I am a super cop

Chapter 1728 A Good Hand Is Poorly Played 【Two Chapters in One】

On the water storage platform at the top of the water tower.

Zhao Bo poured out everything about himself to his heart's content. Here, what he said could blow away with the wind, and only Gu Chen could hear it.

Therefore, Zhao Bo no longer cared too much about it, and poured out all his grievances to Gu Chen:
"You know, Comrade Police? Whenever I follow these people to work overtime day and night, I feel like a walking dead."

"Sometimes it's almost eleven or twelve o'clock at night when I get home, and I have to cheer up to face the pile of clothes in the washbasin and the smelly socks that I haven't cleaned in time."

"Sometimes when it rains, the whole body is soaked by the heavy rain. When I return to the rental house, I find that even my changed clothes are still piled there."

Sniffing, Zhao Bo said again: "Looking at all the messy things in front of me, the next day, I can only continue to work in the clothes that got wet last night."

"But in fact, the most frustrating thing is not the early departure and late return of 996, nor the meager salary."

"Not to mention the high cost of living in a big city, even when you are sick, you don't dare to ask for leave, just to guarantee the perfect attendance bonus of several hundred yuan a month."

"But there was a moment when I seriously thought about everything I had now, and I found that there are many things that can't be achieved by jumping hard."

"And the sacrifices I have made don't seem to make much sense. At this time, rather than rushing forward blindly, I actually want to stop and rest for a while."

"Then you can take a break, don't you need to bruise yourself all over?" Gu Chen felt that Zhao Bo in front of him was actually under too much work pressure.

Usually it seems to be quite normal, but the accumulation of various pressures was suddenly completely overwhelmed by the rectification of the Jiangnan Marriage and Love website.

And this was also the last straw that crushed Zhao Bo's spirit.

That's why Zhao Bo fell into a vicious cycle of being unemployed again and suffering heavy blows both mentally and physically.

Looking at Gu Chen, Zhao Bo couldn't help laughing and said, "Take a break? How can a person like me dare to take a break? Taking a break means losing his job, and taking a break means having no income."

"Like every company I work for, the leaders will basically tell us young people this way, saying that young people just have to struggle."

"But what they don't know is that letting a level 2 character fight a level 10 monster is called struggle."

"And asking a level 2 character to fight a level 99 boss can only be called giving away the head."

"There is a lot of competition in the industry. Everyone is introverted and they are crowding out newcomers. I have told my colleagues many times that I don't want to be introverted. It is not an excuse to avoid hard work."

"But try to give yourself a little space to think about what kind of life you want to live?"

"If I don't want to be clear about this, then all my energy will be wasted in useless internal friction."

"I need to start returning time and space to myself, to do something I really want to do, or to improve myself."

Seeing that Gu Chen had been listening quietly, Zhao Bo's nervousness gradually eased from the mistrust just now.

"Comrade police." Looking at Gu Chen's handsome face, Zhao Bo also choked up and said:
"Do you know? In the end, what I resist is not hard work, but I don't want to be a donkey who pulls the mill. I want to keep a part of myself in the face of constant anxiety and pressure."

"And I also liberated myself from the shackles of overtime, promotion, and buying a house. At this time, I suddenly realized that there are actually many ways to live in this world."

"I can even live in the attic without paying a penny for rent. I don't want to get involved with those colleagues, and it's not that I don't want to work hard anymore. It's just that I finally started to think about which direction I want to work on."

"After all, every step is meaningful only if you find the path that suits you."

"Zhao Bo." Seeing that Zhao Bo was very emotional, and his body couldn't help swaying on the edge of the reservoir at the top of the water tower, Gu Chen also reminded him to look at himself and said:
"It's right to have a few taels of silver and soup for three meals."

"Just like the autumn wind has its own sorrows, if you don't work the autumn wind to relieve my worries, sometimes you should be grateful for growing up, and sometimes you should pity yourself for growing up."

"After all, everyone in their twenties to thirties will probably have certain troubles that have troubled you for several years."

"But we must get through it, because all the hardships come with rewards. Although it is not satisfactory at present, as time goes by, good things will come, and you don't have to be overly depressed."

After thinking about it, Gu Chen said again: "You just graduated not long ago. In fact, many students who have just graduated and started working may feel this way if they enter a company with fierce internal competition."

