I heard that I'm a black fan

Chapter 121 120. "Bright as a Neon!"

The hospital at night is eerily quiet

An Sheng was sitting on the bench outside Li Zhien's ward, with the nurse's desk in the distance, and there were several nurses on duty at this time.

The light in the corridor outside the ward is dim, which is also good for the patient to rest.

Not far from Ansheng, at the end of the corridor, there is a door, which is a utility room, in which are placed things needed by patients, such as wheelchairs and poles for infusion.

Now the door of the utility room is ajar, under the dim light, there is this infinite reverie behind that door.

An Sheng stared at the door for a long time.

Li Zhien in the ward was already asleep, and the doctor had come over to explain her current physical condition during the meal.

Not too good, need to rest.

These were the exact words of the doctor, but An Sheng knew that Li Zhien would not rest, at least until the filming of the film was over.

An Sheng suddenly felt unconfident at this moment.

He was wondering whether the script he wrote was good or bad.

He admitted that at this moment he was not confident in himself again.Li Zhien obviously said before that he should have self-confidence, but... when Li Zhien was so tired that he was hospitalized, his self-confidence, which was not too strong in the first place, was shaken again.

He knew very well now that the fact that Li Zhien was so tired that he was hospitalized had little to do with him in essence, but he just wanted to keep it all on himself.

So he is now in deep self-blame.

"It would be nice if I didn't write this script."

But if he didn't write this script, would he still know Li Zhien? He thought he probably wouldn't. If he didn't, then he should still be delivering food and being her little black fan part-time.

Then she will always be glamorous, and she is sweating and earning hard money every day.

There shouldn't be any intersection between him and her.

In fact, if An Sheng hadn't experienced it personally, he would not have believed that there are really black fans and idols in the world like An Sheng and Li Zhien.

An Sheng shook his head, his thoughts went astray again.He has often been like this recently, always inattentive, especially now in the hospital, under the stressful environment.

An Sheng didn't like the hospital very much. He hated the white color here, the smell of disinfectant inside, and the life and death that he experienced every day here.

An Sheng once stayed in the hospital for a long time, that was when he had a car accident, and he never wanted to recall that period of time.

Staring at the white ceiling every day, he stared at it for a whole day. He once thought about it, anyway, every day when he opened his eyes, he was white, and when he slept, he was still white.

At that time, I was desperate, a person who had no desire for life, like a walking dead.

wrong.

To be precise, it was a lump of rotten meat lying on the bed.

At that time, he didn't even know if he could walk on the ground.

Of course he also complained about God's injustice, but what happened after complaining?Not alone staring at the white ceiling.

So it should be at that time that An Sheng became very disgusted with hospitals, or disgusted.

He thinks that few people like hospitals.

"..."

"Ding dong~"

His cell phone rang, and it was a message from Li Zhien, asking where he was.

An Sheng pushed open the door of the ward and walked in. The light on the wall of the bed was already on.

Li Zhien sat on the bed.

"woke up?"

"Ah."

Li Zhien glanced at the text message on the phone, it was almost two o'clock in the morning.

"Why don't you continue to sleep?" An Sheng took out a chair and sat in front of Li Zhien's bed.

"can not fall asleep."

"The doctor said you need more rest."

"I've been lying here all day, and now I can't sleep at all."

Li Zhien planned to leave the hospital yesterday, but the doctor suggested that she need to stay in the hospital for observation for another day. Originally, Li Zhien didn't want to hear anything, but An Sheng had already called the director and asked for two days off for her.

Anyway, I took leave, so Li Zhien simply stayed in the hospital for a day.

"If you can't sleep, you have to sleep. You haven't had a good rest before, so why don't you take advantage of it now to rest more?"

"You sound nice. If it were you who slept all day, would you still be able to sleep at night?"

An Sheng thought of when he was in the hospital before, he had a feeling of empathy, he picked up a pillow and put it behind Li Zhien, and motioned her to lean on it so that she would be more comfortable.

Li Zhien leaned against the head of the bed with a pillow on her head. She had no makeup on, and it was impossible for her to put on makeup. Her face was a little better than yesterday, but overall she still had a sickly whiteness.

"Am I ugly now?"

An Sheng glanced at her, shook his head and said, "No, it's pretty pretty."

