After the kiss, I was spoiled by the regent

Chapter 110 Goodbye If You Can Still Live
Gan Tang entered the hall and closed the door: "Princess, use it first, the dishes are cold."

Nie Mingzhu cheered up: "What does the prince say?"

Gan Tang shook his head: "My lord didn't go back to the mansion, he said he was still in the Xi Daying camp to gather troops."

Nie Mingzhu sighed, picked up the chopsticks to pick up the vegetables by herself.

But for some reason, the chopsticks were very heavy, and she dropped them as soon as she held them, and didn't want to pick them up, so she just stared blankly at the exquisite food in a daze.

Lizhi asked the little girls to pick up the things, and she said carefully: "Princess, why don't I make you some soft and delicious snacks?"

Nie Mingzhu shook her head: "No need, just eat these."

Nie Mingzhu didn't want to waste food, but she really couldn't eat, and she had no appetite.

But she still managed to stuff two mouthfuls into her mouth, and finished the meal indiscriminately for one person, one light and one table of food.

She went to bed early and rested.

Tomorrow Yinshi will get up early, and Nie Mingzhu feels nervous and anxious at the thought of leaving the royal city for the Xiongnu.

Especially Yu Wenyue, who killed a thousand swords, hasn't come back yet, it is important to count troops, but tomorrow, they will part.

I don't know when and what month we will meet again, if the war can end quickly, we can see each other safely in half a year, if not, we may not be able to see each other for three to five years.

Is he so big-hearted that he doesn't even eat his last meal, nor see her for the last time?

Nie Mingzhu was depressed and anxious, and was still thinking about going to the Huns tomorrow, so how could she be able to sleep.

Around midnight, there was a noise in the yard, Nie Mingzhu's heart felt hot, and she heard Yu Wenyue's footsteps.

Nie Mingzhu couldn't fall asleep at all, so she sat up and put on her clothes, pulled her hair to one side, waited for Yu Wenyue to enter the room, changed her clothes and washed, and then went into the dormitory.

Across the pearl curtain, the two looked at each other tacitly.

Nie Mingzhu's heart rose almost instantly.

His eyes are black and blue, and his stubble is green, which is obviously the result of staying up all night for half a month.

But his body is still tall and straight, and his momentum remains unchanged.

When Yu Wenyue saw Nie Mingzhu leaning on the bed, he immediately frowned, and walked in quickly: "I still don't go to sleep at any time, I just tortured myself like this when I was born, and I have to get up early tomorrow, go to sleep."

Nie Mingzhu was forced back into the bed by him.

Immediately afterwards, he also took off his coat and lay down.

Nestling beside Yu Wenyue, Nie Mingzhu's heart suddenly became less restless, but instead felt more sour and distressed.

She had a lot of things to say to Yu Wenyue, but she couldn't say anything, and there was no need to say anything.

Everything that should be prepared has been prepared, and those who should leave will leave after all, so what else is there to say.

Nie Mingzhu rolled into his arms and hugged his thin waist: "Go to sleep, the prince hasn't slept well for more than half a month."

Yu Wenyue lowered his head and kissed her on the top of her head. He really wanted to say something to Nie Mingzhu, but he couldn't say a single word.

"Okay, you have to get up early tomorrow morning, so you and I can sleep for three hours."

Nie Mingzhu stopped talking, closed her eyes and forced herself to concentrate on sleeping.

I don't know how long it took, one tossed and the other sighed, but none of them could fall asleep.

Nie Mingzhu gave the quilt to Yu Wenyue a little more, turned her back and squinted, it would be good to keep her eyes closed if she couldn't sleep.

But Yu Wenyue suddenly said: "Zhuzhu."

"Ah."

"if……"

Nie Mingzhu heard that he had nothing to say, and couldn't help asking: "What does the lord want to say?"

Yu Wenyue sighed softly, and there was a rustling sound behind him. Yu Wenyue arched himself and hugged her again: "If we can still meet alive, would you like to love me with all your heart once again?"