"That is, compared to the sharp-edged students, those colleagues in your workplace are gentle and mediocre."

"Compared with your colleagues, you, or the classmates you met a few years ago, are all talents."

"Speaks nicely, has strong abilities and is particularly vigorous."

"So if you are at this stage, I can tell you responsibly that one day in the future, you will be severely beaten by society."

"Moreover, there was no warning and merciless beatings. This is inevitable."

"But if you have passed this stage, you should realize that under the mediocrity of your colleagues, there is an undercurrent hidden, which often makes people shudder."

"But it's actually not that scary, that is, I used words a little harsher and exaggerated, because it would make it appear more artistic."

"That's right, Comrade Police, what you said is absolutely correct." Faced with Gu Chen's explanation, Zhao Bo seemed to have found a resonance, and nodded silently, and said involuntarily:

"It's only now that I realize that after a person joins the workforce, he will probably go through three stages."

"The first stage is short-sightedness, or you can call it a frog at the bottom of the well, because you have seen very little and have limited experience."

"But I often make wrong judgments on myself or the people around me. The specific manifestation is that I look up to myself and look down on others, which is a bit of a secondary school."

"I have a deep understanding of this when I just graduated, and in the eyes of those veterans in the workplace, I look like a fool, but I think I am handsome."

After a pause, and taking a deep breath, Zhao Bo said again:
"There used to be a senior in the company. When he left the company, he saw that I would not be famous in the company, so after I helped him organize his things that day, he invited me to have a meal."

"That night, he chatted with me for a long time. He told me that he was interviewing newcomers for the first time. After two years, he led a team and recruited in a streamlined manner. Most of the contacts were fresh graduates like me."

"And he told me very responsibly that out of 10 fresh graduates, about 5 have high expectations but low capabilities."

"Not only do these people generally have a kind of self-confidence, but they often speak out of context."

"Sometimes, he would even think that these recent graduates had something to say, that they were conveying some secret information, but later found out that there was no such thing. They were pure fools."

"And the more domineering and domineering in school, the more stupid, the easier it is to be sold out and pay for it."

"That's right." Gu Chen also nodded silently, and echoed, "This kind of situation is a common phenomenon now."

"In contrast, out of 10, there are about three or four children who are at a loss because they are new to the workplace, and they seem a little dumb. In fact, I am like this, and I don't understand the world."

"Then will you also be exhausted by your colleagues' introversion?" Seeing that Gu Chen came in the same way, Zhao Bo suddenly asked him curiously as if he had found a bosom friend.

Gu Chen shook his head and said with a light smile: "No, my colleagues are very kind to me, and the leader also takes good care of me. Our team is a united and positive team."

"In our Furong branch, there is no such introversion as you mentioned. After all, everyone is serving the people."

"Maybe you have a group of good colleagues and leaders." Zhao Bo nodded silently, envious of Gu Chen.

But Gu Chen also smiled and said: "Actually, the resigned leader will tell you these things, which means that he is very optimistic about you."

"Hehe." Hearing Gu Chen's speech, Zhao Bo also laughed dryly, waved his hands and said, "It's just a deception."

"The leader told me that the kind of people he comes into contact with are relatively down-to-earth and quick learners. Although they do some useless work and are less tactful, they can often stand alone in a few months."

"As for those recent graduates who are very spiritual and decent in speech and deeds, there are not none, but there are few."

"There can be one or two out of 10, the leader told me, but if you find that you have some of the above traits, don't be embarrassed, after all, that's how you got here."

"All old birds start out as fledglings, but these are just the first stages."

"That is to say, there is a second stage?" Gu Chen saw that Zhao Bo had already regarded himself as a confidant, and it seemed that he was not as extreme as before, so he couldn't help calming down. He felt that it was time to communicate with him and resolve Zhao Bo's inner feelings. waves.

Now that Zhao Bo ate Gu Chen's Snickers bar and drank Gu Chen's water, he seemed to be gradually recovering some of his strength.

Before, he was just lying on the oblique position of the reservoir at the top of the water tower, but now, he can slowly support his body.

Looking at Gu Chen, a young policeman who was about the same age as himself, Zhao Bo felt that there might be some common topics between the two of them.

