My vision is different

Chapter 84 Hope
After the ambulance sounded "Woo" and "Woo", and hung up the phone, the thoughtful Lin Shaojie realized that he had walked along the river bank to the entrance of the hospital without knowing it.

Even at this point, there is a long line of vehicles waiting to enter the gate. There are luxury cars starting at a million dollars, joint venture cars worth two to three hundred thousand yuan, and domestic cars worth tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands.

Under the command of the traffic police, they lined up honestly.

The patient's family members came in and out one by one, some with big bags and small bags, some with lunch boxes, thermos cups and the like.

The melancholy and sadness on the face, coupled with the uncleared snow on the side of the road, always has a sense of sadness.

Look up the name of the hospital.

"XX Cancer Hospital."

Lin Shaojie found a wooden chair not far from the gate of the hospital and sat down.

In the trash can a few meters away, leftover lunch boxes can still be seen scattered there, waiting for the cleaners to clean them.

Just like that, Lin Shaojie sat quietly, watching the pedestrians (family members) rushing in and out.

Once upon a time, Lin Shaojie still had a vivid memory of such a scene, but now that he thinks about it, it must have been nine or ten years!

Just like yesterday.

If the worldly joys and sorrows can be felt in the hospital, Lin Shaojie felt it deeply as early as when he was in elementary school.

At that time, his father was still in the hospital, and the hospital filled with the smell of formalin and disinfectant almost became Lin Shaojie's heart demon. Every time he smelled this smell, he knew one thing.

It must be that my father's body can't take it anymore, and he is going to be hospitalized for treatment.

The mother always couldn't take care of her. She went to the hospital to take care of her father while going to work. Lin Shaojie had to cook at home alone.

What impressed me the most was that when my father was discharged from the hospital, his father gritted his teeth and bought a copy when he saw that he was craving the fried rice on the roadside. At that time, my father also discussed with the owner of the fried rice, whether it is possible to add more rice instead of eggs.

Half a child eats me up.

A bowl of fried rice without eggs, a grinning father with a sallow complexion, and a mother with tears in her eyes, these images are like old photos, and they reappear in my mind again.

It was also during that time that Lin Shaojie was sensible earlier than others, and knew the difficulties of his parents.

For some reason, Lin Shaojie recalled these long-memorized events.

After sitting for a while, following the crowd, he walked into the hospital in such a ignorant manner.

Under the "Eye of Reality", the strong emotions are far more agitated than those on the court.

Between life and death, almost all the thoughts buried in the bottom of my heart are invisible.

"Old woman, you have to hold on and make an agreement for the rest of your life, how can you go first!"

The old man reluctantly followed a hospital bed, and the doctors and nurses pushed the bed forward, and he whispered beside him.

The old man lying on the bed hanging water barely opened his eyes, he didn't even have the strength to stretch out his hands, but the cloudy eyes were clear at this moment.

The reluctance to give up to relatives and the nostalgia for "life" are undoubtedly revealed at this moment.

But except for Lin Shaojie, most of the others were paying attention to their own situation, even if a few saw it, their expressions were a little numb.

How many of those who were able to enter this hospital were in easy condition!

It was a little difficult for the hospital bed to go uphill, and the nurse pushed it a little hard. Just when the old man was about to help, Lin Shaojie stepped forward to help.

Push the hospital bed up the slope steadily and forcefully.

"Thank you, lad."

After the old man finished speaking, he rushed after the hospital bed.

The next inspection is still waiting for my wife, and I am suffering again. At this moment in life, no amount of money can make up for the lack of quality of life.

Lin Shaojie was like this, back and forth in front of this small slope, helping doctors and nurses or family members, pushing up and down.

The biting cold wind came through from the upstairs, but it couldn't take away the warmth in his heart.

There may not be much that can be done, but when it happens, you always have to help.

Once you hit it, you can't stop.

There are innocent children like angels, but they lose all their hair because of chemotherapy;
The husband performed the operation, and the wife accompanied and took care of her;
A husband and wife discuss together whether they should borrow some more money so that they can continue to see a doctor for their family members
I see a lot of kind people, but when I see those dark ones again, my mood is always a little turbulent.

Tonight, he felt a lot and understood a lot.

