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Chapter 893 In the years, we always have to believe (6K chapters)

The big-eared cow lay on the roof and put on the fish tank.

He didn't understand: "Everyone said they were going to leave. Sister Fangfei said they were going to go, and grandma said they were going too. I asked grandma where I was going? She said that my day was coming, and I was going to see grandpa at the sea of ​​bitterness. I asked, Where is the sea of ​​bitterness? But I can't understand what she said!"

Big-eared Niu came to grandma: "Grandma, don't go, okay?"

The grandma hugged her grandson: "Grandma will leave at any time, and she will leave one day. Being a human being, it's not nice to say, the sea of ​​suffering is boundless!"

"Grandma, don't go, grandma, don't go!" Big Eared Niu cried while holding his grandma.

"No, I have to go. Don't you want to part with grandma?" Grandma asked him while hugging the big-eared cow.

"Yes, grandma is not allowed to leave!" How could the big-eared cow be willing?
"Fool, grandma must go!" Grandma just said and repeated such a sentence.

But Big Eared Niu asked stupidly: "Then what should I do if I want to see you again in the future?"

Grandma sighed: "Hey, it's so difficult!"

But she didn't want her grandson to be too sad, so she said, "But let me tell you a story."

"Grandma's grandma once said, there is such a way, she said, if you want to reunite with your loved ones, you have to save all your beloved things, and then throw them all into the sea of ​​bitterness to fill up the sea of ​​bitterness. You can reunite with your loved ones!"

Big Ear Niu believed it.

Someone sprinkled copper coins, and the big-eared cow ran over.

Grandma looked at the back of the big-eared cow running away happily, and felt very sad, but she could only sigh.

At night, my brother wanted Big Ear Niu to return the gold medal to him first.

"why?"

"You lend it to brother first, and brother will return a new one to you later!"

"really?"

"Of course, I will win back, don't you believe brother?"

"All right!"

Of course Big Ear Niu believed in his brother, after all, his brother has always been so good!
He returned the gold medal to his brother.

"Don't be a big talker!"

Luo Jinyi held the gold medal tightly and said solemnly: "Don't be a big talker!"

He came to Fang Fei's house again, the mansion that hit him hard.

Fang Fei was surprised and happy to see Luo Jinyi.

"This time I know where the real door of your house is." Luo Jin said with a smile.

"You are so stupid!" Fang Fei said.

She invited Luo Jinyi to sit down, but Luo Jinyi shook his head and refused.

"Actually, I know you're leaving, so I'm here to say goodbye to you!"

Fang Fei looked at him and said in a low voice, "Thank you!"

Luo Jinyi took out the gold medal he wanted from his younger brother and handed it to Fang Fei: "Here you are!"

Fang Fei took the gold medal: "You are so beautiful, you are amazing, you win every time!"

Luo Jin wanted to cry, but held back: "No, I lost this time! But I will definitely win back!"

Yes, he lost this time, not only in the hurdle race, but also in love!
Lost his first love, lost the girl he liked!
But he will definitely win back, perhaps in his heart, he has already walked out of the blow.

It's just a pity that at that time, the girl he liked might not be there to cheer for him.

"This is an order for you, for my little brother, and for myself!"

"Okay, Jinyi, I believe you!" Fang Fei looked at him and said.

This could not help but give the audience a glimmer of hope. As soon as Luo Jin regained his strength, Fang Fei's words were telling him that they would see each other again one day.Re-continuing this unfinished love!

Before leaving, Fang Fei wanted to give the guitar to Luo Jinyi.

Luo Jinyi wanted to refuse.

But Fang Fei said: "You play better than me, and you want to compose your own music!"

Jinyi finally accepted it!

"As soon as I have a chance, I will definitely come back to see you!" Fang Fei said when she said goodbye to Luo Jinyi.

"Then I'll win the gold medal and wait for you!" Luo Jinyi promised.

"Definitely?" Fang Fei looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"Definitely!" Luo Jinyi nodded vigorously.

