adversity girl

Chapter 48 No
"My lord, how do you deal with what happened yesterday?"

In a huge office at the top of the Wangshi Group headquarters, which is full of high-rise buildings, Wang Xunrong is wearing a black high-tailored suit and sitting on the desk with one hand propping up the table, and the other holding a cigar.

Thick smoke was exhaled from his mouth, surrounded by bursts of smoke, the sunlight scattered on the smoke through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the eyes in the gold-rimmed glasses in the faint smoke were so proud, and his body was even taller.

"Wanwei is processing."

Wang Xunrong raised his glasses and looked at the watch on his wrist.

"An hour left."

"Get ready for the car."

Xiaoshen replied yes, and walked past Wang Xunrong when he wanted to go downstairs to pick up the car, but suddenly remembered something and turned around and lowered his head.

"By the way, the princess also asked me to send a letter."

"where?"

"prison."

In the women's bathroom of the prison, several prisoners wiped the blood from their hands on Liu Wen who was curled up on the ground. There were also blood stains on the wall in the bathroom and the floor was even more messy. It was obvious that there had been a fierce struggle.

After several prisoners left, Liu Wen, who was lying on the ground, clutched her aching stomach and stretched out her hands to support the wall to stand up, but the blood on her legs was still flowing, making her unable to stand up.

She could only support herself against the wall, reached into her clothes with trembling blood-stained hands, and took out a letter tremblingly. She wiped off the blood stains on her hands with her clothes before opening the envelope. .

But what was inside the envelope was not stationery, but photos of the husband in intimate behavior with other women.

For a moment, her heart was filled with sadness, and her eyes were full of disbelief, but she still couldn't stop trembling her lips, flipping through pictures that didn't belong to her and Yan He, until the picture of Yan He Holding a child shaking the rattle and smiling happily.

Liu Wen couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, and threw the photo aside, her lonely eyes were already rosy, she cried while hugging her headache, trying to stop herself from imagining the scenes of them smiling in the photo, He beat his head hard, curled up in a corner but the more he didn't want to think about it, those unrealistic pictures would wander in his mind.

"No... not really."

Liu Wen was originally a woman with an extremely violent temperament. Since she entered the prison, her mental state would appear abnormal from time to time, and she would even have nightmares at night. This nightmare was that she had beaten and abused her daughter day after day. Direct view of the screen.

"This... this is me."

"Why am I here...
"I should cook for him at home...

"Yes, I will cook for him."

Liu Wen picked up the photo and touched the woman in the photo. She imagined that woman to be her own appearance. She looked around, imagining her happiest time. Gradually, her husband and lively and cheerful son appeared. Smiling and talking unrealistic words, the originally depressed state suddenly became extremely excited, laughing loudly in the bathroom.

After being carried to the hospital bed, the image of beating Yan Manjia heavily still appeared in her mind, blaming herself and being happy.

Liu Wen already suffered from mental illness, but what she didn't know was that what her husband bought was not vitamins, but mental medicine.

Yan Manjia stood not far from the prison watching the woman who was bound on the hospital bed and laughed wildly from time to time being pushed into the car.

I recalled in my mind the crazy smile when the woman abused me, seeing the bloodstains on my face, and seeing myself crying to despair, but the woman's eyes looked happier and happier. People are creepy.

"She should have lived in her world long ago."

"Why should I bear her abnormality?"

"Why does she just use me as a venting tool!"

Yan Manjia watched the car in the mental hospital gradually take the woman away until she was far away from her sight. She shouted, her eyes were full of sorrow, and the shimmering light from the leaves in the jungle shone on the girl's cheeks. After the exit, her cheeks were slightly red, and a red leaf fell from the branch, skipping the girl's eyes, and she looked up at the leaf for a moment, as if she saw her own life.

"This world is not fair."

"Yan Manjia, you don't need to remember the past."

"Just do your own thing now and don't need to worry about the consequences."

"But only if you are safe."

Wang Geyan stood behind her, and Yan Manjia, who was squatting and looking at the leaves in a daze, heard these words, and turned his eyes to look at him standing in the glowing woods, who was all white.

"Then have you forgotten the past?"

"If you can forget it, you won't suffer in your heart."

Wang Geyan blinked, the past experiences will naturally not be forgotten, they will only gradually spread from the heart to the bone.

Yan Manjia turned her head back again, closed her eyes just to feel the breath of nature, and opened her eyes slowly after a while, and there was firmness in those sincere eyes again.

"Only let them bear the pain we gave us."

"That's the fairness in the world in my eyes."

Thinking back to that woman's maniacal laugh and pitiful appearance just now, the corners of her mouth will be raised, revealing a satisfied smile.

