Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 35
Pan Yi picked up the cup and took a sip of milk, a trace of warmth infiltrated her heart, but there was a faint flash of avoidance of the past in her eyes, she deliberately paid attention to the cup again, and the silky and soft breath was gradually sublimating Then, this kind of warmth and confusion caused her to open the curtain of her own memories:

"I was walking on the way to Wutong Railway Station with tears in my eyes. I was seen by a kind woman. She is Xu Baiming's wife Bai Fei'er. She came to me with concern and asked me why I was so sad? I told her She lost her job, so she recommended me to her husband's company. One month later, Xu Baiming valued my education and work ability, so he let me be his secretary.

I am very grateful to Sister Fei'er for her kindness and kindness. I have always wanted to repay her, but I have not found a suitable opportunity. Later, my boyfriend also married a woman who was born and looked better than me. My Feeling desolate in my heart, I couldn't help but become a third party in the hardship.

Unexpectedly, the more I wanted to repay Sister Feier's kindness, the more I became her husband's lover. I dare not meet her eyes, I am afraid that my ungrateful expression will bring a kind of insult to her. "

After hearing this, Xu Qing felt deeply guilty: I may have caused all this, but time has passed, and it doesn't help now, so she could only murmur: "So that's the case, what about you in the future?"

"I want to start a business with Xu Baiming, but I dare not face them because of the condemnation of my conscience."

"I think you should go with the flow now and go to Xu Boming, and don't let him take advantage of you for nothing."

"But..." Pan Yi felt very conflicted in her heart.

"But what, you listen to me."

After Pan Yi frankly expressed her thoughts, Xu Qing also told her about her disgraceful past:
"I have fallen in love with Jinlin since the day I became his secretary. In fact, this is also one of the reasons why I let you go, because I think that although you are not as beautiful as me, you are pitiful because of your sadness, kindness and fragility. I was worried that Jinlin would fall in love with you sympathetically, but who knows that Jinlin is not such a person.

After you left, I also gradually learned that Jinlin and his wife Ouyang Tingting were "arranged" by the parents of both parents. It is said that Jinlin was very unwilling at the time. In order to obey his parents' orders, he had no choice but to obey, and Jinlin After graduating from a famous university, he could have stayed in a big city to develop, or went to the United States to be with his parents, but he chose to return to the small Wutong County, and Ouyang Tingting's parents are also in the United States. Yes, why did Jinlin come back? I have never been able to understand this, and I often saw him staring into the distance alone in the "Splendid Hall" on the seventh floor of the Splendid Hotel, that is, a large room on the highest floor, thinking Heavy, I don't know what he is thinking, every time he walks out from there, his eyes are full of infinite sadness and regret, this is a question that has troubled me all these years, but I can't ask him. "

"Is it because he is worrying about the hotel's business and thinking about a better development direction?" Pan Yi interjected, hoping to solve the puzzle in Xu Qing's mind.

"Certainly not. The hotel has been developing rapidly and healthily, and his eyes seem to be trapped by love. Now I am thinking carefully, is it because of Lin Caining, who is Jinlin's most infatuated woman now, but I think again, at that time he Don’t you think it’s very strange that you don’t even know Lin Caining exists?”

"Is that because Jinlin had a first love girlfriend before, they didn't get together for various reasons or her girlfriend has passed away, and Lin Caining just happened to be similar to his girlfriend in appearance, temperament, and voice, which made Jinlin empathize with him? ?”

"This, I also thought about it quietly and repeatedly, but it feels like it doesn't seem to be true, and it doesn't seem to be true again. Anyway, it's a haze. Especially this autumn, I also had a dream, dreaming of Jinlin And Caining dressed in ancient commoner clothes, I called him brother Jinlin, but he said his name was not Jinlin, he was about to tell me, but Caining refused to let him say, then the dream suddenly woke up, which made me even more It’s beyond comprehension.”

"Maybe there's nothing wrong, so why do you think so much?" Pan Yi persuaded with a smile.

