girl knight zero

Chapter 319 Tell me!Do you have the courage to be independent?

After Phoebe ate lunch alone, she wandered around the house bored for a long time.

It was New Year's Eve at night, but Madam didn't get out of bed for dinner because she was unwell, and of course Dodge didn't come back for dinner, so Phoebe spent this rare night alone.

At night, Phoebe couldn't sleep. After tossing and turning for several hours, she went outside to watch the starry sky.

"Miss, why are you still up?" Avery walked over.

"I fell asleep. But when I close my eyes, things from my childhood will flood into my mind, and then my mind will become a mess." Phoebe said with her knees hugged.

"What's the matter?" Ellie sat down beside Phoebe.

"I remember when I was seven years old, maybe eight years old, I had a high fever, 41 degrees. My mother was terrified, and she held me and cried for a whole day, and the makeup was all washed out. I still remember her There are black marks running down his face."

Avery didn't speak, and listened quietly to Phoebe's story.

"And when I was ten years old, I suddenly wanted to train spiritual power because I wanted to become stronger. My mother disagreed at first, but then she helped me find a trainer..."

"By the way, do you remember that dress? The one you wore to the Queen's Luna Festival."

"I remember. There are [-] crystals sewn on it, and it shines brightly when it turns around. It's so beautiful."

"Yes, my mother sewed it on by herself, because I said I would be the most shining person at the party."

After a few minutes of pause, Phoebe murmured, "Avery, why didn't I remember these things before? Why did I only remember her cutting my hair?"

"Miss, no matter what the madam has done, she loves you. The master doesn't love her anymore, and if you don't love her, she has nothing. You can't understand this feeling of loneliness and helplessness. "

"I think she should leave this home, even Windmill City. There will be no happiness and no future here."

"Changing the trajectory of your life is easier said than done."

"What you said just now sounded like the words of a friend of mine."

"What?"

"She said: 'What kind of acceleration will life-changing inertia endure?'"

"That Miss Cang said it?"

"Yes, she's always been the smartest of us."

"A lot of things may be easy for you, but they are extremely difficult for Madam. Please be tolerant to her!" Avery said softly.

Hearing this, Phoebe buried her face in her knees and didn't answer.

The next day, Phoebe went to say goodbye to Mrs. Sterling.

"I'm leaving, the vacation is almost over, and I have to go to Dogville to transfer."

Hearing that Phoebe was leaving, Mrs. Sterling sat up from the bed.

"Please think about divorcing your father." Phoebe said seriously. "If you want to divorce, you can move to my place. I mean Lagrange. It's not as good as Windmill City, but It’s also quite prosperous, and the scenery outside the city is very beautiful.”

"Then how do I survive?"

"I will raise my salary soon. The head of the group said that the queen will raise our salary next month at the latest. By then, it will be no problem for me to support two or more people. You can send Avery and Mammy Take Mammy too. Of course, if you are willing to work, I can also help you find a suitable job, one that is not too tiring. Work can make people fulfilled, really."

Mrs. Sterling bit her lips, and after a moment of silence she suddenly burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, Phoebe, you still care about me after I kicked you out of the house. I really regret what I did to you before, I must have been crazy then. Can you forgive me?"

Seeing Mrs. Sterling crying, Phoebe's heart softened. She stepped forward and sat by the bed: "I've forgotten about those things a long time ago."

After sobbing and crying for a while, Mrs. Sterling took Phoebe's hand and said, "Phoebe, I will never object to you being a knight again. On the contrary, I am proud of you now. Do what you want Do it! If one day you are tired and don’t want to do it, the door of your home will always be open for you.”

"Wait, what do you mean? You don't intend to come to me?"

"I can't divorce your father, others will laugh at me." Mrs. Sterling wiped away her tears, "You don't know how ugly those noble ladies speak behind their backs. Besides, if your parents divorce, it will also affect your future marriage. not too good."

"No way! I don't like anyone who dares to make irresponsible remarks to my parents! As for those who love to gossip, ignore them. They are a group of female flies who enjoy chewing on other people's blood. Believe me, no matter how good your life is, they can find reasons to talk about you."

"No, I don't have your courage. Although I have thought about leaving Windmill City countless times, I really can't leave all this and go to a strange place."

"Don't dare to pursue what you want, why do you want to survive? Are you born to live a life you don't want?"

Upon hearing this, Mrs. Sterling was stunned.

"Think it over carefully, don't rush to make a decision." Phoebe stood up and said, "I will save money to buy a house in Lagrange, a big house that can accommodate a family."

After finishing speaking, Phoebe solemnly saluted Mrs. Sterling as a knight, then turned and left.

Mrs. Sterling remained motionless for a full hour before climbing out of bed.

"Barbara, help me change my clothes! I want to go for a walk today." Mrs. Sterling said while sitting in front of the vanity mirror.

"That's great ma'am! You are finally willing to go out to get some air!" Barbara happily winked at Ellie outside the door.

"The weather is not bad today, and spring is coming soon." Mrs. Sterling said looking at the big tree with new shoots outside the window.

"Yes, spring is coming soon." Barbara smiled and held the dress over.

After Phoebe left home, instead of going to Dougwell, she went to Kali's.

Originally, she wanted to find Cang Ling's, but thinking of the delicious food in Phoenix City, she couldn't help but go to Kali in the end.

Kali's house was still as lively as ever. His younger brother Kaikyo kept making "explosions". Kali's mother chased and beat him with a wooden stick angrily. Push away.

"Can you stop forcing my guests to watch your disgusting things every time!" Kali said dissatisfied.

"Whoa, Kali, you actually said that Dad's brainchild is disgusting. Phoebe, tell me, this bone remover..."

"Ahaha, I suddenly remembered that I haven't gone to the bathroom yet. I'm sorry I'm sorry." Phoebe hurriedly ran upstairs to Kali's room.

"I'm so sorry, I let you see the unharmonious side of my family every time." Kali came over and said.

"Aside from those instruments of torture, the atmosphere in your house is actually pretty good." Phoebe sat down on the sofa.

As soon as she sat down, a loud noise made her jump up again.

　I really hate families who fight all day.Everyone has stress, and stress is not an excuse to vent your anger on others casually.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)