"It seems that the first time was more successful than I expected."

After hearing this, Wang Geyan looked puzzled, walked up to Yan Manjia and lowered his head slightly and asked, "Is there... a second time?"

"Is it dangerous?"

Yan Manjia raised his head and saw the worry in his eyes for himself. Wang Geyan knew that if he punished those who hurt him in the past, he would fall into a deeper vortex and would never leave. He was worried that Yan Manjia would walk the same path as himself. dangerous road.

"No, don't worry."

"I've made an appointment with Uncle Rong for you to have a heart-to-heart talk."

"Trust me, it will definitely clear up the doubts in your heart."

In the office, Wang Xunrong put one hand in his trousers pocket, and lifted the cigar butts into the ashtray with the other hand. When he heard Xiao Shen's words behind him, he stopped his hand above the ashtray, frowned gradually, and looked at Xiao Shen.

"As long as Xiaojia is safe."

"She can do anything."

Wang Xunrong walked towards Xiao Shen, patted his shoulder, and exhaled the smoke to the other side, and then to Xiao Shen's ear.

"This is modern, not ancient."

"Xiao Jia is not suitable for this title now."

"It's best not to bark now."

"And this is the company..."

After Xiaoshen heard these words, he blinked his eyes, and his brain was running fast at this moment.

After thinking for a few seconds, he said, "Yes, Chairman."

Xiao Shen and Wang Xunrong took the elevator down together. He wanted Xiao Shen to go to the parking garage to pick up the car first, so he wanted Xiao Shen to get out of the elevator first. Seeing that Wang Xunrong was smoking a cigar and was about to get out of the elevator, he quickly gave him a look. Wang Xunrong raised his eyes and saw that Xiao Jia was very flustered, and Xiao Shen was covering Wang Xunrong.

He hurriedly threw the cigar into the trash can and waved his hands to spread the smoke away, but Yan Manjia noticed this move.

But seeing Uncle Rong, who usually works seriously, is now blinking his eyes and smiling at himself, spraying perfume in the air in his hand to get rid of the smell of smoke quickly, I feel quite cute.

"Uncle Rong, you have been coughing non-stop for the past few days."

"And now...
"It's me... that's smoking."

Wang Xunrong pulled Xiaoshen's arm, Xiaoshen glanced at Wang Xunrong's hand and then looked up at his eyes, and understood the meaning of the eyes.

Yan Manjia took a sniff, and stared at Xiao Shen's erratic little eyes with questioning eyes.

Xiao Shen blinked his eyes.

"The chairman is generous and sent a box of cigars."

"So I smoked one, and the smell is a bit strong."

"I'm going to pick up the car."

After Xiaoshen finished speaking, he hurriedly left the scene with a delicate atmosphere. Wang Xunrong saw Xiaoshen running out of the company gate, a tall and straight figure in white clothes outside the gate, looking at Xiaojia standing beside him with a sincere face, and felt Then there is speculation.

But remembering that Xiaojia had talked with him, she was very worried about going back to the small county.

"I can, I have a measure."

Yan Manjia also noticed that Wang Xunrong had already seen Wang Geyan who was waiting outside the group, and knew what Uncle Rong wanted to express when he looked at her, but she didn't want to let Uncle Rong leave the heavy burden because of herself. business.

"Don't worry about the size."

"But before doing anything, your safety must come first."

Yan Manjia didn't want to look directly at Uncle Rong's serious eyes, so she closed her eyes and nodded perfunctorily. At this time, Xiaoshen, who came back from picking up the car, walked into the company, but this time he was not driving a Wangshi Group car , Xiaoshen parked the Alpha car outside the company, Yan Manjia looked at Wang Xunrong and nodded with a smile, turned around and walked outside the group, looking back at Wang Xunrong.

"About my past."

"It's best to settle it with your own hands."

"Everyone is."

Looking at Yan Manjia standing in front of the company, he seemed to be in good condition, and he was very calm when he was talking, but Wang Xunrong was always a little uneasy in his heart. In fact, he hadn't really come to an end about his own past.

"Xiao Shen, bring her back safely."

"Just take the cigars."

Xiaoshen was pleasantly surprised when he heard it, and nodded vigorously, but seeing the worried look in Wang Xunrong's eyes, and seeing the girl in the rearview mirror when he sat in the driver's seat, a panic suddenly passed through his heart.

The car door was slowly closed, Yan Manjia looked at the white person outside the car, Wang Geyan gradually quickened his pace, watching her go away.

