tearjerker director

Chapter 754 I would rather believe than be disappointed (big chapter)
"In the vast sea of ​​people, if you search for it all your life, if you still have a breath, don't say you can't find it!"

Tian Wenjun was carrying a missing persons notice board with a photo of his son Tian Peng on it.

He sang on the street and sent missing persons notices.

"Without buyers, there would be no sellers, and without sellers, there would be no trafficking."

"I also hope that families who buy their children can treat our children well."

This is probably the only hope under despair.

Even if I can't find it, I still hope that my child can be treated kindly!

At the beginning, he said that he accepted his fate, but in fact, he did not accept his fate at all.

As long as there is still a breath left, let alone not find it, this is his inner voice.

A year has passed, and he has never given up. No matter how much suffering he experiences, no matter how many times, he is on the verge of collapse, but as long as he thinks of his son, he will never give up!

On the big screen, Tian Wenjun suddenly saw his son, who was still wearing a yellow jacket, jeans, and red running shoes, playing with his friends.

He suddenly turned his head and chased after him, but just as he was about to catch up, he woke up!

It turned out that this was his dream!

Over the past year, when he dreamed back at midnight, he did not know how many times he dreamed of his son.

During this year, he tried every means to find it, the Internet, the streets and alleys, and newspapers.

But suddenly the newspapers didn't want to report it anymore.

He couldn't help calling and asking: "Your newspaper even reported the disappearance of a dog, why didn't you report my son's abduction?"

"It's not that we didn't report about your son, but it's been a year, so it's no longer news, sorry!"

This plot makes many people feel uncomfortable, but the reality is so cruel.

There is nothing wrong with the media's pursuit of news. After all, they have reported it before, but at this moment it feels so ruthless. Maybe they reported this news because of news, not because of the event itself.

But this is reality!Bloody reality, cruel reality.

On the street, Tian Wenjun ran around every day in order to find a son. He was disheveled and squatted helplessly on the street. Some people even regarded him as a beggar.

Every night, Tian Wenjun couldn't help showing his son's photo to look at.

In order to find his son, even Tian Wenjun knew that the people far away in the river (Fang Hexie) said that his son had been found, and it might be a lie.

But he could not give up any possible hope.

So, he took the money, boarded the train, and came here.

Tian Wenjun also brought a dagger for this, just because he obviously knew it too, and the hope was slim.

His ex-wife called him and asked him where he was. He told Lu Xiaojuan where he was, and Lu Xiaojuan immediately said, "You really went? That person is a liar!"

But Tian Wenjun said, "No, I have seen all the pictures of the child."

"The photos are synthetic, and I have had someone identify them!"

Tian Wenjun hung up the phone directly.

Actually, does he really not know?
No, it's just because he would rather believe than be disappointed.

The pain and despair of losing a child drove him to believe, because only in this way can he persevere!
It turns out that group of people were really liars.When Tian Wenjun was hunted down by a liar, the audience in the theater felt like what Tian Wenjun said: "I beg you... who are you all..."

Who are you all!Yeah, why would there be such a person, how could they, how could they do this to a father who had lost his child, a father who was in despair.

But this is reality, the reality of Chiguoguo, the cruel reality.

In this world, there are indeed more good people than bad people, but bad people, such bad people, such teeth-gnashing bad people, do exist.

This is the scariest thing. At this moment, the audience in the movie theater only felt that their hearts were being squeezed by the boundless darkness, and they couldn't see any light.

Seeing Tian Wenjun brandishing a knife, begging frantically, the entire theater began to be filled with unspeakable depression.

The moment Tian Wenjun fell into the water, the world was dim and silent, and the time and space inside and outside the screen seemed to be frozen, and there was a silence. Everyone's soul seemed to be wrapped in the dirty and yellow river water on the screen, and there was a smile on their faces. This painful and desperate look, no one expected that the movie would give them such a cruel perspective... Everyone's heart was constantly shocked.

