Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 28 The Sun Is Still Shining

Xu Qing walked through Lanhua Commercial Building Pedestrian Street, walked sweetly to the alley connecting Wutong Middle Road, and suddenly saw Jinlin, "Caining——" Jinlin couldn't help but shouted sincerely from his heart.

"Brother Jinlin, I'm Xu Qing, not Sister Caining." Xu Qing said in surprise.

"I know you're not Cai Ning, but this light blue color makes me feel like seeing Cai Ning when I meet for the first time." Jin Lin said affectionately.

Xu Qing stared at the deep sadness in Jin Lin's eyes, feeling very uncomfortable:
"Brother Jinlin, you don't have to be too sad, don't you still have me, don't you see that I am as beautiful as sister Caining in this windbreaker?"

Jin Lin didn't seem to hear Xu Qing's words, and asked instead: "Xu Qing, where are you going?"

Xu Qing felt a little shy and regretful when he saw that Jinlin's question was not what he answered, and said in a low voice, "Oh, brother Jinlin, I was just going to wait for you to get off work, but I didn't expect that we would meet in this alley."

"Because I don't feel well today, I went to work in the morning and asked for annual salary leave. I felt very bored at home in the afternoon, so I went out for a walk alone."

Upon hearing this, Xu Qing walked forward anxiously, wrapped her arms around Jinlin's arms, and asked very worriedly:

"Brother Jinlin, what's wrong with you?"

"Xu Qing, I'm fine." Jin Lin asked again: "Xu Qing, what do you want from me?"

"I heard that you broke up with Sister Caining. I think you must be very sad, so I want to visit you. Before that, I went to Sister Caining. She is very happy. This is a gift I bought in the supermarket. Sister Caining settled the bill for me."

"Xu Qing, I am very grateful that you went to visit Caining, but Caining is really happy?"

"Of course, she hopes that you can find someone you like as soon as possible and forget her forever, so that Sister Caining will be happier." Xu Qing said according to her imagination.

After Jinlin heard this, he suddenly felt darkness in front of him, but he was still very strong:

"As long as Cai Ning is happy, I am content. Her happiness is my greatest concern and wish in my life. It is a pity that I cannot bring this happiness to her. This is also my greatest failure and regret."

Jin Lin's words made Xu Qing feel pity, and she found the best time to confess her love. She looked into Jin Lin's eyes with deep concern and said:
"Brother Jinlin, in fact, you can also bring me happiness, because I love you more! I can use my love to clear away all your difficulties and make you smile with success forever."

Jin Lin felt meaningless to Xu Qing's warmth and tenderness, and he gently persuaded him frankly:
"Xu Qing, calm down, even if I didn't meet Cai Ning, I wouldn't choose you, and don't ask why, because sometimes love is like this, there is no answer, it makes people helpless."

Xu Qing was extremely unwilling to face Jinlin's pastor-like benevolent teaching attitude:
"Brother Jinlin, I am not inferior to Sister Caining in terms of character and appearance, and we have known each other longer than Sister Caining, but I still want to ask why you don't love me!"

"Xu Qing, you don't have to be sad, because it's a matter of feelings and feelings."

"Brother Jinlin, we can also cultivate feelings, we can also have feelings, because I adore you so much, appreciate you so much, why can't you accept me, always treat my secret love as a worthless thing , every time I have a secret love, what I get is that you turn a blind eye and avoid it for thousands of miles."

"Xu Qing, feelings can't be obtained by cultivating them. You should be sober. I'm not the one you should love. If you want, after General Manager Li leaves, you can take over his position, and you occupy half of the hotel. Shares, as compensation to you."

When Xu Qing heard this, she was very satisfied with what she had gained from her confession, because she loves Jinlin, but loves his Jinxiu Hotel even more. However, she pretended to be affectionate and said step by step:
"Brother Jinlin, I don't want anything, I just want you."

"Xu Qing, you should learn more from Mei Ning on this point, understand." After hearing this, Xu Qing was elated: Sure enough, I guessed right, he must have let me learn from Rong Mei Ning's enlightenedness, so he put on a sad expression said:
"Okay, the gift is for you, because she still has the warmth of Sister Caining."

"Thank you Xu Qing, I will accept the gift."

