The little green plum in Song Shao's arms is so sultry

Chapter 86 He Has Been Used To It

"Yu Sheng, have you been so lost in thought since you came back from America?" A yellow-orange object was suddenly thrown towards Yu Sheng, and Yu Sheng easily caught it.

Song Jin smiled, eyebrows raised: "Or... I'm so handsome that you can't help but sink?"

These words... really came from Song Jin's mouth?Yu Sheng couldn't help doubting himself.

The atmosphere in the United States is quite strange, but it is quite amazing that someone like Song Jin can be made into such a narcissistic look.

Yu Sheng decided not to answer Song Jin's stupid nonsense. She looked at the thing Song Jin threw in her hand. The scent of orange and lily-of-the-valley was mixed. She peeled off the skin and tasted a petal. Spreading, she looked into the boy's star-like eyes:

"Song Jin, I heard from my elder brother that your original goal was not the United States, but the place where your parents first met, Edinburgh, England, right?"

Song Jin just glanced at her lightly: "Why does your elder brother know more than you?"

"Nonsense, my elder brother is very familiar with people's hearts, and understands those schemes and strategies, even the city government is no problem. Over the years, he has made a lot of his own myths in the business world, and of course he knows more than me." Yu Sheng bit again. A bite of orange:
"You never told me your own goals. Maybe Wen Ruan back then probably knew you better than me."

After hearing this, Song Jin said regretfully, "I originally thought that you should always mention me when you listen to operas and eat cakes with my old man again and again."

"I chatted with Grandpa Song about the essence of the intangible cultural heritage of Chinese traditional culture. You Song Jin really can't be ranked here, just like every time I take you to my grandpa's house in Suzhou, you and my grandpa are in the study Discussing the cause and effect of history, how can I, Yu Sheng, take the turn."

When the last piece of orange was stuffed into his mouth, Yu Sheng also glanced at Song Jin lightly:
"Look, you, Song Jin, don't know much at all. There is very little between the two of us."

"Who told you to run faster than a rabbit every time you go to your grandfather's study, and go down the river with your partner to catch fish and shrimp." Song Jin calmly said, "And, why don't you Know that I don't know you."

Yu Sheng really didn't have the nerve to say it, but every time she went to catch fish and shrimp in the river outside the door, it was Song Jin who ate the happiest and most delicious food.

She didn't back down because of this, and she replied slyly: "Who told you that every time you listen to a play with Grandpa Song, you run and jump to walk the dog."

No... Yu Sheng suddenly remembered that what she wanted to ask was not these things at all. Song Jin led her astray all of a sudden, she was silent for a while, and then slowly said to Song Jin: "If you don't want to tell The reason inside me, I don't mind, it's your freedom."

"It's just a whim, and it doesn't have much meaning." Song Jin said slowly: "If you want to hear it, I can also tell you in detail in the future."

He didn't tell Yu Sheng that he had actually been to Edinburgh, England, and temporarily lived in an old lady's house in a classical villa. The old lady's husband had passed away long ago, and she was alone looking after the property left by her husband.

At that time, he couldn't contact Yu Sheng no matter what, and he was in a bad mood. When he was watering the flowers in the yard, the old lady also came and asked him in English with a hoarse voice: "Did you and your lover have a conflict?" Is it? Sorry for my abruptness, but your condition doesn't seem to be very good."

Song Jin was silent for a while, then nodded slowly and then shook her head: "I am a bit conflicted, but she...is not too important to me, and has not reached the point where I can give up myself to pursue it."

"Isn't it important?" The old lady slowly repeated Song Jin's words: "Why do you think so?"

"I will only love myself. There is no doubt about it. Once something touches my interests, I will give up without hesitation."

His answer is very honest, without any concealment or concession, he doesn't care about others' evaluation, because he is such a person himself.

But...do you really not care about her?

Why did my heart suddenly ache when I mentioned that sentence, which I have never had before.

He is used to the life with Yu Sheng, he will stand out for her, and will protect her at all costs. Every time he encounters something related to Yu Sheng, he never thinks about the consequences, he just wants to give her the best of.

This habit seems to have been formed since the first encounter between them at the age of five.

He was used to being kind to Yu Sheng, and he was also used to the tacit understanding with her, so he would always feel a sense of failure when he suddenly left without saying goodbye.

I thought that this feeling of disappointment would disappear by itself in a few days, and he would have his own new life and try to get used to another person.

He regretted it, regretted leaving Yu Sheng without saying goodbye, regretted his own actions, and regretted being self-righteous.

Song Jin underestimated herself, and also underestimated her fierce love for Yu Sheng.

"I didn't want to affect her, so I chose a method that is good for both parties, but I'm not sure now, the correctness of this method, I don't even dare...to see her again."

"Do you love her?" the old lady asked again.

"Love?" Song Jin chuckled: "I only love myself, and I was doomed from birth. In addition, I also love power and money, and I will not waste this kind of affection on others."

"But... sir, I saw the pain and yearning in your eyes." The old lady suddenly said firmly: "I am willing to swear with my life that you already love her, even more than yourself, you said you love yourself , but every time at night, he whispered a person's name.

You said you didn't have much affection for her, but I saw a shadow of a white dress in your casual painting.

You said you didn't care about her, but I saw many dignitaries enter your room to collect all the news about that girl.

I even saw the sadness flashing in the corner of your eyes when there was no news from her. "

"That's just your illusion, Mrs. Hilde," Song Jin said lightly, "These are just things I didn't intend to do. I won't love anyone. My goal now is to get more. Greater power to bring all men to their knees."

At this time, a rural raccoon cat suddenly broke into the old house, meowed twice, and took away a piece of dried meat beside Song Jin.

He lay down next to the statue not far away and ate with relish.

The summer sun was scorching hot, and the cat's soft fur was hiding in the cool shade. From time to time, it raised its head and squinted at Song Jin who was still watering the flowers.

"Who is she to you now?" the old lady asked again.

(End of this chapter)