Conan's first love is a profiler

Chapter 66 Don't Understand But Can Understand
After Qinghai Chuantang heard this answer, he smiled slightly, noncommittal.

The silver-haired murderer who was trying to kill his girlfriend in the last second didn't hold any resentment towards him.

Instead, when he accidentally fell down, he grabbed the other party.

And said "I don't know the reason why people kill people, but people don't need a reason to save people" such righteous words.

Should we praise his kindness and courage, or call him stupid?
"The FBI was dispatched to the silver-haired murderer incident a year ago, and I was the profiler responsible for assisting in finding the murderer."

"When I was in a certain alley, I found the figure of the silver-haired murderer. I don't need to tell you the story after that, you should know it well. What I want to say is the news about the suicide of the silver-haired murderer, because it is not the case."

"Fingerprints, bloodstains, etc. have all been cleaned up. It's just a homicide disguised as suicide."

"In the end, this case was still closed as a 'suicide', and because of my misjudgment, I was dubbed a 'liar'."

"Hearing this, are you a little confused? Don't worry, just keep listening."

"When the silver-haired murderer was rescued by two well-meaning children, the two children left the scene."

"But when the silver-haired murderer changed his disguise and was about to leave, he was bumped into by a little boy."

"Without hesitation, the man took out a pistol with a silencer and pierced his chest with a bullet."

"The little boy's last words were, 'Mommy, that sister'."

"So I analyzed that the 'suicide' was indeed the silver-haired murderer himself, and the silver-haired murderer I met before was actually someone pretending to be."

"At that time, a certain FBI whose identity was exposed in the organization returned to the United States. So the purpose of the other party was obvious."

"And in the organization, the person with the ability to disguise and change his voice is Belmode. But this sounded ridiculous to the ears of those people at that time."

"Because they don't believe that there is really such a miraculous thing as disguise technique in this world, and they don't believe that someone can really do it."

"They felt that I couldn't accept the death of my child, and I was a little crazy."

"Or they thought that in order to continue the investigation of the case, they came up with such absurd reasons. So, they secretly called me a 'liar writer'."

"Changing appearance and changing voice, it sounds incredible, right? If you don't see it with your own eyes, some people may never believe it in their entire life. There really is such a magical skill."

"Like, if you haven't experienced it yourself, how can you believe that there are really drugs that can make people smaller?"

"You don't need a reason to save people. I reluctantly agree with you."

"After all, when you are in a hurry, you may not be able to control the subconscious reaction of the body's instinct."

"But the murderer's life is life, and my child's life is not life?"

These words seemed to be torturing his soul.

He didn't feel cold before, but now he only feels that even the milk is icy cold.

He wasn't regretting, he just had mixed feelings in his heart.

If, if it is really what she said, what kind of attitude should I have towards Belmode?

Kill and save people.
For your kindness, let go
A certain mystery in his heart seemed to be suddenly solved, and he seemed to have suddenly found the answer to a question that had troubled him for a long time.

But the answer was not found by himself.

He opened his mouth as if to say "sorry".

"In 20 years, Judy's family was killed by Belmode."

Before he could say anything, the other party dropped another blockbuster.

"A year ago, my child was killed by Belmode."

Conan finally understood where the other party's misunderstanding of him came from.

"Because you and your little girlfriend saved her, she has always been grateful to you. Otherwise, she would have been shot dead long ago."

After saying this, Qinghai Chuantang drank the last sip of beer in the can.

Throwing it out casually, it just landed firmly in the plastic bag, and collided with other beer cans, making a crisp sound.

"A year later, I returned to Japan."

"Not long after I returned to Japan, I went to buy a cup of coffee. It happened to be raining and I forgot to bring my umbrella. Your little girlfriend and her friends happened to show up."

"She expressed her kindness to me and took me home with an umbrella, for which I am really grateful."

"So, when I should repay, I will express my gratitude. But it doesn't mean... For that matter, I will choose to forgive."

"No matter what the circumstances were, at least for me, there was no way to 'forgive', and I couldn't say this simple sentence."

"When he thinks of his body sleeping in the ground, he can no longer feel the colors of this world with his eyes closed, he can no longer feel the embrace of his mother, and I can no longer hear him call me 'Mom'. I feel My heart is like being cut by a knife."

"So, Conan Edogawa."

Qinghai Chuantang looked at him, and continued: "You should be grateful for the decision you made at the beginning, and chose to destroy the organization as 'Edogawa Conan'."

"If it was 'Kudo Shinichi', maybe I would choose to stand on the opposite side of you, maybe"

He felt that the other party's eyes and tone revealed a chill, like an ice skate.

Should he be grateful that the other party didn't implicate himself in his anger?

"Actually, at the beginning, I thought you were like a child living in 'Utopia', ignorant of the sufferings of the world."

"Your idol is Sherlock Holmes? But Holmes' words... Some of his actions seem to be inconsistent with some of your concepts and ideas."

