I heard that I'm a black fan

Chapter 78 78. Life is bitter like a song
An Sheng pushed open the door of the room, and inserted a card into the card slot. In the bright room, a few pieces of clothes that were thrown around seemed unusual at first glance.

These are the clothes An Sheng wanted to change during the day, but he didn't change them for various reasons, and he threw them on the sofa. He walked to the sofa, opened the suitcase next to him, folded the two clothes and put them in. .

After putting away his clothes, he sat on the sofa and drank a bottle of water.

On the phone, Li Zhien sent a message.

"The mask will be delivered later, I want to go shopping with Xiao Yuan and the others, are you going?"

An Sheng's legs became numb when he saw the word shopping, and he quickly typed: "I'm not going, you go, and tell me when you come back, I'm giving you the mask."

"Okay." Li Zhien finished sending this message, changed into a dress, and went out.

An Sheng drank the water in one breath, squeezed the bottle hard with his right hand, and the bottle made a creaking sound. He opened the lid of the trash can and threw it in.

It was still too early, and An Sheng didn't want to go to bed so early, so he picked up the camera and walked to the balcony.

He leaned on the handrail of the balcony and flipped through the photos taken today. Most of them were landscape photos taken in the car. Today, due to the weather, An Sheng didn't take many photos of Li Zhien, except for a few photos of rehearsing on the stage. Other than that, there are only photos taken at the hotel.

He found a photo taken at the restaurant. In the photo, Li Zhien was eating oysters with a satisfied expression on his face. An Sheng remembered that Li Zhien was already enjoying the food at that time, and he was already shaking his head. It's a pity that An Sheng only brought a camera, otherwise High and low enough to record her.

I flipped through another photo, it was Li Zhien's mouth full of things, it was so cute, An Sheng really wanted to pinch it at that time.

"Ahem." Jin Yuzhen was already standing there on the balcony next door, and An Sheng raised his head to meet her gaze.

"Are you a photographer?" Kim Yoo Jung asked.

"Eh..." An Sheng thought for a while, then nodded, "Yes, but it's not professional."

There is nothing wrong with what An Sheng said, he is Li Zhien's photographer, he specializes in taking pictures of Li Zhien, and he is really not professional, he has never studied photography.

Jin Yuzhen looked at the camera in his hand, "What are you here to shoot?"

"People, and landscapes."

Such a general statement, Jin Yuzhen didn't ask any more questions, and she returned the charger to An Sheng.

"Thank you for the charger."

An Sheng took the charger, and his fingertips touched her palm, which was warm.

"It's nothing."

The two greeted each other briefly.

It suddenly became very quiet, neither of them was talking, Jin Yuzhen was lying on the balcony, looking at the sea, her long hair fell down, the sea breeze messed up his temples, and blew her neckline.

Since seeing her for the first time yesterday, An Sheng felt that she seemed unhappy. As for why she was unhappy, An Sheng didn't know.

"Did you go to see the sea today?" An Sheng took the initiative to speak.

"Hmm." Her voice was very small, and if she didn't listen carefully, it wouldn't take long for her to be blown away by the wind.

"Does it look good?"

"It's very beautiful, the sea is very blue, and there are many people." When she said this, she thought of something, "It's just that I'm a bit disappointed by myself."

"Why don't you come with your friends and family." An Sheng asked, "If we come together, wouldn't it be much more lively?"

Jin Yuzhen used her hands to send the temples, which were blown by the sea breeze, to behind her ears, and turned to look at An Sheng: "Sometimes, one person is actually much more comfortable than a group of people."

An Sheng agreed with her statement, because he also thought so for a while before, he thought he could live a good life alone, but every time he came home and looked at the empty house, he would always think of the time when he was with his friends So far, even though it was very noisy at that time, I didn't feel lonely.

"Well, but people still need friends, even if they are wine and meat friends, they are still friends."

What An Sheng meant by this was that people live in groups, and one person is always not as powerful as a group of people.

After listening to An Sheng's words, Jin Yuzhen pondered for a long time, "You are right, but you seem to have made a mistake."

