HP Dark Lord save the world

Chapter 232
In the past two days, the atmosphere of pink was floating everywhere in Hogwarts castle. Itana teased the young people because of their high hormones, but she still tried to avoid places where there would be couples dating to show their affection.

However, whether it's the library, the corridor of the castle or the classroom, she will always be blinded by pink bubbles. In the end, she couldn't bear it anymore, and she chose to hide in the Room of Requirement.

So the members of the Leaning Tower of Truth discovered that their boss would stay in the club almost whenever he had no classes recently. Although it was strange, it was undeniable that this was a great opportunity, and the leader's erudition was recognized by them.

So people always come to ask questions about the course. The members of the Leaning Tower of Truth are no more than the second grade. As the top student in this grade, Itana is naturally easy to deal with, and can often quickly point out the problem and correct the direction for the members.

After asking, some people couldn't help being curious, "Does the leader not celebrate Valentine's Day?"

As long as you can speak.

Itana raised her head, looked at the questioning child with gentle eyes, and smiled slightly.

But this smile not only didn't make people feel relaxed, but it was a little scary.

The other members immediately held down the person who was speaking, and dragged him out with a smile.

I'm afraid everyone will be unlucky if it's too late.

"Does anyone have any questions?" Itana looked around, but no one made a sound, and shook her head in unison.

"Very well, let's do some exercises."

All of a sudden, there were wailing everywhere in the room of Requirement.

……

Itana climbed up to the Astronomy Tower, where it was quiet and no one else was around.

She sat down on the spot and looked up at the sky through the window.

The irritability in my heart still couldn't be resolved, but it finally calmed down.

She heard footsteps behind her, and the other party did not hide her arrival.

"It's you, Tom."

There were not many openings with emotional changes, and Itana felt as if something was blocked in her chest, irritated and restless, but she forcibly suppressed it.

The sound of footsteps stopped two steps behind him, and there was silence in the air.

She felt that it was becoming difficult to breathe, and she clenched her teeth. How could this person be so slow-witted, so she couldn't let her adjust alone!
Finally, she couldn't help but scratched her hair fiercely. The tingling of her scalp seemed to have found an outlet for those emotions. Her hands were clenched tightly, and her nails pierced her palms, but there was a strange sense of joy.

Just as she was about to continue, a hand grabbed her wrist.

"If you can't find an outlet, maybe try to find a tree hole."

Tom's voice sounded softly beside her, and Itana nodded, trying to take back her hand, but felt that the other's grip was quite firm.

"Pine hands, thank you for your cooperation." Itana tried to pull it again, but still failed.

"That's it, I think you need to calm down now, or you will regret it even more when you scratch your hair bald."

The fear of hair loss engraved into her DNA struck, and needless to say, she immediately regretted it.

Tom took advantage of the situation and sat down, still holding her wrist, "You've been a little abnormal these days. According to my observation, it's related to Valentine's Day, but it's not exactly. Why, have you encountered emotional problems?"

Itana looked at the sky outside the window and didn't speak for a long time. Finally, just when Tom thought she was going to stay silent to the end, the girl suddenly smiled.

At first, there were two low hums, then the voice gradually amplified, and in the end it was simply unscrupulous.

She was so happy that tears came out of her eyes, as if she had encountered the most ridiculous thing in the world.

Without her usual hardness, she actually looked a little fragile at this time.

However, this fragility didn't last long, and she was stripped and crushed with a rather determined attitude.

Itana lay back on the floor, her face and eyes were all relaxed, and she said with a smile:
"Tom, do you believe in love?"

The girl's lilting voice wafted into his ears, and Tom paused for breath, and replied, "I don't know what that is, to be honest."

Especially after the trip with the ancestors during the Christmas period not long ago, all expectations for his parents were all withered, and his birth was a wrong continuation.

Love, isn't it because of this inexplicable vocabulary that my mother chose to give up life and abandon him.

The haze appeared in his eyes, and Tom didn't know why Itana suddenly asked this. Was it related to the love letter he found two days ago?

Itana didn't answer his rhetorical question, now she could see the other person's back, but when she looked over to the sky, her eyes softened.

"What a coincidence, I have an idea."

She raised her free hand, with her index finger and thumb forming a circle, through which she looked at the birds flying past the window.

And her follow-up words seemed to cut her body apart, which was an explanation and an examination of herself.

"When someone writes me a love letter, it's something that strikes me even though I ignore it."

"There's an old saying in the East that you can forget all things like joy, anger, sorrow, fear, and evil desires. What's not perfect is just 'love'."

"I won't talk about related stories. In short, love is something that exists in instinct. It can be like, pity, empathy, and it is the softest and hardest part of people's hearts. So it is not limited to people and Man, that's what I've always thought."