Yes, the cruel perspective makes people have no hope at all, only despair, despair, despair!

At this moment, the fictional sense of distance between the big screen and reality collapsed instantly, and everyone seemed to have entered this stinging story, feeling the pain alive...

No matter how optimistic people are at this moment, they can't laugh, and they can't take it lightly.

Many people covered their mouths, trying not to let themselves cry out.

There are also people with red eyes, eager to rush into the big screen and destroy these inhuman villains one by one.

How can a person be so bad?

When Tian Wenjun fell into the bottom of the water, his son's voice seemed to come from his ears again.

Countless viewers couldn't bear it anymore, tears filled the air, and their hearts were filled with panic.

Lu Xiaojuan couldn't accept the fact that her son was lost and suffered from depression.

Her husband took her to see a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist said: "Imagine a picture in which you are carrying a heavy weight and walking in circles."

Lu Xiaojuan is not the only one who keeps walking around with heavy loads on his back, and Tian Wenjun is the same.

Just like Lu Xiaojuan said: "My ex-husband may need help more. He is very sick, but he doesn't know it!"

Finally, Lu Xiaojuan asked the psychiatrist: "Do you have children?"

The psychiatrist nodded.

She asked again: "Your child is not lost!"

Don't say that you can understand others without suffering from others.

The psychiatrist asked Lu Xiaojuan to let go of the burden of the past, but that was a child, how could he be a burden?It is a part of her body, her continuation, and even for Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan, this is the meaning of their life.

Psychiatrists can't understand the huge sense of emptiness and despair brought about by loss, because as Lu Xiaojuan said: "Your child is not lost!"

Tian Wenjun returned home and returned to the small shop.

But in order to find his son, he has no time to run a shop.

In order to find his son, he couldn't even pay the rent on time.

The landlord told Tian Wenjun that he planned to sublet the shop to others, and he would not want the rent owed by Tian Wenjun.

Tian Wenjun is not actually worried that the store will be transferred to someone else, he is just worried that if his son Tian Peng returns one day, he cannot find a home.

The landlord said: "If it wasn't for this, I would have kicked you out!"

This scene made people cry, but at the same time, they couldn't help but feel a little bit of warmth from the landlord.

It is impossible for us to ask others to help you without reason, but helping within our ability is also a timely help at this time.

Lu Xiaojuan came to Tian Wenjun.

She asked him, "Any news?"

The tone was very calm, because she knew that the answer to this question was always "no"!
Sure enough, Tian Wenjun shook his head: "No!"

"You look so bad? You have to pay attention to your body!" Tian Wenjun turned his head and glanced at Lu Xiaojuan and said.

"Did you sleep well?" Lu Xiaojuan asked back.

The two who used to quarrel as soon as they met, now care about each other instead.

Tian Wenjun shook his head: "Still can't sleep!"

Lu Xiaojuan took out a bottle of medicine and said, "Take this, you can sleep well!"

But Tian Wenjun just glanced at it and said, "I really have to sleep."

If he didn't have to sleep, he would have more time to find his son. If he didn't have to sleep, he wouldn't have to dream every time that his son Tian Peng was abducted or that his son was suffering all kinds of hardships.

Lu Xiaojuan was about to leave, but Tian Wenjun said, "Wait, I'll take you somewhere!"

He found a child-hunting mutual aid society on the Internet.

There is a house near the mountains and rivers. In the house, the parents of children like Lu Xiaojuan and Tian Wenjun who were abducted are talking about themselves.

A father said: "I am a primary school teacher. After the accident, I resigned in order to find my child! I think about it during the day and dream about it at night. I dream that I can't find it, and I find it more than I found it."

Another woman said: "Three years later, I have another son, and to be honest, I feel like I betrayed my daughter!"

This sentence makes many people feel heavy in their hearts, why Lu Xiaojuan is not willing to have another child with her husband, because it will also make her feel that she is betraying her son!