"Brother Jinlin, let me take you home. The car is in the parking lot of the commercial building."

"No, I want to continue walking alone. Xu Qing, you must pay attention to safety when driving. When you arrive at the hotel, give me a call."

"Don't worry, Brother Jinlin, goodbye."

After Xu Qing finished speaking, she was still a little reluctant to leave, because she felt that she was still a failure in love after all, and she still had a grudge against Cai Ning in her heart.

Jin Lin stood in this empty alley, with deep memories: Cai Ning, when we didn't know each other, we met here. Although we didn't say a word, the feeling was better than a thousand words of confession. But now our love has lost its way...

At this time, Cai Ning just turned into the alley sentimentally, and the figure that excited her warmed her whole world from her delicate and sad eyes in an instant:
"Jin Lin."

"Cai Ning."

This sudden encounter made the two embrace each other tightly.

"Caining, seeing you makes me feel infinitely warm."

"Jin Lin, thank you for showing up, I seem to see the light again."

"Caining, I rejected Xu Qing's courtship just now, and I also convinced her that I promised to give her half of the hotel's shares as compensation for her crush on me."

"Jinlin, you are very kind, but you should accept Xu Qing's love. She is very kind and smart. Together, you can develop your career better and you will be very happy."

"Caining, that is not happiness, but my greatest pain and torment, because your pure orchid quality is the ideal I pursue all my life!"

Cai Ning listened, heartbroken: Jin Lin, why am I not like this, but I have no way to make up for the lack of our relationship, I'm sorry, I can only reluctantly part with each other, forgive me for making a sad choice more than anything else :

"Jin Lin, I said, don't wait for me in this life, please understand me." Cai Ning stared at Jin Lin's infinitely melancholy eyes and finished speaking softly, then turned around, with tears in her eyes, and left alley.

Jinlin still stood there alone, feeling the lingering warmth of Caining and the vastness of the twilight, but a kind of hope sprouted in his heart: Caining, your hug makes me feel that the sun is still shining.

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In the middle of the night, Caining couldn't fall asleep. After she got up, she turned on the table lamp, put on the light blue windbreaker that was already worn out, and gently pushed open the window screen, but she was quietly taken care of by the moonlight outside the window, which made her feel so emotional , sitting alone at the writing desk, picking up a pen to relieve his worries, and wrote a poem "Sorrowful Autumn":
Sad autumn and endless thoughts,

Sentimental and desolate,
Sadness is endless, pain is endless, and autumn cannot come out,

I can't get out of my autumn,

I can't get out of your autumn.

Repeatedly, wandering, hesitating,

Want to get together but can't get together,

Gathering together for a moment is gentle, but in exchange for a thin face and autumn sorrow.

Want to separate but can't separate,

When everything is separated, all things are born, but the flowers are dying.

How sad and sorrowful is it?

It's true, unreal, and deep in autumn.

I can't welcome winter,
I can't even see spring,
But I forgot Xia.

Cai Ning frowned, her eyes were like autumn, and then wrote Qilu's "Autumn Injury":
Autumn wind, autumn rain and autumn chill,
Autumn thinking is hard to leave a hundred flowers idle.

Frowning eyebrows and autumn eyes have lost their love,
Qiu Xin is sad and difficult to show off her face.

When Cai Ning wrote poems and lyrics, her elegant and dignified temperament, her watery eyes, and her poetic flavor full of passion are as graceful as Li Qingzhao, a poetess in Song Dynasty. Cai Ning was inspired to write "Butterfly Love Flower. Autumn Thoughts:
The old days are like yesterday's fall,

A sudden miss,

All is well.

Frowning and full of emotions are hard to come by,
Tears and frost are even more sleepless.

Autumn night and autumn lights against the autumn sky,
heart like autumn water,

Shine lightly.

Weakness is hard to overcome, and people are haggard,
The solitary magpie outside the window is hard to report.

Caining's three "Poems of Love in Autumn" were all "immersed" on the paper with a brush for the strong yearning for the meeting with Jinlin Yemu. Caining looked at her delicate and dignified lower case, her black eyebrows relaxed slightly Read it aloud:
"Jinlin, although we have broken up, your hug makes me feel that the sun is still shining."

(End of this chapter)