when she was with Cao Zhiqiang before, and have more delusions, looking forward to the next meeting and contact.

This feeling of worrying about a man and thinking of him is full of sweetness. She has learned, acted, and pondered, but she has never really experienced it.

And the contact with Cao Zhiqiang made her really experience these feelings of not being able to be herself, so she knew exactly what this feeling was.

That is love!Hopeless love!
Because of this, Zhu Lin became more and more obsessed with the feeling of being with Cao Zhiqiang, hated her husband more and more, and even started to hate herself.

It’s just that during filming in the past, because I had the opportunity to get in touch with Cao Zhiqiang all the time, it was like being addicted to opium, because being able to get close to Cao Zhiqiang all the time was equivalent to always having opium to smoke, and I could temporarily paralyze myself to get into the drama. deceive yourself.

It wasn't until the filming was over and everyone was about to break up that Zhu Lin fell into a state of despair, as if he was addicted to cigarettes but had no cigarettes to smoke, feeling uncomfortable all over his body.

In the end, Zhu Lin couldn't bear the torture, so he broke through his pride, resolutely threw himself into the trap, and threw himself into Cao Zhiqiang's arms.

She knew it was wrong and immoral, but she just couldn't help it.

It would be fine if Cao Zhiqiang was a rotten person, but Zhu Lin hoped that once in a while, it would be a dream or a deal.

But Cao Zhiqiang was so nice that people couldn't believe he was a real person.

He is young, handsome, talented, rich and powerful, which is fascinating in itself, but he is also knowledgeable, respects women, and speaks very nicely.

With Cao Zhiqiang, Zhu Lin received unprecedented respect, which she had never received from his husband.

Although her husband does a good job and is a good person, he is well-known in the work unit, but at home, he is actually a very traditional man. Simply put, he is machismo. He has never regarded Zhu Lin as an excellent professional woman, but To treat her as his own accessory.

It was also because of this that when Zhu Lin was acting as a couple with others, her husband would lose his temper, become very jealous, and often quarrel because of these things.

It's just that in the past, Zhu Lin also had some traditional female thinking in his bones, so he only knew about explaining and arguing. He never thought that this was a difference in ideas, and he never thought about divorcing her husband.

It wasn't until I got to know Cao Zhiqiang, had in-depth contact with Cao Zhiqiang, and had an in-depth chat, and discussed these things, that I discovered the root of the problem.

Through Cao Zhiqiang's explanation, Zhu Lin suddenly discovered that the quarrel between her and her husband in the past was essentially a conflict of ideas between the two parties.

Unless Zhu Lin is willing to be a traditional housewife and is willing to subservient to her husband for a long time, she will have conflicts with her husband whenever she wants to pursue her own pursuits and dreams, because what they both want is fundamentally different. different.

As Cao Zhiqiang said, it doesn't mean that her husband is not a good man, it's just that the two are not the same kind of people, and they can't get along together, and they can only be together reluctantly, so they can only continue to have conflicts and quarrels.

If you want to live a peaceful life, the best way is to divorce the other party once and for all, so that you can put down the burden and move forward lightly.

It's not that Zhu Lin has never thought about it. Cao Zhiqiang may have his own selfishness in saying this. After all, they are private lovers. From Cao Zhiqiang's standpoint, he is certainly not happy with Zhu Lin and her husband, and of course he hopes to have her completely.

But after thinking about it carefully, it seems that there is nothing wrong with Cao Zhiqiang.

Cao Zhiqiang is more menopausal than his husband, more handsome, more talented, richer, more powerful, and the most important thing is that Cao Zhiqiang supports Zhu Lin's career. He never thinks there is anything wrong with her being an actress, let alone for So jealous.

This material and spiritual all-round support made Zhu Lin feel comfortable like drinking fine wine.

In fact, Zhu Lin's self-indulgence, if Cao Zhiqiang's own views were changed, it would be self-deception.

Because Cao Zhiqiang's Three Views are those of the post-[-]s generation, this group actually cares more about the matter itself than about "feeling" these mysterious things.

