Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 11 Him?Jinlin?
The next day, after Jinlin finished his morning work, he looked at his watch and it was already past 11 o'clock. Jinlin couldn't help feeling overwhelmed: "Finally, I can go and confess my love to Caining..."Jinlin", he looked up and saw that it was Deputy Zhao who was in charge of the executive Director, "Hurry up and sort out and print out our unit's environmental protection implementation plan, in triplicate, and I will report to the county leader in the afternoon."

"Okay!" Jin Lin was stunned for a moment, and hurried to sort out the materials.

While Jinlin was watching the time, he was busy arranging the materials. At this time, Bai Fei'er, who was also working in the same office, saw Jinlin's anxiety, and walked over to him and said, "Jinlin, my work has been done. I'll help you. You can tidy up half of it! This way you don’t have to work overtime, and you can go home and rest for a while at noon.”

Facing Fei'er's enthusiasm and concern, Jin Lin felt that Fei'er was like her savior, and said to her gratefully, "Thank you, Fei'er! I really have something to do at noon."

"You're welcome. Colleagues should help each other. Come! Give me the materials." Mayfair said straightforwardly.

Mayfair's sincere words made Jinlin feel very warm.Jinlin put the materials in Fei'er's hands and instructed her how to do it, and then Fei'er got busy.

With Mayfair's help, the material was sorted out super fast.Jinlin said happily to Fei'er: "It's more powerful in numbers!" Fei'er also laughed.

Jinlin and Feier immediately took the finished materials to print, but the weather was not perfect, the printer printed less than one copy, and there was a problem, the printer frequently jammed paper, Jinlin checked the printer carefully, but did not know what the problem was Where, seeing that I was about to get off work, Mayfair said, "I'll go to the personnel department to print." As he spoke, Mayfair picked up the materials and rushed to the personnel department. After 5 minutes, Mayfair turned back, his hair was wet with sweat, He was very moved and said to Fei'er: "I will treat you to dinner when I have time!"

"Then I'll be waiting for your big meal." Mayfair laughed jokingly.

After getting off work at 12:7 noon, Jinlin came to the Lanhua Commercial Building Supermarket and found that Ruoda’s supermarket was deserted, seven of the eight cash registers were closed, and only cash register No. [-] was still open. Cai Ning stood there alone, slightly Now she is soft and beautiful, her face is lightly radiant, her eyes are slightly energetic, and she looks much more beautiful than the previous days.

Jin Lin doubts: Cai Ning looks radiant, is there some happy event, has she already found the person she likes?But as long as she is not married, she still has a chance. This is also her right to compete for power. Thinking of this, Jin Lin's heart is full of love again.

Jin Lin was walking towards the supermarket in a hurry. When he passed Cai Ning's sentimental gaze with deep affection in his heart, Cai Ning actually felt a deep sense of guilt: I'm sorry, it seems that our emotional legend is coming to an end Now, maybe our meeting but not knowing each other is destined to end in a sad way, coming from a dream and going to a dream, like a gorgeous cloud of smoke, which will not stay in reality forever, but can only be imprinted in the memory of the years.

Jinlin only picked out a box of instant noodles in the supermarket and walked towards Caining calmly and sincerely.

Cai Ning saw Jin Lin walking towards her like a hero, she lowered her head in a hurry, but the helplessness and nostalgia still flashed in her heart, she didn't want to communicate with him anymore, because in the evening she was going to have a relationship with "Jin Lin" To meet Lin, you must forget him, turn this legend into the most beautiful memory in the world, and bury it deep in your heart. This is the loyalty to love.

When Caining lowered her head and apologized after scanning the products for Jinlin, Caining suddenly raised her head and said, "Sir, your product is..." Before she finished speaking, the eyes of the two met unexpectedly , blooming affectionate and lovely brilliance, it feels like returning to the snowy night meeting four years ago.

Jin Lin calmed down for a while, and then confessed affectionately:

"Caining, I have always admired you, may I know you?"

After Cai Ning heard this, her eyes were condensed with sorrow, and her heart was full of sadness and joy: Although I don't know your name, I have been waiting for you naively for more than a year. Why did you only confess your love to me now? Why do you always come here? So late, always leaving so fast, at this moment, the thousandth surprise in my heart was ruthlessly crushed by the great loss.What surprises me is that these years, the feeling that we have a heart-to-heart connection is not a vain legend; what is lost is that yesterday I made a promise to "Jinlin" prematurely, and my silent promise to you can only be in the silence End, forgive my ruthlessness, I can't turn my back on reality, I'm just the most ordinary woman in the world, I can only give up our legends, in the legends I can imagine as much as I want, but the reality must follow morality and ethics.Cai Ning has lowered her head quietly, she dare not look into Jin Lin's eyes anymore, she is afraid that she will agree to him uncontrollably after seeing it, she can only reject Jin Lin with a frank language with a feeling of regret:
"sorry, I'can't."

