I heard that I'm a black fan

Chapter 80 80. More or less, I want you to be happy
"How can domestic flowers have the fragrance of wild flowers?"

After saying this, Li Zhien was in a daze.

She just said that casually without thinking about it, even she herself didn't know why she said such a thing.

"Did you drink too much at night, and you started talking nonsense." An Sheng threw the mask into the trash can, "I told you not to drink, and talk nonsense when you drink."

An Sheng stood up and walked towards the bathroom.He's going to wash his face, because the essence on the mask is still smeared on his face.

Li Zhien turned off her phone and stood up. An Sheng helped her find a step down, and she saw it.

Now Li Zhien can't wait to give himself a mouthful, and he is silently complaining about himself in his heart.

An Sheng came out of the bathroom after washing his face, "Is there any paper?"

Li Zhien took out the toilet paper and handed it to him.

After wiping his face, An Sheng asked her, "How is it? What's the difference?"

Li Zhien looked at it and shook his head: "No."

"Let me just say, applying a mask is useless." An Sheng threw the paper after wiping his face into the trash can. "That's why most of the handsome guys you see have used knives."

Up to now, An Sheng still feels that the handsome guy he saw just now is not real.

Li Zhien is also powerless to refute now, let him go, he can do whatever he likes.

Hearing that Li Zhien didn't respond for a long time, An Sheng stopped staying here, "Okay, I'm leaving, you go to bed early, and thank you for the gift."

An Sheng picked up all the gifts that Li Zhien gave him, and waved goodbye to her.

Li Zhien sent him to the door, watched him go out and closed the door, she let out a sigh of relief and leaned against the door, her whole body was like a deflated ball, which would fall apart when the wind blows.

baffling.

Nervous.

These two words are Li Zhien's self-awareness now, inexplicably referring to an embarrassing thing she said to An Sheng just now, so that she couldn't end it, which made her neurotic now.

When she came to the balcony, the night wind blowing on her face calmed her down, and she was thinking about her relationship with An Sheng.Since An Sheng came to work here, the relationship between the two is like friends who have known each other for a long time. An Sheng understands her, and she also understands An Sheng.

Li Zhien didn't think about their relationship, or she didn't want to think about it at all, she thought it was good, the relationship between the two of them was like this, they could joke around and give each other some gifts.

She would also hear some gossip in the company, nothing more than the relationship between her and An Sheng was a bit ambiguous to them, and the clip of Xian Jing on iutv would also cause many people to misunderstand.

Li Zhien didn't explain these, and didn't want to explain, because there is no need to explain to others what the relationship between the two of them is.

The reason why she has been unwilling to think about the relationship between the two of them carefully is because she thinks it is too troublesome. Instead of wasting time thinking about these things, it is better to go to sleep.

So, she didn't think about it now, she turned and went back to her room, ready to take a shower and go to sleep.

"..."

An Sheng, who came out of Li Zhien's room, returned to her own room. She didn't think as much as Li Zhien did. He understood her better, and sometimes he relaxed and lost his mind when talking.

An Sheng looked at the changed underwear in the bathroom, so he put water in the bathtub and began to wash his clothes.

After washing the clothes, since there was no clothes rack, he could only wring out the clothes vigorously and put them on the table. Because the weather was not too cold, it should dry overnight.

After doing all this, An Sheng sat on the bed and took out his mobile phone. The group at work was already full of sourness.

The reason was that Xiao Yuan, a shy guy, took a lot of photos of the beach and posted them in the group.

As soon as the photo was posted, it was like a thunderbolt on the ground, and all the people in the group burst out. Some people said they were envious, and some people said they wanted to go...

After reading it, An Sheng put away his phone, the moon outside was covered by dark clouds, and he was about to go to bed.

*
Another day.

Another quiet day.

Compared with yesterday, today's temperature is slightly lower.

Still on the balcony, An Sheng held a cup of coffee and looked at the seaside. Today is also a crowded beach. Looking at the politely dressed ladies on the beach, An Sheng took a sip of his coffee.

Bitter.

This cup of coffee was brought by An Sheng from the restaurant below when he went to eat just now. He wanted to imitate others while drinking coffee while admiring the beautiful scenery.

But he still can't get used to it. It's better to give him a bottle of mineral water to drink. I really don't understand why so many Koreans like to drink coffee.

