adversity girl

Chapter 34 Sorry
When Gu Zhi got up, his knees still hurt from time to time. He Yu took care of Gu Zhi in every possible way during his coma. In the bathroom, after using the toilet, I came to the sink to wash my hands, then I looked in the mirror and saw that the wound on my forehead had been covered with medical wound stickers.

"You finally woke up."

Gu Zhi turned his head and saw a man who seemed to be wearing a blue coat. He squinted his eyes and couldn't see clearly. When he got closer, he realized that it was Chen Weilin.

Chen Weilin put the medical kit on the desk and took out the stethoscope.

"How is my father?"

Chen Weilin turned around and looked at Gu Zhi's dizzy eyes full of anxiety, and saw that Gu Zhi's initially pale face gradually improved, but his lips were still colorless.

"He's doing fine now."

"You're not doing well right now."

While talking, Chen Weilin waved his hands to let Gu Zhi sit on the bed obediently.

After hearing the four words, Gu Zhi took a breath and relaxed. He pursed his lips and exhaled slowly from his nose. Gu Zhi walked to the side of the bed and sat down.

Chen Weilin put on a stethoscope and made a diagnosis for Gu Zhi.

Chen Weilin didn't have any expression on his face at first, but his expression changed during the auscultation. Chen Weilin looked at Gu Zhi and sighed.

"Yesterday you were in a coma. Lin He and He Yu saw that you were still awake."

"I took you to the medical room for further examination."

Chen Weilin put the stethoscope back into the medical box, took out a file bag and handed it to Gu Zhi.

"Your father has advanced coronary heart disease, I thought..."

Gu Zhi opened the file bag and there was a test report inside.

Gu Zhi looked at the test report and didn't move his eyes away.

"How long can you live?"

Gu Zhi rubbed the corners of his eyes and the bridge of his nose, put the test report into a file bag, got up and put it in a locked drawer, and pressed the switch button of the light. There was a warm light.Sitting at the desk, Gu Zhi asked Chen Weilin this question very plainly,

Chen Weilin got up quickly when he heard that, his eyes widened, and he looked at Gu Zhi in surprise. He didn't expect Gu Zhi to ask such a question.

"Hey, stop."

"It hasn't been diagnosed yet."

"You didn't read those two words."

"Suspected, suspected."

Chen Weilin looked at Gu Zhi sitting in front of the desk with his head in his hands, the warm lamp in the corner of the book shone on him, his hair was surrounded by a circle of warm light, and in the warm light, Gu Zhi's exhaled breath diffused A sense of loneliness from a dark corner came into Chen Weilin's perspective, and he was silent for a while.

"The medicine is in the bed cabinet, remember to take it."

Chen Weilin stood at the door of the room, ready to leave.

"Does my father know?"

Gu Zhi hurriedly stood up and asked.

"Only you and I know."

Gu Zhi took a deep breath again, slowly sat down on the chair, looked at the last ray of light on the table, fell into deep thought, and suddenly the room was lit up again, Gu Zhi was affected by the light and immediately went from After thinking about it, Gu Zhi frowned when he saw Chen Weilin's hand on the switch of the light, his expression was very speechless.

"I see why you are nearsighted."

"It's because the lights are not turned on at night."

After Chen Weilin finished speaking, he waved to Gu Zhi and left.

Gu Zhi gritted his teeth, glanced away at the door of the room, got up and turned off the light in the room, leaving only the light of that lamp.

Gu Zhi recalled the test report, and touched his heart.

"I only have time about you, too."

"It's uncomfortable, uncomfortable."

Gu Zhi closed his eyes, squinted for a while, and left the room.

In the white room, the door slowly moved open. Gu Zhi leaned on the wall and walked into the room. He squatted on one side and looked at her who was lying quietly. His mouth couldn't help trembling. Then it fell.

"Sorry, I·····."

"There's really no choice."

"I know it's not fair to you."

"But... that's what I came into this world to do."

"me······"

"Try to make it less painful for you!"

Gu Zhi bit his clenched fist, his eyes were extremely rosy, and every word he said was full of serious tears. He was trying to restrain his emotions, so that he could not express his emotions, his face was flushed from suffocation, but his throat was full of emotions. The voice breathed out, and the beams of the grille lights in the ceiling scattered on him, like a lonely clown with a halo.

In Gu Xunsi's room, Gu Xunsi looked at his son's sobs in the surveillance, and there was no expression of anger on his face, and his slightly wrinkled eyes gradually turned red. Gu Xunsi swallowed his throat, recalling What Gu Zhi said just now would make him remember the words in his heart.

He thought back to what he did to his son in order to bind him by his side, doing things that only benefited his prestige, since he was a child, he was not allowed to make friends, and he was not allowed to do things he liked , Don't let him do what he thinks, only learning and learning, only winning awards, satisfying his vanity that can never be satisfied.

Gu Xunsi has been instilling the idea of ​​mission since Gu Zhi was a child, telling his own difficulties, over and over again every day, but what really made Gu Zhi able to understand in every possible way and change the meaning of his existence was the event that he took painstakingly into his heart .

It happened when Gu Zhi was 15 years old.

Seven years ago, Gu Zhi, a young boy who was exceptionally outstanding because of his closed studies since he was a child, was admitted to the junior class. He was very excited when he got the news, and then held a banquet in a luxury hotel. At that time, Gu Zhi was too Excellent, the people in the school are naturally jealous, and the reason for rejecting him is not only because of his excellent studies, but also because of his unmatched height and unmatched appearance. When people have quarrels, if he is excluded, no one will stand on his side, and he can only blame himself for his reluctance to communicate.

