I'm not really a god of rebirth

Chapter 194 Dreams Still Have

Not to mention Xu Lili, a girl from the countryside, even those female stars who married into wealthy families, how many of them are happy in the end?

Cinderella marrying the prince is really just a fairy tale, and she really loses.

The two of them are here by the sea, you and I are drinking wine, chatting without saying a word.

One poured out the distress in his heart, and the other secretly enjoyed this feeling.

There was also a phone call in the middle.

First, Wang Hongwei asked Li Dong if he had sent Xu Lili home.

Li Dong didn't dare to say that the two were drinking at the beach, only that they had already sent them back.

Wang Hongwei didn't ask any more questions, chatted with him a few more words, and then hung up the phone.

"Wang Hongwei is so kind to you." Xu Lili said meaningfully.

The woman's intuition told her that Wang Hongwei was not so kind to Li Dong.

Li Dong chuckled and said, "Of course, I'm a top student."

Xu Lili didn't say any more.

After a while, Pan Xuming called again, asking if he had arrived home and if he had sent Wang Hongwei and Xu Lili home safely.

Li Dong still lied to him that he had sent it back.

Pan Xuming asked Xu Lili's parents if they had said anything.

Li Dong said he left Xu Lili at her door and left.

Pan Xuming said with some reproach, why didn't he follow in and explain the matter clearly to Xu Lili's parents, so that her parents would not misunderstand anything.

Li Dong could only admit his mistake obediently.

After hanging up the phone, within a few seconds, Xu Lili's phone rang again.

Seeing that it was Pan Xuming calling, Xu Lili didn't answer the call.

She knew what Pan Xuming was going to say.

Moreover, like Li Dong, she actually didn't have a good impression of Pan Xuming.

Pan Xuming looked at these girls with eyes that were not pure at all.

The phone rang for a while, then nothing happened.

After that, Li Ming called Li Dong again.

I still asked him if he had sent Xu Lili back.

Li Dong continued to lie to him, and asked him if he had returned home.

As a result, Li Ming said that he was in a KTV with some classmates.

Li Dong sighed secretly, didn't say anything more, and hung up the phone.

It seems that Xu Lili's matter did not affect their fun.

Xu Lili's phone rang again, this time from an unfamiliar number.

Li Dong looked at the number, entered his mobile phone and checked, it turned out to be Ren Yu's.

Xu Lili didn't answer.

But Ren Yu didn't give up, hitting one after another.

Xu Lili got annoyed after making more than a dozen calls in a row, so she turned off her phone directly.

Li Dong looked at her and said, "Actually, Ren Yu is quite a good person. Although he doesn't have great skills, he is very down-to-earth."

After Ren Yu graduated from high school, he served as a soldier for a few years, and when he returned from the army, he delivered couriers in his hometown.

I can earn 8000 yuan a month, which is pretty good.

Most importantly, that guy Ren Yu is definitely a wife spoiler.

It would be great if Xu Lili could be with Ren Yu.

"He was wrong, what does it have to do with me." Xu Lili replied lightly.

Li Dong sighed softly: "You really don't think about him?"

"I was just cheated out of my relationship once, and it's not the kind of broken shoes that no one wants. Don't keep asking me if he's okay. I don't have any feelings for him at all. What are you doing with him?" Xu Lili A little angry.

Li Dong didn't say anything more.

As a result, Ren Yu called him again.

Seeing her, Xu Lili snatched Li Dong's cell phone and turned it off for him.

This made Li Dong very helpless.

Xu Lili was silent for a while, and said quietly: "I know that Ren Yu has always liked me. These years, he has been paying attention to me silently, and he comes into my space to take a look almost every day."

"I also know that he won't care about my previous experience. If I can be with him, he will definitely love me very, very much and take care of me."

"Although he doesn't have any great skills and hasn't gone to a good university, he is down-to-earth and diligent, and his future life will definitely not be too bad."

"But the more this is the case, the more I can't be with him."

"Since I don't love him, why should I enjoy the love he gives?"

"That's not fair to him."

Li Dong was silent after hearing this.

His first reaction was that Xu Lili's logic was not appropriate.

It's very simple, if you tell Ren Yu this reason, Ren Yu will definitely refute without hesitation.

Ren Yu will definitely say that he doesn't care what is fair or not, as long as he can be with Xu Lili.

But if we think about it at a deeper level, people's desires and requirements will always increase.