"I came alone because I wanted to be alone. The one person I said before was a disappointment because I met too many couples on the beach this afternoon, which also caused me to leave the beach early. I don't want to Eat their dog food. So when I say spoil it, they spoil me."

"what……"

An Sheng looked embarrassed. He thought he could enlighten the young looking girl opposite, but he never expected that the subject of his opening was wrong. An Sheng's thick skin of 30 years could not hold up , There is a feeling of shame on the face.

As if seeing An Sheng's shame on the other side, Jin Yuzhen still thanked him.

"Thank you, thank you for your comfort. Although it is useless, it is still very heartwarming to be enlightened by a stranger."

An Sheng borrowed the slope to get off the donkey, "It's nothing, it's nothing, the main reason is that I didn't help you, I'm just a little ashamed."

An Sheng is not a nosy person, why would he tell Jin Yuzhen these things, he just simply thinks that the two are destined.

Jin Yuzhen turned to face the direction of the sea again, as if the sea breeze had blown her heart knot, she took the initiative to say: "What do you think is the meaning of life?"

The conversation changed quickly, last second I was talking about friends, and now I want to talk about the meaning of life, which seems to be a philosophical question.

"The meaning of life?" An Sheng, like her, faced the sea: "Living is the greatest meaning."

"Many people leave this world as soon as they are born. What do you think is the meaning of life for those people?"

Jin Yuzhen was a little moved when she heard her words, and she said: "Then why do many people say that people can't just live for the sake of living, people must have their own thinking."

An Sheng was a little funny when he heard her words: "Can you think? For example, what do you eat today? What do you wear today? Where are you going today?"

Kim Yoo Jung nodded.

"Then do you think you have your own thinking?"

Jin Yuzhen hesitated a little, but nodded anyway.

Seeing this, An Sheng began to make a long speech: "That's it. Everyone can think, but the things they think are different. There are always some people who feel that they are pretentious and like to talk about some big truths. Let me tell you, everyone is equal in this world. Yes, there is no saying that anyone is superior to anyone else, you should not be swayed by other people's thoughts, just live your own life."

"As for how to live, it's your own problem. Others can't interfere with you, and it's impossible for them to interfere with you."

It seemed that the wind was strong, and Jin Yuzhen seemed to hear the sound of sea water being lifted up and falling by the wind. This sound pierced her heart like a sharp sword, making it impossible for her to avoid it.

"Hehe." She laughed, just smiled, but An Sheng still saw two faint dimples on her face, which were not obvious.

"In fact, I understand the truth, but so what, we live in this world with too many forced and uncontrollable things, you tell me, what should I do, when an annoying thing in life When one piece flew towards me, should I follow my own snacks as you said, or continue to do something against my will?"

This topic is very sensitive, An Sheng thought about it for a while, and apologized to Jin Yuzhen: "I'm sorry, I was a little too self-righteous in thinking, and I ignored the difficulties that everyone faces in life."

"Why are you apologizing to me?" Jin Yuzhen said with a smile on his face, "You didn't do anything wrong."

An Sheng shook his head: "I apologize because I didn't think carefully and talked about some bullshit and chicken soup at length. It's a good thing you didn't listen to it, or you would have misunderstood my son."

"You think too much, and I think what you just said is quite reasonable. People live for themselves. Even if life is unsatisfactory, they must find a way to live their own wonderful life."

After Jin Yuzhen finished speaking, she looked at An Sheng. Her eyes were quite big, as if she could speak.

An Sheng was a little stunned at this moment. He felt that he was being taught a lesson today, and it was by a person who seemed much younger than him.

"How old are you?" An Sheng asked curiously.

"You can't ask a girl's age."

"Sorry, I just think you are much younger than me, and it's amazing to be able to say such things."

An Sheng didn't lie, he really felt that the girl standing next to him was very powerful.

Jin Yuzhen burst out laughing, it was the first time for her to be praised, and she felt quite happy.

"Thank you for the compliment."

"..."

The two chatted for a long time, and their relationship became familiar.

"Life, in fact, is to live today and wait for tomorrow." An Sheng bowed his waist and supported himself on the balcony. "Nothing special."

"Just like what you said just now, everyone has times when they have to, so we still have to be careful."

