Xu Sanduo's extra four brothers

Chapter 257 Repeat Repeat Repeat Repeat

"Many Yu, do you believe in light, in hope?"

"I believe in light, and I believe in hope."

"Many Yu, you believe in light and hope, so are you willing to work hard to become light and hope?"

"I am willing to become light and hope. Even if I experience loneliness, loneliness, darkness, and even hardships and dangers, I also believe and am willing to work hard to become light and hope."

Whenever many Yu fell into and immersed in a dark and hopeless environment, he would silently recite glory and hope to cheer and cheer himself up.

Guarding the big Qilian alone, day after day is boring and lonely, and it is repeated, repeated and repeated every day, and every individual will feel abandoned by the world.

Surrounded by such days, either go into it and muddle through.

Either go against such a day, pursue hope, pursue glory and light, and even let yourself become glory and hope.

In a day, strict military training, as well as the cleaning of the whole seventh company, is a good way for many spare days to spend boring and lonely days.

It's better during the day, and I can always see people.

The most uncomfortable thing is that at night, a person stays alone in Qilian, and there is no other sound except his own.

"In the dark, but always want to look and yearn for the light!"

After turning off the lights, the Qilian dormitory was so dark that you couldn't see your fingers, but at this time, Duoyu was like a firefly locked up.

Many Yu Wei could only see the glimmer of light illuminated by the street lamps by curling up and looking out.

After such a long time, people always feel that the outside world is very far away, so far away that it seems to be in another world, so far away that it seems to have nothing to do with Duo Yu at all.

"Have you ever regretted it? You do sometimes regret it!"

"When you can't hold on alone, you will regret it in your heart, and regret why you didn't apply for demobilization in advance when the Seventh Company was reorganized."

"I regret not accepting the invitation before, go to another army!"

Many Yu sometimes envy Xu Sanduo, envy that Xu Sanduo doesn't have so many ideas, doesn't look forward and backward, and walks a path every time, a correct path.

Xu Sanduo is very simple. Faced with this situation, most of what he suffers is loneliness and loneliness, but Duo Yu suffers much more than Xu Sanduo.

Too many thoughts, too many choices and temptations to face, summed up in one sentence: the will is not firm!I didn't choose the path I wanted to go, I just drifted along in a daze.

There are only a few people left in the Seventh Steel Company.

I still run my steps every day, but sometimes when I reach more than 300 horizontal bar slung, many people in the whole company are still cheering under the horizontal bar.

Sometimes Duo Yu still had some auditory hallucinations, and always felt that there were voices of different classes talking in each room.

"The glory lies in the plainness, and the difficulty lies in the length."

Many Yu understood more and more what this sentence meant!

During the day, when many people went to the cafeteria to eat, there was still a neat queue at the entrance of the cafeteria of each company.

Forming up, shouting orders, and shouting songs are all good.

The company commander Gao Cheng left, and there were many others left. He still represented the Seventh Steel Company alone.

The singing came and went, and after a while, it changed to a solo!

"There is a truth that doesn't need to be said, soldiers should go to the battlefield."

"If you are a tiger, you should walk in the mountains; if you are a dragon, you should go to the ocean."

"Who doesn't have a father, who doesn't have a mother, who doesn't care about their relatives."

A lot of Yu's solo and persistence ushered in the ceremony of watching.

No one to persuade, because you can't persuade, and you can't persuade!

There was respect and admiration in their eyes, but there was more pity in their eyes. Everyone just looked at the only remaining soldier of the Seventh Steel Company.

Slowly, gradually, a lot of extra persistence has become long, habitual, and ordinary in everyone's eyes!

In the past, people still paid attention to and admired him, but when the habit became natural, the number of times increased, and now many people insisted on it, and no one even looked at him more, because after more than two months, everyone has become a habit of him.

Many Yu is now like the soul of the Seventh Steel Company, floating in the 702nd Regiment and the Seventh Company.

One person guards the seventh company alone, and if he has excess energy, he will think wildly.

Even if he knew that he would only live like this for half a year, after just two months, it was too much to bear.

Sometimes Duoyu would talk to himself alone, get angry and angry for no reason, and sometimes have hallucinations.

Realizing this, Duo Yu then went to the military mirror to tidy up the military uniforms slowly.

Many Yu gradually fell in love with looking at the military uniform and himself intently.

Even, sometimes many Yu would stretch out a hand to try to touch the other self in the mirror, and smile silly at the other self.

I always look in the mirror, and I always worry that one day I will never see myself in the mirror again.

Adults don't have much happiness, and there are very few superfluous happiness in the past.

Now every half a month, many Yu would stand by the driveway in the 702 Regiment courtyard fully dressed, smiling.

The object of the smile was the chariot troop passing by on the road.

And those joint columns were obviously going to the practice ground on the grassland, because the people on the military vehicles were all armed with live ammunition, and their direction was also on the grassland outside the regiment headquarters.

Many people who waited and smiled for more than half a month were in the car, including Wu Liuyi, Gan Xiaoning, and many soldiers from the original Seventh Company.

Wu Liuyi turned his head away when he saw Duoyu, while Gan Xiaoning and the others smiled foolishly.

Many I waved and laughed silly.

After the several columns drove away, the smile on Duan Yu's face still remained, it was a smile purely from the heart.

It seems that after more than two months of tempering, many Yu's mind and character have become purer and simpler.

After waiting for Duo Yu not to see the shadow of the car, Duo Yu put away his smile and changed into his usual poker face, without any expression on his face.

As a member of Qilian who mainly guards the emptiness, there is no need for any expression.

In the face of repetitive monotony and the loneliness and boringness of being alone for a long time, you must always find something to do for yourself, whether the starting point is to insist on honor, or simply to pass the time.

The more rigorous military training, the sanitation of the entire Seventh Steel Company, and continuing to recall, think and write about the culture of the previous life can consume a lot of time.

But a man is not a machine, only a person who always needs to relax and rest.

Physical relaxation is important, as is emotional and emotional relaxation.

Reading, listening to music, writing letters from friends, family, and comrades-in-arms, and seeing old comrades from the original Qilian every half a month are all magic weapons for many to relax.

Time is short but long...

Repeating and repeating every day finally turned Duoyu into an independent and persistent person who has ideals but is far from ideals.

(End of this chapter)