The wind blowing from the beach was softer than last night, as if being gently caressed by the wind, very comfortable.

He was wearing a black T-shirt today and a pair of black shorts on his lower body, looking very summery.

There was movement on the balcony next to him, An Sheng turned his head, and Jin Yuzhen greeted him with a lollipop in his mouth.

"Morning."

"Morning." An Sheng returned her.

"Have you eaten?" she asked.

"I've eaten." An Sheng raised the coffee in his hand: "The afternoon tea is almost finished."

Today, An Sheng has a feeling that Jin Yuzhen is happier than yesterday, and it can be heard from her tone of voice.

"Today the cafeteria below mainly recommends sirloin steak, but it's not very tasty." An Sheng introduced it to Jin Yuzhen.

"Really? I don't like steak either."

Jin Yuzhen tied up her hair, her hair was not too long, it was slightly shorter than Li Zhien's, and she neatly tied it into a high ponytail.

"How did you sleep last night?"

An Sheng took a sip of coffee, nodded and said, "It's okay, how about you?"

"I slept really well, the best night's sleep I've had in a while."

She lay prone on the balcony, propped her chin on her right hand, and looked at the beach in the distance.

"Really, then congratulations." An Sheng put the coffee cup on the stool behind him, "You were born in [-], right?"

Jin Yuzhen turned to look at him slightly differently, but quickly returned to the original state.

"You knew already."

"I always thought you looked familiar, but no matter how I thought about it, I couldn't think of it, so I looked up your name online last night." An Sheng paused after finishing speaking: "I didn't expect you to debut for so many years."

"It's nothing more than being ignorant when I was young and acting in a few TV dramas." Jin Yuzhen doesn't seem to have much feeling about her child star debut.

"That's amazing. At least it proves that you have been beautiful since you were a child. Otherwise, who would ask you to act in a play?"

Jin Yuzhen smiled: "Thank you for your compliment."

An Sheng also smiled: "You say I am so lucky that I can meet a celebrity and live next door to a celebrity on a business trip."

"A celebrity? Don't you see him every day?" Jin Yuzhen asked him, "Your boss is iu, right?"

An Sheng didn't hide it either, and admitted: "Yes."

He was a little curious now, how did she know?Obviously Li Zhien was wearing a mask yesterday.

"She's so hot, it's hard to know." Jin Yuzhen answered his question.

An Sheng thought about it, and it was the same reason.

"So you are iu's photographer? That is Ann Photography?"

An Sheng was a little surprised. The name An Photography only exists in IUTV. Does she also watch IUTV?

"Do you watch IUTV?" An Sheng asked her.

Jin Yuzhen took out her phone and looked at the time: "I've seen it a little bit, after all, it's all on the trending searches."

"Hot search?" An Sheng still didn't know.

"Yeah, you have been on the trending search several times. There are also many people discussing what you look like on the Internet." Jin Yuzhen found the hot search picture and showed it to An Sheng: "I was also thinking about what you looked like, but I didn't expect You are so handsome."

An Sheng didn't respond to others' compliments on his handsomeness, so he calmly thanked him.

"Let me ask you, is it considered a bit famous if you are on the hot search?"

"It depends on how you understand it. If you are among IU's fans, you should be considered a celebrity, but only among her fans, you should not be famous elsewhere." Jin Yuzhen explained to him.

An Sheng let out a breath of relief.

"Looking at you like this, are you afraid of being famous?"

An Sheng chuckled: "Of course, people are afraid of being famous and pigs are afraid of being strong. I'm just an ordinary person and I don't want to be overly concerned by others."

Jin Yuzhen seemed to be quite touched by what he said, and nodded in agreement.

"..."

"You said you are so young, why do you feel so dull? You don't look young at all." An Sheng asked her.

Jin Yuzhen asked him back: "Then what do you think young people should be like?"

"Of course it is positive and sunny, full of vitality."

"Then how do you know that I am not positive, sunny and full of vitality?"

An Sheng was questioned, and the two of them had only known each other for two days. Let alone understood, they almost didn't even remember their names.

"This, seems to be the reason."

Jin Yuzhen laughed, and dimples appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Ansheng, did you say that you are dumb."

"Had."

