Endless Stories: Beginning with Type Moon

Chapter 21 First Death. (Please ask for all kinds of new books!)

Rin lying on the snow with his eyes closed was still gasping for breath, his pretty face was also stained red by the dual effect of alcohol and exercise.

For the first time, Shen Er felt that this girl was indeed so cute and good-looking, and she was no longer just the inherent image of a paper figure who watched anime and played games in her mind in her previous life.

——She is a living girl, and everyone in this world is a living person.

"Really," Shen Er rubbed his head and sat up, showing a somewhat helpless expression, "Why did I realize this kind of thing at this time."

Lin Zui sat up and asked with hazy eyes: "What are you talking about?"

"No, it's nothing." Shen Er helped the cold snow to stand up little by little, "Go back, or you will catch a cold. Today, a rare gentleman will take you home."

"You don't need a reason to send a drunk girl home, okay?" Rin retorted, then got up staggeringly, with one hand on her hip and the other index finger pointing at Shen Er, "This is common sense among common sense!"

"Guys who drink secretly before they are old enough to drink are not qualified to talk about common sense!"

After sending Rin home, it was already two o'clock in the morning.

At half past two, Shen Er finally returned to his home, but before he got close, he saw Sakura standing outside the door holding an umbrella and waiting.

"Welcome back, brother."

"Ah."

Shen Er responded casually, seemingly not paying attention, but secretly, he saw Sakura's red hands and feet wearing sandals that were red from the cold.

The thick snow on the umbrella proved how long the sister had been waiting for her in the ice and snow.

What a silly girl, Shen Er sighed softly in his heart.

"Take a bath first, brother, don't catch a cold."

"Ah."

Shen Er still responded lightly, but added another sentence when he stepped into the house.

"You too, don't catch a cold."

Hearing this, Sakura was slightly taken aback, this seemed to be the first sentence of concern from her brother for a long time.

"Yeah!" Sakura replied heavily.

……

Tohsaka's house.

In the bathroom full of steaming fog, Rin, who had already sobered up, hugged his knees and curled up in the bathtub, his face was so red that it seemed to bleed.

"What the hell am I doing?"

The shameful state of drunkenness constantly washes away the shame of the girl.

At least tonight it was hard to get over that stuff and get to sleep.

The last day of the holiday, January [-]th.

Not half a month after Shinji changed his view of the world, a phone call from Fuyuki Shinto conveyed the news of Tsuruno's death to the Matou family.

It was a call from a hotel where Tsuruno often lived.

Standing at the door of the hotel room, Shinji looked at his father in this life who was lying on the bed wearing the pajamas provided by the hotel and had stopped breathing and all vital signs, and was just silent.

A well-dressed woman in her mid-twenties with a good figure and appearance kept talking to the police while crying.

It has nothing to do with me, I also mentioned that the medicine should be taken according to the dosage, and when I woke up in the morning, I found that the other party died.

And several policemen also comforted the lady tirelessly, as if she was the family member.

"Mr. Matou Shinji, right?"

"Yes." Shen Er nodded in response.

"The cause of your father's death has been ascertained, and it was indeed an accident. When taking aphrodisiac drugs, the dose used in pursuit of stimulation greatly exceeded the prescribed value."

Shen Er didn't listen to what the police said later.

There is only one thing that caught Shen Er's attention at this time, that is, after the lady sent her father's body to the car of the funeral home prepared downstairs, she changed her previous attitude and handed him a smile all over her face. a business card.

And secretly told myself that there are many good young ladies and so on.

Shen Er couldn't help laughing, this strong sense of reality made Shen Er deeply feel the reality of this world once again.

Seeing Shen Er accepting the business card, the woman stepped on her high heels and left with a satisfied face.

The woman who imagined that she still had the opportunity to meet such high-class people would never imagine that soon, she would be forced to leave Fuyuki City.

At the funeral, Shen Er, who was dressed in a black Western-style dress, looked at the tombstone with the words Matou Tsuruno very calmly.

Ren Shener never imagined that his father, who secretly combed his body with aura and secretly added ingredients to his wine from time to time, would usher in the end of his life in this way.