When Gu Chen asked, he said.

"That leader is indeed the senior I respect the most. He left his job just to switch to a better company. He chose the company, not let the company choose him."

"He told me that when it comes to the second stage, first of all, some people cannot pass the first stage, because of the law of the three."

"Whether it's a class or a company, as long as there are more than 4 people in any group, there must be a fool among these 4 people."

"In other groups, it's okay, but in a company, if you become a fool, it will be difficult to turn over."

"So?" Gu Chen asked him curiously.

"So?" Zhao Bo took a deep breath, and said lightly, "So I seriously recalled it at the time, to see if there is at least one idiot in the company where I work, when there are more than four people?"

"This person may not have a bright mind, maybe there is a problem with the three views, or... the things he does are unbelievable, anyway, there is something wrong with the designation."

"It could be serious, it could be innocuous, but there's always someone like that."

At the end, Zhao Bo also sneered and shook his head: "Unfortunately, after thinking about it for a long time, I suddenly realized that it didn't seem to exist? But at that time, I realized that I was that big fool." .”

"You don't have to belittle yourself like that." Seeing Zhao Bo laughing at himself, Gu Chen was afraid that he would have another psychological breakdown, so he hurriedly said a few words of comfort.

But Zhao Bo shook his head and said indifferently: "If you don't become a fool and enter the second stage smoothly, you will definitely become smoother."

"Able to be humble, able to observe words and demeanor, but occasionally make mistakes."

"On weekdays, I don't seek meritorious service, but seek no faults. I have become an ordinary character in the vast crowd."

Looking up at Gu Chen, Zhao Bo also expressed his feelings: "But in fact, most people are basically trapped in this stage for the rest of their lives."

"Some of them will start to specialize, and they will become very smooth, so smooth that it makes people around them uncomfortable."

"And this kind of people will basically have three results. One is to become a fool and return to the first stage. The other is to gradually start to disgust the past self and make changes. The last one, But it will be a great success."

"Why?" Gu Chen tried to ask him.

Zhao Bo also shook his head with a smile, and said slowly: "I asked him the same thing at the time. I asked the leader, why?"

"He smiled and let me remember, because the most powerful flattery is not pure and unaffected. After all, who will you show your innocence? It's greasy and artificial."

"The veterans in the workplace understand what it means, and this is the third stage at the end."

"The leader told me that there are roughly two types of people who can enter this stage. One is that they have recognized their own value and clearly seen the way to go in the future."

"Maybe I understand most of the principles of life in this world, or I may not understand it at all."

Shaking his head, Zhao Bo said again: "But it doesn't matter. Whether you know how to behave or not has no effect on this kind of people."

"So this kind of people will not be easily confused, entangled and depressed, and will not waste time on some meaningless things."

"And full of confidence, you can create value without relying on any company or any group, just relying on yourself."

When Gu Chen heard the words, he also asked him curiously: "That is to say, it's a bit of a return to basics, so you don't need to look at other people's faces anymore, right?"

"That's right." Zhao Bo squinted his eyes, as if he felt a little dizzy after staying on the top of the tower for a long time, he also supported his forehead and replied:

"Usually at this stage, if you are lazy... just say what you don't like, and block people who don't like it immediately."

"If you're not lazy but you're affectionate, or you're too thin-skinned, you'll still be kind to others."

"And in the process of interacting with people, they are easy to handle and can hardly find faults. The second type of people is relatively simple, that is, they do everything like this, breaking the cans and smashing them. If you have the ability, you can kill me."

"But this leader told me that if I were a worker, I could refer to what he said to see what stage I am in?"

"And he told me to remember that there is no fixed order for the three stages. I may be in the third stage from the beginning."

"It is also possible to start from the second stage, or it may be due to cross-border or other reasons, from the second stage to the first stage, or I may already be in the third stage."

When Gu Chen heard this, he also nodded silently. Taking advantage of the gap between his words, Gu Chen has already quietly moved forward, and continued to maintain a sincere dialogue with Zhao Bo:
"What you said is correct. Your resigned leader can tell you so much before leaving, which shows that he trusts you and wants to give you some reminders and help. He is a good leader."

"And when others see you as a fresh graduate, they may regard you as the first stage."

"Of course, the workplace cannot be simply divided into three stages."

