Palm pet

Chapter 54
"To blame yourself?"

As soon as the words were said, Gu Zhaodi's eyes widened in vain, as if he couldn't believe that it came from the mouth of the fifth child.

I can't believe that the person who was so proud and upright at the beginning is really like what Yun Jin'an said, and he is completely incomprehensible and inhuman.

Faced with this violent and unreasonable fifth child, Gu Zhaodi was horrified.

"Are you still my son of the Gu family, or the Gu Chengyu who was so jealous?"

"In the past, you were more temperamental, domineering and perverse, but you were reasonable and knew good and bad, and you couldn't bear to bully the weak and be righteous.

Even the third sister who was born as a concubine knew how to respect and protect me since she was a child.

Even outsiders, when they see injustice, they will take action once or twice.

Now facing the person who should be cherished the most, how could it be..."

"Third Sister, don't mention the past again." Gu Chengyu interrupted her in a cold voice, "In the past, it was my unintentional soft-handedness that ended up in this situation."

Gu Zhaodi frowned: "So, when you did those things, you never thought about her future, or your past."

"If I hadn't taken care of it, it wouldn't be what it is today."

After Gu Chengyu finished speaking, he toasted and drank, the veins on his bones stretched, and his eyes were frosty.

In fact, after finding out some things, he still regretted it in his heart.

But after thinking about it, she can completely explain what she asked that night, and she can completely say a little more.

But she didn't.

She just blindly hates him and hates him and runs away from him.

Using his feelings for her to pity and play with him again and again, challenging his bottom line again and again.

Even so, he lowered his head more than once, but how did she treat him.

Holding on to the hatred of the past, the prejudice is extremely cruel, trampling on his sincerity time and time again and ignoring his overtures.

It's clear that she abandoned him like a shoe, so how can he be blamed for disregarding his former affection.

"You mean to say you're going to kill her?"

Looking at the eyes that suppressed anger, knowing that if he continued to speak, he might cause his inner churning to flow out, Gu Zhaodi still opened his mouth: "Then have you ever thought that life may not be as good as it is for her now?" die."

"The status of supreme authority, unparalleled wealth, and unparalleled grace in this prosperous age, as long as she agrees, there is nothing in the world that cannot be obtained. The words of the third sister are absurd."

"Aren't you the fifth one who is really absurd?"

Gu Zhaodi fixedly looked at him.

"Mother's family, brothers and sisters-in-law, relatives and friends are what literati value most. What is left of her now?
She has nothing, why, you know, I know, and she, Yun Jin'an, also knows.

Maybe you would say that you were tricked by someone in the beginning, and you took her as an object of hatred to vent your anger as a matter of course.

Then I dare to ask, have you ever asked someone to investigate the matter, have you ever believed her, asked her, or heard of her?

you have not.

When she returned to Beijing, she could empathize with her and slaughtered her entire family.

This was followed by inhuman humiliation and torture again and again.

old five.

What did you do and how much you did these days, do you remember?
When you were doing those things, did you think about the past relationship between you two, did you feel sorry for her?
From the very beginning, you were really so sure that the thing that squeezed the anger in your heart for a long time was related to her, was it related to her mother clan?

Neither do you.

You just hate.

I hate that she didn't choose you when you were down, hate that she didn't believe in you, didn't advance and retreat with you, and didn't go through difficulties with you.

Let me ask you one more question, even if she is really what you think, is she really guilty of such a heinous crime, and is she really going to be tortured like this?
Alright, take a ten thousand step back, and assume that you were deceived by tricks and did something wrong on the spur of the moment.

Well, at the beginning, it could be said that you hated her for revenge, but after checking it out, have you done anything with sincerity, even if you have half regretted it, and made half compensation?
You still haven't.

On the contrary, she intensified her demands for humiliation, which made her feel miserable and dark.

On the day when she was in a good mood, she was just trying to use a few soft words to tell her to take care of the past, and just trying to reconcile as before.

When I was in a bad mood, I asked for it directly, and repeatedly forced her to humiliate her.

That's it, IMHO.

But anyone who has supported his spine a little bit will not give in easily, let alone her Yun Jin'an?

At this moment, she hates you and is afraid that it will be too late for you to hide from you. Do you still expect her to compromise and love you again?
A person who has been trampled into the quagmire has been humiliated and precarious, and perhaps life and death are not that important, so how much is the power and wealth you talk about worth to her? Have you considered it?

Knowing each other for so many years, the person who keeps saying that he loves her and cherishes her, what does she really want, what does she look forward to, do you really know, do you really care? "

"What did she say to you?"

"You have no idea what I'm talking about."

Seeing his obsessive and tough eyes, Gu Zhaodi's eyes immediately darkened a little: "I don't even realize where I am wrong."

Gu Chengyu didn't answer.

He grabbed the wine glass and drank a few gulps continuously, his well-defined masseter muscles rolling endlessly.

"I still remember when you hated Du Hanjiang for bullying me and humiliating me, how straight and majestic he was when he became famous and pointed his sword at all enemies.

What is the difference between what you are doing now and Du Hanjiang back then? "

Hearing this, Gu Chengyu's eyes were cold and angry, and his finger bones on the wine glass suddenly tightened: "Don't forget your surname is Gu!"

"I have never forgotten whose blood and blood flowed from my body.

But the fifth child, have you forgotten that I am also a woman. "

Speaking of this, Gu Zhaodi's tone gradually became tougher, but the circles of her eyes couldn't help turning red again.

"To this day, do you still remember how the Gu family fell overnight, how your third sister and I were persecuted by Du Hanjiang, how we suffered all the humiliation and ridicule?
Do you still remember how desperate and helpless Brother Chuan and even the entire Gu family were back then?

Do you still remember how angry and unwilling you were when you first saw the injuries on my body? "

Fearing that he would transfer his anger to Du's family, Gu Zhaodi paused for a moment and then changed his tone: "...I am blessed, even if it was difficult in the past, even with you, His Majesty and elder sister, I can survive now.

But what about her? "

"To put it bluntly, what Du Hanjiang did back then made me feel that life would be better than death.

Now, how vicious your methods are, you repeatedly ruined her remaining ways, broke her thoughts, and forced her step by step to this point. Have you ever thought about whether she can hold on?

Imprisoned in such a soul-locking purgatory, it is your luck to survive.

Don't try to save the treasure, but still keep getting worse, and tell her how not to hate, how not to be afraid? "

"Ask yourself, what is she to you, and how important is she in your heart?

If it's true...you, really don't regret it? "

that night.

Gu Zhaodi talked for a long time.

The words are gentle and heartfelt.

Gu Chengyu didn't answer any more questions, and just drank heavily the whole time.

Cup after cup.

Even though he drank until his face was flushed and his eyes were foggy, he refused to give up.

"Old fifth."

At the end, Gu Zhaodi called him softly, then took half a step forward, and clasped his wrist with tense veins.

"As a human being, you must know how to compare your heart with your heart."

(End of this chapter)