Palm pet

Chapter 84 Will Change
"So, you have to be so stubborn, don't you?"

A cold voice sounded unexpectedly, Gu Chengyu obviously froze for a moment, but the moment he met her expression, he narrowed his eyes in panic.

In fact, at this moment, there was no trace of resentment in her tone, in the way she looked at him, or even in the depths of her eyes.

Calm like water, without any sunshine.

In people's eyes, he was extremely indifferent and cold.

Thinking about her determination to die rather than die earlier, he didn't dare to answer.

Did not dare to look at her.

Instead she,
The person who usually avoids him the most, at this moment, has no fear at all.

Staring at him intently for a few moments, Yun Jinan said: "You said that you would rather die than stop here, I believe you can do it.

I just can't figure it out. These days, even before I just entered the door, I haven't been able to figure out what you are obsessed with. "

"Gu Chengyu. Tell me, in your heart, what is it that you really can't let go of?"

"Young love? Or the so-called husband and wife friendship?"

As soon as the ironic words fell, the room fell silent in vain.

It was so quiet that one could almost hear the light and heavy breaths.

Yun Jin'an is still looking at him.

With a bit of anti-client-oriented meaning, calm and unwavering, but never leaving.

"Now outsiders are saying how infatuated Gu Hou is, saying how lucky you and I are, rumors and flattery are spreading, and the words are so moving that in the end, even you yourself believe it.

So, you always say that you and I are husband and wife, and you always force me to recognize you.

After all, I know how this cage marriage came about and how it went, and you know it too.

Why do you deceive yourself and others, clinging to nothingness? "

Gu Chengyu still hung his head.

When he heard her say the word "cage", his eyes obviously moved.

But she didn't do anything, just listened to her continue in silence: "If we talk about friendship when we were young, there was a moment of honesty between you and me, but wasn't it rejected by you three years ago? ?

Even in the past, when I asked myself to be humble, I always had such an inseparable friendship with you, didn't it disappear under your trampling and trampling again and again?

But a wrong understanding, a wrong payment, what are you obsessed with?
After destroying everything so thoroughly, what are you thinking about now? "

"If it's because of this body, it doesn't matter whether it's good or broken, you've already got what you should have, so why can't you be willing?"

"If you say you want a Madam Hou, as you said, what kind of woman do you want now that you can't get?

How many people in the world are more noble and decent than me, cleaner than me, and obedient than me, why are you obsessed with..."

"All I want has always been you."

Hearing this, Gu Chengyu, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly spoke.

But he still didn't dare to look her in the eye.

He just stared at his fingers with lowered eyes, paused each word, and said with certainty: "From the beginning to the end, all I want is you."

Hearing this, the original calm pupils obviously darkened a little.

Yun Jin'an said: "So, no matter how bad things happened before, in your opinion, there is always room between you and me, right?

Deep down in your heart, there is always luck, and you always believe that there are other possibilities between you and me besides hatred, right? "

Gu Chengyu suddenly stopped talking again.

Although she knew that the unbearableness in the past had already turned into a gap of thousands of miles, even if the world was turned upside down, she would have no possibility of turning back.

But it is undeniable that deep in his heart, there are always some fantasies.

And that room for fantasy is her kindness.

kindness to children.

After thinking about it for these days, it finally stopped at the moment when he learned the truth about her unborn child.

What's even more ironic is that he is clearly angry and hurt, but he can't do anything.

He was the one who provoked the filth in the first place.

The decoction was poured by him himself.

And she, from beginning to end, was like a victim.

The withered yellow eyes moved a few times in a daze, and Gu Chengyu's hand in front of him felt a little no where to put it.

Seeing that he is dazed now, in fact, before he spoke, Yun Jin'an already knew that she could not change his mind.

But when he really got to this point, when he saw clearly that his brows and eyes were drooping, but he was determined not to retreat, Yun Jin'an still couldn't help but let out a long sigh.

"What did i do wrong."

"Gu Chengyu, tell me, what did I do wrong?"

"An'er is not wrong..."

As if unable to hear his weak and inaudible voice, Yun Jin'an asked again:

"Where can I live up to you, and where do I owe you?
Gu Chengyu, tell me, okay? "

"An'er...it's not like this..."

"It's just what I did wrong, that is, debt collection. These days, it should be enough, right?"

"That's not the case, Ann'er is not wrong..."

"It's not wrong that you tied me up like this?"

Hearing these harsh words again, Gu Chengyu's face turned pale immediately.

But after turning his mind around, he couldn't seem to find anything to refute.

"I, I just love you too much."

"But I see, you clearly hate me, and you clearly think about how to torture me all the time, so that I can't live or die."

"I, I will change."

It was as if a donkey was at the end of his rope, and as soon as his pale words came out, his eyes suddenly turned red.

With his head down, he took two steps towards her pitifully, then lay down in front of her knees, and held her hand forcefully.

"I will change it, Ann, if you don't like it, I will really change it."

"Change what?"

Gu Chengyu was caught off guard by the rhetorical question.

"Your thoughts and practices have long been ingrained, how to change?"

"Even if you can really make up your mind to completely change your gender, so what?
Can the catastrophe you brought me be changed as well?
Will my brother-in-law, Yun's family, and even Ming Che come back to life?
Will the Yun family be able to return to the past?

Can I go back to the past? "

"What's more, your so-called reform is nothing more than telling me to act as if nothing happened before, erasing all unbearable memories and living in peace with you.

And you, when you are in a good mood, treat me as a gift of mercy and give me a little patience.

One became unhappy, and threatened Brother Yan's life again.

But with other means, why did Gu Hou speak so humblely. "

"You have never looked at me directly, so how do you know..."

His desolate eyes rolled half a circle, and he approached her again.

When she hid, he hugged her forcefully, squeezed her hand tightly, and buried his head between her thighs with his head down.

Wei'an's thick shoulders were trembling, and he sobbed softly, asking her over and over again inarticulately if she really didn't want him.

In the dark night, he held her hand and rubbed against her palm.

He said he would change,
He will really change.

Said he wanted her to stay, as long as she was willing to stay, he could change anything.

The sound was extremely weak and begging.

Yun Jinan looked down at him.

Whether it was a good relationship in the past, or tearing up the face now, she has never seen him like this, and she has thought about it over and over in her mind, and finally did not say anything to contradict him.

It's not that he was moved by it, but he was afraid that he would suddenly lose his patience and strike again.

(End of this chapter)