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Chapter 200 How Similar Their Ideals Are

Her voice was a little choked up, "But Lin Zhishu was very angry. I knew him for three years, and that was the first time he got angry with me. I was so unbearable at that time that he told me that I ran away crying, and I had several births because of it." I didn't go to play with them because I was so stuffy."

"However, within two days, the elder sister of the neighbor's family fell ill and passed away. I always thought that she was always sick because of her poor health. I didn't understand what terminal illness was and what death meant."

"Because I was sulking for the past two days, when my mother told me that I would never see my sister again if I didn't go out, I thought it was to provoke me on purpose, and I was unwilling to go out."

At this moment, Cheng Yuan began to cry uncontrollably.

"I haven't even seen her for the last time. She doted on me so much before and always treated me like her own sister."

She covered her face, as if digging out this sad past was extremely painful.

The story was not over yet, and Ye Manman didn't know what to say for a while, so she handed her a piece of paper.

Cheng Yuan wiped away her tears, calmed down, and then continued.

"I actually planned to stop liking Lin Zhishu from then on. The neighbor's sister was so kind to me, and I didn't want her to snatch the boy she liked after she left, so I forced myself not to look for him. "

"But it didn't take long for my father to suddenly fall ill. He was sent to the hospital but couldn't be rescued. From that day on, I was just stupid."

"At that time, I didn't know what else I could do. I sat in a daze all day long, until Lin Zhishu came to find me, gave me the things left by my neighbor's sister, and told me that he was going to be a doctor in the future. , I realized that I should cheer up like him, and I have to help my mother support this family again."

"Later, I seldom saw him. Until he was admitted to Tsinghua University and left the town, I didn't speak to him alone again, but Lin Zhishu was like a brand in my heart. , I can’t forget no matter how hard I try, but I often feel pain because I think of him and the neighbor’s sister.”

She looked at Ye Manman in confusion and pain, her eyes were red.

"Manman, what should I do? I can't forget him, I still like him, but I dare not look for him, and I dare not tell him that I like him, I..."

"He has never liked me. He only has his sister in his heart, and I don't want to rob him from my sister. I just like him. I don't think about what to do with him. I don't know what I should do."

Ye Manman also didn't think that Cheng Yuan's story was more complicated and depressing than she imagined. With such a past, she couldn't say anything that made Cheng Yuan summon up the courage to confess.

It's not just as simple as whether they like it or not.

Maybe Cheng Yuan still likes him, but obviously Lin Zhishu doesn't like her.

Such two people haven't seen each other for many years, so it's hard to mention the word "like" again.

What's more, there is one person between them.

A person who will never appear again but will always exist in the hearts of the two of them.

"Maybe you should try to do something you are interested in, Cheng Yuan, a person's life is not only about love, our existence has many meanings, now that Lin Zhishu has found the meaning of his life, you also cheer up Now, why not look forward, put him in the back of your head and think about what you can do?"

As a bystander, Ye Manman couldn't judge who was right and who was wrong among the three of them, but it was clear that according to the current situation, Cheng Yuan would be the most injured.

She didn't want to see Cheng Yuan suffer in pain, Cheng Yuan had endured such days long enough.

It's never a mistake to like someone, but if liking someone will immerse yourself in pain, Ye Manman doesn't think it's necessary.

No one can treat condiments as the staple food, just like love is not the staple food of life.

She hoped that Cheng Yuan could cheer up.

Cheng Yuan had cried enough, and vomited out all the words that had been suppressed in her heart for many years and had nowhere to say, and she felt much better.

It's just that the meaning of her life has long been linked to Lin Zhishu.

"Manman, is he in medical school?"

"Correct."

Ye Manman was not surprised that Cheng Yuan could guess this, but she always felt an ominous premonition.

Sure enough, Cheng Yuan smiled bitterly, "I knew he would study medicine, and I also applied for medical school."

Ye Manman was startled, "You didn't choose the medical school because of him, did you?"

I thought that must be the case.

But Cheng Yuan shook her head, "He's just one of the reasons."

Thinking of going back, her eyes were full of pain.

"I have seen with my own eyes that the elder sister of the neighbor's family has been lying in bed for several years, often going to the hospital, taking medicine every day, and emptying out her family, but she can't get better. She is getting thinner and out of shape."

"I also saw my dad suddenly fell ill, and the doctor tried his best to rescue him but couldn't save him. His face became as white as paper and then covered with a white cloth."

"I think I understand why Lin Zhishu wants to study medicine, and this is also the reason why I want to study medicine. I don't want to see people around me leave me because of diseases, but I can only work beside me. In a hurry."

She wiped away her tears and took another big mouthful of rice, with a look of determination on her face.

"Maybe I may not be able to develop a cure for all diseases, nor can I save everyone, but I believe that as long as I step into this industry, I will hold the possibility of saving people in my hands, even if it is only a lifetime of study. I am willing to save another person."

At this moment, Ye Manman suddenly remembered the expression on his face when he mentioned that he was willing to dedicate his life to the country's medical cause when chatting with Zhishu Lin.

The same perseverance, the same tall.

How similar their ideals are.

Ye Manman was deeply shocked.

After dinner, Cheng Yuan was taken around the school, and she decided not to force her to go to Lin Zhishu, and Ye Manman was also very supportive.

The two strolled around for a while, and the noon time passed by. Ye Manman still had classes later, and Cheng Yuan didn't stay long.

After Cheng Yuan left, Ye Manman went back to the dormitory to get the books, paper and pens for class, and went to the classroom.

During this period of time, she may have eaten better. Her stomach has become a little pregnant, and there is a slight bulge, but it is still not obvious if you don't look carefully.

Ye Manman also gradually began to pay attention to her walking posture and tried her best to go to the classroom during the peak hours of get out of class and school, but there were still people who deliberately tried to harm her.

She was almost at the teaching building when someone beside her bumped her shoulder.

Ye Manman still sensed that someone was going to pass by quickly, so she stepped aside a little so as not to be hit directly on the ground.

But there are not many people walking on such a wide road at the moment, and the man made it clear that he bumped into her on purpose.

She rubbed her belly in shock, and directly called out to the two boys who passed by her.

"Hey! Don't you know how to apologize for bumping into someone?"

Ye Manman glared at them, not intending to swallow his anger at all, her tone was very bad.

Ji Bowen stopped in his tracks, because he was tall, he turned around and looked at her condescendingly up and down, with a critical expression as if he was looking at some defective product.

"Oh, did I hit you just now? This is really a misunderstanding, I didn't even notice anyone on the road."

Liao Yonghe beside him laughed secretly, "Yeah, I didn't notice that it's almost class time and there are people on the way."

"I didn't expect it to be our freshman representative? I'm really sorry. We didn't see who made you feel so low."

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