In other words, from Cao Zhiqiang's own point of view, cheating is cheating, doing bad things, and there is nothing controversial about it.

But from the perspective of Zhu Lin in this era, she doesn't think this kind of cheating is her fault, nor does she think it's a bad thing, but she thinks it's the pursuit of love.

Well, it's similar to the early Qiong Yao dramas, with the characteristics of the times.

That is to say, Cao Zhiqiang knew that he was doing bad things, and he didn't agree with Zhu Lin's self-defensive view of love. It's just that he has a vested interest, so he didn't refute Zhu Lin. Instead, he agreed with Zhu Lin's "actively breaking the shackles". , active pursuit of love and freedom".

In Zhu Lin's eyes, Cao Zhiqiang, a sea king, can be forgiven instead.

Because in Zhu Lin's view, Cao Zhiqiang has other women, the fault is not Cao Zhiqiang himself, but someone else's fault.

In the final analysis, it was Cao Zhiqiang who was so good that he attracted the love of too many women and caused too many temptations.

And Cao Zhiqiang himself was too young and not ruthless enough, so he made a mistake under the seduction of those bad women.

So it was not Cao Zhiqiang who was wrong, but other women.

Because of this, Zhu Lin didn't mind that Cao Zhiqiang had other women.

Anyway, what Zhu Lin cares about is not the body, but the spirit.

Zhu Lin believes that she is the only one who can really understand Cao Zhiqiang, so as long as their spirits are together, that is enough.

As for not marrying Cao Zhiqiang, it was because Zhu Lin wanted to protect and love Cao Zhiqiang.

After all, the age difference between her and Cao Zhiqiang is too big, and Zhu Lin was married before, and she is still married, so she can't disclose her relationship with Cao Zhiqiang, that would be bad for him and her.

In other words, it was Cao Zhiqiang who was comforting Zhu Lin at first, but in the end, it was Zhu Lin who comforted Cao Zhiqiang, wanting to do his best to protect Cao Zhiqiang, leaving Cao Zhiqiang quite speechless.

It can only be said that Cao Zhiqiang still does not understand this era, let alone the three views of people in this era, especially the three views of people with high intellectuals.

But no matter what, at least one thing is certain, that is, Zhu Lin can be regarded as settled here, and there is no need to worry about thunderstorms here.

Cao Zhiqiang couldn't help sighing secretly, love makes people blind, and it's true that you can't deceive yourself.

It turns out that Zhu Lin, a high-spirited actress who looked cold and rational in her previous life, turned out to be a love brain who likes to make up her mind.

Therefore, many so-called character designs may really be just false masks that everyone wants to see.

The so-called truth is often different from what everyone thinks.

Just like this Zhu Lin, without a deep understanding, how would you know that she is such a woman who likes to make up her mind and deceive herself?

That's right, in Cao Zhiqiang's view, Zhu Lin is actually deceiving himself and others.

Her so-called pursuit of love, freedom, and dreams is to put it bluntly, she wants to live a better life, or in other words, it is called the pursuit of fame and fortune.

To put it bluntly, in essence, Zhu Lin is a very utilitarian woman, but she hides this utilitarianism deeply, and uses self-deception to turn the pursuit of fame and fortune into a pursuit of dreams. persistence.

So putting aside the complicated appearance, Zhu Lin is willing to be close to Cao Zhiqiang because Cao Zhiqiang can give her what she wants, such as fame and fortune.

Once Cao Zhiqiang can't give her what she wants, she will definitely leave him quickly.

It's just that in this era, this kind of woman who chases fame and fortune is often not liked by others, and even she herself hates this kind of person, so she uses freedom, love, and dreams to package herself and paralyze herself.

But in essence, her utilitarianism is very strong, far from being comparable to that of Wu Qinghong and Yu Yuanyuan.

Of course, from Cao Zhiqiang's point of view, he doesn't hate this kind of utilitarianism, but thinks this kind of utilitarianism is better.

Only those who are utilitarian will work harder, and a woman who likes to work hard and like to deceive herself, why doesn't he like it?
(End of this chapter)