"After all, people's hearts are very complicated. You must have your own ability to distinguish. The most important thing is to be able to recognize yourself and know what your core competitiveness is."

After a pause, while trying to approach Zhao Bo, Gu Chen continued, "You must not abandon your core competitiveness just for temporary money."

"Hehe." Hearing Gu Chen's remarks, Zhao Bo couldn't help laughing dryly, and said, "Maybe I just changed from a fool to a person who doesn't care about anything."

"My resigned leader said a word, that is: Everyone is out to make money, why take it too seriously? Who will do this stuff for the rest of their lives?"

"Actually, when I first joined the company, I found that the old employees' comprehension ability is very poor, and the things explained are easy to understand, but why do they have to talk to people for a long time?"

"It wasn't until later that I realized that these old employees were pretending not to understand. They would annoy each other, so that they wouldn't bother them often. They would work less, take less responsibility and make fewer mistakes."

"And I didn't know anything at the time, so I became a rookie under the command of veterans in the workplace. I thought I was so good, and now I think it's a bit ashamed."

"You don't have to blame yourself so much." The moment Gu Chen moved, he already realized that he had already moved to a distance of three meters from Zhao Bo from the initial distance of five or six meters.

But even so, the distance between himself and Zhao Bo is still very large.

Fortunately, Zhao Bo seems to be still immersed in the exchange of thoughts with himself.

After all, who would let himself be an expert in this field?
Gu Chen has some natural advantages in dealing with such matters, especially good at psychological counseling.

These skills have saved many lives in many police situations.

Therefore, Gu Chen is going to do his best to confide in Zhao Bo as much as possible, so as to gain Zhao Bo's trust.

Obviously, Zhao Bo also cooperated very well.

It seems that many secrets that are suppressed in my heart have been difficult to find someone to share.

Zhao Bo did not expect that he would say so much to a policeman at the top of a water tower more than 40 meters away.

Chatting with Gu Chen, he seems to be relaxed physically and mentally, without too much pressure at all.

And unconsciously, it seemed that Gu Chen was constantly enlightening him, but Zhao Bo himself didn't realize it.

Continue to communicate with Gu Chen what the resigned leader taught him.

"Comrade police, do you know? There is something called professional skills in some workplaces. If you have it, you can ignore these laws. If you are proficient, you can directly filter out these laws."

"Really?" Hearing what Zhao Bo said, Gu Chen was also very curious.

Zhao Bo grinned and said with a sob: "Newcomers like us tend to take business for granted and think that we are better than old sticks who stick to the rules and rigid thinking."

"And a newcomer like me, after gradually realizing what I take for granted, I can't escape, so I start to blend in and become these old fritters."

"In my opinion, the newcomers are beginning to form some values ​​in the workplace, and they have roughly gone out of their own way."

"But I don't know why I am stepping into the abyss step by step. I can use the things my senior leaders gave me to improve my work, but I make a mess of all my work. It's just a mess."

"Zhao Bo, calm down first." Seeing that Zhao Bo still couldn't get out of his inner knot, Gu Chen didn't know, what was his problem?

Now I dare not approach Zhao Bo, for fear that if he gets excited, he will directly roll down from the top of the water tower.

If you want to untie Zhao Bo's knot, it seems that you need to start to understand Zhao Bo's work.

So Gu Chen continued to communicate with Zhao Bo by using his good psychological communication skills.

"Zhao Bo, I think you must have been quite an amazing person when you were in college, right?"

"How do you know?" Hearing Gu Chen's words, Zhao Bo seemed to be touched.

The whole person suddenly looked startled.

But these details are all seen by Gu Chen.

It is conceivable that Zhao Bo is indeed as he imagined.

Due to the various excellences during college, this made him confidently accept the workplace test.

But reality is reality after all, and various uncertain factors in the workplace made Zhao Bo gradually realize that he is a big fool in the workplace.

The huge gap and the psychological contrast caused this self who was originally full of ambition and wanted to make some achievements in the big city to suffer all kinds of violent attacks invisibly.

That's why he became disheartened and wanted to make such a suicide move.

From Gu Chen's point of view, this is nothing more than a naive expression, an expression of extreme irresponsibility towards the family.