"Liar."

"When I went to the bathroom before, I saw what I look like now. It's obviously ugly."

"Yeah, I don't feel much."

An Sheng was telling the truth, maybe because he had seen too much, he felt that Li Zhien was not much different from usual, except for his complexion.

"An Sheng, I think you will be a person who is especially good at making your girlfriend happy." Li Zhien put his hands on the quilt, stared at him and said, "You really have a way of speaking beautiful words."

The corners of An Sheng's mouth turned up slightly, and he explained: "I didn't say anything nice, what I said was the truth."

"Best."

Anyway, Li Zhien would not believe what An Sheng said just now.

"..."

"Hey, Ansheng, I want to eat."

"Eat?"

This time Li Zhien didn't say that she was hungry, but simply said that she wanted to eat, so she shouldn't be hungry, but she just wanted something to eat.

"What to eat?"

It's two o'clock in the morning, and there's nothing to eat. Besides, I'm still in the hospital. Although takeaway can be delivered, it will be more or less inconvenient.

"Peel me an apple."

There was a fruit basket on the table. An Sheng didn't know who brought it. Anyway, many people have come to visit Li Zhien in the past few days. When everyone came, they would carry some gifts in their hands more or less, so there were too many. Just can't remember.

An Sheng picked up an apple, found a fruit knife, and began to peel the apple for her.

The apple peel grows slowly, until the apple peel is not broken. Li Zhien has witnessed his method of peeling the apple the whole time. It is very simple and ordinary, but it can keep the apple peel.

An Sheng handed the peeled apple to Li Zhien.

"I'll eat half of it."

An Sheng split the apple in half and gave the larger half to Li Zhien.

The taste of apples is not bad, sweet and sour.

A gust of evening wind blew in from the window of the ward, and An Sheng got up to close the window.

"I'm curious. This time the doctor clearly said that I would not be allowed to work, but why didn't you stop me from continuing to work?"

The window was closed by An Sheng, and there was a friction sound. He turned his head and said, "If I stop you, you won't be able to work?"

Li Zhien is a person who is extremely serious about things, as long as she is not really unable to get out of bed, she will not give up work and choose to rest.

An Sheng also knew about this kind of Li Zhien, so he didn't say anything about it this time.

"So, I have made up my mind. When you join the group this time, I will follow you all the way. Every day I will make you the soup you like to drink and make you the food you like to eat every day.".
An Sheng returned to the chair and sat down: "Anyway, I will keep an eye on you on the set. If your body becomes ill again, even if you don't want to go to the hospital, I will send you to the hospital."

Is this overbearing?

Li Zhien was a little unable to judge, but she knew one thing, An Sheng was really doing her own good.

"I'm not a three-year-old anymore, do I still need you to watch? Besides, Xiao Yuan is always by my side."

"You're not a three-year-old child, why did you end up in the hospital this time?" An Sheng asked her back.

"It was an accident for me, and you know there are many accidents in life." She was still quibbling.

An Sheng: "Are apples delicious?"

"Um, delicious."

"Then why can't you stop your nonsense?"

"..."

It is true that Li Zhien is a person who can take good care of himself, but An Sheng is worried, he must take care of himself.

Li Zhien's apples have been eaten, and now it seems that the whole world is quiet, there is no movement outside the window, and there is silence outside the door.

"What are your plans after filming this movie?" An Sheng asked, "Should I rest or continue working?"

"about to rest."

Hearing that Li Zhien said that he was going to rest, An Sheng was overjoyed, but he didn't show it on his face.

"Yeah, it's time to rest. Your body has already sounded the alarm for you this time, so you should pay more attention."

Li Zhien has seriously thought about this matter, she was still fantasizing until she was sick and hospitalized this time, that she can work as hard as she did when she first debuted, and even after a tired sleep, she will become lively.

But this time the lesson has been taught to her, she is no longer a seventeen or eighteen year old girl, and her body is not as good as before.

She needs to take care of herself.

"..."

"What about you, what are your plans for the future?"

"In my case, I should continue to write scripts."

"Have you thought about what to write?"

An Sheng has also carefully considered this issue. Although the filming of "My Uncle" has not been finished yet, if he wants to continue, he must continue to write.

As for what type of script to write, I still need to study it carefully.