"It is also a compensatory reaction derived from balancing one's emotions."

"For example, the sky loves me, the earth loves me, mountains and rivers love me, plants and animals love me, why should I ask for love from others, right?" Itana's words seemed to be asking, but more like talking to herself. Emphasize something.

Scenes of life in the orphanage flashed through Tom's mind. Perhaps it was true. He was so talented that he could live well on his own even if no one cared about him.

"However, it is difficult for people to escape from the cage built by their past experiences." Itana said in a low voice, "Although books and others have provided me with additional expansion, the shadow is still rooted and affects me all the time."

"Just like you will learn to disguise yourself because of your childhood experience, be sensitive and cautious, be vengeful, narcissistic and inferior, and I am similar. Now I can be sure that I am quite repulsive to the love in other people's mouths."

Tom's eyebrows moved slightly. Is that how she looked at him?But what does the second half mean?
Itana exhaled, feeling lingering fear, "When I thought about that possibility, I thought I might as well electrocute myself in a lightning storm, it's too scary."

Just imagining all intimate relationships will feel disgusting, disgusting, instinctive rejection and avoidance.It was the first wall she had built for herself to strengthen herself and protect her from the previous times.

Now she has no intention of recalling all the things in her life before she came to this world, but she still retains the habit of repeatedly hypnotizing herself, constantly strengthening the wall, and living a very chic life based on this.

However, this world, or the people we meet here, are still too warm after all.

The love from relatives and friends gradually softened her, and she allowed herself to change until today.

Something different from friendship and family love jumped out to create a sense of existence, directly detonating things that she had been deliberately ignoring all along.

Of course she wasn't interested in children who wrote love letters, but it still reminded her, what if, she meant what if, someday she met someone she was interested in?

It can be predicted that things will develop in a bad direction. They hate each other, hurt each other, and finally part ways. They will only want to kill each other when they meet again. Her parents, uncles, aunts, aunts, and her best friends in her previous life remind her all the time her inevitable end.

Stop, stop, it's better not to have this kind of thing happen, well, try to stop yourself as much as possible, it seems that the single announcement every day is not enough, she has to do it once she has time.

"Only me, my whole life is the witness."

As she muttered the words in her heart, her thoughts calmed down again, and then she saw Tom's eyes full of inquiry when he turned his head.

"Don't become a stupid human being who only knows how to fall in love, Tom! There is a greater cause waiting for us!" She urged sincerely.

Tom opened his eyes wide in shock, nodded solemnly, "Okay!"

At this time, Dumbledore, who had just boarded the Astronomy Tower, was full of question marks.

Do you want to stop listening to what you have to say?
Want to do something, you two little guys!
After a year and a half, Itana was finally upgraded from a mentor's confidant to a confidant's serious trouble.

Two guys who are very similar in a certain sense have reached a consensus again at this moment. Of course, this is not good news for the world.

"Ah, Professor Dumbledore." Itana finally caught a glimpse of the person at the door, "When did you arrive?"

"...just now." Dumbledore's blue eyes were filled with helplessness, "Itana, I think you may be a little confused, and I will be happy to help you when you need it."

I have to find a way to save it.

"I'm back to normal now, thank you for your concern." Itana sat up again, and by the way, pulled Tom up by the grasped wrist, smiling all over her eyes.

Tell an old joke, she has been mentally ill since then, and she feels much more energetic.

It was indeed normal, Tom let go of her wrist, and the two bid farewell to Dumbledore and walked out of the Astronomy Tower. Suddenly, Tom turned his head and looked playfully: "You just said that I was narrow-minded, remember?"

Itana was suspiciously silent for a second, and immediately put on an innocent face: "Ah, did you? When did it happen? You must have heard it wrong."

"Go, go to the duel." Tom pulled her and went downstairs.

Oh, really careful.

Standing at the door, Dumbledore looked at the friendly look of the two young men holding hands, and touched his chin in confusion.

Don't understand today's young people, this is the eighth generation gap.

Dumbledore shrugged and took a mirror from his pocket.

The mirror handed over by Itana sealed the Horcrux of an ancient soul.

A person's face appeared in the mirror, and Dumbledore looked at the other person, "To be honest, your disguise is quite clumsy. Even though I have only been with him for two months, I can see that you have a certain degree of control over your demeanor." vacant."

"But there's always something about this face that compares to other looks, doesn't it? Happy Valentine's Day, Albus..."

　Hehe, remind me, Lao Ge is about to come out, of course, if it’s not this counterfeit, just take it as a warm-up

　　
　
(End of this chapter)