Seeing Gu Chen staring at him all the time, Zhao Bo also said frankly: "Comrade policeman, maybe you don't know that when I was in college, I was the vice president of the school's student union, right?"

"Are you the vice president of the student union?" Seeing Zhao Bo asking himself in a tone that you definitely don't know, Gu Chen quickly put on a surprised expression.

After all, the student council president?I was also one of the nominees back then, and my voice was very high and my popularity was extremely high.

Just when everyone thought that he might be elected, Gu Chen voluntarily gave up the election.

The reason is very simple. If you become the president of the student union, many people will have objections. They think that Gu Chen's election is largely due to this handsome face.

After all, supporters and women are almost full votes. From this point alone, other players can't play.

What's more, when Gu Chen was in school, there were a lot of little fans of all kinds.

And Gu Chen didn't want to focus on the affairs of the student union, but wanted to spare more time to study.

Therefore, Gu Chen's voluntary withdrawal from the election once caused a certain sensation.

Of course, Gu Chen wouldn't mention these things to Zhao Bo, after all, if a hero doesn't mention his bravery back then, it can only show that his life now is not as good as before.

Zhao Bo is obviously like this.

He was the vice chairman of the student union back then, which shows that Zhao Bo has some skills, but it is often this kind of so-called student union cadres who have a sense of superiority during school. After graduation, perhaps many people will also use this sense of superiority established during the campus period Bring it to work.

People who meet say that they are the cadres of the student union, but these rhetoric, in front of veterans in the workplace, should get a lot of praise, but behind the scenes, veterans in the workplace may treat you as an idiot, which is also common.

Looking up at the sky, Zhao Bo put the police water bottle aside, also lying on the slope of the water tower storage tank, and said with emotion: "When I was in school, everyone admired me and complimented me."

"The teacher likes it, and the classmates support it. It can be said that I have the limelight. I thought that my ability should be quite strong, so in the year of graduation, I bragged to my girlfriend, saying that after one year, I would definitely become the leader of the company, and let her wait for me. Just wait and see."

"Uh, I'm taking the liberty to ask." Seeing that Zhao Bo would boast so much, Gu Chen was stunned for a few seconds, and then asked him weakly.

Zhao Bo raised his head and asked, "What do you want to ask?"

"About your girlfriend, does she also work here?" Gu Chen said.

Zhao Bo shook his head in frustration: "My girlfriend is my junior, I am two years older than her, and she is still studying in a university in a different place."

"Oh." Gu Chen said "Oh", and then heaved a long sigh of relief.

This will let Zhao Bo's girlfriend find out that Zhao Bo is so messed up now that he even wants to sleep in other people's attics. It is estimated that Zhao Bo will have the urge to die without his girlfriend talking.

But Gu Chen still wanted to remind him: "Zhao Bo, it's good to have confidence, but let's not blow our bullshit too much, it's easy to get slapped in the face."

"Hehe, I know, isn't it? Now his face is swollen." Zhao Bo shook his head, feeling ashamed of his stupidity back then.

After calming down for a while, Zhao Bo said again: "Actually, at the beginning, I really felt that I could make a career out of it."

"And when the school was recruiting, I joined a project team. After all, I just graduated. This job is my first official job."

"Maybe it's because the company is quite famous in the industry, so the salary is not bad, and all the leaders can see that I really want to pass the probation period and stay here to work."

"Even when I replied to other people's work, I would unconsciously bring 'effort', and many old colleagues felt it at the time."

"As someone who has experienced it, they can understand where my so-called tension comes from."

"Just like when I first graduated, I would write a lot of club experience and school honors in my resume, just to prove that I was still useful."

"It is also because there is no way to prove that I have the ability to provide results at work, so I have to emphasize that I will work hard."

Taking a deep breath, Zhao Bo wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said again:

"At that time, when I saw that the unfinished work was completed in less than an hour in the hands of my colleagues after working overtime for three hours, I would unconsciously feel frustrated."

"And this frustration, when it drags down my colleagues, turns into guilt for my own inadequacy."

"They all know that not all my hard work will have answers. I used to think that this sentence has only one meaning, that is, hard work may not have results."

"But later, I added another solution, that is, there is a time limit for answering some things."

"Just like whether it's a relationship or a job, it can't wait for you to write the answer with effort."

