Phoenix and Legend

Chapter 79 Fate "Partition" and "Fate"

Caining returned home, stood by the window and watched Jinlin's figure disappear into the twilight, her eyes were blank, as if covered by the dark night.

She walked into the bedroom, sat tiredly in front of the writing desk, resting her chin in meditation, Jinlin and Feier will go to apply for a marriage certificate tomorrow, and it will never be possible to get together with Jinlin in this life. Thinking of this, she has It was a feeling of pain that I couldn't live without, and my heart was filled with desolation in an instant: Jinlin, you and Fei'er will come together tomorrow. From now on, every time I look at you or greet you, I will bear the burden without shame, let alone an affectionate hug. , then my soul will be extremely evil, because I am polluting other people's families, Jin Lin, I am very scared now, as if I am immersed in the darkness without time limit, I don't know that I am waiting for the unknown in loneliness and depression dawn, or try to find the light...

At this moment, Jin Lin is sitting on the sofa at home, thinking deeply about Cai Ning: Cai Ning, I dare not think about the state of mind you are facing now, when my heart understands, I am worried that I will hesitate to find you, But your morality and kindness will keep me away. However, under the guidance of our true love, I can't help thinking, and I can only think rationally from the root cause, why our love has been going on from the beginning until now. Bound by kindness and generosity, why can't we meet after the Tanabata dream and before we marry each other?Then we will not have wind, frost, snow, rain and misery, nor will we turn into a legend.

Caining accidentally found a box of cigarettes left by Jinlin on the table, and there was a lighter next to the cigarettes. She lit a cigarette, put it in her mouth, and took a deep breath. She found that it was hot and choking, like She was tasting the pain, but she still finished smoking. After smoking three cigarettes in a row, she coughed and lay on the bed in a dizzy state. She realized that she was so fragile and unable to let go...

The next day was a sunny day. Although there was a slight wind, the tender clouds were still pure and proud in the blue sky.

After Caining got up, she came to the vanity mirror, she found that her eye circles were black, her lips were red and purple, like a bloody rose, Caining suddenly felt strongly dissatisfied with herself: what am I? In this way, so absurd!so depraved!Where did my strength go? I turned into a woman that even I hated. How could I walk into the phoenix legend with Jinlin with peace of mind?

……

Caining came to the Lanhua Commercial Building Supermarket at 8:22, just in time to meet the deputy manager Meng Lanlan.

Meng Lanlan asked with concern: "How is Meining's illness?"

"Sister Lan Lan, Mei Ning has fully recovered."

"That's good, I actually like her quite a bit."

"Is the supermarket busy recently?" Cai Ning asked with concern.

"Not too busy."

Meng Lanlan asked again: "Caining, didn't you go to work this afternoon? Why are you here now? What's the matter?"

When Caining heard this, she came to her senses: "I forgot my working hours, I'll go back now."

Caining walked home with her head down and was full of worries: How did she become so desolate because of love?But now, maybe Jinlin and Fei'er are going to apply for a marriage certificate, why is he still so obsessed?Could it be that being with Jinlin is just a "separation" rather than a "fate"?
"Cai Ning!" At this moment, a kind voice came oncoming.

Cai Ning looked up and was very pleasantly surprised. It turned out to be Jin Lin. It was very lucky for her to meet Jin Lin at this time. She walked forward excitedly:

"Jinlin—"

Jin Lin also greeted them, and the two stood face to face. Cai Ning felt a kind of sweetness in this sudden encounter, and the sadness of last night seemed to have disappeared. She looked at Jin Lin comfortably, Just like a girl in first love, her cheeks are lightly dyed and slightly red, which is the pure and flawless expression of Caining's heart.

Jin Lin looked at Cai Ning's youthful Fang Fei's expression, and his mood troubled by melancholy also took on a new look:
"Caining, your charming face and your bangs hairstyle make me feel the bright and beautiful atmosphere of spring. This kind of spotless feeling will become a brand new memory for me."

After Caining heard this, although she still kept her tender eyes on Jinlin, she felt a strong confession in her heart: Jinlin, your appreciation for me made me feel deeply guilty. Already polluted by the smoke of obsession, I feel I am no longer the immaculate woman you loved, yet I selfishly keep it in my bewildered impression, because it is the only thing I have Warmth is what I urgently need: "Jinlin, thank you for your endless praise, so that my heart can stay in the pure and warm warmth forever."

"Caining, where are you going?" Jin Lin asked again with concern.

Facing Jin Lin's problem, Cai Ning gradually replaced her beautiful face with paleness. She said in a low voice, "I misremembered the working hours."

Jin Lin noticed the subtle change in Cai Ning's expression, and he asked with special concern:
"Caining, did you not have a good rest last night?"