He reached out to touch Fang Fei's cheek, but in the end he just pressed his head against her forehead, then turned and left!

Fang Fei ran to the balcony, looked at Luo Jin's back as he went away, and couldn't hold back the tears anymore!
Fang Fei left.

Although we made promises to each other, life is like this, one step is difficult to get better, and after getting better, it is difficult again!

When the storm came, the roof was crumbling, and Luo Jin Erda cried for help.

The first thing Dad Luo did when he ran upstairs was to hang on to the roof desperately. Even if his feet were off the ground, he still clung to them tightly. They had nothing, so they had to use their only valuable life to fight.

Seeing things being scraped away one by one, and the scene of a home being torn apart, countless people were shocked.

The family sticks to the house like this, as if to say that life is like a storm, and the family can only survive if they work together.

Dad shouted loudly: "The most important thing is to keep the top."

"Ding" refers to the family, and the most important thing in life is to protect the family.His father was convinced of this, so regardless of the danger to his life, he vowed to keep the "roof" that could shelter their home from wind and rain.

After the typhoon, although the roof was kept, the whole house was torn apart and everything in the house was blown away.

However, the impermanence and cruelty of fate are shown vividly once again, and bad luck comes again.

Luo Jinyi fell down.

Hearing that the doctor said that Luo Jinyi had leukemia, Luo's father and Luo's mother couldn't accept it and couldn't believe it.

"My boss is so strong, no way!"

But his words can't change this cruel fact.

Luo's father and Luo's mother walked out of the hospital in despair.

Everything seemed to have been foreshadowed, from Luo Jinyi's last hurdle race fall, he couldn't keep up his spirits. At first, everyone thought that it was because of Fang Fei's incident that he was hit, but now the truth is revealed.

Just like what the doctor said: "In his current physical condition, even if he wants to work hard, he doesn't have the ability!"

All hopes are placed on one person, we want him to be strong, and then we want him to be good.Shinichi has been bearing it all the time, and he has done well. He is the greatest pride and has become a role model for the neighborhood. It seems that the neighborhood has just been established. Everyone is full of longing, and he is working very hard, because tomorrow is not far away, and tomorrow will come. , a man must always believe.

Luo Jin didn't know his physical condition, but he still studied hard and worked hard.

Luo's father and Luo's mother dare not tell their son, they can only give him more care in their own way.

But paper can't hold fire.

In a question-and-answer competition, Luo Jinyi was defeated again due to physical reasons and illness.

"Since my brother didn't know how to answer the question that time, my parents have been asking people how to answer it! But those people don't know how to answer, so stupid!" The big-eared cow wearing a glass fish tank was confused.

In the camera, Luo's father and Luo's mother asked people everywhere: "Do you know how to cure cancer?"

"I mean a doctor who can really heal."

Big Ear Niu is still carefree and innocent.

"One night I heard from my parents that I was going to take my brother to Peiping to ask someone."

The big-eared cow thought he was really going to Peiping to play, and made a noise to go!

Luo's father and Luo's mother lied to ask Luo's mother to take Luo Jinyi to Peiping to see his cousin.

Luo Jinyi already had doubts.

In the end, in order not to let their son know the real situation, they let Big Ear Niu go with him.

Mother Luo couldn't be more optimistic anymore, but Big Ear Niu and his brother didn't know it, and they were still playing around.

At night, Big Ear Niu saw death for the first time, and it was the first time he was so close to him, so he burst into tears in fright.

My brother quickly hugged him and coaxed him: "Don't be afraid, brother is here, you said you want to be like brother when you grow up, don't you? Be bold, let's not be afraid together, okay? When you grow up, brother will teach you how to run, okay?" ? We run fast together, we are not afraid together, okay?"

Listening to the words of the eldest son coaxing the younger son, Luo's mother was heartbroken.

Dad was still making shoes day and night at home, and Luo Jinyi and Big Ear Niu were playing in the snow.