A mother said: "After a long time, I suddenly discovered that my eyes seem to have a function. It's not my son, I'll see for sure! Really!"

"Then I searched every day, street by street, and I swiped, swiped, and swiped, and then they insisted that I was crazy and sent me to the hospital! I knew I wasn't crazy, I was pretending Crazy, this is the only way I can hold on! I told them that I didn't give up! I will definitely find my son! Must! Come on!"

It's just that she is smiling on her face, but everyone can see that she is crying in her heart.

Yes, it is accurate at first glance, but what is the use of this?

There is no son in it.

Her part is laughing, pretending to be laughing, because only in this way can she hold on!

It's just that the more certain she said, the more despair she felt in her heart!
So, in the end, she couldn't pretend anymore, and couldn't laugh anymore, because she laughed and laughed with tears!
Han Dezhong, the founder of the Thousand Miles Finding Children Association, said: "I reiterate that the children we lost are irreplaceable, and there will never be another one! We must look for it forever!"

The camera pans over the faces of the people who participated in the Thousand Miles Finding a Son Meeting.

They are all parents who have lost their children.

Then I went to Tian Wenjun to share.

"I have been in Shencheng for a few years. I lost money in business at first, and then divorced my wife. I didn't expect that I lost my son later. Oh, you think, this is wearing my last hair. The cable was also broken. When I went home, I looked in the mirror and said to myself, I said Tian Wenjun, you must find this child, as long as you want to find it, you will definitely find it! But later, you feel that there is something wrong You don't quite understand!"

"You say me, this child was abducted by others. I have become a slave. You say them, and they come to lie to me. How can people do this?"

"Later, it was all right later, even the liars stopped lying to me, there was no movement, nothing happened, there was really no movement at all, at that time, you felt that it seemed good that someone lied to you, Somebody lied to you, you think there is still some hope, this hope is like rice, you have to eat it, this hope is too important to us. We will definitely look for it, and we will definitely find it, right? "

I would rather believe than be disappointed.Because as Tian Wenjun said, without hope, he really can't hold on!

Not only Tian Wenjun, but also other people at the scene.

It was Lu Xiaojuan's turn to share.

But in the end, she only said one sentence: "Thank you everyone!"

At last she could bear it no longer.

"That day I felt like my son Pengpeng was chasing me behind the car, but I didn't look back."

While crying bitterly, she confessed hoarsely: "I'm sorry, I lost the child, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

At this moment, everyone... their hearts were cut like a knife, they could feel Lu Xiaojuan's crying, guilt, and despair!
Lu Xiaojuan's husband came to Tian Wenjun because Lu Xiaojuan's illness was getting worse.

Qin Hao said: "This life has to go on, people have to accept the reality!"

Tian Wenjun suddenly turned his head: "Why should I accept reality?"

"You are not Pengpeng's father, you say you can understand, but in fact you still can't understand!"

This person who once said he had resigned himself to his fate, at this moment, was the least willing to resign himself to his fate.

Han Dezhong learned something from the police station. The police in Chaohai had just caught a trafficking gang. He said that everyone should try their luck together.

At this moment, the members of the Wanli Finding Child Association in the car finally had a smile on their faces.

Because at this moment, they saw a little hope, although this hope is still very slim, but at least it is hope!

Even Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan couldn't help showing a smile, not a forced smile, but a smile from the heart.

Because what if?What if there are clues to Pengpeng there?

They encouraged each other and sang the song "Invisible Wings"!
"Every time, I am strong in wandering and lonely, every time, even if I am very hurt, I will not shed tears"

This song seems to give them endless strength and hope.

During the dinner, a liar called, and everyone teased the liar together. It can be said that this is probably the funniest scene in the whole film.

