rose in his heart

Chapter 117

At this moment, Xing Zhu found out the ID card from his wallet and took a photo of the front and back.

Then she opened the website that she kept in the memo and filled in the registration information truthfully.

[The 18th National Designer Competition Jiangcheng sub-competition is in full swing. You are welcome to participate. The registration has been successful. I wish you everything you want. 】

The message that the registration was successful appeared in the message immediately.

The National Designer Competition is the fastest way for domestic designers to grow and become famous. Although it is extremely difficult, there are tens of thousands of participants every year, so the competition schedule is very long.

Today is actually the last day for registration, and the next session will start in the year after next.

Xing Zhu originally thought that he would sign up again the next year.In the past two years, she will work hard to study the basic courses, and she will be more strategic when she enrolls in the next year.

She thought so, and it was right to think so, it was safe.

The only problem is that, two years later, she will be 23 years old, and the designer competition exists to find talented designers, and the age limit for entries is 22 years old.So, after two years she couldn't participate.

She hesitated and didn't sign up these days because she lacked the courage to fight it out.After all these years of vacancies, she is not sure that her talent is still as strong and stable as it was a few years ago.This desperate feeling completely broke the life of energy conservation that she had pursued for several years.

After the huge wall between self and the outside world collapses, it means that she will have to accept the ridicule of Qin Xingshuang and self-denial if she fails.Accept her complacency and possible vanity if she wins.Accept emotional ups and downs, life is no longer calm, numb, and boring.Accepting what she didn't want to accept before, rebelling against the calmness she tried to show because of her inability to deal with human affairs.

Now, she has made a choice.

Take risks, accept them, don't run away.

To calmly accept everything after the fight, rather than give up numbly.
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Xing Zhu took a screenshot of the successful registration message and sent it to Chu Jin and Li Qian.

It seems that there are no more people worth sharing.

Li Qian replied to her news very quickly, first she sent a series of exclamation points, and then a phone call came.

"Xingzhu! You, you, when did you learn to dress up? Didn't you learn to act in TV dramas? I still expect you to sign me after you become popular in the future! How did you change!!"

Xing Zhu explained, "I learned to be a director, not an actor."

"...It seems to be oh."

"Didn't I also tell you about the costume design?"

Li Qian was silent, and after the silence, she giggled several times, "Oh, I met the man I admired in high school today, I was too excited to drink too much, and now I'm in a mess, I just confused these! "

After the voice fell, there was a sound of persuading her to drink. She called out and said to Xing Zhu, "My man called me to drink, so I won't tell you anymore. Come on, Zhuzhu, I believe in you, as long as you If you want to do it, there is nothing you can’t do!!!”

This kind of hoarse roar can indeed give people an extra exciting feeling sometimes.

Xing Zhu hummed and hung up the phone.

When she hung up the phone, Chu Jin's WeChat voice also just popped out.

Xing Zhu connected the phone, and there was a rustling voice from Chu Jin, and then he spoke.

"Signed up?" He seemed to know what she wanted to do.

Xing Zhu hummed, "Do you believe me?"

He seemed to be smoking, and she couldn't be more familiar with the sound of smoke.

Xing Zhu didn't point it out, waiting for his reply.

Chu Jin said, "There is a word to describe it."

"You said."

Chu Jin said in a low voice, "I am afraid that you will only be a landlubber in the water if you have no wings, and I am afraid that you will fly too high if you have wings."

After thinking for two seconds, Xing Zhu understood what he meant.

She sank deep into the sofa, a sense of security enveloped her.The source of this sense of security may be the sofa, or it may be his words.

Xing Zhu said arrogantly, "As long as you behave well, even if I fly to the ends of the earth, I will come back to find you."

Chu Jin hummed lightly.

For him, an oath is usually only credible at the moment it is spoken.

However, only this moment is enough.

Xing Zhu's voice lowered, "Trust me."

Chu Jin hummed, but he couldn't hear any emotion, it just made people feel a little perfunctory.

In the next second, he changed the topic, "Why did you suddenly think about signing up, and suddenly you got enlightened while taking a shower?"

"Do you remember that family photo of yours?"

Chu Jin didn't understand what it had to do with his family portrait, "Say it straight."

"because……"

The words had already been organized and fell on the lips, but Xing Zhu stopped.

She suddenly felt that there seemed to be nothing to tell Chu Jin about this kind of thing.By saying this, isn't she telling him implicitly that she has had a crush on him since she was in junior high school?

Xing Zhu said, "It's nothing."

But what she didn't expect was that Chu Jin didn't intend to let it go.Since she started, she must continue.

His silence is like a silent emotion, not as dry as the cold war, just to compete for who wins and who loses.He seemed silent and sad, making people feel as if he had done something big and sorry for him.

Xing Zhu, "Actually, I suddenly remembered that I have seen you a long time ago."

After a few seconds of silence.

Chu Jin, "... what?"

The man on the other end of the phone seemed to have suddenly become emotionally concentrated. He might have said these two words urgently before he could even spit out the cigarette.

Xing Zhu whispered, "It means literally. I have known you for a long time. In the basketball game between No. 17 and No. 2, I saw that your school won the championship, and I saw you surrounded by everyone. I I was quite envious of you at the time. What inspired me to sign up was the idea—it is better to be the person I envy than to be envious of you.”

It took Chu Jin a while before he hummed in a low voice.

He couldn't hear any intense emotions, and he seemed to have known about it for a long time.

Xing Zhu's mind is not on the minutiae of the moment either.

Dopamine boiled silently in her mind, because after she made a choice, she briefly ignited another hope for life, and had another view.

Even the previously agreed phone call lasted all night, she also felt that she could put it on hold temporarily.Tonight, she has more important things to do.

Xing Zhu told him what she was going to do and what happened to him tonight, and then said in a soft voice, "Good night, Chu Jin?"

Hearing her voice, Chu Jin silently twitched the corners of his lips.

Xing Zhu may never know in his life, but at that time he actually hated any form of competition.He doesn't like to be compared.

The reason why he participated in that basketball game was because he knew she was there.

　The true meaning of life is actually courage. It takes courage to face cruel life, and it also takes courage to stand up again.It’s okay to lie flat and do nothing, as long as you are willing to watch others shine.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)