Suddenly Luo Jinyi overheard the conversation between his mother and the doctor.

Knowing that this time I came to Peiping not to see any uncle, but to treat his illness.

Listen to the doctor say: "Your son's illness, there is nothing we can do!"

Seeing his mother wanting to cry but not crying, Luo Jinyi knew everything.

Back home, they saw that foreigner asking for money. This is the darkest era on Hong Kong Island. If they want to open a shop, they have to accept their exploitation.

Luo's father broke out because of his son's incident. Luo's mother knew that this store was the hope for the family to survive and her son's medical treatment, so she took out the money and gave it to Bai Liyi!
Big-eared Niu still didn't understand, still ignorant, he recited the English alphabet backwards in front of the foreigner, and this time he really recited it backwards.

But this is of no use!
"Later, my brother became more and more sleepy and afraid of noise, so he moved to the hospital. The building of the hospital was so tall that he could stand up and wear a school uniform! But he never went back to school! He rarely stood up."

The elder brother looked at the back of his younger brother carrying his schoolbag and going away. He was extremely envious in his heart, envious that his younger brother could go to school.

But he can't!
However, everything was more cruel than it looked. In the hospital, at that time, even the nurses had to be paid for boiling water, and for drawing blood.

Because Luo's mother only gave two yuan, the nurse stuck the needle hard and made Luo Jin scream in pain.

Luo's mother couldn't help but exploded: "Nurse! People's hearts are fleshy, and two yuan is not too little. A day in a public hospital is only two yuan!"

But the nurse said: "The beds are so cheap, so you can sleep for a few more days!"

In this deformed age, this desperate age, they are still working hard to live, one step is difficult, one step is better!

This is what Luo's mother said to her son: "You must always believe in yourself!"

Luo's mother resisted, let herself be optimistic, and let herself believe.

But when she was painting, she said "Always believe, always believe", but she couldn't help but shed tears.

She was strong, but it was too painful, too desperate!
In the hospital, the elder brother taught the younger brother to run and hurdle.

In his hand, he silently took out the letter Fang Fei sent from abroad, and he took out Fang Fei's photo from it. He used to think that as long as he was like a red bird, he would keep fighting for the gold medal and the first place. , so that one day, he can reunite with the girl he loves and fulfill his promise.

But now, he is powerless to compete with this world anymore, his life has been burned out in the years.

Looking at the reluctant smile on his brother's face, Big Ear Niu also found out that his brother was unhappy.

"Are you unhappy? Do you not like living here? May I ask my mother to let you go home?" He asked his brother innocently.

"no need!"

"why?"

"I can go back as soon as possible!"

"why?"

"Stop talking! Why don't you all day, why, brother is annoying!"

My brother finally got angry.

Because he didn't know how to explain it to his brother!
The younger brother ran away angrily, and the older brother regretted that he shouldn't have treated him like that.

He's just a kid!

The elder brother laughed at the younger brother, and the younger brother also felt sorry for the elder brother.

"You are not happy, I will give you a moonlight cup." The younger brother gave the stolen moonlight cup to his elder brother.

"no need!"

"Then I'll give you the Eagle Country flag."

"No need, brother!"

"Then, I'll give you Monkey King? It's from Guanyin Temple!"

"No, you can keep it to yourself."

"Then I'll send you a stack of star photos!"

The younger brother gave all the things he stole to his elder brother, just to make his elder brother happy.

"After collecting one to one hundred, you can exchange for a basketball!"

"One to one hundred after the collection, I will change them all when I leave the hospital!" My brother said with a smile.

"No, it says it will be valid forever!" The younger brother said seriously.

"I am just joking!"

"No, it really says: valid forever!" The younger brother thought that the older brother didn't believe it, and explained.

"Little brother, nothing in this world is always valid, you know?" the elder brother said while stroking his younger brother's head.

Big Eared Niu was a little discouraged and puzzled: "I've already stolen everything for you, what exactly do you want?"

My brother didn't know how to answer him, so he could only hug him tightly.

