After the hidden marriage, the actor is thinking about making it public every day

Chapter 240

Obviously everything looks perfect, but there is always a safe distance between the two of them, and the well water does not interfere with the river water.

Without the interference of all external factors, the two of them could not fall asleep even more, but neither of them dared to move, because they were worried that turning over would disturb the person on the other side who was already asleep or was about to fall asleep.

I don't know how long it took, Zhou Ze turned over and lay on his side facing Wang Yiyi's back. He tried to see if Wang Yiyi had fallen asleep. When he reached out to tuck her in the quilt, Wang Yiyi I spoke.

"Zhou Ze, I haven't been targeting you these years. I've never been able to pass the test in my heart." Wang Yiyi clutched the corner of the quilt tightly, looking for the most reliable sense of security around her. Voice, speaking with a weak breathing voice, "Because I was very scared before. I always felt that many people who loved vigorously at the beginning were separated in the end. I am afraid that we will be like this one day."

After a magnificent opening, there is a dismal ending. Wang Yiyi has already experienced such a strong sense of gap, and he doesn't want to experience it again.

Her parents' failed marriage cast a huge shadow on her future life. In her future life choices, whether it is career or family, she is still living under the shadow of this shadow after ten years.

Just because she has seen the love of her parents, she has experienced what a normal and perfect family should look like, how beautiful it is when it has it, and how painful it is when it is lost.

The feeling of falling from a high place is far more uncomfortable than the feeling of struggling in a pit. If you have never seen the light and beauty, you will only yearn for the future, and falling from the light to the darkness will only be in the dark. No matter how hard it is to move forward, it is difficult to have the courage to face the light again.

It is often said that in the original family, children with happy childhood are being healed by childhood all their lives, while those children with unfortunate childhoods are being healed by childhood all their lives.

But although Wang Yiyi is an adult, after 18 years of living like a jewel in the palm of her hand, her heart has been raised very high, and her heart is so proud that she has the best and ardent expectations for her future, and everyone in the world is in it My hands, waiting for me to flex my confidence.

But once a person's heart is dissipated, it is difficult to have the courage to gather it again, and her subsequent days are constantly spent in self-selection and self-protection.

"I know, the matter of your parents has caused you a lot of harm." Zhou Ze lay down on his side, facing Wang Yiyi's back, he put his hands on Wang Yiyi's waist through the quilt, and pulled the person towards him. Here is a tape, "What happened between them, how it happened, and how it ended in the end, I have not experienced the process you went through, I only saw the result, so who is right and who is wrong, and what should you do?" Dealing with the relationship between father and daughter, mother and daughter, you are the party involved, and to some extent the victim in this relationship, I am not qualified to judge, let alone ask you what you should or should not do, I believe you No matter what you do, you always have your own criteria in mind.”

When everyone pointed at her, those who cared sincerely or falsely, and some people regarded her as a person with vested interests, and told her how to deal with this matter to maximize her interests.

Wang Yiyi did not expect that at such a time, she would unreservedly believe in what Zhou Ze had done for her.

Because only Zhou Ze, also unreservedly supported her silently behind her, and then told her, "It's okay, you just go forward, I will follow you behind."

She has felt the feeling of being recognized and unconditionally trusted for a long time. From Zhou Ze's words and deeds, she also saw, "It's okay, just do what you want, and I will take care of the aftermath for you."

Wang Yiyi's whole heart was suffocated. At this time, Zhou Ze's soft and gentle voice just opened a small hole in Wang Yiyi's brain and heart. She seemed to have found a hole where she could vent. .

"Actually, what you said makes sense, but it's not like that. Have you found yourself in a vicious cycle of constant self-depletion and self-doubt?" Zhou Ze was silent for a long time before giving his answer , the answer to this question is very important, and it needs to be foolproof. "Love is always changing, not because it is high-key or low-key, but as time goes by, love will gradually become flat with life."

"Of course I hope that we can always maintain the freshness when we first met, and have been in love all the time, but when two people are together, isn't it just from constantly discovering each other's strengths to understanding the shortcomings that are constantly exposed in the process of getting along, but it doesn't matter. , These shortcomings will become a very special existence in us, and our lives will be richer when we are constantly solving and adapting to these problems."

When saying these words, Zhou Ze was very careful, for fear that he might miss a word, so he almost jumped out word by word.

"During this long process, just like leveling up and fighting monsters, we will encounter many tests, traps, and occasional temptations waiting for us."

"You also said that in fact, everyone wants a healthy intimate relationship. You come and go normally, a relative sense of security, the joy of seeing each other, and the longing after separation. But there are always people who are not so serious, and there are always people who have Different thinking makes it difficult to start, or when you start, you have already thought about the end, and you can't solve this state, and you don't dare to dig your heart out, so you try to find out what the other person is thinking again and again, Suspicion, distrust and insecurity lead to suspicion and quarrels dragging everyone into the water together, such an infinite vicious circle, I don’t hope we will become like this one day.”

"Ten years ago, I remember that I was interviewed during the movie promotion period. They asked me questions, and the answers were still the same ten years later." Wang Yi spoke in a muffled, nasal voice, "I I just hope that you will fall in love with me at the first sight. I don’t need to develop good interests, regulate my morals, or adjust my words and deeds. You just love me. This is what I look like."

Wang Yiyi sniffed, paused for a moment, and said, "After I finished speaking, they all laughed. At that time, I didn't understand why they laughed, but later I gradually understood, because it was very difficult. They all laughed. At that time, I should be laughing at my youth and frivolity, but now, although I think this is very rare, if I encounter such a problem again in the future, I think my answer will be the same.”

(End of this chapter)