At first, Ren Yu may not care whether Xu Lili loves him or not, he will only love Xu Lili wholeheartedly.

But how long?

Will Ren Yu still maintain this original intention?
He has paid so much, but Xu Lili has never had him in her heart. Will he feel wronged?unbalanced?even angry?
In this way, can the marriage of the two continue?
It is very wise for Xu Lili to reject Ren Yu now.

It's just that Ren Yu is a little pitiful.

After so many years of unrequited love, it ended without a problem after all.

But thinking of Ren Yu married his wife in his previous life, his little life was not bad.

At least on the surface it looks good.

This is enough.

Li Dong stopped trying to persuade Xu Lili.

The two chatted about something else.

Mainly Xu Lili said and Li Dong listened.

Xu Lili now wants to use the strength of wine to confide out all the anguish in her heart.

At this moment, she removed all disguises.

Li Dong's dislike for her also eased a lot.

Before I knew it, a bottle of wine was finished.

Xu Lili also confided her distress almost, she felt a lot more relaxed, and then collapsed.

Lying on Li Dong's lap, he couldn't scream no matter what.

Li Dong was dumbfounded.

It was agreed to go to sleep at Xu Lili's house, what the hell is going on?
He didn't know where Xu Lili lived.

Can't drive either.

I had no choice but to carry Xu Lili into the car, put down the seat, start the car and turn on the heater, one on each side.

The two just made do for one night.

When I woke up in the morning, there was only a little fuel left in most of the tank.

Barely made it to the gas station in town.

Xu Lili was still sleeping, and Li Dong didn't wake her up.

I got out of the car and strolled along the beach for a while.

Feeling almost sober, I returned to the car.

Xu Lili is still sleeping.

Li Dong woke her up and sent her home.

Xu Lili asked her to sit in the room for a while, but Li Dong didn't go in either.

After spending the night alone with Xu Lili at the beach, although nothing happened and no one saw him, Li Dong was still a little guilty.

When I met Xu Lili's parents, I had to lie again.

Li Dong felt very guilty for lying so much last night.

What's more, Xu Lili will definitely have to explain Song Qian's matter to her parents, so it's better for him not to follow in and get involved.

After sending off Xu Lili, Li Dong left directly.

When I got home, I lied to my parents, saying that I played all night with my classmates in the city last night.

I was nagged by my father.

Go back to the room and take another nap.

I really didn't sleep well last night.

Li Dong was uncomfortable in the car, and there was a drunken beauty lying beside him. Li Dong tossed and turned for half the night, fighting against the evil villain in his heart.

That can still fall asleep.

It was just a couple of hours of confusion.

After taking a nap, I woke up almost eleven o'clock.

After washing his face in a hurry, he was about to go to the city to have dinner with Zhang Chenyang and the others.

As soon as I went out, I ran into Li Ming again.

As a result, Li Ming came up and asked him why he didn't see Li Dong's car when he came back in the morning, and where he went last night.

Li Dong felt guilty in his heart, but pretended to be nonchalant on his face, and asked Li Ming when he would come back.

Li Ming said it was past eight o'clock.

Li Dong said without changing his face, he went to his uncle's house in the morning.

Li Mingxin thought it was true, so he didn't think much about it, and asked Xu Lili how he was last night.

Li Dong said a few perfunctory words casually, bid farewell to Li Ming, and drove into the city as if fleeing in a car.

On the way, Li Dong secretly sighed, no wonder people say that after telling one lie, one has to tell countless lies.

It really is so.

Originally, I had nothing to do with Xu Lili, but went to the beach to drink some wine with her to relieve boredom, and then slept in the car.

He is purely holding the idea of ​​helping others.

I have no bad intentions.

But there is no way, if this matter is revealed, no one will believe that he and Xu Lili did nothing all night.

The yellow mud fell into the crotch, so I just wiped it off secretly.

After entering the city and meeting Yang Wenwen and Zhang Chenyang, Yang Wenwen directly threw out a news that surprised Li Dong.

She is also going to the capital.

And judging by that expression and tone, she is going to make up her mind.

Li Dong and Zhang Chenyang looked at each other in blank dismay.

Needless to say, Yang Wenwen's decision must have something to do with Yang Wensong.

Li Dong asked Yang Wenwen what he was doing in the capital.

Yang Wensong said that Hu Chen has been tinkering with film and television recently.

He also invested in a TV series, and then half-jokingly and half-seriously asked him if he was interested in making a guest appearance.