Just like just now, an elderly man underwent a liver resection, accompanied by many children, and each of them was more concerned than anyone else in his words.

But there is no one who is sincere. Everyone is thinking about the deposits and real estate of the old man. The voice from the bottom of the heart is "When the old man dies, we can divide the property. If it continues like this, it will be wasted." How much."

It is not the voice of one, but the voice of all.

Even the elderly patient lying on the bed, what he wants most in his heart is actually the desire to die.

Maybe he has already seen through all of this, but for some reason, he just wants to procrastinate like this.

The joys and sorrows in the world are different, how can we feel the same.

Lin Shaojie does not hope that one day, when he leaves the comfort zone of school, he will be overwhelmed by work, life, and even family.

I also don't want to see my parents are sick one day, and I, as a child, can't do anything.

With the scenes of suffering in the world before them, at least they still have the opportunity and the ability to be admitted to the hospital, while those who can't even afford to live in the hospital, dare not live in the hospital, and give up on their own initiative to live outside are even more pitiful.

Just like my father in the early years, the illness on his body was not cured, but carried over.

What if you can't carry it?
Lin Shaojie couldn't imagine that he would be a child without a father.

He didn't want to be such a person, a person who wanted to raise a child but was absent.

No matter how many complaints and sorrows there are, they are smashed to pieces at this moment of reality.

As long as a person does not violate the law or violate his moral conscience in his life, and makes money standing up, who can say anything.

What's wrong with playing basketball, isn't it also about making money?There is no essential difference from those who go to work, and a few thousand yuan a month is not a lot.

As long as it is a job that can make money, there is no one who does not suffer and endure hardships. Those who play basketball are already much happier, okay?

It won't come and go in the wind and rain!
There is more hard work in the world than this. Some people will be looked down upon after doing the work. If you play basketball well, it will not happen, but if you play badly, it will happen.

It's normal to be scolded

The complex and strong emotions in the hospital constantly stimulated Lin Shaojie. Under the "eye of reality", his emotions were agitated, and something seemed to take root and sprout in his heart.

It was as if a small seed had burst out of the ground, constantly stimulating this young man standing in the building, blowing the cold wind, and closing his eyes to think in his mind.

Occasionally, a few passers-by saw it and thought it was a family member who had suffered misfortune in the hospital. Empathizing with him, a kind person wearing a mask came over and patted him on the shoulder as a sign of comfort.

"Look out, young man, there is no difficulty in the world, take care of yourself, your relatives definitely don't want to see you like this, other things, just do your best!"

Lin Shaojie, who opened his eyes, responded with a smile.

"Thank you!"

Even in the most embarrassing time, some people will still bring warmth to others, just like the middle-aged man in front of me.

For Lin Shaojie's thanks, the middle-aged man waved his hand and left freely.

In fact, Lin Shaojie could "see" very clearly that the middle-aged man walked heavily and was not in a good mood.

To be able to meet here, obviously something happened.

Ugh!
"Sir, you also said that there are no hurdles in the world that cannot be overcome. Some things do not persist when you see hope, but only after you persist will there be hope and results! You can persist, and you may be able to wait for a match. What about bone marrow?"

The middle-aged man paused, took a deep breath, and then clenched his fists with his raised hands. He must persevere for the sake of his child, which brought him infinite hope.

People have joys and sorrows, and want to face parting calmly, how can it be so simple to say.

Life is not like this. Sitting on a never-ending train, some people get off and some get on.

seen, invisible;

remembered, forgotten;
Just like children and parents, when you are young, you can only watch their backs drift away, and the backs that will always be remembered will only become more and more rickety, but they will still turn their heads and tell you softly, don't chase after them, and then wave Wave until they disappear at the end of the road.

The fate of this life will be broken!
What remains in the bottom of my heart is the mark engraved in the flesh and blood.

Never fade!

The patients or family members who came and went, seemed to see a tall and thin young man with his head down, cheered up, and left the hospital with strides.

Looking back at the glaring red lettering in the night, Lin Shaojie knew that the rooted "eye of truth" had changed, and there was a vague voice telling him that that moment would come sooner or later, only one opportunity was needed, and his life would be different from then on.

Maybe it's hope, maybe it's something else.

He, Lin Shaojie, can afford to wait.

(End of this chapter)