rose in his heart

Chapter 213 Complete Recovery

She was indeed tired, not just her body, but her spirit and consciousness.

She used to think that what happened in the past was just an accident. Although what happened later told her that the accident might not be very pure, she didn't think that it was exactly like that.

Now that she knew it, she just felt a kind of indescribable tiredness and lack of energy.I can't hate him even if I hate him, I have no energy.

She was just confused.

She just doesn't understand why people can be so selfish, so selfish that they are willing to hurt their own children.All family affection and love are nothingness, and when it touches his interests, all of these will cease to exist.She is just a product when he is happy, and when he is unhappy, she can be discarded like a shoe.

She just missed her mother a little bit, and felt that she was too strict with her when she was a child, and she was just a continuation of her dream.But now I feel that everything she does is to prepare for a rainy day, for her future to be smoother.

Maternal love, for which family planning is far away.

The foundation and character development she laid for her in those years were indeed the beginning of a better life for her.

But what she wanted was not like this.

no……
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When she was half asleep and half awake, she remembered the fire in the warehouse, the explosion in the forest, and those black eyes, as if telling her silently, "I have seen through your hypocrisy and cowardice, and seen through your vulgarity and complexity." past. But...it doesn't matter."

It's okay, go forward, don't look back.

She did not look back. She walked behind for a long time, covered with wounds, and ran out of the house when she met Xing Qin at home and knew the truth when she confronted him.She saw his life as small as dust, she was dazzled by anger and grievance, she forgot that she was pushed out by him, she stood in front of the truck trying to solve her own life, she didn't feel that her life was It also bears his contribution.

She didn't die, she once again cowardly chose not to look back, to forget.

"I hope I can forget all this." This was her own wish at the time.

So later, the wish came true.

In the past eight years, she often felt alienated from the world, empty, and lost because of her lost memories.Also because of the lost memory, she also felt that no one cared about her.

It took her eight full years to go from being depraved to realizing that depravity is useless and then to calm down.

What about Chu Jin?

Will he regret saving her?
In the past eight years, has he forgotten her, or has he been brooding about her all the time.

She would rather he was the former, but she remembered the time they spent together, the first conversation they had in her mind, the way he looked at her in the rainy night, at that time she didn't understand the meaning , just feel cold, just feel that she wants to conquer.

But Chu Jin was never her prey.He had known her a long time ago, had seen her a long time ago, he had seen her hypocrisy clearly at the beginning, he made her promise never to degenerate, and he saw her degenerate soberly when she completely forgot about him.She felt that he was attracted to her, and even had a hidden pleasure at the beginning, and she felt that she could completely 'handle' him.

But... really not.

He has always been sober and rational. He clearly knows what kind of person is trying to seduce him. He has always known that she betrayed him and her promises without hesitation in the past. He has always known that she was with her. There is a high chance of repeating the same mistakes.

His being with her was a decision he made after separating himself from himself.How could a rational person like him tolerate himself repeating the same mistakes a second time.

But he did it anyway, she really didn't understand why he hesitated and lingered when he chose to be with her, she understands now.

She just understands now.

It turned out that in the past few months, the only thing she had correctly understood about the relationship between her and Chu Jin was that he was always accommodating her.

Whether it's her dark side, stupid, depraved, or her later attempts to change, up, calm...

Where is there no trace of him, what is her change, what is there is no trace of him.

She couldn't imagine what her life would be like without him, whether it was before or after she lost her memory, she couldn't imagine it.

But she doesn't even know how to face him now.Face him in the past, face him in the present.

Facing him who has always been so kind to an unworthy person.

The emotions that had been suppressed after recovering her memory were finally released now. She tightly clutched the wet quilt, and in this quiet environment where only she was alone, she released her emotions for a short time.

But she didn't know what she was crying for, whether it was herself or Chu Jin.

It's my mother, the eight years that shouldn't have existed, or Fu Yan.

……

She cried for a long time, as if she wanted to vent all her emotions with tears.Especially remembering that when she was suffering for her own life and for these eight years, Chu Jin was not only working hard for her own life, but also trying to save her. She was so sad that she couldn't breathe.

When she finally gained a moment of silence, she took out the wet towel beside the bed and wiped the wet tears on her face, the eyes were already soaked by tears.

She didn't care about it anymore, put on her shoes, got up and opened the door, lowered her head and walked quickly towards the door.

It wasn't until her head hit a wall of flesh that she suddenly took a step back, subconsciously sucking in a breath of cold air.

Before she could open her mouth, a familiar breath came over her face in an instant.

She looked up at the person in front of her with some astonishment, and what caught her eyes was his dark and deep black eyes.

Chu Jin frowned silently, rubbed the brow where Xingzhu hit his chest, and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt, why come out in such a hurry, isn't there still an injury on the leg?
The moment Xing Zhu heard his voice, his eyes turned red almost uncontrollably, the tip of his nose was sour, and tears rolled down from the end of his eyes.

She didn't speak, just watched him cry like this.

His heart was tangled up from crying.

He pulled her towards his eyes with a little force, the kind that would not let her wound be shaken.He didn't move, the wound on his back was just jolted by her impact, it hurt a little, he was afraid of tearing, and there are too many people staring at his body now.

He raised his hand and wiped the corners of Xing Zhu's eyes. He originally wanted to wipe her tears away before coaxing her, but he didn't expect to wipe more and more tears, and finally couldn't stop.

"What's the matter?" His voice gradually became serious, "Who bullied you, or the wound hurts? I'll take you over there to see another doctor."

After the words fell, he made a gesture to pull Xing Zhu away, but Xing Zhu stood still.

Chu couldn't bear to see him like this, it was more painful than the burns on his own back.

Just as he was about to continue to say something, Xing Zhu suddenly plunged into his arms, pushed him against the wall, buried his whole face in it, and cried even more fiercely.

(End of this chapter)