Kim Yoo-jung next door brought out a chair from the room and sat on it with his left leg pressed on his right.

"Maybe, but there are always some people who can't see it."

"Is it you?" An Sheng stood up straight and looked at her: "I have noticed since yesterday that you are unhappy. Although you also smiled, there is still some gloom in your brows and eyes."

Jin Yuzhen's disguise was discovered, but she didn't pay much attention to it, but admitted it generously.

"Yeah, I'm the one who can't see it."

An Sheng shook his head: "That's not right, you just said that everyone should try their best to live their own wonderful life, why can't you see it yourself?"

"Who doesn't know the truth, but how many people can live according to the truth?"

"So you just told me to hear?"

Jin Yuzhen nodded: "You can understand it this way."

"I obviously feel that you need comfort, but I was comforted all night." An Sheng wanted to laugh: "Should I say you are precocious, or are you hiding your age?"

Jin Yuzhen nodded noncommittally: "Whatever you think."

An Sheng stopped talking, or said that he couldn't talk about her.

The moon poked its head out from the dark clouds, and a beam of bright moonlight just fell on the middle of the balcony of the two of them. Jin Yuzhen stretched out her hand, and the silvery white moonlight wrapped her hand, and her slender fingers were in the silver. dance"

Maybe it was because the moon came out, and An Sheng wanted Wen Qing again.

"Kim Yoo Jung."

"what."

An Sheng turned to look at her and said.

"Life is bitter like a song."

"Even if you don't do anything, it will continue to move forward. Whether you are sad or happy, it will not stop and wait for you."

"How long each person lives, it has been planned for you as soon as you are born."

"So, we have to take advantage of the limited time to take a look."

"Look at the warm spring flowers blooming."

"Look at the blue sea."

"Look at Feng Hua Xue Yue."

"Look at the sea of ​​stars."

After An Sheng finished speaking, she looked at Jin Yuzhen, her hands were still in the air, dancing with the moonlight, but she was already stunned, An Sheng's words were very light, but they fell like a heavy hammer in her heart, The door of her heart was also smashed open under this hammer.

The negative emotions that had been suppressed in her heart poured out in an instant like a flood bursting a bank.

An Sheng is very handsome, especially An Sheng with his back to the moonlight now.

Jin Yuzhen smiled happily, her dimples were more obvious than before.

He learned what An Sheng said.

"Life is bitter like a song."

She seemed to have figured it out at this moment, stood up, and came to the balcony, facing the dark sea in front, the smile on her face remained unabated, it could be seen that she was really happy.

An Sheng took out his camera and took a picture of this scene.

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"We'll be back at the hotel right away, you can get ready to come down."

Li Zhien's message was sent.

An Sheng just took a shower and was blowing his hair. He typed back with his other hand: "Okay."

An Sheng blow-dried his hair quickly and it dried up in no time. He put on a casual T-shirt and pants, and took out Li Zhien's mask from his bag.

After waiting for a while, a text message from Li Zhien came.

"I'm at the hotel."

An Sheng typed back: "Okay, I'll go over now."

An Sheng took out the room card with the mask and went out. The elevator went down one floor and came to Li Zhien's door.

She probably hadn't arrived yet, so An Sheng chose to wait at the door. Within a few minutes, Li Zhien came down from the elevator with a few bags in his hand.

"It's so early."

An Sheng took the bag from Li Zhien's hand, "Yeah."

Li Zhien took out the room card from Kun's bag and opened the door.

An Sheng walked in after her.

The overall layout of her room is similar to that of An Sheng's room. Li Zhien threw the Kun bag on the sofa, and threw herself on the bed impatiently.

She said, "I'm exhausted."

An Sheng put the things he bought neatly on the sofa.

"You're still tired. I thought girls wouldn't be tired even when they go shopping."

"I'm sure you won't be tired when you go shopping, but you will be very tired when you take a break."

"Then you girls still love shopping so much."

"What do you know."

An Sheng shrugged: "I don't understand anything, that's all right, the mask is also brought to you, I'm going back."

An Sheng was about to leave after speaking, but Li Zhien stopped him.

"Wait a minute, I have something to ask you."

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(End of this chapter)