"No, I want to try a different style of script."

"Is the heroine still me?"

"You can act if you want."

"Cut, reluctantly or unwillingly, I don't care."

Li Zhien said incredulously: "I still don't want to act if you give it to me."

An Sheng also smiled helplessly: "Zhien, you have to remember that scripts are always chosen by people, not by people."

"No matter how good a script is, if it doesn't suit you, you can't force it. Even if it is filmed, it won't have any special meaning for you."

Li Zhien understands the truth, and she also understands An Sheng's good intentions, so she said: "Then you won't let me act, who are you going to act for?"

"How do I know this, besides, I haven't even written the script."

"Then you haven't even written the script, why do you know I'm not suitable?"

It was a good question, and An Sheng didn't know how to answer her immediately, so he could only scratch his head and say, "I didn't say you were unsuitable."

"..."

There are two beds in Li Zhien's ward, separated by a curtain, and An Sheng sleeps on the other bed.

At this time, Li Zhien stared at the ceiling with his eyes open. The lights in the room were not turned on, but the dim light in the corridor outside allowed Li Zhien to see the color of the ceiling clearly.

She couldn't sleep, or she'd slept long enough that she wasn't sleepy at all.

She is going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow. If she doesn't sleep now, she is afraid that she will become listless again tomorrow morning.

So now she tried hard to fall asleep by herself, but the harder she tried, the more she couldn't fall asleep. This time, even the last trace of drowsiness was gone.

Turning her head to look out of the window, she was lying down at a bad angle, and she couldn't see the stars outside, not even the moon.

People think about many things when they can't sleep, and now she has countless things on her mind.

The more I think about it, the more chaotic I become, and the more I think about it, the more I can't sleep.

As a result, she is now full of energy and wants to go out for a run.

At this moment, An Sheng turned over, and the hospital bed made a "scream" that was in disrepair

"quiet."

Li Zhien called him.

"what happened?"

"You haven't slept yet?"

An Sheng opened his eyes, turned his head to look at the curtain between the two beds and said, "You didn't sleep either."

"I can not sleep."

"Have you ever tried counting sheep?" An Sheng explained, "It's the kind of one sheep, two sheep..."

"But I don't think counting sheep is suitable for you. You are more suitable for counting money. Think about how much money you have. You may fall asleep after counting."

An Sheng can't see Li Zhien's face now, otherwise he would definitely see Li Zhien's eyes.

Li Zhien seemed angry and stopped talking.

An Sheng thought for a while and said, "Do you know what I used to do when I had insomnia?"

"How to do it?"

An Sheng took his phone and was late and found a piece of audio.

"Listen to the piano music, and you will fall asleep soon."

"What piano piece?"

An Sheng played the piano music on the phone, and then put the phone on the bedside table between them.

The sound of the piano came from the mobile phone. It was okay at first, but after that, it was simply chaotic, as if it was playing randomly.

"What kind of tune is this?"

An Sheng smiled, "How about it, is it okay?"

"What, it's just random bombing."

Li Zhien doubted whether An Sheng played it casually.

"Don't care about how the playing is going, just listen carefully and see if you feel a sense of peace of mind."

Li Zhien stopped talking, and quietly listened to this piece of chaotic piano music. This piece of music seemed to have some magical power. After listening to it, Li Zhien's long-lost sleepiness surged up.

Slowly, slowly fell asleep.

An Sheng opened the curtain in the middle, turned to look at Li Zhien, she was already asleep at the moment, sleeping very well.

The piano music was still playing on the phone, and An Sheng also slowly closed his eyes.

In the early hours of the morning, the two of them fell asleep while listening to something that wasn't piano music.

"..."

Time is like a fast-paced carriage, and the cold of winter has passed in the blink of an eye, and spring has arrived.

Nowadays.

An Sheng made an appointment with Li Zhien to see the cherry blossoms.

It is the sea of ​​cherry blossoms that Li Zhien did not go to see last year.

An Sheng was still carrying his backpack, standing at the gate of Sungkyunkwan School, waiting for Li Zhien.

It was afternoon, the sun was just right, and the breeze was not dry.

In school on weekends, there are fewer people than during class, but there are many more couples.

They held hands, hugged, whispered.

This seems to be the appearance of youth.