Her eyes are full of reluctance, why does Yan Manjia not want to let go of the past and only live for the present, but now looking back on the past, there are still scenes of unbearable torture, so what is the point of living now, she just wants to make an end to the past as soon as possible , Let her feel at ease in her heart, so she can go home and live freely.

The car stopped on the road to the county seat, four majestic men and another person came from another road, and Yan Manjia got out of the car.

Yan He standing in front of Wang Zhihe's three bodyguards was no longer dressed in shabby clothes, but the neat clothes he used to wear in that county.

Although he is dressed the same as before, he is not only past his age, but also has lost the sense of elegance of his youth. The face that lost one eye is so pitiful, but just recall the shadow he caused to the girl. There will be no more compassion.

Yan He raised his head and blinked one eye. Looking at the beautifully dressed girl with short hair in front of him, he was stunned, only a little happy in his heart.

At that time, Yan Manjia didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. Even if she looked into his eyes for a second, she would recall the moment when the knife flew towards her.

At this time, Yan Manjia saw this person again, and only then did she clearly see that Yan He was missing one hand and one eye on her face, and her originally cold eyes became downcast.

Although Wang Xunrong told her about his behavior towards him, but seeing with her own eyes that the person who used to be superior to her is now disabled, she felt distressed for a while.

"Oh, I like the way it looks now."

"sorry···."

"Really sorry."

As soon as Yan Manjia heard these three words, she would feel angry in her heart. She didn't feel that the three words that came out of her mouth could offset the trauma of the past ten years.

"Again, why do you think such a simple three words."

"I will forgive you."

"No, no, I know...

"I don't deserve your forgiveness."

Yan He knelt down again, although he only had one eye, he could still clearly see his remorse for what he had done to his daughter.

He swallowed and spoke hoarsely.

Yan Manjia looked at Wang Zhi, Wang Zhi understood the look and asked another bodyguard to lift Yan He who was kneeling on the ground with him.

She didn't want to look at Yan He from such a perspective, and she didn't want to be like her former mother, standing there looking up at her bruised and bruised self.

"You regret it now, don't you?"

Yan He looked at the girl's tearless but sad eyes, but Yan He did not respond with a mournful face.

Yan Manjia closed her eyes tightly, thinking back to her childhood, she clenched her fists tightly, and the expression on her face was all strained.

Wang Zhi, who was watching this scene from the sidelines, shed tears. He was blaming himself. He thought it was his own irresponsibility that caused the girl to suffer.

He used to obey Wang Xunrong's arrangement and took a few people to guard the girl, but he was not reconciled to why other colleagues could work hard in the group to get a job, but he himself lived a boring life in this small county. He had a lot of opinions on girls, so he didn't let people guard her all the time, and he didn't care about her situation at home. He just felt that she was safe enough when he saw her going to and from school safely.

The same is true when reporting to Wang Xunrong.

"You regret yourself because..."

"You know I'm actually your flesh and blood."

"Then...if I'm not...

"You don't feel an ounce of remorse at all."

Yan Manjia said these words with her eyes closed, but Yan He's expression did not change at all, and then she opened her eyes and said what really made Yan He feel pain in his heart.

"If I'm really just someone else."

"And to suffer through all this, I would feel pitiful."

"But I am your own daughter!"

"It can make you live in regret for the rest of your life."

"It's not pitiful."

Yan Manjia yelled and roared, her cheeks were flushed, and she finally released the grievance that had been hidden in her heart for a long time. She turned around and sat back in the nanny car. .

Wang Zhi asked the other two bodyguards to guard Yan He and sit at the back, while he himself sat in the co-pilot.

Wang Zhi felt uncomfortable seeing Yan Manjia's expression through the rearview mirror.

She looked at the trees and green mountains passing by outside the window, and the sun shone on her cheeks again. Her cheeks were as white and flawless as before, and the pupils in the eyelashes were dark and bright, not so much the timid girl she used to be. Without a trace, it might be better to say that the former girl has grown up.

In the past, her eyes were only fearful and timid, but now she has experienced many things indifferently, and her eyes are filled with a sense of endless stories.

The car window moved down silently, she poked her head out and the sun was shining on her cheeks, she slowly closed her eyes to feel the gentleness of the sun, the breeze rustled her hair, passed over her soft jaw, and slid across the bridge of her small nose , the rustling sound passed by her ears, she pursed her lips slightly and trembled, and couldn't help but wonder if the former self would be different if she was more courageous.

But when I think about my various experiences and open my eyes to see the garbage that appears on the ground at intervals, that little face reveals an intriguing smile.

If she goes back to the past, she will still experience this experience. After all, she is just an unarmed girl, how can she be worth the humanity in the world.

(End of this chapter)