"That's right." After hearing Zhao Bo's narration, Gu Chen silently nodded his approval.

It's very real.

Zhao Bo wiped the teardrops from the corners of his eyes, choked up and said: "What makes people uncomfortable is not only the embarrassment of being suddenly stopped, but also the status quo that you are aggrieved and can't change."

"That was my first job. I didn't evade, but I didn't continue talking. After a long delay, I opened my mouth and tried my best to ask the old comrades for advice."

"I said brother, what do you think I need to improve?"

"Then what do your colleagues say?" Gu Chen also looked curious.

Zhao Bo sniffed, and said with an aggrieved face: "He didn't hesitate, and said directly that he must learn to manage his own schedule."

"He said that if I really can't handle any part of the work, I should tell my colleagues in my group in advance."

"He said, it's better than letting the whole group be scolded for failing to deliver the plan by the deadline."

"After all, take the initiative to communicate. You didn't take the initiative to ask, and others don't know what you don't understand. You can't always wait to be fed, right?"

Gu Chen nodded silently: "That's right, your colleague is right."

"Hehe." Zhao Bo laughed dryly, but also said helplessly: "At that time, I was terrified, and I never felt frustrated."

"I just remember that old colleague at that time, he nodded and sighed and said, it's a pity, it's too late to know now."

When Gu Chen heard this, he shook his head and said, "It's too late for this job, but for you, isn't it just the beginning?"

"That's right." Zhao Bo recalled the little things back then, and said aggrievedly: "At that time, I had lunch at noon, and my colleagues all ordered takeaway. I didn't have much money at the time, so I ate old noodles, steamed buns and plain water."

"After that old colleague saw me, he took the initiative to invite me to have lunch together. I said brother, thank you for this lunch. It's delicious."

"I remember that after get off work that day, we chatted not long ago, only about ten minutes."

"He also doesn't know how much substantive effect these words can have on me who has just been hit?"

"He doesn't know whether I'm thanking him for the box lunch, or thanking him for chatting with me."

"It's just that I really believe that people are very strange animals. They obviously want to escape in pain, but they are obviously crying when they are thrown to the ground."

After a pause, Zhao Bo rubbed his eyes vigorously, then continued to choke up and said, "Brother, I would like to trouble you to recommend some books in the industry, and I want to recharge my battery."

"Because from that time on, I realized that I was a waste. I couldn't do anything well, and I often dragged my colleagues in the whole department to be scolded and punished."

"But maybe it's out of instinct, maybe out of reluctance to admit defeat and resignation, I tell myself, I will always struggle to stand up."

"Then go forward and find the exit that belongs to you. It may not be now, but don't worry, you will find it."

"Isn't that good?" Seeing Zhao Bo's confidence, Gu Chen also encouraged him: "Your idea is correct, isn't it? Then why be depressed?"

Zhao Bo waved his hand and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm really helpless if I try hard but still fail."

"After all, there is an eternal law in the world, that is, when you become better, you will meet better people, and when you work hard to become a better person, you will have a better life."

"But I stayed in the project team for two months. I originally wanted to ask my colleagues about becoming a full-time employee, but it turned out that most of the colleagues in the project team were fired. As a newcomer, I was no exception. I was unemployed. gone."

Choked up, trying to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Zhao Bo also refused to accept it: "This is the first time I have been expelled since I left school."

"You have to know that when I left the campus, I promised my girlfriend that after my side is stable, I will pick her up to work and have fun for a while."

"But now, I was fired by that company, and even during the internship, because of some major mistakes of my own, the project team suffered a lot of losses."

"So, for two full months, not only did I not get a penny of salary, but some old employees even told me that it would be good if the project team didn't hold me accountable, but I couldn't afford to pay for it."

"Because of this sentence, I was so frightened that I didn't even dare to ask for my salary, and I followed those resigned employees and left my first company."

"It's fine to leave, after all, work needs to accumulate experience." Gu Chen looked at the frustrated Zhao Bo in front of him, and casually said a few words of comfort.

Zhao Bo snorted and said, "Comrade policeman, isn't it funny? I was bragging too much, and there is no turning back when I start work now."

"At that time, I kept lying to my girlfriend on the phone, saying that everything was fine here, but the project team had to move to another city temporarily."