"No, maybe it's because I forgot to wash my face in the morning." Cai Ning said with a smile, hiding the sadness quietly emerging in her heart. She didn't want Jin Lin to read out her fragile state of mind and worry him.

"Caining, you should pay more attention to your body."

"Jinlin, don't worry, I will. Where are you going?"

"I went to the printing department to print materials, and there was something wrong with the unit's printer."

"Why didn't you drive? Walk instead?"

Jinlin said affectionately:
"We are used to walking in Jicheng, so I plan to stop driving if I have nothing to do in the future, so that I can continue to experience the happiness that we are in Jicheng together."

Cai Ning felt the same way, she was very touched and said, "When I went to work this morning, I felt you were by my side."

For a moment, the two gazed at each other affectionately, and the sympathetic eyes seemed to lead them to the streets and alleys of Jicheng again...

Jinlin said kindly: "Caining, shall I take you home?"

Caining said sentimentally: "Jinlin, no need, don't delay your work because of me."

"Caining, then let me watch you leave."

"Okay." The moment Caining turned around, the tenderness in her eyes was imprinted in Jinlin's heart quietly. The hair is dyed with colorful light, which makes Jinlin very fond of: Caining, I didn’t expect that our unexpected encounter made me feel full of spring. Maybe this is the reason we experienced the sadness and confusion last night. Spontaneous fresh feeling.

After Jinlin printed the materials in the printing department and returned to the unit, Feier said happily: "Jinlin, let's go get the marriage certificate this afternoon. When Director Fang came to the office to explain the work tasks to me, I happened to ask him for leave. "

"Okay." Jin Lin forced a smile and said.

"Then you have to drive here in the afternoon! It's so far away, I don't want to walk there."

"Okay, I'll come by car." At this time, Jinlin once again deeply realized Caining's infinite sincerity in love, but it was going to be... in the afternoon, and with Caining..., Jinlin was full of emotions.

At noon, Jin Lin came home, sat at the desk, took out the sandalwood comb that Cai Ning gave him, saw "love" and thought of love, when he recalled every minute and every second that he and Cai Ning walked together , Pain from the heart.

From the admiring "encounter on a snowy night" to the sincere acquaintance with love...the "Phoenix Legend" at Wutong Station, to the "romantic world" in Jicheng...every frame of the picture makes Jinlin miss: Cai Ning, you are so sentimental, so delicate, so lovable, and we are so attached to each other, life and death are love, but this rare "fate", why is it "human" Go to fate "point"?No more "fate" at all?Thinking of this, Jin Lin felt sad, as if his life was about to end, lonely and desolate, and the only thing that accompanied him was this heart-wrenching wooden comb...

At this time, Cai Ning sat in front of the window, recalling the sudden separation when she and Jin Lin met, the deep love when they met, the love and mutual dependence when they met, and the heart-to-heart love when they met... Every memory makes Cai Ning Ning was very sentimental: Jinlin, you love me so much, and you turn your kindness and kindness into love and respect to take care of me who is ignorant, so that I can vent all my hardships selfishly and heartily, but now? , the moon is gone, the flowers are scattered, the house is desolate, and it is empty. Why does the "fate" that we have met each other for thousands of years have become the "person" of fate? Cai Ning feels as if her heart is about to stop beating, and there is no more hope...

The two infatuated true love Kudu people, their hearts were cold and painful, their hearts were full of sadness, and their hearts were full of love. They couldn't bear the sadness and confusion in their hearts. They picked up their mobile phones to call each other at the same time, but the calls came out at the same time. A voice they can hardly accept: Sorry, the number you dialed is in the middle of a call, but they are not reconciled, and continue to dial, ten times in a row with the same rhythm, but they are still tortured repeatedly, and the feeling world of the two is also at a loss lost.

Cai Ning cried out in pain: "Jinlin, why don't you even answer my phone calls? Could it be that we have been reduced to strangers by a ruthless fate like this!"

Jinlin cried out sadly: "Caining, why did you reject my affectionate voice in this way again? Could it be that you are at a loss?!"

In the afternoon, when Jin Lin was driving to work, he was surprised to see Cai Ning walking alone on the street. After he parked the car, he could no longer restrain his inner struggle, and he ran towards Cai Ning quickly. : "Cai Ning——", "Jin Lin—" Cai Ning couldn't help but "fly over" when he saw Jin Lin. The statue of true love, as if it has gone through the reincarnation of thousands of autumns and winters, is still as firm as a rock.

When Caining saw Jinlin's dark blue car, she was disheartened and understood: "Jinlin, can you take me to the Lanhua Commercial Building? I want to take your car one last time, maybe when I get off work. There is no such opportunity."

Jin Lin nodded knowingly, he knew that he was powerless.