He didn't know what to do, so he told Hu Chen that he didn't know how to act, so could he do it?
Hu Chen said that it was just for fun anyway, being an extra, just reading a few lines, if he didn't do it, he would find someone else to do it.

Then he was moved.

When I came back and told Yang Wenwen, Yang Wenwen was also moved.

Originally, Yang Wenwen wanted to leave the big boss, so he just took this opportunity to go to the capital.

During this period of time, Yang Wensong also followed Hu Chen to contact some people in the film and television industry, learned some ways of the film and television industry, and met a group leader. .

What Yang Wensong meant was that after Yang Wenwen left, don't disturb Hu Chen. Yang Wensong will rent a house for her.

Then let Yang Wenwen follow the group leader and go to some crews as a group performer every day.

Although group performers don't earn much, Yang Wensong now earns 5 yuan a month, which is enough to support Yang Wenwen.

Zhang Chenyang and Li Dong looked at each other, and said helplessly: "Why are you bothering? Now that our own company has opened up, the second uncle is still thinking about letting you be a department manager or something in the future. It's much better for you to go all the way to be a group performer? You two don't really think that you can become a big star casually, do you?"

Li Dong understood why Yang Wenwen was going to the capital.

Wanting to be a star is still secondary, the main reason is to escape.

Now, as he and his second uncle are gradually getting up at home, Yang Wenwen feels more and more unable to hold his head up.

This point is very obvious when comparing past and present lives.

In the previous life, after the eldest uncle lost money raising shrimps and the second uncle had an accident, the richest and most capable person in their family was the eldest sister Yang Wenwen.

At that time, the eldest sister was very beautiful.

But the current eldest sister, let alone the scenery, was at the uncle's house on the third day of the day before yesterday, and the family had dinner, and the eldest sister hardly spoke much during the whole process.

She was really ashamed of herself.

Therefore, she couldn't wait to leave Haizhou and go to the capital.

Yang Wenwen said calmly: "I also know that there is little hope of becoming a big star. I am not as good as others in appearance, body, singing and dancing. I still have self-knowledge. But I just want to try, Even if it doesn't work, at least I tried."

Yang Wensong also said: "Anyway, I'm just going to try it. What if it works? Is it? It doesn't matter if it doesn't work. Then you can just find another job. There are so many jobs in Beijing, so it's easy to find a job. Don't worry, Firstly, with me taking care of her, my sister will definitely not suffer, and secondly, we will not bother brother Chen."

Seeing this, Li Dong knew that Yang Wenwen's mind had been made up.

He nodded and said, "If that's the case, let's go. There is still a dream, what if it comes true?"

Zhang Chenyang said: "Well, you are very appropriate to use this just in case."

Li Dong ignored him, and continued to say to Yang Wenwen and Yang Wensong: "I just bought a house in the capital, and you two will move there. If I really have this heart, I feel that if I can eat this bowl of rice, if there is a suitable opportunity, I might invest in a drama and let my eldest sister be the protagonist."

For making movies, this thing is really not in Li Dong's plan.

However, if Yang Wenwen really has the heart, then he can take out a sum of money and give it a try.

As Papa Ma said, what if it comes true?

Although Li Dong also felt that this eventuality may really be a one in ten thousand probability.

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On the sixth day of junior high school, their high school classmates had a reunion.

Li Dong has even less contact with his high school classmates.

If it wasn't for the beautiful squad leader calling, Li Dong really didn't want to come.

The party was jointly organized by several monitors, and each person paid 100 yuan, and any excess would be refunded and any deficiency would be compensated.

The charisma and organizational skills of the squad leaders are much stronger than that guy Li Ming.

The party was so grand that only five teachers came and more than 100 classmates came.

A banquet hall is fully packed.

Seats are also divided according to class. Li Dong sat at the same table with the students from Class [-], Senior Three, and their head teacher, Hou Qiuyu.

Class [-] of Senior Three is a top class, and Li Dong's usual grades are only in the third or fifth in the class, and of course, he is also in the third or fifth in the whole grade.

There are several top students in their class who are better than him.

The kind with a total score of seven hundred.

And during the college entrance examination, Li Dong performed abnormally again, and he fell to the top 20 in the class.

Naturally, from the time they sat down to eat, the head teacher Hou Qiuyu's attention was always on those top students and the monitor, and he almost ignored Li Dong.

(End of this chapter)