Nie Mingzhu opened her eyes and looked at the endless darkness, her fingers trembling uncontrollably.

Yu Wenyue whispered in her ear again: "I know, because you mentioned before, the matter of rebirth, although I don't know what it is, but you still can't open your heart to me, you said it's fine to live like this But Mingzhu, I have thought about it for a long time, I am not someone who can make do with it, I am willing to treat you wholeheartedly, and I also hope that your heart and your person can completely belong to me, Yu Wenyue."

Nie Mingzhu didn't know how to answer him.

She was also shocked, Yu Wenyue was silent, he had thought so much in his heart.

For some reason, she felt ashamed.

"My lord is invincible and has never been defeated on the battlefield. Don't say anything depressing, we will definitely meet again alive." Nie Mingzhu talked about him, and only answered the first half of Yu Wenyue's sentence.

Yu Wenyue's breath became obviously unstable, and he said harshly, "You know, that's not what I want to hear!"

He held her tightly in his arms, but it seemed that he couldn't hold this woman no matter what.

It frustrates, annoys, disturbs, and saddens him.

He loves Nie Mingzhu, he has loved her since a long time ago, he loves her character, mind, temperament, and beauty, and he also loves her stubbornness, indifference, stubbornness, and pride.

In short, he loves all her advantages and disadvantages, he loves everything about her.

But if Nie Mingzhu can only give him half of his heart in this life, even if the two of them have had ups and downs, even if they sleep together every night, even if they hug each other now, even if they will conceive a child together in the future, if these can only be exchanged for Nie Mingzhu half of his heart, then he is afraid that one day he will really go crazy.

He couldn't bear that Nie Mingzhu couldn't love him wholeheartedly.

A few days ago Nie Mingzhu was pregnant, so he suppressed all the unhappiness in his heart, but now, the battle is imminent, and the two are about to part. anger.

The two were silent for a long time.

Nie Mingzhu finally said: "My lord, I can only tell you this. I don't want to bring the things of my previous life here, because many things have completely deviated from the original track. I still haven't been able to escape my fate, but it has changed. I don't want to break this kind of balance that is like walking on thin ice, and I hope the prince won't think too much about it, okay?"

"Nie Mingzhu!" Yu Wenyue roared, unconsciously clenched Nie Mingzhu's arm, causing her pain.

"Do you know that a word of yours can make me feel at ease? Even if I go to the front line, don't you care what you said to me? Even if you lie to me, you are not willing?" Yu Wenyue's voice was low, but A little choked.

How could these humble words come out of Yu Wenyue's mouth.

But the two of them closed the door and pulled the bed curtains and lay in the same bed. Facing the only wife he loved, he was willing to be the one who was so humble in the dust. He could try his best to please her, no matter how he used it.

The ridiculous thing is that even so, Nie Mingzhu was unwilling to give him what he wanted to hear.

"My lord, it is precisely because we are close relatives and husbands and wives that I can't lie to you!" Nie Mingzhu turned around and stared at Yu Wenyue's shining eyes like shining stones in the dark night.

Yu Wenyue unconsciously grabbed her waist again, breathing heavily.

Even if he didn't speak, Nie Mingzhu could feel his unspeakable disappointment.

But is there any way, can she tell him that you killed my family, you have never been defeated in the battlefield, so you slaughtered Zhenwang City?

Can she speak?

Will he admit it!

Nie Mingzhu closed her eyes, put her arms around the back of Yu Wenyue's head and pressed it towards herself, their lips were firmly pressed together, Yu Wenyue was taken aback for a moment, then turned around and turned over.These days are too stressful and painful, and they all need a way to vent their emotions.

Nie Mingzhu wept silently in the dark. There were many things he couldn't say, and neither could she. Since no one can say it, let's do it.Tell him with practical actions, even if she can only live in this way in this life, she can also.

So can he.

One day, both of them will get used to it.

(End of this chapter)