"Thank you, my great love!" Cai Ning said with a painful smile.

Before Jin Lin's car started, he still asked doubtfully: "Cai Ning, why didn't you even answer my phone call at noon?"
"Jin Lin, we both dialed to the other party at the same time. Of course, none of us can answer normally. Is this our 'fate'?"

After hearing this, Jin Lin felt so sad and speechless, he sighed softly: "Cai Ning, you have to sit still, the car is about to start."

Caining nodded lightly, feeling sad in her heart: Jinlin, I heard from Xu Qing that you chose the dark blue car because of me, but I don't have the good fortune to enjoy your affection forever.

Jin Lin sent Cai Ning to the east gate of Lanhua Commercial Building. Cai Ning was sad, but her eyes were still filled with hope: "Jin Lin, if a miracle happens this afternoon, I hope you can come to pick me up."

"Caining, I think so!"

……

In the afternoon, when Jinlin and Fei'er came to the marriage registration office, he felt as if his heart was being hit mercilessly by a sledgehammer. He was filled with grief and suffering, but he still had to take care of Fei'er's mood without showing any signs of expression.

At this moment, Cai Ning felt that her heart was about to split open, she was in extreme pain, and she wanted to live in pain, but she still stood firmly at the No. 7 cashier counter.

When Jinlin and Feier were about to apply for a marriage certificate, a young man and woman came and said to Jinlin, "Hello, can we apply first? I'm afraid it will delay the time to take the train to Jicheng."

"Of course." Jin Lin said.

After applying for the marriage certificate, the young men and women said gratefully: "Thank you."

"You're welcome." As soon as Jin Lin finished speaking, Fei'er's cell phone rang, and she saw that it was Nan Nan's class teacher, Teacher Li, and she quickly answered, "Hello, Teacher Li... What's wrong with Nan Nan?... ...Okay, I'm going to the hospital now."

After Fei'er hung up the phone, Jin Lin hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Nan Nan?"

Mayfair said very sadly: "He broke his leg at school and is on his way to the county hospital."

"Then let's go to the hospital!" Jin Lin said worriedly.

Mayfair nodded helplessly and painfully.

Jin Lin and Fei'er came to Wutong County Hospital, Teacher Li said to Fei'er: "Nan Nan is taking an X-ray in the radiology room, and the results will come out soon."

"Thank you, Teacher Li."

"Who is this?" Teacher Li looked at Jin Lin and asked.

"Oh, this is my colleague." Mayfair introduced.

"Hello, Teacher Li." Jin Lin greeted.

"Hello." Teacher Li said.

After a while, the doctor took out the X-ray results from the radiology room and said, "The child has dislocated the patella and needs to rest in bed at home for a period of time."

After hearing this, Mayfair said distressedly, "Alright then."

After Jin Lin sent Fei'er and Nan Nan home, Fei'er said sadly: "Jin Lin, after Nan Nan recovers, we will go to get a marriage certificate. Now you go back to work. I want to be alone with the children."

"Okay, if you need help with anything, you must call me." Jin Lin said sincerely.

"Okay, be careful on the road, goodbye!"

"goodbye!"

When Jinlin returned to work, he felt very sympathetic to what happened to Feier, but he was not excited about the turning point of his love with Caining. He even wondered if it was his true love with Caining that cursed Feier's fate. However, As someone who advocates materialism, he quickly discarded this kind of irrelevant thinking. He pondered for a while, and then went to sort out the work left by Mayfair.

When getting off work, Jinlin finally finished his work. He walked to the window and breathed a sigh of relief. He thought, don't bring any of his emotions to Caining who is already full of scars for love. Her strength is even stronger. Need to cherish.

After Jinlin got off work, she came to the parking lot of the Lanhua Commercial Building, and saw Caining walking out of the east gate of the commercial building with her head down, her expression was so sad, her hair was already dull, and she was so weak The figure is so pitiful.

"Cai Ning——" Jin Lin shouted loudly and ran over quickly, "Jin Lin—" Cai Ning shouted in surprise, and the two hugged each other tightly again, "Jin Lin really didn't expect that I would have three times today! I feel miraculously happy to have met you!!! A joy sweeter than anything!!!"

"Caining, I feel so lucky to see you again! My great and unrepentant true love!! The most noble phoenix in my heart!!!"

"Thank you! Jinlin!!!"

"Thank you! Caining!!!"

At this moment, the two of them had no time to take care of any troubles, and put aside all their confusion, as if they were intoxicated in the realm of only the two of them, there was no reason, let alone why, only pure true love.

Caining asked sweetly, "Jinlin, where are we going?"

"Walking around the town, drinking memories!" Jin Lin said happily.

(End of this chapter)