girl knight zero

Chapter 179 You Are Running Away

Cang Ling stood there for a while, then quickly walked to the trash can and threw Simon's letter into it.

After a while, she picked up the letter again.

What if it's something at work?
Thinking of this, Cang Ling endured his nausea and opened the letter.

"Zero: How are you doing recently? I heard that you have been assigned to Lachesis Village. I can't believe that Langevin's team sent a little girl to such a remote place. I sent a telegram to their team leader, He said that you took the initiative to go there. The conditions there must be very difficult, right? Are you still used to it? If you can’t stay, I will find a way to transfer you back. I know someone at the headquarters. For health or other reasons, It should be possible to come back. If you don't want to come back because you are afraid of me, I can swear to you that I will never touch you without your consent in the future. So, stop resisting me. Come back, okay? Worried about you Simon."

"Fuck you!" Cang Ling crumpled the letter into a ball and threw it into the trash can.

She has run to the northernmost tip of the mainland, and this shameless man still refuses to let her go!
Cang Ling was trembling with anger, but he had no way to vent, so he could only clenched his fists and panted heavily to calm down.

"It would be great if he could die. Yes, it would be better to meet an A-level night devil when he went out, and then be bitten to death! In this way, he will never appear again, and he will never disgust me again... "

Infinite malice welled up in Cang Ling's heart.

Because of this letter, she didn't eat dinner or train, and curled up on the bed covered with a quilt.

"Hmph, as I said, she won't be able to hold on for long." Ke Dun, who didn't know what was going on, said proudly.

"Is she sick? I just saw her look so bad." Dave said worriedly.

"I just went to ask her, and she said she wanted to sleep, maybe she was really sick." Bella replied.

"Let's have a look tomorrow. If it's still like this tomorrow, call a doctor." Ke Dun said hastily.

"So, don't go out in this cold weather." Bella sighed.

At night, Cang Ling stayed up all night again.

The failure of applying for Hurricane, the jealousy of Phoebe and Kali, the harassment of Simon, the regret of going to the north...

Various emotions rolled and surged in her heart, like insects and ants biting her heart.

"Why am I of Gulei blood?" Cang Ling hugged the quilt and thought, "I worked so hard and paid so much, but I was still brushed off because of the blood relationship! A pure blood like Phoebe, You can easily get A-level attack power, why don't I have such a good life..."

"What did I do wrong? Goddess of Destiny wants to treat me like this. Losing my parents and grandma is already tragic enough, but I still have to suffer the blows! Am I doomed to be unable to turn around in this life? Also, why Kali is higher than mine, her record is not as high as mine, isn't it? Is it because she is in the defense department, so the requirements can be relaxed? The defense department is really lucky, because the number of people is small, so it can be enjoyed everywhere, and everyone is popular ..."

Suddenly, Cang Ling shuddered violently.

"What am I thinking? I'm actually jealous of Phoebe and Kali! I'm jealous of my best friend! When did I become such a person? How could I have such ugly thoughts..."

Cang Ling lowered his head and couldn't help crying.

The next day, Cang Ling, who hadn't slept all night, woke up as usual, and then went out to patrol.

When she came back, the swollen eyes had disappeared, and there was no trace of crying.

"Zero, are you not sick? Are you in good health?" Ke Dun, who was playing chess in the living room, asked.

"Seeing that she can go out on patrol, she will be fine! Hurry up." Bella urged.

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!" dave on the side made a cry for help.

Cang Ling turned his head and saw that Dave was tied to a pillar with five flowers, and a towel was stuffed in his mouth.

"What's wrong with him? Has he suffered from epilepsy?" Cang Ling hurriedly asked.

"No, it's okay." Bella said without looking up, "That kid is always talking around, it's annoying to death, so we tied him up."

"Watching chess without saying a word is a real gentleman!" Ke Dun also said.

Cang Ling didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and hurried forward to release Dave.

"Thank you Zero, you are the best." Dave said tearfully.

When cooking at noon, Cang Ling took advantage of the absence of others and said to Dave: "Are you going to continue like this? You have been living by cleaning, cooking, and watching the monitor and his wife play chess?"

"So what, I feel fine." Dave shrugged.

"Okay? Where is it??"

"There's no pressure."

"Have you already started to avoid pressure at such a young age... You will continue to regress if you continue like this."

"Don't talk about me, aren't you the same? What are you here for? Don't tell me that you are striving for the top. Coming here is itself a kind of evasive behavior. You are also evading! Don't deny it."

Hearing his words, Cang Ling choked.

"Let me tell you." Dave dropped the potato in his hand and turned around, "If you still have expectations for the future, you shouldn't come here. There is no one here who can guide you, and there is no one who can improve you. You will only slowly regress and be marginalized here. When you go back, you will find that you are far behind others. So you have nowhere to go, so you can only come back here in despair, like The squad leader and the deputy are like that. That’s why others don’t want to come here despite the 10% subsidy. To put it bluntly, the moment you choose to come here, you have already given up your life! If you insist on training or something, it’s just Deceive yourself!"

After speaking, Dave turned back to continue peeling potatoes.

Cang Ling was rendered speechless by what he said, unable to refute at all.

Indeed, she came here because of escape!
Dave's words hit the nail on the head.

But can this be her fault?
Cang Ling stopped talking, lowered his head and silently washed the cabbage.

"Zero, it's snowing outside, don't go out this afternoon, let's make sausages with me!" Bella bumped in with a happy face, obviously beating Coton in chess.

"Oh well……"

"Do you like the sausage I made? If you like it, I can teach you. When you get married, you can make it for your husband and children." Bella said happily.

"Well, I like it a lot."

"Very good, I will teach you all my housekeeping skills!" Bella hurriedly ran to prepare materials.

Cang Ling looked up at the sky outside the window, and the cotton-like snow was dancing in the air.

"What am I doing... I'm saying insincere things, doing things I don't know..." Cang Ling's mood became heavy again.

　I have to go to work tomorrow!The hard days are about to begin again.This is the end of the Spring Festival update event. I wonder if you are still satisfied?In the future, as long as I have time, I will take the initiative to add updates, everyone remember to vote for recommendations~!

　　


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