At the dinner table, Han Dezhong said that he once ate monkey brains, and the cute little creatures would not be exempted from a tragic fate just because they were clever and lively.Evolution has subconsciously taught us that young mammals are too cute to hurt.But there are always people who don't like this.

After Han Dezhong lost his child, he started to be a vegetarian. Maybe he felt that it might be a kind of retribution.

Yet hope was dashed.

A group of them went to the detention center where the traffickers were held, and asked the traffickers one by one.

But the human trafficker said: "I am a woman abductor. I will never do such outrageous things as abduction and trafficking of children!"

His logic made the audience in the theater feel extremely absurd.

Just like Lu Xiaojuan asked him: "Isn't kidnapping a woman hurtful?"

"If they don't like to take advantage, how can they be cheated by me?"

Facing such distorted human traffickers, who are no longer human beings, Han Dezhong's wife, Fan Yun, cursed, "Beast!"

Such a person abducts and sells women to be justified, he is no longer a human being, no, he is not even as good as a beast!

Another trafficker said that when they learned that they were offering a huge reward, they had also inquired about the child and wanted to find the child to get the reward.

But it was useless to find it, so she asked Lu Xiaojuan when she lost the child.

But after listening to it, he said that he had heard that the child was too noisy. In the car, they put him in a sack and suffocated him to death!
Hearing what the traffickers said, Lu Xiaojuan completely collapsed.

What's even more frightening is the tone of the trafficker when he said this, it's chilling!

When I came here, I held a glimmer of hope, but when I returned, everyone seemed to have their souls taken out, desperate, desperate, still desperate.

Tian Wenjun who was in the car suddenly saw something in a sack in the next car, and the sack was moving, and he immediately remembered what the trafficker said, the child was too noisy to be packed in a sack.

However, after driving the truck to a stop, they caught up with the group of people, and when it was a monkey that was released from the sack, the vigor that everyone mustered was completely vented.

What followed was still numb despair.

Because they have experienced too much.

Tian Wenjun started a snack cart business. On the cart was a photo of Pengpeng, a missing person notice, and a reward of 20 yuan.

Two city management officers in uniform came over, and one of them changed his expression, ready to speak.

Suddenly pulled by a colleague around him, he glanced at the child-finding information on the car.

"You can't put it here, don't put it here tomorrow, go to the market and put it there, there are too many people!" The urban management who was originally aggressive suddenly changed his words.

This scene is very different from the original movie. In fact, the original movie does have some suspicions of discrediting official law enforcement officers.

But in fact, it doesn't make sense, because people's hearts are made of flesh.

So the movie has changed a lot in this area, such as here.

It's better than saying in the original version: "Don't show it tomorrow" is more humane.

Suddenly Tian Wenjun's cell phone rang.

It's a phone marked as a courier.

Tian Wenjun thought it was another liar, so he hung up immediately.I didn't expect it to be true this time.

The other party sent a photo, and the child in the photo is really Tian Peng!
Tian Wenjun told him that as long as he found the child, he would give him a lot of [-] cents.

But the courier shook his head and said, "Brother, it's not easy for you, I'm not helping you for money!" He turned around and left.

There may be many bad people and many beasts in this world, but there are also many good people.

It was dawn.

Han Dezhong accompanied Tian Wenjun and his wife to the place where the courier provided the news.

They looked at the little boy who was feeding the geese from a distance, but after a few years, the child grew up so fast that even Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan couldn't confirm whether it was their son Tian Peng.

When Han Dezhong contacted the police, Tian Wenjun and Lu Xiaojuan couldn't help but get excited first.

They've been looking for far too long.

How could they bear seeing their son who had been searching for many years?

But only three years, but the son has not recognized them.

When being carried away by Tian Wenjing, he kept struggling and shouted at another woman, "Mom!"

Some people may ask, it's only been three years, why doesn't the child remember his parents?
But he was only three years old when he got lost!
May I ask how many people can remember what happened when they were three years old?

　Then there will be some supplements, I will remember!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)