Reborn next door twins first grow up

Chapter 555 Love rival in dreams?

"After I came back from rebirth, my initial thought was to treat you as a sister-in-law who can stay far away."

Lu Man looked at Gu Jia'er in front of him. The girl was in tears and looked up at him eagerly.

"And I feel that compared to before the rebirth, now that we have only been dating for two years in high school, even if we separate, we can be more straightforward and calm than before the rebirth."

When Lu Man said this, he showed a dumbfounded expression: "Even your sister can be said to be the person who understands you best in the world, right? She is also relatively sure that you didn't care much about your boyfriend when you were in love. After breaking up, Shouldn’t we come out soon?”

But everyone guessed wrong.

"Now that I think about it, I seem to have just realized something."

Lu Man looked at Gu Jia'er and said, "Our environments for feeling love were once very different, but there is one thing the same - we are not on the right track."

"Jia'er, your family environment has been very good since you were a child, too good to be true. From your parents to your sister, everyone loves you very much, so you didn't lack love from love at the beginning."

"And you, Jia'er, also know the family atmosphere between Xiaoshuang and I."

"So, to a certain extent, none of us are lucky enough to learn how to love someone who is not family. Those couples who manage their love well have seen what a good relationship looks like and have a healthy understanding of it. With a keen sense of love, it is easy to run in the right direction and achieve positive results.”

"And if you lack the judgment of love and don't know what is a good relationship and love between two people, you will have to spend a lot of effort to kick out those bad ditches and bumps, and it will take many years to hit the wall before you know which way is right. Yes, the two of us can go forward together.”

Gu Jiaer stayed close to Lu Man silently.

Is such that. she thinks.

She herself is always full of love. Since her parents and sisters have poured all their love into her unconditionally, she only has the experience of enjoying the love of others, but lacks the ability to give love back.

Even when the sisters are playing and fighting, her elder sister Lingyi always gives in to her, sometimes complaining that her sister is "the boss of the nest", but they are twin sisters who are very close, so that you and I become one, Instead, the two sisters love each other even more.

But it's different for Lu Man. The two of them have to turn from friendship to love first.

They had been childhood sweethearts for more than ten years and originally had a balance in getting along. However, when Lu Man confessed his love and the two became a couple, Gu Jiaer's shortcomings were quickly exposed - she was not good at being in a relationship. In a new intimate relationship, give each other equal love.

Lu Man's situation worsened the consequences - he was also too lacking in love.

His previous family atmosphere was not very good, so the way he longed for love was to give all the love he had to Gu Jiaer.

As Gu Jiaer later realized - Lu Man didn't want to fall in love, he wanted to be loved.

"Since when did it change?"

Lu Man thought for a while, smiled and said: "Maybe it started when you chased me to the Normal University. I thought you were an annoying ex-girlfriend and a little sister-in-law who didn't grow up, but you wanted to prevent me from embarrassing myself in front of others. , secretly went to help me recharge my phone bill, and pretended to be a young girl to pay back the money.”

"From then on, I began to find that Jia'er became cute and quite cute."

"Later on, you stayed with me all the time. I just regarded you as a friend who had restored our childhood sweetheart relationship. Lingyi's sister is my sister. This is the idea."

"Then I realized more and more that you didn't seem to let go of this relationship freely. Instead, you cared more and more because of the separation."

"I remember every bit of my relationship with you. It would be false to say that I am not touched, but it is only the kind of touching that is a friendship."

Lu Man sighed: "Then you accompanied me to Yicheng. At that time, because of the rumors outside, you thought that my career was hindered, my wallet was empty, and I fell into a low and embarrassing situation in my life."

"We also rented a scooter." Gu Jiaer looked up at Luman with bright eyes, "It was raining, so we hurried back with our raincoats on. I sat behind you along the way. Brother, that section of the road, I feel like it’s the happiest journey for me.”

"You said something at that time. Even if the motorcycle is replaced by a luxury car in the future, the person sitting in the passenger seat and getting married to me will not be you..."

"I hope you can remember, brother, that when you were eighteen years old, there was a girl who sat on the back of your motorcycle and braved the wind and rain with you all the way."

Gu Jiaer's almond-shaped eyes were shining with water: "Brother, I really thought at that time, no matter you are ups or down in the future, I want to always be with you."

"I know." Lu Man pinched the girl's earlobe again, "From that day on, you have proved with your actions that you are completely different from the Jia'er I had in mind before my rebirth."

"So what if it's different..." Gu Jia'er's face turned gloomy, she lowered her head and murmured: "You love Lingyi so much. I couldn't get over it at first. Why was it Lingyi? Even if you fell in love with another girl, I won’t be this sad..."

"Brother, you just talked so much about my dream rival..."

"No, wait a minute?" Lu Man asked, "What the hell is the love rival in the dream?"

"That's Lingyi before you were reborn."

Gu Jiaer said matter-of-factly: "So she is my dream rival! If I lose to her, it should not be unfair..."

Lu Man said that their experiences, the ups and downs in the past ten years, and their love and affection were indeed unmatched by her now.

After hearing this, Gu Jiaer felt a deep sense of powerlessness - how could this possibly win her over?

What followed was still unwillingness and dissatisfaction.

Even if what Lu Man said was true, in Gu Jia'er's eyes, although he and Lu Man bumped into each other and hurt each other when they first fell in love, he gradually changed his view of himself and gradually learned how to love him.

But all of this was completely cut off by a "dream love rival" whom she could neither see nor touch.

"Jia'er, there's nothing about losing or winning in relationships."

Lu Man shook his head and continued: "Jia'er, you are a very good girl. What touches me most is that on your birthday, you flew to Yanjing to find me..."

"Because we are gradually becoming very similar, brother."

Gu Jiaer said softly: "Lingyi also mentioned this idea when chatting with me. She sometimes feels that you and I are a bit similar, and this feeling has become more and more obvious during this time."

Lu Man recalled in his mind what Gu Lingyi said, "You are a bit like my sister."

This was one of the reasons why she fell in love with him in the first place...

"Brother, if our roles were reversed, I think you would choose to do the same thing as me?"

Gu Jia'er's tone was still a bit hesitant and uncertain, but the more she continued, the more convinced she became: "Yes, you will. You will also fly to the flame for the person you like, even if you know that it may be in vain. I tried my best and traveled across mountains and ridges just to see her.”

So when Gu Jiaer loved him in his own way.

He couldn't remain indifferent.

Lu Man acquiesced, and sighed again: "Other than guilt, I don't know what kind of emotion I should feel when facing you again..."

"Brother, if..."

Gu Jiaer raised her face and asked seriously: "If you put aside your 'rebirth of a dream' experience, would you be able to choose to like me again starting from your birthday?"

This issue is extremely important to her.

Lu Man was silent for a moment and shook his head: "You can't assume that, Jia'er, it makes no sense - I love Lingyi, and it will never change no matter what, and it will never change."

This love lasts forever, right? Gu Jiaer murmured in his heart.

However, she was not discouraged, but instead curved her lips.

"Brother, you didn't answer directly, but you have already given me the answer."

Lu Man was startled.

If you avoid answering, you have already answered.

(End of this chapter)