rose in his heart

Chapter 169 Barren
He didn't even have time to wipe off the disinfectant on his hands, so he hurried to the door.

"Are you going to leave in such a hurry?"

Xing Zhu hummed, "It's getting late, I still have things to do when I go back, and my boyfriend is also in a hurry."

When Fu Yan heard her say the word boyfriend, his breathing became tight.

His eyes looked at her face, with a false and unfocused feeling.

After a few seconds, his gaze fell on the huge camera behind Xing Zhu.

Fu Yan took a deep breath, put his hands behind his back, and suppressed all the messy negative things in his heart.

"I'll take it to you."

"No need, I'll just go down by myself."

Xing Zhu's refusal was not verbal, she turned and left without waiting for him.

Fu Yan didn't catch up, and his gaze was once again fixed on the camera, silently biting the back of the tooth socket, and the hostility in his eyes burst out instantly, gloomy.

After 2 minutes, he stood by the French window in the living room and looked down.Seeing the dazzling blue sports car completely disappear from the field of vision, he pulled the curtains abruptly, putting the room in darkness.

He saw that the roses on the table were an eyesore, and he raised his hand and swept the bottle and the roses to the ground. The bright red petals mixed with the broken glass, and he felt his breathing easier.

Fu Yan turned on the phone and clicked on a message, which was a voice message.

The woman's voice was gentle, with obvious flattery, "Ah Yan, how about I go to see you tonight? I also bought your favorite rose today."

Fu Yan sneered, raised his hand to stroke the messy strands of hair in front of his eyes, and his half-broken eyebrows emerged clearly.Contrary to his usual image, after breaking his eyebrows, his demeanor became cold and frightening.

This transformation was rapid, and it only took a moment, and he became the same him in the daytime.

Fu Yan replied without emotion, "Come on. Don't bring the rose, and watch the diaphragm."

If the rose does not belong to him, if the rose is not a rose, then what is the use of him wanting it.

The woman on the other end happily replied hello as if she couldn't hear his indifference.

Fu Yan mockingly threw the phone on the sofa, turned around and walked towards the bedroom without looking at the mess on the ground.

When passing by the guest room, he glanced at it, but found nothing.

After a few seconds, he came back suddenly, his eyes fixed on the key inserted in the door.

Although there was no problem with the direction, he vaguely noticed that there seemed to be an extra fingerprint on it?
His undergraduate degree is criminal investigation, although he hasn't touched it for many years, but he still has keen nerves beating in his mind.

Fu Yan pushed the door open, and everything inside was still the same as before.

He closed the door, walked to the sofa, and called up the video from the camera facing the guest room.

Constantly adjusting the time period, adjusting the screen... Fu Yan finally saw the figure of the woman.

He repeatedly looked at the figure hovering in front of the door, and even opened the door, the hand holding the mouse exerted force invisibly, and the veins protruded.

After 10 minutes, Fu Yan closed the computer and re-entered the guest room.

This time, he turned on the light in the guest room.

The lights flickered on, and everything in front of him was presented in front of his eyes.

From 4 years old to 13 years old and then to 21 years old.From cute and immature to green and now mature, although the photos of 13 to 20 years old are missing in the middle, he feels that he and Xing Zhu still have a long future, and sooner or later he will be able to paste her photos all over the wall.

Those missing years count for nothing.

Those things he did, these things, were nothing.

The world itself was unfair to him, he was just chasing after his own rose... what's wrong with that.

Fu Yan walked in.He also turned on the laptop on the table, which displayed many pictures.His bedroom, guest room, the gate of the community, even the dormitory, the coffee shop, and the ones in his hometown.

One of the scenes was blank, and he didn't expect that she would find out just after inserting the camera into Xing Zhu's house.He didn't have a chance to go in, so it was always vacant.

These images were reflected in Fu Yan's eyes, and he remembered seeing Xing Zhu push away from this room before...

what did she see?
Nothing was seen.

Still, I saw everything.

Fu Yan thought, she simply regarded him as a good friend for many years, if she saw all this rashly, she would be quite frightened.

He didn't want to upset her, and he didn't want her to be scared... But what to do, that's who he was.

How bright she is, how dark he is.

The chosen ones like him and her boyfriend have never been from the same world.If he wanted to stand by her side, he had no choice but to use any means.
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Coming out of Fu Yan's house, Xing Zhu hardly stopped, and drove the car towards the outside of the community.

There are few people in the community, so she can lose her mind and think about what she saw and what happened in his house.

Something is wrong with Fu Yan, this is one.

Fu Yan is definitely not as one as he is, and the extent of his being as one is deeper than she had imagined before.This is two.

In his guest room, Xing Zhu seemed to have seen a lot of pictures of women, which made her feel very bad, this is San.

The above three points are enough to convict him in her heart.

And Driver Fu.A few years ago, he could get a kidney replacement at a sky-high price, and even if he was unemployed at home, he could let Fu Yan study for a Ph.D.

The more Xing Zhu thought about it, the more creepy he felt, and behind the horror was the desire to try to uncover the truth.

She drove the car back to the coffee shop, didn't go in, and saw the waiter in the coffee shop outside, she was clearing up the table on the side of the road.

Xing Zhu asked her, who was the girl complained about before.

The waiter didn't want to say it, but she gritted her teeth and nodded when Xing Zhu said Fu Yan directly.

Xing Zhu knew it.

These people will never know what ghosts and monsters are under the skin.

Xing Zhu was about to go home, and stood at the door of the house, feeling a pestle in his heart.She went back to the villa by the river.

Although Chu Jin is not there.

night.

Xing Zhu finished washing up very early, and she was wondering when something went wrong with Fu Yan.Obviously in her memory, he has always been like this.

So does it prove that something is wrong with him all the time, but she didn't notice it and didn't put her mind on him.

Her thoughts were extremely heavy, and it was not until Chu Jin's video call that Xing Zhu put it down.

On his side is the eye-catching tower, brightly lit.

Xing Zhu didn't know what he thought of, so he asked suddenly.

"Chu Jin, will you spread my photos all over the room?"

"You are right in front of me, why should I do that?"

"if!"

"What if I live in poverty and love you for decades but can't get you? Maybe."

"Why is that?"

"Psychopathic - because of my poverty, my love for you has become an unspeakable inferiority complex, and the pain of not getting it has become my default reality. I can't let go, let you accompany me in all directions, Only by my side can I feel you. And I have fallen in love with this kind of pain, and I can’t leave the pain. Only in pain can I be considered alive.”

Chu Jin's voice fell, and he added a sentence lightly.

"I read a psychology book before, and there is such a case in it. I will never be like this, I will not be poor, and I will get what I want."

　Big Fat Chapter~
　　
　
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