After Jin Lin heard this, she looked blankly, staring at Cai Ning, who bowed her head in thought, for a long time, before she woke up, her heart was full of doubts: Cai Ning, could it be that our encounter in a world apart was just an illusion of mine, and it was just my sad Wishful thinking.Jinlin's heart was suddenly as cold as ice, and he felt all hope was lost.

After paying the bill, Jin Lin walked away with his head down, like a defeated general. What was left to him was not a triumphant return, but a boundless and desolate battlefield.

Watching him leaving sadly, Caining couldn't calm down, and sighed: Thank you for your sincere confession, which made the legend of our love full of life, but this belated love is like a weak orphan growing up in the vast forest, without caring , no care, no hope, only crying, only helplessness, only mist, his birth is destined to be a tragedy.

At this moment, Cai Ning suddenly wondered if they might be the same person.She no longer cared about whether the supermarket was guarded or not, so she left the cashier and followed out quietly.

Caining saw Jinlin leaving the parking lot in a red limousine from a distance, she was instantly disheartened and extremely disappointed, it turned out that her feeling was wrong, they were not alone at all, Meining once told her However, "Jinlin"'s car is dark blue, and it is also "Jinlin's" favorite car. He has never driven another car.

Cai Ning's eyes were sad, and she returned to the cashier with a solemn heart. She found that she couldn't forget him at all, and she couldn't forget him. Meeting has always been my courage to live, but I am not a fortune teller, so how can I predict what will happen in the legend?He is so kind and resolute, how could she just watch him go away with such a hard heart, Cai Ning felt deeply conflicted and uneasy.

Jin Lin had just entered the house with "cold" instant noodles when his cell phone rang. He saw that it was Mei Ning calling:

"Brother Jinlin, hello, have you confessed your love to Sister Caining?"

"Oh, hello Meining, I went, but Caining rejected me."

Mei Ning couldn't understand Jin Lin's deep voice, huh?That's not right, sister Caining still... yesterday, how come today..., Mei Ning was very puzzled, but why didn't she have any impression?She still couldn't remember those details, and she couldn't remember anything after thinking about it.

Seeing that Mei Ning hadn't heard back, Jin Lin asked with great concern, "Meining, what's the matter with you, are you alright?"

Jin Lin's words interrupted Mei Ning's train of thought even more, "Oh, brother Jin Lin, I'm fine, it's just that I can't remember some things."

"Then don't think about it, don't worry too much, school starts the day after tomorrow, pay more attention to rest." Jin Lin comforted.

Hearing the word "start of school", Meining was very excited again: "Brother Jinlin, thank you for your concern, I listen to you, sleep well, and I will go to your hotel in the evening." Look, this is Unreliable Mei Ning, university is more important to her than anything else, when she thinks about entering university, she forgets everything.

After finishing the conversation with Mei Ning, Jin Lin sat on the sofa blankly, staring at the instant noodles on the coffee table, no longer in the mood to eat, he thought carefully about the part of confessing his love to Cai Ning, Cai Ning refused himself after a long time of hesitation, It means that there is still hope. Maybe her way of expressing too directly made it difficult for her to accept it for a while. If she wrote a letter, maybe she would... Thinking of this, light and hope surged in Jin Lin's heart.

He wrote affectionately:

Cai Ning:

The encounter four years ago is something I will never forget. Your elegant demeanor like a phoenix and your kind and strong eyes are the only memories of true love in my life. Every time we meet but we can’t know each other, it brings me unforgettable pain and love. The soul-stirring love, this may be the realm of true love: born for pain, love because of pain!

Later, although I didn't meet you in a year of quiet time, I never stopped thinking about you, and I followed your news silently. Every time I went to Lanhua Commercial Building to look for your figure, I felt you I have never left there, but what I saw was a strange face, what I heard was a strange voice, and my heart was as cold as autumn. In the tempering of "familiarity" and "strangeness" again and again, I deeply experienced love The firmness and waiting are so poignant and fascinating.

Finally, God favored my infatuation, and I can meet you again. When your melancholy face is rendered in my eyes and conveyed to my heart, it makes me worry all the time. I think you were so dignified and graceful four years ago, that way Glorious and pleasant, so happy, but at this time you have become so delicate and thin, so sentimental, I know you must have encountered very unsatisfactory things, I really want to share your sorrows, bear your pain, and sincerely hope you It will be my most sincere long-cherished wish in this life to be able to regain my glory and be reborn happily.

Caining, maybe we will no longer have a youthful face, but the feeling of being in another world can let us show our youth forever!

I also thought about it, if we can't get together in this life, I will wait forever, even if I can't wait in this life, I will wait in the next life, I think I will wait for you in the next life, this is my youth and vow that I don't regret.

Wang Jinlin

(End of this chapter)