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Chapter 181 He wanted him to take life and death, but also to understate it.

Xing Zhu subconsciously kept quiet, and quickly came back to his senses and asked him, "What's going on, did you have a car accident?"

Looking at him at such a close distance, I could smell the strong smell of blood and bloodless lips on his body.

His pity just now was not his imagination, it was because his face was too pale, she just didn't notice it before.

Chu Jin seemed to be unable to feel any pain, and his eyes were fixed on the punishment candle. He repeated what he said before, "I know I'm wrong, don't be angry, huh?"

"Don't you know what is more important now?" Xing Zhu glared at him, "Don't talk about whether you are angry or not, I asked you what happened to the wound on your body and where did it come from!"

Chu Jin looked at the tension in her eyes, and loosened the corners of her tight lips as if she had been pardoned.

He said in a hoarse voice, "He was chopped down."

"what?"

"What did you say? Who cut you? Are you serious?"

Chu Jin looked at Xing Zhu's eyes that suddenly widened, and rolled his throat.He couldn't hold back, and leaned over to kiss her in the corner of her eyes.

Seeing that Xing Zhu still didn't respond, didn't push him away, and didn't mean to be angry, he carefully kissed the corner of her lips again, and whispered on her lips, "I'm not kidding, I said who cut you I don’t know each other, so I won’t talk about it. I came to see you just after the wound was stitched up, it was raining heavily, and there was no parking space downstairs, so I parked on the opposite side and came here in the rain.”

Now Xing Zhu knew why there was so much water on his body.

It's raining...

Xing Zhu's brain buzzed even more.

She was indeed angry, but she was angry only to solve the problem, not to make him what he is now.

She couldn't help but said, "Then your wound...isn't the wound waterless? And the rain is not clean, let's go to the doctor..."

Chu Jin didn't let her finish her sentence, and grabbed a piece of paper to wipe off the blood on her body, and pressed on the bleeding place to squeeze out the blood inside.

Xing Zhu frowned watching his movements, but what he did did not have any emotional fluctuations.

Xing Zhu couldn't help but said, "Doesn't it hurt you like this? Are you not afraid of infection?"

Chu Jin threw the blood-stained paper into the trash can on one side.

He raised his head and looked at the person in front of him calmly.

"Punishment, the pain is more painful than a knife wound. I have tasted it many times."

Xing Zhu was speechless.

She doesn't know his past, she doesn't even know his present.

Chu Jin probably saw what was going on in her heart. He grabbed her wrist with a cold hand and stroked her palm. With the other hand, he wrote a word in her palm.

Xing Zhu whispered, "...Forbearance?"

"Forbearance," Chu Jin said the word very lightly, "I didn't have any parents when I was very young, and I told you once before. What I didn't say is that the possibility of the accident being an accident is very low, and the tree attracts the wind. They do things I was too upright and made a lot of enemies, so who did the accident, or who did it, I don’t know until now. I survived by luck, and from that moment on, I knew, My life is destined to be unstable. I want money, power, and the ability to fully control myself and the people I love.”

Xing Zhu didn't know why he said this suddenly, she looked at the wounds on his body, this was the price he had for owning these things.

She was speechless.

Chu Jin's hand stroked her palm, and clasped her hand when the sentence paused.

Too young, he didn't even dare to hold her hand too hard.

"So Xing Zhu, I just want to protect you. I just want you to live a stable life and pursue what I want to pursue. I don't tell you about my affairs. It's not that I don't trust you. I'm just afraid of delaying your game and affecting you. I Know how important it is to you."

Xing Zhu tried to say something, but Chu never gave her this chance.

"One more thing, I didn't expect you to be angry before you were angry. I have been carrying this burden for more than ten years, and this is the first time I have someone by my side. I will not tell you this subconsciously, so Only when I call you will I feel that I am right, because I am used to it.

After you got angry, after I got hurt, I had time to think, and I realized that by not telling you about me, I was causing you a lack in your world.I'm your boyfriend, but it's not fair to you that you only get to know about me on TV like everyone else.You need me like I need you.I didn't spare time to care about you either. I was doing what I wanted to do with all my heart. I wanted to take back my parents' hard work for a lifetime. "

"So I made a mistake, I know it's wrong. But Xingzhu, I don't regret it." The bystanders thought it was all very simple, but he really couldn't take it apart.The company needs to operate internally, Chu Minglang needs to be watched, the Frenchmen also need to threaten to talk, and public opinion, the follow-up plan to acquire Chu's... There are too many.

Moreover, his regret will not solve any problems. With his mentality before, he will not tell Xing Zhu anyway.

Why should his woman be involved in his affairs.

Only when all these are resolved can Xing Zhu be safe by his side, and he can be safe.

Thinking of this, Chu Jin's voice gradually lowered, and he stared deeply at her, like a peaceful deep sea, "But I can guarantee that such things will never happen again in the future."

"Xingzhu, believe me, forgive me."

Xing Zhu remained silent, his heart beating uncontrollably in his chest.

Chu Jin knew what she was thinking, he clasped her hand tightly, took her into his arms, and pressed the painful wound.

He felt her breath and temperature, and the nerves in his forehead throbbed.

In fact, there are some things he didn't finish.

He didn't have time to think about those things after he was injured, but at the moment of injury.

He was afraid that he would never see her again, and countless thoughts flooded out.

He also has a lot of the past left out.

When he was in high school, he missed classes because he begged his uncles to give him a new chance. He took the test for a pilot license because he could only vent his pressure at an altitude of [-] meters when no one was around.During the years when his parents passed away and Mrs. Chu was robbed and sent to live with others, he suffered too many more painful injuries than he did now, and he was stabbed at the pride and arrogance he had raised since he was a child.He has gone from heaven to hell, and he has not been willing to recognize his own incompetence and the injustice of fate... There are too many.

Fortunately, these things have passed, and now, he has solved everything.

Fortunately, when Xing Zhu and him started, he was not down and out.He didn't want her to see him downcast, and he didn't want her to accompany him down down.

So he has been unwilling to tell her that in that dirty warehouse, he was the one who was trampled underfoot by that despicable and incompetent person.

It's a good thing she forgot.

It doesn't matter if she doesn't know these things all her life.

He wants him to kill, but also understatement.

(End of this chapter)