Fake daughter, her wish comes true

Chapter 109

Zhong Yan's heavy heart continued until she waited at home for Gu Huaizhou to come home, and she suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

The two sat opposite each other in silence, but no one took the initiative to speak. Zhong Yan also lowered his head and remained silent, as if he was waiting for an explanation, but also as if he was waiting for Ling Chi.

After a long time, Gu Huaizhou's voice sounded slowly: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you would go today."

Zhong Yan twitched the corners of her mouth slightly after hearing this, she didn't speak for a while, but couldn't help thinking in her heart: She only heard this once, but as for Gu Huaizhou, how many times did he say it.

Could it be that he had already said the words "I don't love" and "I don't like" to other people in a place where she didn't meet.

Zhong Yan didn't want to think about it, but when she thought of this possibility, she was too sad to speak.

Up to now, Zhong Yan didn't want to continue to pretend anymore, she took a deep breath, looked up at Gu Huaizhou, and tried to smile: "Gu Huaizhou, to be honest, I shouldn't have a sombre face, I know It's ugly and it's not right for us, but it's my fault I didn't control myself this time."

Gu Huaizhou's eyes were a little flustered, he shook his head slightly, and rejected Zhong Yan's words: "No, no, I said, you don't need to pretend in front of me."

Zhong Yan lowered his head and smiled, and continued: "I just want to ask you a question, and you have to answer me truthfully, okay?"

Gu Huaizhou nodded slightly, looked at Zhong Yan expectantly, and waited for her question.

Zhong Yan withstood the pressure and said slowly: "Since I married you, I think my attitude has changed a lot, and even my personality has changed a lot. You can feel all of these, right? Then my What about my mind? Do you know the nerves I've been tugged at because of you, and the emotions I've felt because of you?"

Gu Huaizhou raised his head and looked at her silently for a while, then nodded slightly under Zhong Yan's gaze: "Yes, I know."

Zhong Yan asked again without giving up: "You always knew that I liked you, but you still don't like me, right?"

Gu Huaizhou didn't speak, he just stared at Zhong Yan fixedly, in the end, he just said softly: "Zhong Yan, didn't we have a good life before, can we not discuss this topic?"

After hearing this, Zhong Yan twitched the corners of his mouth in a self-deprecating manner, and said with a sneer: "Gu Huaizhou, am I just a joke in your eyes? Maybe you are worrying about this difficult matter now, but don't you Forgot, it was you who started it first, you were the one who treated me well first, you clearly know me... Forget it, no matter how much I say, you won't understand."

Zhong Yan got up and left without saying a word to Gu Huaizhou again.

Gu Huaizhou looked at her back quietly, but couldn't say a word.

Looking at Zhong Yan who was so sad, he would be so sad along with her that he was at a loss what to do.

A long time ago, Zhong Yan always thought that the farthest distance between her and Lu Qingcheng was the farthest distance in the world, but today...she was clearly lying beside Gu Huaizhou, but it was still as far apart as the world.

In the next few days, Zhong Yan never said a word to Gu Huaizhou, she just lived her days calmly like a calm adult.

But as the days passed, Gu Huaizhou found it unbearable day by day.

He felt that he should coax Zhong Yan, it shouldn't be like this between them.

On the day when he really made up his mind, he deliberately went home early, but the moment he opened the door, he felt that the atmosphere at home was very strange.

He scanned again, but found that there were some things missing in the house, and what was missing were all Zhong Yan's things. He went to her room to have a look again, and sure enough, Zhong Yan's room was empty.

Gu Huaizhou frowned and dialed Zhong Yan's phone. He tried to say something to her, but this time before he could organize his speech, he heard the notification that the other party's mobile phone was turned off.

Zhong Yan, this is... wanting to leave without saying goodbye like last time?
Gu Huaizhou made several phone calls in a row, and all he heard was the cold notification tone. It was the first time he was so flustered, as if Zhong Yan had just disappeared.

And he was sure that Zhong Yan would definitely do such a ridiculous thing.

Without further ado, Gu Huaizhou went to Zhong Yan's studio. He had to understand whether Zhong Yan was just asking for leave to go for a walk or whether he really wanted to leave.