"Then do you think you're staying by yourself?"

"Of course I don't think so. Which normal person would admit that he was dumb."

Jin Yuzhen bit into pieces the lollipop in her mouth, took the stick in her hand, looked at the bumps and holes on it bitten by her, and answered An Sheng's question just now.

"I'm actually very happy, but sometimes I will compete with myself, and then obviously fall into a dead end. I often think that I can see it more openly, but the more I think like this, the more I feel I can't get out by myself."

"Perhaps artists have some psychological problems. There is no way to elaborate on this matter, and you have to adjust it bit by bit."

An Sheng has also heard that the Korean entertainment industry is under a lot of competition pressure, and basically every artist has psychological problems under such high-intensity pressure.

Now he suddenly thought of Li Zhien, would she also have such a problem, and if so, how would she adjust it?

"So you have a mental problem?" An Sheng asked weakly.

Jin Yuzhen looked at him, the hair on his forehead was already past the brow, he should have just washed his hair, the black hair was shining a little under the sunlight.

"Don't you think it's easy to get beaten for talking like that?"

An Sheng immediately apologized: "Sorry, I'm going to hurry up."

Jin Yuzhen was obviously not angry, she shook her head: "I don't know if I have some psychological problems, I do this every once in a while, I compete with myself, fortunately, I'm almost used to it now."

"Then you must be having a hard time." An Sheng looked at her sympathetically and said.

"I'm used to it, and it's all over." Jin Yuzhen said very freely.

An Sheng admires such a person very much. He is obviously very young, but he has a big heart, and he can bear any suffering by himself.

He gave Jin Yuzhen a thumbs up, "I admire."

Seeing this, Jin Yuzhen laughed.

"Thank you."

An Sheng thought of something, and asked, "May I take the liberty to ask you, why are you artists under so much pressure?"

Jin Yuzhen fell into memories, she thought of the abuse she received when she first entered the industry, and now there are still people who scold her on the Internet. They obviously don't know that they have offended him, but he just refuses to let go.

She also thought about the dark side of the industry, which she despised.

……

She thought for a long time, and finally said: "As you said just now, people are afraid of being famous and pigs are afraid of being strong. As long as you have a little fame, people will scold you. If you do something wrong in something, these things It will be magnified one hundred and one thousand times."

"So ah, the four words you really need to remember in this line of work are walking on thin ice."

"..."

After An Sheng got out of the elevator, he walked straight to Li Zhien's room.

When he reached the door of her room, he knocked on the door.

Not long after, Li Zhien opened the door, looking at An Sheng standing at the door, Li Zhien became puzzled, obviously there was still an hour before leaving for the stadium, why An Sheng came so early.

"what happened?"

"that……"

Anson hesitated a little.

"talk."

An Sheng thought for a while and said, "Are you ever sad?"

He was afraid that Li Zhien also had some psychological problems, so he wanted to come and enlighten her.

"What?" Li Zhien was a little baffled by his words.

"That is, do you sometimes suddenly feel bad and get into a dead end."

Li Zhien frowned, not knowing why the well-behaved An Sheng asked these things.

"What the hell do you mean?"

"Nothing interesting, just asking you."

"No, you won't ask such things out of nowhere, saying that you have something to hide from me?" Li Zhien was like a detective, and he saw that An Sheng had something to do at a glance.

An Sheng scratched his head, organized his words and said, "I just heard that you are under a lot of pressure in this line of work. I'm afraid that you will have psychological problems because of the pressure, so I want to ask you."

Li Zhien understood, he was caring about himself, but he was stupid and couldn't speak, Li Zhien smiled slightly.

"I didn't expect you to care about me so much."

"Of course, you are my boss."

Before An Sheng finished speaking, Li Zhien interrupted him: "Stop, I've already told you not to say such things again."

An Sheng had no choice but to shut up.

Li Zhien looked at him, "Okay, you have a heart, but have you ever thought that I have been in the industry for so many years, if I have a psychological problem, I should have a problem long ago, and I have to wait until now?"

An Sheng was right after thinking about it, but he was still a little worried, so he said: "Well, I know you are very good, but if you encounter something that you can't figure out next time, you should tell me, although I may not be able to help you. But you have to remember."

"More or less, I want you to be happy."

(End of this chapter)