Yes, my younger brother stole everything from my elder brother, but the years are about to steal my elder brother's life.

In the evening, my younger brother returned home while imitating his elder brother to sing, but his father found out what he had stolen, and his father beat him severely angrily.

But after the beating, listening to his son crying, he also regretted it.

Holding the big-eared cow, his father asked him, "Does it hurt?"

"No pain!"

"Are you mad at Dad?"

"No life!"

"What is taught in school today?"

"Chinese and English!"

"What do you teach in Chinese?"

It was the same question as Dad Luo asked before, but the answer he got this time was different.

"Chirp, chirp, chirp, Mulan is a household weaver, and she doesn't hear the sound of looming looms, but hears the girl sighing, asking her what she thinks, what she remembers."

"What about English?"

"A MAN! I AM A MAN"

This child who was unwilling to study hard in the past seemed to have grown up overnight.

The cobbler's father is not so radiant anymore, his gray hair is overgrown, his beard is unshaven, and his hands are beginning to be stained with oil.

Luo's mother was going to deliver food to her brother, but her father stopped her.

He made her a pair of red, sheepskin leather shoes with hollow flowers.

This is probably the only thing Papa Luo can do for his wife at such a time.

Mother Luo put on the shoes that Father Luo specially made for her.

"Why don't you give this pair of shoes a name?" Mother Luo asked after putting on the shoes.

"What name?"

"The shoe on the left is called "difficult", and the shoe on the right is called "good"!"

She walked forward: "One step is difficult, one step is better, one step is difficult, one step is better!"

Life is always like this, one step is difficult and one step is better, but no matter how difficult it is, you have to go on!

"One step is difficult, one step is better, one step is difficult, one step is better!" The voice changed from mother Luo's voice to that of a big-eared cow.

"One step harder, another step better. My mother taught me to sing this song all day long. I told my mother that this song is not good. My mother said, don't you like this song? When I said no, she said , when she comes back after watching her brother, she will teach me another one!"

Through the curved surface of the fish tank, on the big screen, the scenes of Hong Kong Island in the 60s are reproduced.

Life has always been like this, it will not become better just because you like it, whether it is difficult or good, life must go on!
"But that night, she didn't come back for a long time!"

When Big Ear Niu was still debating whether to buy one or two popsicles, the street interviewer rushed out and said that Mrs. Luo had called.

After Luo's father answered the phone, he ran out in a hurry.

He went to the pawn shop first, and then rushed to the hospital.

Luo Jinyi's condition required a blood transfusion. For a long time, Luo's mother was famous for being able to talk, and she was called "Mrs. Luo", she could bargain with bus drivers and watch movies, and was invincible. hospital.

When she asked the sentence: "I want to see if it will be cheaper today", it made people feel extremely desperate.

When Luo's father took out the money, there was a deep ring mark on his oily hand. Luo's mother held his hand and burst into tears.For them, romance is extravagant in the face of such a life.

She rushed back from that distant place and came to the hospital holding flowers.

Seeing Fang Fei, a surprised smile appeared on Luo Jinyi's face that he hadn't seen for a long time, and the two embraced tightly.

"Why did you come back?"

"I begged my father to let me come back from vacation, and ask your classmates to know that you are here!"

She touched his face: "are you okay?"

"Much better!" Luo Jin said with a smile.

"Is it true that they say you are anemic?"

"Yes!"

"Why do you keep replying, why didn't you write back later? I'm so worried!"

"I will go back only when I feel better, who knows that I will be sick when I get sick"

Fang Fei handed the flowers to Luo Jinyi.

Luo Jinyi told her that he had written his brother, recorded the tape, and said that he would ask his brother to bring it to her tomorrow.

The departure this time seemed to make Fang Fei understand her heart. She leaned her head on Luo Jinyi's shoulder and said, "Why don't I come to accompany you every day, okay?"

"Fool, even if you can, the hospital won't give it."

"I know who can be with you all day, Scarlet Sparrow!"