When he galloped all the way to the studio, he grabbed someone and asked him. The other person was as confused as he was, but he still told him: "I heard that she resigned, but no one knows why she resigned... "

When Gu Huaizhou heard this, he suddenly felt angry. He forgot to say thank you, and rushed out the door in a hurry, trying to contact Zhong Yan's former friends.

Still no one knew about Zhong Yan, until he called Zhou Yunze, Zhou Yunze asked him back: "What are you going to do when you find her?"

Gu Huaizhou was immediately speechless, Zhou Yunze hit the nail on the head, and he had never thought about what he would do after getting Zhong Yan back, what should he say after he came back?The two of them couldn't explain clearly face to face, is he really sure to explain clearly now?
Gu Huaizhou suddenly felt relieved, maybe not relieved, he just gave up the idea of ​​looking around, in fact, what he should really think about is his own heart.

When returning home at night, Gu Huaizhou sat on the bed for a long time, he forgot how long Zhong Yan and him slept together, and he used to take this kind of thing for granted. Only then did I taste a trace of loneliness.

Zhong Yan, to him, who is he?
When Gu Huaizhou was alone, Zhong Yan had already flown to another city. She opened her mobile phone and saw that there were several missed calls on it, but all of them had stopped by now.

Zhong Yan smiled to himself, and put the phone back in again.

In fact, Zhong Yan is not someone who likes to stay in the same place, she likes to walk around, especially when she feels sad, every time she goes to a new place, she will have a feeling of rebirth.

After simply finding a foothold in the new city, Zhong Yan was greatly relieved.

Standing by the window, she subconsciously recalled the past days: Gu Huaizhou didn't like her, and the parents of the Gu family didn't have to insist on her, let alone other people, she was insignificant in their hearts, all in all, No one would miss her, and she seemed to have nothing to feel guilty about leaving.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, Zhong Yan simply left everything behind and spent several days comfortably in K city, no matter if it was a place of interest or a fashionable street, she walked slowly.

And this place is worthy of being a famous tourist place. Looking around, the scenery that comes into view is so beautiful that there is nothing to say.But Zhong Yan never took pictures, she just remembered the beautiful scenery in her mind, and then slowly waited for the eraser called time to erase these beautiful traces little by little.

Zhong Yan used this method to bid farewell to the beautiful scenery, and slowly bid farewell to people.

In the place where she lived, Zhong Yan also met a few college students who came to play. They came a few days later than Zhong Yan, and after meeting several times, they gradually became acquainted.

Zhong Yan told a few college students all the beautiful scenery he had seen in the past few days, and told them all about the pitfalls and interesting places.

The college students kept saying their thanks, but they actually followed Zhong Yan's words and went to those places all over again.

But a few days later, they came to bid farewell to Zhong Yan, saying bluntly that they came out to play during the holiday, and they had to go back after playing enough this time.

When Zhong Yan waved goodbye to them, several young girls came over and gave her a painting. Zhong Yan opened it and saw a big sunflower on it. Zhong Yan raised his head and smiled: "Is this for me?"

The girls admitted it with a smile, and while Zhong Yan accepted the thank you, he also asked where he bought the painting, and the girls told her casually, and waved her goodbye.

In the dead of night, Zhong Yan reopened the painting and looked at it carefully. It would be fine if it was an ordinary sunflower, but this sunflower has a fragile beauty.

Sunflowers generally represent the hope of new life, but this sunflower is unusual. It is brightly colored and stands dazzlingly in the wind, but all the petals are moving with the wind, as if they will be blown away by the wind in the next second.

Zhong Yan liked this feeling. She checked the artist's address on her mobile phone, determined to continue to visit there before leaving the city.

It wasn't until Zhong Yan rushed all the way there that she realized that she had been there a few days ago. At that time, she was busy admiring the colorful lake and completely forgot to look at the people on the side of the road.

This time she quickly found where the painter was. He was sitting by the lake surrounded by a crowd of lively people.

Zhong Yan saw so many people, it was useless for her to squeeze in now, so she found a coffee shop nearby, went in and found a seat by the window, and while looking at the lake, she also took a look at the painters by the lake.

When Zhong Yan finished his cup of coffee leisurely and looked up, the people by the lake had dispersed, and the figure of the painter was completely exposed.

Zhong Yan looked at that person, but felt a strange feeling. She subconsciously raised her neck and looked at it. Just at this moment, a gust of wind blew, and the peaked cap on the artist's head flew up and fell aside. .

