rose in his heart

Chapter 85

Zhang's mother tried to stop all this, but Xing Zhu didn't go home for a long time, and she and Xing Zhu became strangers.She didn't know how to talk to her to persuade her.

All this is developing out of control.

Xing Zhu walked out of the bedroom until everything in the room turned into gray powder.

Xing Qin's cold and hard voice reached her ears in an instant.

"Xingzhu, you owe me this! You have no right to do this!"

At this moment, Xing Zhu seemed to mute all the sounds around her. She indifferently missed Xing Qin's back and didn't say a word.

In an instant, the villa once again fell into a peaceful desolation.

Mama Zhang looked at everything in front of her and sighed silently.

She actually understands everything.Xing Zhu has suppressed it for too long, and it might be better for her to let it out this time.She was also a little relieved... Xing Zhu was finally willing to vent, instead of self-digesting and suppressing.

Not long after Xing Zhu left, Gao Wen and Tang Shuang walked back slowly.

Just as Tang Shuang was about to find Xing Qin to express her resentment, Gao Wen saw something strange in the villa and stopped Tang Shuang.

Gao Wen asked Mama Zhang vigilantly, "Xing Zhu is back?"

Mama Zhang nodded.

An ominous premonition filled Gao Wen's heart.

She looked up and up the stairs.
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After coming out of Xing's house, Xing Zhu didn't take a taxi and walked on the street.

The aftertaste of anger was still lingering in her heart, and the index finger of the hand she threw out the money was still stiff.

Looking back at the past, Xing Zhu suddenly realized that she had endured it for so long.

She actually knew all along.

The energy-saving life she thinks is just a way of self-help after being powerless to reality.

But why did she save herself?

Does all this have much to do with her?

Xing Qin felt that she was sorry for him, how could she be sorry?Just because she was kidnapped?So she is a sinner?
She doesn't want to either.

She also didn't want to let Xing Qin and Chi Li divorce.

Xing Zhu can still remember clearly what happened back then.

Things sound complicated, but they are actually quite simple.

Chi Li is her mother, she is a strong woman and a perfectionist.Chi Li's education for her has always been so harsh that it is almost mandatory to be perfect.From birth to 13 years old, she has been raised under this perverted standard.It was not until she was abducted inexplicably when she was walking on the street at the age of 13 that this compulsively perfect life ended.

It wasn't because Chili felt sorry for her being kidnapped that she changed the education model.It was because she was a perfectionist, she couldn't accept that her daughter was kidnapped, she couldn't accept the tragic appearance of her daughter being sent back covered in bruises, and she couldn't accept that her daughter's life was stained.So Chi Li collapsed, hysterical, and finally divorced Xing Qin when Xing Zhu was 13 years old.

Therefore, Xing Qin always felt that it was because of her that his marriage with Chi Li came to an end, and that his true love and first love never had any contact with him.He turned to marry a newcomer to start.

For a while, Xing Zhu was thinking, Xing Qin blamed all of this on her, he was so angry and hated her so much, why didn't he just stop saving her and let her die?For that 10 yuan, why did he go to kowtow to his enemy?

He was too complicated, she didn't understand at that time.

She thought he still loved her.

It wasn't until later that she came into contact with the wider world and literature, and explored human psychology.

He is not saving her.He was just hijacked by social responsibility at the time.

After all, she was only 13 years old at the time. If she died because she had no money to treat, then he would be ashamed, how many people would poke his spine, and how embarrassing he would be.

This ridiculous, bloody and unbelievable combination is her desolate 21 years.

In the first 13 years, she was kidnapped by her mother's love.For the next eight years, she lived alone in France just to live.

So, what is the meaning of her existence?
Xing Zhu suddenly didn't understand.

Her steps stopped, and a drop of rainwater suddenly fell on the bluestone slab.

In the next 5 minutes, the rain became heavier and heavier, and Jiangcheng was like the creator's fish tank.He poured water outside, and the people in the fish tank were like fish.

Xing Zhu felt that she was about to suffocate.
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The night was dark and deep, and the sound of raindrops falling was like a noise in silence.

Xing Zhu came out of the bar, and the cold wind on her face was like a slap in the face, making her wander between sobriety and chaos.

She didn't want to go home. She felt that the place where her soul and body rested had been defiled.Whenever she thought of going home, she thought of Tang Shuang and Gao Wen's faces.

They are ugly and disgusting, like parasites that stick to people and feed on their blood.Xing Zhu thought that if she wanted to get rid of them, she might have to leave and never return to the country.

However, there are great differences between Chinese and foreign cultures. Even though she has been in France for eight years, she still has no sense of belonging.She feels that her body is walking and her soul is falling every day.

Xing Zhu sat on a small stool by the side of the street, not knowing whose it belonged to.

The rain was sticking to her face, as if someone was touching her skin.

Xing Zhu suddenly thought of Chu Jin at this moment.All day today, she actually didn't think of him.

Maybe it's because she feels that she can only rely on herself in the end, and he can't give her any help.

Xing Zhu lowered his head and took out his mobile phone from his pocket. Just as he found Chu Jin's WeChat account, before the call or message was sent, the mobile phone was suddenly snatched away.

She looked up in astonishment, and there were two strange men in front of her, both of whom looked drunk.

They were full of yellow teeth and smelled of filth.

"Beauty? Here alone in the rain? Are you drunk? Did you get dumped by a man after sleeping with you?"

"Would you like my brother to comfort you, brother can pay a monthly subscription."

"Hahahahaha..."

The ear-piercing laughter was like fingernails scratching the blackboard, it sounded sharp and heart-wrenching.

Xing Zhu took a deep breath, and the moist rain entered between her lips and teeth.

"Give me back the phone."

Her voice was low.

The man didn't hear it and teased her, asking what her sister was talking about.

Xing Zhu looked up at him, with red eyes, like a ferocious beast that would not admit defeat.

The man froze for a moment, but his friend was there too, so he couldn't lose face.

He took Xing Zhu's arm and brought it in front of him.

But what he didn't expect was that Xing Zhu was holding a brick on the ground in his hand.

The moment she was pulled up, the brick hit his shoulder hard.

The man screamed ferociously.

His wailing was heard throughout the street.

Including, a Malasate parked not far away.
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The man in the driver's seat was sleeping, but was awakened by the sound, and said impatiently, "Where is the mad dog barking?"

The man in the co-pilot was on the phone.

Attracted by the words of the person in the driver's seat, he casually glanced at the source of the sound.

That's it.

The next second, the car door swung open.

　Tomorrow's plot is really...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)