Xiuxian first lady

Chapter 92 - Do You Have Regrets?

Although Chen Qingcheng's true consciousness is in Bai Xiaoxiao's sea of ​​consciousness, he doesn't usually show up, and only occasionally communicates with her spiritual consciousness through sound transmission.This time, he seemed to be planning to speak more thoroughly to her, and kept staring at her deeply. Seeing Bai Xiaoxiao weeping sadly, he sighed softly.

"You... why did you want to cultivate immortality?"

This question was also asked by Su Zhi when he participated in the realm assessment.

Bai Xiaoxiao was full of confidence that day, and replied that one is survival and the other is responsibility. She is willing to follow Chen Qingcheng's example and protect the peace of China.

But now she realizes that this world of cultivating immortals is far from being as kind and harmonious as she imagined, and it is also full of contention, fighting and intrigue.

Not to mention anything else, just talking about the torrents hidden under the peaceful coexistence between the mortal world and the way of cultivating immortals makes her feel disgusted.

If she considers herself a mortal, why does she still want to step into the way of cultivating immortals?
If she wants to cultivate immortality, why should she take the world as her responsibility and protect those who are not worthy of protection? ...

"I..." Bai Xiaoxiao hesitated, and gradually closed her eyes, her consciousness entered the sea of ​​consciousness, and she stood opposite to Chen Qingcheng's figure, "I don't know... I'm messed up... I don't even know what is right, what It's wrong..."

Chen Qingcheng looked at her with the same expression, but his tone was much more relaxed than usual, almost a little "tenderness"... probably the only bit of tenderness in this normally stern person.

"When you wanted to save 'him', what was it for? Now, do you regret it?"

"For..." Bai Xiaoxiao hesitated for a moment.Why did she decide that she must save Chen Qingcheng?

Was it because he happened to meet him, and he was so weak that he couldn't even move?

But she could have chosen to leave on her own at the time.

but……

"I... I don't know the identity of Dean Chen... I thought he needed someone to help..." Bai Xiaoxiao answered with some difficulty, realizing that she had been completely wrong since then.

At that time, Ning Yu had already brought people to a nearby town, and it was only a matter of time before he found Chen Qingcheng.

Why do they need her to meddle in their own business?

"I just can't look at him alone...and ignore him..."

Chen Qingcheng, the Chen Qingcheng in front of him who has never experienced those things, looked at her quietly: "Now, if you already knew the identity of 'him', would you still do that?"

"Of course!" Bai Xiaoxiao blurted out without thinking, then paused, explaining as if afraid of being misunderstood, "I should take Dean Chen's sword card and go find Ning Yu and the others or Senior Brother Xun. Even if they don't arrive, you can just find someone to report to Tianwen Mountain. Then..."

Then I left, no longer dealing with Xiuxian Dao, and honestly went back to the mountains to be a little bamboo demon who absorbed the essence of the sun and the moon.

This is something she has thought about more than once.She felt that she was ridiculously stupid at the time, and all kinds of clumsy temptations made others suspect her, and it did not help Chen Qingcheng in any real way.

But she still couldn't do it if she just left without doing anything.

If she really left like that, she was afraid that she would always think about it and regret it all the time.

"So..." she continued, as if realizing something in her heart, "so I don't regret it. I was indeed stupid at the time, but I would rather be stupid than become the kind of person I don't want to be."

Self-centered, selfish, and self-interested, everything is based on interests, and it is also called judging the situation and judging the situation, wisely protecting oneself.

If she Bai Xiaoxiao wanted to be that kind of person, why did she go to the police academy and try her best to become a criminal policeman?

"So, you are not wrong." Chen Qingcheng had already understood her thoughts, nodded and said, "Or, your approach is not wrong, but your thinking is somewhat wrong."

"You think that 'he' doesn't need your help, but in fact he does. Although he and I are... somewhat different, he won't change in terms of thanking you."

Bai Xiaoxiao suddenly remembered, on the first day she came to Tianwen Mountain, when Chen Qingcheng himself said "thank you" to her face to face.

So, he was not being polite, but really expressing his gratitude.

"He...'I' has never been too polite." Chen Qingcheng's cold expression seemed to show signs of cracking, "I think I made it very clear."

His current expression is like that when Bai Xiaoxiao mistakenly thought that he and Biyou Yuanjun were a couple and tried to match them up, a little impatient and helpless.

It is more vivid than the usual cold and serious.

He was rather unwilling to be misunderstood by others, Bai Xiaoxiao thought.I didn't even realize that my mood had eased a lot.

"Then, the teacher recommended me to be a beginner sect?"

"It's not thanks, it's because you are suitable." Chen Qingcheng replied very simply, "I have never recommended anyone."

The "I" said it clearly this time, of course it refers to himself, the former Dean Chen before Butian.

The decisive Dean Chen.

"Is it suitable for...?" Bai Xiaoxiao asked hesitantly.

She doesn't have Chen Qingcheng's firm and strong will, she always knows what she wants to do, what she should do, and what she is doing.

However, Chen Qingcheng immediately shook his head: "You are wrong. If there were other ways, I would naturally not rush to die... You think there is a choice, but in fact there is often no choice."

These words moved Bai Xiaoxiao's heart.

But she didn't want to let herself think about it.

Chen Qingcheng saw her heart barrier, but didn't break it, and changed the subject: "Let's talk about the way of cultivating immortals. The way of cultivating immortals is not innocent. You know it now. As you can see, the world is also not innocent. How do you choose now? "

"Not innocent..." Bai Xiaoxiao murmured, "What does the teacher mean, is there a hidden purpose behind these things today?"

"Aiming at Tianwen Mountain." Chen Qingcheng said succinctly, "Just a few mortals don't have the guts to do it."

Bai Xiaoxiao couldn't help but nodded.

The Pang family came too fast and prepared too well. Dean Su Zhi had already suspected that there was another person behind the scenes.And the one who dares to target Tianwen Sword Sect, one of the five great Tianzongs, can only be a certain sect who is also in the way of cultivating immortals.

And the Pang family, and even King Wennan, were all bought by this behind-the-scenes pusher.

This is exactly what Chen Qingcheng really meant when he said, "Cultivating immortals is not innocent, nor is the world innocent."

Naturally, one cannot reason with this kind of unclean method. Once you reason with them, it will be like a scholar meeting a soldier.

You can only gag each other first, then slap them in the face like Chen Qingcheng and Qingping Daoist, and put on Tianzong's airs in front of the world.

It's not that they don't want to be reasonable, it's just that they don't want to be pedantic and let themselves be slaughtered.

Perhaps this is the right way of Tianzong's life.

(End of this chapter)