When Li Zhien came, An Sheng was sitting in the convenience store next to the school in a daze. It was not until Li Zhien walked in that An Sheng noticed her arrival.

"You came."

"What are you doing in a daze?"

An Sheng looked around and said, "This is the convenience store where I worked part-time when I was in college. I still feel a lot of emotion when I see it now."

"Really, at that time, there were many beautiful little girls who came to buy things."

An Sheng didn't have much memory. It seemed that there were many girls, and he didn't remember them either.

"may be."

"Really shameless."

"Hahaha."

"..."

The two walked to the path behind the school, which was also the cherry blossom road.

As soon as he reached the intersection, he could see a patch of pink, and Li Zhien couldn't wait to run.

An Sheng looked at her like a child, smiled helplessly and followed her.

"You run slower."

Li Zhien turned around and said, "Go faster."

"Why are you in a hurry, anyway, the cherry blossom tree is here, and I can't run away, just enjoy it slowly."

An Sheng caught up with Li Zhien and said, "You ran too fast."

Li Zhien followed An Sheng's advice and slowed down.

As the cherry blossoms slowly fell, Li Zhien reached out to catch them, and An Sheng took out his camera to take pictures of her.

In the sea of ​​pink cherry blossoms, An Sheng and Li Zhien shuttled here, taking pictures and playing around.

When you are tired, sit on a bench and rest.

"I haven't been this relaxed in a long time."

Li Zhien sat down and said.

An Sheng took out the thermos from his backpack and handed it to Li Zhien.In the past few days, I heard from Li Zhien that she eats greasy food, so I specially cooked barley and red bean water for her today.

Li Zhien took a sip and smacked her lips. The barley water was not very tasty, so she didn't want to drink it.

"I think you should drink some, this barley water is better for you."

An Sheng would not lie to her, Li Zhien knew that, so he continued to drink a few more sips.

In the pleasant time in the afternoon, there are cherry blossoms and a breeze, not to mention how comfortable it is.

"An Sheng, how long have we known each other?"

An Sheng thought for a while: "It's been almost two years."

"Time flies so fast An Sheng." An Sheng felt that the first meeting between the two of them was just like yesterday.

"Yeah, it's been so fast." Li Zhien said with some emotion: "You know what I like to eat, right?"

"Of course, not only what you like to eat, but even your lifestyle is now clear to me."

Li Zhien is not surprised that An Sheng knows this, because Li Zhien also knows An Sheng quite well.

"Then we've known each other for so long, is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Yes, I have."

"what you want to say?"

"Thank you, if it weren't for you, I might still be delivering food now..."

An Sheng said a lot to thank Li Zhien, but these were not what she wanted to hear.

"Is there anything else you want to say besides thank you?"

"What do you want to hear?"

Li Zhien's face immediately collapsed: "It's nothing."

After she finished speaking, she stood up and continued walking.

An Sheng also followed behind her.

"Hello, Zhien."

"what?"

"I'll treat you to dinner tonight."

"Oh."

"I want to say something to you then."

Li Zhien looked back at her, "What do you want to say?"

"You'll know then."

"Pretending to be mysterious." Li Zhien turned her head back after she finished speaking, and the moment she turned her head, a smile appeared on her face, and this kind of smile was prettier than ever.

She kept walking, and An Sheng followed behind.

"..."

The cherry blossoms on the tree are slowly falling, and the wind blows the cherry blossoms up.

An Sheng smiled and followed behind Li Zhien, when suddenly he passed a figure.

After taking two steps, he stopped.

A familiar feeling lingers in my heart.

He couldn't believe it and looked back.

It just so happened that the figure was also looking back at him.

The gazes of the two people collided with each other at this moment.An Sheng recognized her even though she was wearing a mask.

The wind blew up Lin Yun'er's long hair and disturbed An Sheng's heart.

The wind blows the flowers, is it the wind or the flowers?

It doesn't seem to be.

It should be An Sheng's heartbeat.

To this day, she still has a heartbeat that An Sheng can never describe in words.

Li Zhien turned around and saw An Sheng not moving, and yelled at him.

"Hey, An Sheng, hurry up."

"..."

"..."

"This volume is over!"

　This is the end of this volume, looking forward to the next volume.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)