Many times, I have seen He Ye complaining about his stress when he was alone in secret, and drinking to relieve his worries.

Although he only did some trivial auxiliary work, the work he did was more than several times that of Tsuruno, and he never felt too much pressure.

He really is a man with poor ability to withstand stress... Shen Er thought to himself.

Disgusted with this man?

Probably not, although this man can't bear any pressure, but just like his real self, he hates the devil way and this decayed family to the extreme.

Perhaps in a certain sense, he is indeed not a very qualified father, but for such a demonic family, he doesn't seem to be that bad, and he even does a lot better than the fathers in most demonic families much.

At least, I never really rejected him in my heart, and always regarded him as my father.

Memories from childhood, before the memory of the previous life was recovered, came to Shen Er's heart little by little.
"Did I say it was a long time ago?"

"Just like the library you often go to, the Matou House has lost its ancient power!"

"Now I'm just an ordinary person!"

"The current Matou can no longer use magic!"

"You can never be a magician."

"You have no idea how lucky you are! Shinji!"

"There's no need to use magic or anything like that."

"Forget about magic, just be an ordinary person."

"do you understand?"

The words Tsuruno said kept flashing in Shen Er's mind, and this man also took pains to persuade him time and time again.

Father, I'm really sorry, I didn't let you know until the last moment that your "son" is actually as uninterested in magic as you are from the beginning to the end.

In fact, his nature is exactly the same as your father, he just wants to be a wandering wild crane.

Sorry
Looking at Shen Er who had stood there silently for more than three hours with his head bowed, Sakura, who was still in a black dress, stepped forward and stood beside Shen Er, perhaps wanting to soothe Shen Er's emotions in this way.

Sensing Sakura's arrival, Shinji took one last look at the brand new tombstone, turned around and left straight away.

No one knew how tightly Shen Er clenched his hands in his pockets, nor how many times Shen Er almost couldn't hold back his emotions.

Shen Er knew in his heart that Master Chong was just an invisible microcosm of the world of magic with no morals at all, tragedies like Sakura were common in this world of magic.

Perhaps as a Two-dimensional in his previous life, Shen Er once fascinated by such a world, but after coming to such a world, Shen Er did not like this world at all.

A rancid world where all kinds of desires are intertwined, and the smell of pedantry is disgusting.

Magician, not worthy of praise at all.

Even some magicians, like the Holy Mother, have the ideal of eliminating human evils and all human karma to fundamentally save human beings.

Nor is it worthy of praise.

Evil, at its root, is something like desire. If there is no desire at all, human beings will probably really be destroyed.

There is also karma, which is a bit troublesome to explain. It is the earliest philosophy that emerged from religion in India. Simply put, "karma" is what a person does, and "karma" is the result of repetition. "Habits" formed by doing things, such as a person who often swears at others, and finally opens his mouth immediately, forming "speaking words", which are caused by "karma" (habits).

The "elimination of karma" in Buddhist practice refers to "elimination of karma". Karma is a fact that cannot be eliminated, but karma (habit) can be eliminated.The "karma" (habit) that poses the biggest obstacle to practice is the habit that we have developed over a long period of time, the mind first and the truth first. This is an accumulated habit that practitioners must first overcome.

As for the ideal of a certain "Holy Mother" to eliminate all karma, that is, to eliminate all "facts" in the world, that is, what everyone does, in Shinji's view, it is pure nonsense, not only big and empty, but also completely unrealistic thing.

Turn all human beings into immortal soul bodies?
Don't be so troublesome, just study how to turn human beings into stones that can't think. All karma and evil will be gone, and there will be no disputes.

These magicians uphold the idea that they are superior to ordinary people and think they are good, which Shinji rejects the most.

Be it FZ's Kiritsugu, Zouken, or Einzbern, Shinji disagrees.

...Just disappear!It would be great if everything related to magic and mystery disappeared in this world!
Shinji couldn't help being taken aback by the sudden thought that popped up in his mind.

After dispelling such thoughts in his mind, Shen Er breathed a sigh of relief, and cursed secretly at the same time.

Ma De, almost bewitched!
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