"I still told her that when my side stabilized, I would pick her up to play, but every time it was a critical moment, I found a reason to prevaricate."

"Even on her birthday, I borrowed money from an online loan to go back to my alma mater, celebrate her birthday, and reassure her that I'm working with a good salary."

"Because those juniors and juniors are all proud of me, naturally I can't let them down."

At the end, Zhao Bo couldn't hide the sadness in his heart, and he said without hesitation: "But comrade policeman, do you know how I have lived this year? I entered five companies in a row, and resigned from five companies in a row or resigned passively. .”

"Seeing that my debts are getting bigger and bigger, but the expenses of my girlfriend at the school are also getting bigger and bigger because of my participation in work, and I already feel that I can't do what I want."

"I don't have a job, but I'm still in debt. I can't even pay the rent, so I can only live in someone else's attic."

Sniffing, Zhao Bo also looked aggrieved: "In order not to let the residents find out, I almost went out before dawn, and dared to come back late at night."

"In this way, I still found a job as a business matchmaker on the Jiangnan Marriage and Love website."

"It looked like I didn't get the order, but at least the minimum salary was guaranteed. I even opened a salary card account and waited for the company to send me money."

Shaking his head, Zhao Bo said with a helpless expression: "But now it's all right, the company is engaged in cutting leeks and slaughtering pigs, and was directly required to rectify it, and was also suspected of tax evasion."

"That's why the leaders and department employees all fell apart and wanted to get rid of the company as soon as possible."

"They don't care whether they can get that salary at all, but whether they will be caught."

"But they can retreat completely, what should I do? For more than a month, I only slept less than four hours a day, and even walked on the street for a few days, and passed out directly."

Speaking of this point, Zhao Bo was already in tears, and also choked up and said: "But just like this, yesterday, my girlfriend called again, saying that the boyfriend of my roommate bought him a very beautiful bag recently. I want it too, just wait for me to pay her to buy it back.”

"That is, yesterday, my mother called and asked about my recent situation. She said that I have been working for a year. How much money have I made? The house in my hometown suffered serious losses due to natural disasters in the first half of the year, and I need money. Maintenance, ask me if I can get some money out..."

When Zhao Bo spoke, his tone was twitching, as if all these things had driven him to a desperate situation.

Looking at Gu Chen, Zhao Bo, who had already burst into tears, could no longer restrain the pain in his heart, and cried bitterly:
"I have failed so badly. I will suffer for my face. In order to maintain the relationship with my girlfriend, I cheated her. I have been receiving a high salary, and will soon become the best employee of the company, and will soon be promoted to a cadre."

"But who would have thought of it? Who would have thought of it? Now I can hardly even pay the rent, and I eat two meals a day, and they are all steamed buns."

"The old mother at home called and asked if I could use some money to repair the old house, but I couldn't even do anything."

"Not only that, I'm doing all kinds of online borrowing. Now I'm tearing down the wall to make up for the other's wall. I've become a dishonest person. I may never be able to get a loan from the Internet again. I...I have no choice."

"That's why you sent a text message to tell your mother that you were going to commit suicide?" Gu Chen asked him.

Zhao Bo nodded silently: "I have no choice."

"Then take back your damn self-esteem." Gu Chen also replied loudly.

This scolding sentence seemed to wake Zhao Bo up on the spot.

The originally muddle-headed state seemed to explode like a thunderclap amidst the scolding just now.

Zhao Bo rubbed his eyes, looked at Gu Chen in front of him, and suddenly asked him in a begging tone: "Comrade policeman, tell me, what should I do now? My girlfriend is going to Jiangnan City by car tonight, and she came to find Me, but I don't want her to see how embarrassed I am now."

"I...I have no money on me now, and neither of us has a place to live, and we are burdened with bad debts. I...I have no face to see her, woohoo!"

In the end, Zhao Bo cried bitterly, as if all this left him with no room for recovery.

The proud boy of the school back then, but now he has played a good hand of cards to a pulp. It seems that he can only pin his hopes on the young policeman in front of him.

He was afraid of death, but now he had no choice.

At the same time that Zhao Bo's spirit collapsed, Gu Chen said slowly: "You go with me first, and I will help you find a solution for tonight's matter."

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