He goes to and from school every day, and then shuts himself in his room to study continuously. Anyway, every day is nothing but study. He dare not resist his father, fearing that his father will abandon him again. He already has many childhood traumas in his heart. .

And on the day when he was going to report to the juvenile class, Gu Zhi disappeared. He didn't go to school, and he didn't go home. Gu Xunchi made one phone call after another, but the same words echoed in his ears: " The number you have dial can not be reached······."

Concerns gradually became manic and restless, and when he was on the phone at home, he wanted to lose his temper, wanted to drop his phone, but was afraid that he would not be able to receive his son's call, so he smashed everything he could see in front of him to pieces.

Not long after, when Gu Xunan picked up his mobile phone to make a call again, he changed his sentence to "Hello, the number you dialed is not in the service area."

At the beginning, I was worried but didn't react. When I heard the next words, I started to think. I walked back and forth in the house, raised my eyebrows tightly, and ran out of the house and got into the back seat of my car. .

"Gu Zhi, you...you come here."

"It's dangerous for you to stand there."

On the roof of a house some distance away from the sea, Gu Zhi stood straight on the edge of the roof, stretched his hands, facing the sea, and closed his eyes just enjoying the comfortable moment when the sea breeze blows over him , slowly turned to face his father.

When he turned around, he worried that his son would fall, and wanted to hug Gu Zhi with his hands in his direction. His nervous hands were shaking, but they were far away. As long as he took a step forward, Gu Zhi would fall. Take a step to the edge.

"So you still remember this."

"I didn't expect to come here again in such a way."

"Standing here, I realize that the only happy time has gone with the sea."

Gu Zhi looked at his father with a smile again, and this time there was a look of longing for freedom in the clear eyes, and Gu Zhi's tears drifted away in the sea breeze, Gu Zhi turned around and closed his eyes to feel the sea breeze, wanting to follow The wind walked together, and at the moment when Gu Zhi closed his eyes and fell outside, Gu Xunsi rushed towards Gu Zhi without hesitation, and quickly hugged Gu Zhi who was already leaning.

In this way, the father tightly protected the son's head from the bottom, and the son was on the top, and the father and son fell to the ground.

He could faintly hear the call of a bird, and Gu Zhi could feel the dazzling sunlight in his eyes, which made Gu Zhi unable to open his eyes. He covered his eyes with his palms, and slowly opened his eyes. The green leaves in the gaps emitted a dazzling light. Sunshine, Gu Zhi wanted to get up, but he couldn't get up because of the sudden pain in his head.

After looking around, he realized that he was not dead, but was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes staring out of the window, and the brilliance among the leaves and branches fluttered with the wind, and he was stunned.

"Xiao Zhi, you finally woke up."

It is the concerned driver who speaks.

"How is my father?"

The driver took out the dining table, turned his head to look at Gu Zhi, and twisted the lunch box with one hand.

"Soon...will wake up."

"Don't worry, eat first."

"Where is his ward?"

Gu Zhi grabbed the driver's arm and asked about the worried ward.

The driver put down his chopsticks, saw Gu Zhi's anxious expression, and told Gu Zhi.

Standing at the door of the ward, Gu Zhi saw from a distance that Gu Xunji's legs were stretched in front of the bed with plaster casts, and his head was tightly wrapped. He walked slowly towards his father and saw the screen next to the bed rising and falling. When he was approaching his father, he saw his father's closed eyes with a breathing tube in his nose. He closed his eyes in pain, covered his eyes with his hands and shed tears. Leaning against his father, his hand slowly touched his father's still warm hand, and his heart trembled.

At this point a doctor came into the ward to check on the concern.

"Doctor, when will my father wake up?"

The doctor was writing down his concerns in the notebook, and looked up at Gu Zhi.

"It depends."

After speaking, he left, not forgetting to close the door when leaving.

"sorry···."

Gu Zhi clasped his father's hand tightly with both hands, and the tears on the back of his hand dripped down Gu Xun'an's sleeve.

After this incident happened, the former Gu Zhi, who felt that life was meaningless, died with that jump, but now Gu Zhi, who was rescued by Gu Xunnuo, only lived for him, as a filial and sensible son, Obedience to his father.

This is the true meaning of Gu Zhisuo's existence in this world.

······
"I'm sorry, Ah Zhi."

"Let you bear so much..."

Gu Xunsi looked at his son's negative appearance in the surveillance, felt a little distressed, and touched Gu Zhi's figure in the computer with his trembling hands, this was what Gu Xunsi said in his heart.

Two months later
The door of the research institute was opened, and Yan Manjia escaped from inside, wearing an iron-colored ring on her ankle, her expression was very nervous, she staggered and ran to the beach, every step she took, her eyes never forgot Looking back, she was breathing very loudly. She walked to the beach with bare feet, rushed to the sea, and swam into the sea. However, the next second, her whole body began to twitch. Although her body was twitching, she still persisted. She swam in the sea, but no matter how tenacious she was, she still couldn't resist the power of electricity, and she fainted in the sea after a while.

When she was sinking into the deep sea, one hand held her waist tightly, but the power of the electricity did not disappear. Since Gu Zhi's hand was tightly holding Yan Manjia's waist, the current caught up with his body. Zhiqiang endured the pain of electric shock and swam to the sea surface.

On the coast, Gu Zhi held Yan Manjia in both hands and fell to the ground within a few steps out of the sea. Gu Zhi knelt on the ground with his hands raised, but Naihe still couldn't resist the power of the electricity, his hands had no strength, Gradually lowered, he fell on the shore of the beach.

The tide on the shore ebbed and there was no more sea water. Yan Manjia, who was lying on the beach, slowly opened his eyes, and the sound of breezy sea breeze passed through his ears, and a kneeling figure appeared in his blurred vision.

(End of this chapter)