When the man lowered his head to pick it up, Zhong Yan saw his appearance clearly, which directly made Zhong Yan stand up in shock.

She watched the man put his hat back on quietly, and continued to turn around to write and draw on the drawing board.

Zhong Yan's eyes were sour, and at the same time he laughed absurdly.

Then she got up without saying a word and walked towards him, step by step, solemnly like meeting an old friend for many years.

When Zhong Yan walked up to him, the people around him had long since disappeared, and Zhong Yan could easily see what he was painting. It was an emerald green butterfly fluttering its light wings. want to fly.

And Lu Qingcheng took a paintbrush and drew it carefully, not caring about the footsteps behind him at all.

Zhong Yan stood beside him for about three or four minutes, and asked with a smile: "There are no butterflies here, why are you painting butterflies here?"

Lu Qingcheng's brush paused, and a red dot suddenly appeared on the butterfly's head.

Zhong Yan frowned subconsciously and asked, "Did I bother you?"

Lu Qingcheng put down the paintbrush as if waking up from a dream, chuckled and shook his head: "No, I'm just surprised, why are you here?"

Zhong Yan shrugged helplessly, and only said: "Come here for a tour."

"Come alone?"

"Yeah." Zhong Yan felt that he didn't say anything, but Lu Qingcheng already understood.

But Lu Qingcheng didn't ask, he just looked at his painting, and asked with a smile: "Do you like this butterfly? I can give it to you."

Zhong Yan responded with a smile: "That would be great."

Hearing this, Lu Qingcheng continued to pick up his brush to paint, and Zhong Yan watched intently, but this time, within a few minutes, there was a drizzle in the sky, and ripples appeared on the surface of the lake .

But Zhong Yan didn't have time to appreciate it, she arranged for Lu Qingcheng to pack up his things, and the two hurriedly hid in a roadside coffee shop.

After both of them settled down, Zhong Yan looked at Xiaoyu Weiwei outside the window, and couldn't help sighing: "There are two heavens inside and outside the window."

Lu Qingcheng smiled, the smile was unexpectedly bright.

Zhong Yan looked away, smiled and asked his most curious topic: "Why are you here?"

Lu Qingcheng smiled slightly, and explained softly: "About half a year ago, I would go out for a walk occasionally, and then go back in a few days, and this time is also the farthest I have gone out."

Zhong Yan listened carefully, but slowly became happy in his heart. No matter what, it must be very good that Lu Qingcheng is willing to come out for a walk.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but look at Lu Qingcheng's expression, as if she could find out his life during this period of time from his face.

But what made her very relieved was that there was very little melancholy in Lu Qingcheng's brows, and when he smiled, there was a sense of clear mountains and clear waters.

Zhong Yan couldn't help but said, "You seem to be younger."

Lu Qingcheng touched his face according to her words, and said with a smile: "We are all of the same age, how can you say that you are old."

Zhong Yan could only smile slightly, but in front of Lu Qingcheng, she really felt this absurd feeling, and she didn't know what was wrong with herself, she felt like she had already spent half her life, and Lu Qingcheng in front of her, But gradually became the boy she was familiar with.

She felt tired for herself, but when she saw Lu Qingcheng's appearance, she felt that everything was fine.

The light rain has been falling continuously for the past few days, Zhong Yan has finished asking the questions he wanted to ask, and the coffee in hand is cold, but the rain still has no intention of stopping.

Zhong Yan thought for a while and asked the question: "Where do you live these few days? If it's inconvenient for you, I can take you back."

Lu Qingcheng looked at his things, smiled and said, "Then I will trouble you."

Hearing this, Zhong Yan got up to pay the bill, then went to the door to hold an umbrella, and escorted Lu Qingcheng out together after he came out.

The two called for a car, but the car couldn't go directly to Lu Qingcheng's residence, and Lu Qingcheng had his utensils on his hands and shoulders, so Zhong Yan escorted him for a while, and went straight to the In the small courtyard where he lived.

After standing under the eaves, Lu Qingcheng took out the key and opened the door, then he put down the things in his hand, turned his head to look at Zhong Yan calmly, and asked softly, "Do you want to go in and have a seat?"

(End of this chapter)