"But my dreams have always been very effective. I met Jinlin the day before yesterday and asked him. He was very surprised and asked me how I knew it. I had to say that I guessed it. I didn't tell him the truth. Of course he didn't tell me either. .”

"Xu Qing, you're overthinking again. Dreams are simply illusory. Why bother to be so troubled by them?"

"However, there are some things that I don't understand. I always feel troubled in my heart, and I always want to get answers."

Pan Yi looked at Xu Qing's bewildered look, and said with a smile to please her: "Xu Qing, it seems that your words are off topic."

"Every time I study Jinlin, I always think too much. Well, let's get down to business." Then Xu Qing continued:
"Although the two are talented and beautiful, they have no love, especially Ouyang Tingting, who was spoiled and spoiled since she was a child, and has a strong sense of self. However, Jinlin is a kind person and accommodates her in everything, but she doesn't appreciate it. She often goes to the hotel to look for Jinlin' Make trouble', later, I saw an opportunity to take advantage of, and I firmly grasped Ouyang Tingting's character weakness.

One day, I whispered to her that a man is unreliable, especially a man like Jin Lin, who is handsome and rich. If you have a child and you are ugly, or you will be old and poor, he will not find another new love.When she heard it, it was as if she had met a bosom friend, and she said to me, you are so right.

Then I took another risky move, especially because I saw the weakness of the two of them before I left, at least [-]% sure, I gave Ouyang Tingting an idea to post a marriage notice in the City Evening News After making friends and logging out, I showed Jinlin the newspaper again, which really brought their marriage one step closer to death.

Soon Ouyang Tingting and Jinlin divorced, and I also began to learn to be kind, because Jinlin is a kind person, and I also do what he likes, but who knows, the more I want to be kind, the kindness is farther and farther away from me, Besides, Jinlin doesn't love me, but it made him and Lin Caining. You said I wasted my time, but I wasted my time. What makes me happy is that they were also tricked by me and gradually moved to the brink of breaking up. "

"That Lin Caining is a rare good person. When I went shopping at the Lanhua Commercial Building, she saw an old man fainted in the commercial building. She walked over immediately, helped the old man herself, and called 120. be saved in time."

When Xu Qing heard this, she felt a lot of respect for Cai Ning in her heart, but she may not be able to look back after she has transformed in "learning to be kind and doing kindness": "Maybe Cai Ning is doing it for others to see."

"Impossible, I can tell from her kind eyes, she is so sincere and enthusiastic." Pan Yi said with certainty.

"Pan Yi, you are still too kind. Otherwise, you are now the vice president of Splendid Hotel like me. Maybe I have to be in your charge. You see, I am only 24 years old, 4 years younger than you. Enjoying a gorgeous material life in purity, you will not be deceived into chastity because of the so-called love like you, and you will have nothing. You should learn to be smarter in the future. Now I advise you to go to Xu Boming, maybe, He thinks you are going crazy. If you don't want to go to him, you can also work in Splendid Hotel. I will arrange an administrative manager for you. When the time is right, you will have the same treatment as me. It's my compensation for you."

"Thank you Xu Qing. It seems that your heart is very kind. I'd better go find Xu Baiming. I promised to start a business with him."

"Well, I have 50 yuan bank card and I will give it to you." Xu Qing took out a bank card from the bag and handed it to Pan Yi.

"Xu Qing, this?" Pan Yi felt a little pleasantly surprised, but she didn't pick up the bank card in Xu Qing's hand.

"Hold it, it's not easy to see you." Xu Qing put the bank card in Pan Yi's hand and continued: "Remember our conversation today, no one is allowed to say it, as long as you don't 'argue' with me." Jinlin, I definitely won't say anything. If you tell the truth, I think you will understand what the consequences will be. With my wisdom, not only Jinlin doesn't believe it, but Fei'er is Jinlin's colleague. But just...? "

"Xu Qing, today we seem to be just talking about which dish is delicious, don't say anything."

At this time, the eyes of the two people met and smiled.

(End of this chapter)