After Hou Fu Jiaojiao was reborn, she turned over

Chapter 73 Forgive
He still held the blue silk bracelet that she had rejected in his hand.

It was also for revenge, maybe it was because she wanted to really leave, maybe she was really too angry and wronged, in short, Xue Mi rejected the blue silk bracelet at that time, and she also felt a little pleasure when she saw the frustration on Zheng Zhuoyun's face.

Suddenly she really learned badly.

He even learned how to take revenge on people like this.

But does she really want to leave?
Xue Mi lay on the bed and looked at him, a little dazed, but didn't know what to think.

She used to be confused about her future, living day by day, fearing impermanence.

When she met Zheng Zhuoyun, she felt that she had a goal, he was a good man, he saved her, he was a burden, a moment of kindness was enough to raise a little girl.

Xue Mi really didn't want to believe what a bad man Zheng Zhuoyun would be. He could treat the villagers for free, and even if he was beaten, he would understand their grief. How bad can such a man be?

In the past three years of taking care of him, Xue Mi, as the person closest to him, can see that what he does is not pretending, and knows that he has also paid a lot for herself.

Zheng Zhuoyun felt the feeling on his face, opened his eyes in a daze, and saw her dazed face.

The beauties from outside shone in and melted into her eyes, so clear and agile.

Very pretty.

The little girl he picked up was a little beauty, he was lucky.

But the letter was hidden under the pillow, and his heart was pounding.

"You're back." Zheng Zhuoyun called softly.

He also stretched out his hand, and paused halfway, probably because he was afraid that she would dodge it, like refusing the blue silk bracelet, but she didn't, and just gave a soft "um", and then continued to look at him like this.

When touched, she really lost a lot of weight.

Because of such an incident, he managed to deflate her white, tender and delicate appearance all of a sudden.

Is it really that important?

If Yan Ce came to the capital specifically to block her, and this incident happened, she would not even want the blue silk bracelet he gave her, this would be an excellent opportunity for Yan Ce.

Xue Mi will definitely run away with him.

But Xue Mi suddenly said: "My lord, did you say that I am your younger sister in front of the emperor and Marquis Pingyang?"

Zheng Zhuoyun's hands froze, his pupils trembled, and his body began to tremble slightly again.

But she spoke so lightly, but the light in her eyes dimmed.

It was dusk and the afterglow was gone.

"Yes"

He almost choked out the word through his teeth.

Xue Mi blinked, although she knew the truth of the matter, although she had heard Yan Ce say such a thing, although she felt that her heart had been hurt so much that it would never hurt again, but now hearing his confession, she still couldn't help feeling sad. One cool.

She was still wearing the longevity thread he gave her. At this time last year, he expressed his love to himself, but within a year, he told others that he was just his sister.

what is this?
Xue Mi didn't understand.

Have you become worse?Was it hard to admit that she was the one in his heart who he planned to spend the rest of his life with?Tan Zhenming is not here, so who is he talking about?

Or is it that he still refuses to admit her from the bottom of his heart, and there is no real feeling for everything in the past, just a brother to a sister.

Xue Mi felt that if she really wanted to leave, then it was no wonder that she was ungrateful and disregarded affection, but that he really hurt herself too deeply and it was irreparable.

"Mi'er, I didn't mean that. I just..." Zheng Zhuoyun's lips were trembling, and his tongue was tied.

But she looked so calm, her watery eyes seemed to tell him: just tell me, I don't care anymore.

This was what Zheng Zhuoyun was most worried about.

When she doesn't care at all, when Yan Ce comes, and she has no conditions to survive, she will turn her head and cling to another person like a dodder.

It doesn't have to be him, does it?

"Mi'er, I can do it" he said tremblingly, "I can change it. Give me some time, I can change you. Can you?"

Can you not go?

He looks so pathetic.

Xue Mi looked at him, she was really pitiful, her eyes were red, and tears were rolling in her.

She frowned slightly, and only said: "Can it really be changed?"

She saw Qin Yunhao today, such a beautiful and dignified Qin Yunhao, living in a huge lie, she seemed very happy.

Are you really happy?Or do you already feel that something is wrong but can't find the reason, so you can only pretend that you are happy every day to maintain your face.

Xue Mi has been thinking about this question, is she really happy or fake?If Yan Ce hadn't set up a trap, if Tan Zhenming hadn't come, if he hadn't found out, would he be the next Qin Yunhao?

She wanted to withdraw the hand that lay on his face, but Zheng Zhuoyun grabbed it tightly, he nodded frantically, and tears fell down.

He said: "I can do it! Honey! I can change it!"

Xue Mi didn't speak, and couldn't ask the meaningless "Is it really possible?"

At night, the sound of firecrackers outside can be faintly heard.

Some people seem to be unable to wait to release the joy of the new year ahead of time.

Maybe it's because of other reasons. Xue Mi heard that the eldest prince and princess of the Qiang people have come to Beijing, and said that the Qiang people are really tall. Jiang Danmu and Jiang Wusu are much taller and stronger than them, and so are the soldiers. No wonder they are invincible on the battlefield. .

I don't know what to think, but I want to destroy my prestige by making others angry.

Xue Mi has never met them anyway, and even if she has, she doesn't think foreigners can do any good. If she sincerely wants to make friends and seek peace, that's another matter. Xue Mi really has no good fantasies about them.

The sound of firecrackers made her unable to sleep.

She and Zheng Zhuoyun still sleep separately, she needs to think about it.

It's too far away to forgive her. He didn't do anything to hurt her substantially. Instead, he always took good care of her without taking any practical actions.

It should be forgivable, right?
He said he would change it, and he would change it for the better.

Xue Mi feels that she can't worry about things that haven't happened yet.

In my mind, I kept thinking about how he treated himself well in the past few years, and it was indeed impeccable.

forgive me?
Do you trust him?

The sound of crackling firecrackers, not decreasing but increasing, seems to be ringing all the way until dawn.

Xue Mi got up angrily, walked to the small couch in front of the window and climbed up.

At night, the fire was burning brightly, and the room was warm. Xue Mi looked at the window that was opened with a small gap for ventilation, revealing a little bit of cold air.

She was thinking, if she had already decided to forgive Zheng Zhuoyun and get together with him, as if these things had never happened before, how should she reject Yan Ce?
(End of this chapter)