"Where can I find a scarlet sparrow for me?"

"Hua Yuan Street, someone taught me this before."

"Is your memory that good?"

"There are some things that will be remembered forever."

Finally, Luo Jin kissed this beloved girl. That young first kiss made the fire of hope blaze, but because of this, it was even more heartbreaking to extinguish it.

Luo Jin took a handful of roses from the girl he loved and took a sip of water, but what he spit out was blood.

Yellow roses were scattered all over the ground, the falling bloody glass, and the blood-stained yellow roses had a kind of bleak beauty that made people confused.

Fang Fei is holding the red sparrow bought from Huayuan Street. The red sparrow you are holding in your hand is my three-second wish to you: three seconds later, the clouds will be calm and the wind will be light.

Luo's father and Luo's mother walked into the hospital with a lunch box.

The big-eared cow who was punished to stand saw the teacher and the security guard talking, he seemed to realize something, and ran out with his schoolbag.

Luo's father, Luo's mother, in the aisle of the hospital, everyone looked at them differently.

One, two, three, their mood became more and more uneasy, and their steps became more and more heavy. Finally, they came to the door of the ward.

But what they saw was that the nurse covered their son with a white cloth!

Sadness and despair filled their hearts.

Luo Jinyi, who was always fighting for the first place, left this world forever.

He can no longer fulfill his promise to Fang Fei, he can no longer fulfill his promise to his younger brother, to bring back a new gold medal for him and her.

At the funeral, Luo's father took out the song written by his son during his lifetime.

"Rainbow sighs softly, misty old songs are like telling, the singing voice floats in the sky, floats into my secret dreamland"

"The rainbow sighs softly, the past is hidden deep in my heart, the past is floating in the sky, floating over my sad love song"

Accompanied by the singing, Fang Fei and Luo's mother sat next to the big-eared cow, mourning inexplicably, they were already unable to swallow, and tears fell down on the simple memorial page.

Fragments of the past, along with this song, floated out of the church window one by one; Fang Fei's first love, the hero in the heart of the younger brother, and the hope of the parents, all passed away sadly after all...

In the cemetery under the scorching sun, there is no burning loneliness.

It reminds me of what Luo Jinyi once said: "I don't know what will be written on my tombstone in the future?"

Father Luo went to find a red flower and planted it next to the cemetery. Although his heart was full of pain, he still said seriously: "The most important thing in life is to keep the top. A tree can at least shade the boss!"

The big-eared cow came to the seaside, because grandma said, collect all the most beloved things, throw them into the sea of ​​bitterness, fill the sea of ​​bitterness, and then you can reunite with your departed relatives.

He did this, he wanted to exchange the stolen "years" for his brother, but when he found out that what his grandma said was a "lie" and his brother would never come back, he finally grew up.It turns out that throwing treasures into the sea of ​​suffering is to teach people to learn to let go of the past and then embrace the future.

For his brother, he can throw away everything he loves without hesitation, all of which are also the best and most cherished memories of his childhood.Many years later, he grew up and was admitted to the school where his brother was. He always believed in what his brother said and the promise he made to him.For a long time, he memorized the English alphabet backwards and took over everything from his brother, but he couldn’t achieve perfection. He just walked on and believed that a "double shadow rainbow" would appear in the sky. Miracles were already around them, but they just didn’t realize it. Always believe.

Time passes in sequence and never returns, but we can rewind in our minds and recall the past.When reading backwards, there is always some difficulty, because some things can't be remembered.

People always want to remember.

"In the ever-changing life, time turns out to be the biggest thief."

It gives you life, it gives you achievements, it gives you memories, and then it steals childhood, friends and relatives, and finally life.

Jin Er thought that his brother would keep his promise, but he was caught off guard by Time's tricks.Life has deceived Jinyi, and time has deceived Jintwo.

It turns out that Time is also a liar.

When the years deceive you, don't be sad, don't cry.

Because to be a human being, you must always believe!
(End of this chapter)