I heard that I'm a black fan

Chapter 30 30. Live more transparently than everyone else

The street scene outside the car window was all the way backwards, An Sheng and Li Zhien had no communication, mainly because Li Zhien didn't want to talk to An Sheng anymore.

You will never understand women, just like now that Li Zhien blames An Sheng for all this, An Sheng can't refute it yet.The current situation is like two people fighting on the street, An Sheng came to watch the excitement, and then the two fighting people suddenly reconciled, and they joined forces to beat An Sheng again.

The mute eats Coptis chinensis, and can't tell the pain.

The driver in front may have seen Li Zhien keeping his head down, and out of curiosity, he always glanced at the back row through the rearview mirror with or without it.

"How long will it take for the driver to arrive?" An Sheng said to his eyes in the rearview mirror.

The driver immediately retracted his eyes and said, "Hurry up, a few minutes."

An Sheng looked at the appearance outside the window, familiar yet unfamiliar, he said: "Okay, just stop here."

After hearing what he said, the driver parked the car on the side of the road. An Sheng and Li Zhien got out of the car and closed the door.

The car passed by them and disappeared in a blink of an eye. Li Zhien looked around with his hood on and said, "Are you there?"

Before An Sheng opened it, the umbrella hit Li Zhien's head: "There is still a little distance, let's walk over."

Li Zhien asked puzzledly, "Why didn't you just drive there?"

An Sheng looked at the trees on both sides of the road, just like when he was in college, "I haven't been here for a long time, please walk with me."

The light from the street lamp above his head hit An Sheng's face. Li Zhien didn't know whether he was in love with the scene or thinking about others. He looked very excited, and the expression on his face was a little hotter than before.

"Okay." Li Zhien agreed.

The two were walking behind the campus, on a small road, and there was only a wall next to it, which was the Sungkyunkwan Hall. From the outside, the teaching building inside was still lit up, presumably someone was lighting up the lamp to read at night.

An Sheng recalled a lot of things, thinking back when he first entered college, he had the ambition to overthrow everything; he also had a miserable time when he stayed up late writing a thesis, but most of all he still misses it.

Youth is a train, some people have just got on the train and some have already got off the train.

Li Zhien and An Sheng walked, neither of them spoke, there were only the two of them on this path, and it was very quiet now, the only sound should be the sound of their footsteps.

An Sheng suddenly said at this moment: "Do you know how long it took me to graduate?"

Li Zhien didn't know. To be precise, she didn't even know how old An Sheng was. They had been working together for almost a month. Li Zhien never asked, and An Sheng never took the initiative to say so.

An Sheng added: "It's been six or seven years since I graduated, and this is the first time I've come back in these six or seven years."

Li Zhien: "Why don't you come back and have a look?"

An Sheng scratched his head and didn't speak.

The light rain was still falling, Li Zhien stepped over a small puddle and said, "How old are you?"

An Sheng looked down at Li Zhien: "Older than you."

"Then how old are you older than me?"

An Sheng made a fool of himself and said with a smile, "Guess."

Li Zhien looked at him speechlessly and said with disdain, "Childish."

The street lamp in front was in disrepair for a long time, and the light flickered on and off. An Sheng glanced at it and said, "I am four years older than you."

"That's really hard to see."

What Li Zhien said is the truth, An Sheng is like born with frozen age, there is no trace of age on his face, if you say that he is just in his early 20s, people will believe it.

For the purpose of chatting, Li Zhien asked again: "Why are you delivering food?"

Li Zhien had mentioned this issue as early as when the two met for the second time, but An Sheng didn't go into details at that time, but just said perfunctorily that he wanted to live.

Today Li Zhien raised this question again, obviously she wanted to know why.

An Sheng: "What I told you before was the truth, and it was indeed to survive."

"There are many ways to survive, why do you want to deliver food?"

"Are you looking down on food delivery?"

Li Zhien shook his head: "Of course not, I just feel sorry for you."

"It's a pity?" An Sheng thought about it when he heard the word, and said, "I don't think it's a pity. Maybe I had such an idea a few years ago, but now I don't have it at all."

"I really like writing, but one day when what I write will be ruthlessly tampered with by others, I will feel that my writing is completely meaningless..."

An Sheng's tone became very cold: "When I graduated, I worked as an intern in a film and television company. What I had to do every day was to cooperate with the lead screenwriter to complete the script. After about a year like this, I thought God favored me, and I got I got an opportunity, so I desperately wanted to seize this opportunity, and wrote the script day and night, and finally my script was finished. Just when I thought the script was done, the investor thought it was inappropriate and asked me to revise it. , When I changed a lot of versions and failed to pass, the investor’s patience was exhausted. In the end, he bought the script at a very low price, and then changed a screenwriter to re-edit it according to his wishes. The final script presented was completely perfect. That's another story."

After An Sheng said these words, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said to Li Zhien, "I know I'm a bit reckless when I say these words, but what I mean is, I don't want others to influence my future, I just want to be myself."

In the school next to the wall, there were occasionally a few people moving around, but most of them were still dark and quiet.Li Zhien listened to An Sheng's words very patiently, and did not comfort him, nor did he need to comfort him, because it was not necessary at all.

"Life is not fair." Li Zhien said slowly: "You may not be able to earn as much as others who fiddle with your fingers every day. Although it is inappropriate for me to say this, let me take you as an example. Do you think I make a lot of money?"

Anson nodded.

"Then why do you think so?"

"You are a star, you sing well, and someone likes you."

It's short but it's a prophecy. It's true. Li Zhien also nodded: "It's true, but the more important point is that I'm lucky."

"I don't like to use the word hard work to describe myself." Li Zhien said: "I really work hard, but there are always people who work harder than me. I already knew it when I was a trainee. Hard work alone is not enough to get ahead, everyone wants to be famous, and there are many people who want to become iu, but after so many years, there is only one iu, but there are so many short-lived stars, so compared with hard work, I think luck is more important .”

After An Sheng listened to what she said, there was only one thought in his mind, it turned out that Li Zhien lived better than anyone else.

(End of this chapter)