"Of course you can call this the pot of the times, but the fact is that human beings are a contradictory creature."

"Just like you, and like me, we all do and say contradictory things sometimes."

Many things are not absolute.

"I don't mean to blame you, although I do hate you a little bit."

In a way, she is an honest person.

It's just that sometimes, people feel that the honesty is a little scary.

Just like now.

Not directly, but indirectly caused the death of the other party's child. Is this any different from killing someone with your own hands?

Conan looked down at his hands.

For a moment, some didn't know what to say.

"Okay, kid Conan. It's too cold and the night is too dark. It's time to go back."

Qinghai Chuantang smiled, then stood up, and picked up the plastic bag on the bench.

Just as she turned to leave, Conan stopped her.

"I am very sorry for the misfortune of 'him'. Although I didn't kill him with my own hands, I indirectly caused this result."

"If that person is really Belmode... In the end, I will definitely hand her over to the law for trial, and pay the due price for the mistakes and crimes she has committed."

"It's wrong to kill someone for whatever reason or justification."

"No matter who the other party is, even if one day, my friend kills someone."

"If it was really what he did, I will definitely not choose to cover up when I find all the evidence and clues pointing to him."

To save lives, no reason is needed.

Killing people is wrong.

But sometimes, a person will not only save people, but also kill people without knowing it.

"Is this your answer now?"

Qinghai Chuantang didn't look back.

"It's the answer I've always had in my heart."

Conan's tone was very firm, "You once told me that 'Even Holmes cannot achieve absolute justice. As long as what you do in your heart is what you insist on, you don't have to care about other people's opinions. Because everyone has a different measure of good and evil'."

"I appreciate you telling me that, because it strengthens something in me."

"None of us is the representative of good and evil, nor the embodiment of justice and evil. We just choose different paths. You used to be a member of the Black Organization, so have you ever killed someone?"

If the other party's answer is yes, then Conan's next words may be: Those who were killed by you are equally innocent.

Unfortunately, the result is doomed to be the opposite of what he expected.

Qinghai Chuantang turned to look at him, and said with a smile: "Sorry, no. Because thanks to someone, I can't do fighting and sniping, because it will make my hands habitually dislocate."

"I stayed away from things like firearms after that. After joining the organization, I became a member of the intelligence team and lived a life of eating, drinking and spending money every day."

"So the organization hates people like me."

"So, before I realized that they wanted to get rid of me, I fled the organization. Of course, it can also be said to be a betrayal."

"Perhaps you want to tell me some truths, and hope that I can calm down when I meet Belmode? Don't publicize your personal revenge, should she be judged by the law?"

"Kid Conan." Qinghai Chuantang sighed, and then smiled again, "The misunderstanding between us may still be deep."

"But the only thing I can tell you is that I'm not that kind of person."

"Of course, it's not that I abide by the law, although most of the time, I still abide by this rule."

"Only occasionally, people will always do something that touches the edge of the law."

Therefore, sometimes it is boring to be too serious.

There may be people who can strictly demand themselves and be perfect.

It's just that she hasn't met such a person yet.

"You have your persistence, and I have mine. However, we can still cooperate on certain issues. Of course, it is limited to 'cooperation'."

After leaving this sentence, Qinghai Chuantang turned and left the park.

Conan looked up at the sky.

When a thin piece of snow fell on the tip of his nose, he felt a slightly cold feeling, just like his heart at the moment.

From the perspective of a bystander, he and Xiaolan may agree with their choice to save each other.

Just like what I said at the time——

There is no reason to save people.

But if you change the identity of the person involved, you know the murderer who killed your child, but there is nothing you can do.

The inner feeling must be "hate".

When Conan recalled the first time he met Qinghai Chuantang and the relationship between the two, he seemed to be able to understand something—the reason why he was called the "Liar Writer".

"You seem to have a lot of secrets"

If what you said is indeed true, even if it is at all costs, I will make up for the mistakes I have made.

"I promise."

After speaking softly, he stepped in the opposite direction from Qinghai Chuantang.

　In the end, it's the opposite direction...

　　In fact, the real reason for lying about the teacher is that she loves to lie.The highest level of lies is that every sentence is true, but when combined it becomes a lie.

　　As for how much of the story is true or false, only the parties themselves know.

　　(: D)|￣|＿Fortunately, when Tang returned to Japan, it was after the full moon.Otherwise, when Akai is going to let Belmode go, she will probably shoot him first... (Xiuichi cockroach life, you can't die, don't worry.)
　　If you don't experience it personally...the feeling and pain of losing your family members, you will never understand it in your life.

　　About Belmode.What she helped Conan far exceeded what Conan helped herself at the time.

　　On Zhihu, there is a high praise answer about Conan knowing that the silver-haired murderer is the identity of Belmode, which makes sense.

　　Judy: I ​​can only choose to forgive?
　　(Small spoiler: Belmode had a good relationship with Tang, because they were in harmony in a certain way)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)