Delicate beauty is sweetly spoiled in the chronology

Chapter 241 I think you are just scolded

After hanging up the phone, Cheng Yuan paid the fee for answering the phone with a haggard face, and went back to the dormitory with her book in her arms.

In fact, she is not good at all.

Didn't sleep at all last night.

She had a nightmare all night, intermittently waking up and falling asleep, every time she opened her eyes, there was darkness in front of her eyes, and Lin Zhishu's crying from forbearance to heart-piercing when she was a child was always lingering in her ears.

Back in the dormitory, she put down the things in her hands, took off her shoes, climbed onto the bed and sat hugging her knees.

The roommates in the dormitory like to go to the library at noon every day, and she usually does the same, but today she really can't cheer up.

My stomach growled with hunger, but I didn't want to eat at all.

She was staring at the bedsheets in a trance, and if anyone saw her, they would think she was out of order.

But at the moment, there is no second person in the dormitory at all.

Cheng Yuan felt like she was hallucinating.

As soon as you calm down, you will hear from time to time the sound of Lin Zhishu who was still a teenager hiding in a dark alley many years ago, crying or crying bitterly, occasionally mixed with the voice of him talking and laughing with his sister, of course , There is also the sound heard yesterday.

Obviously, I haven't seen him for many years, but as long as I think of him, his face will become very clear in my mind.

Cheng Yuan didn't know what happened to her.

She had clearly suppressed her feelings desperately, not wanting to bother him or think about him anymore, but everything didn't go as she expected.

She can't forget him at all!

Cheng Yuan hammered her head in pain, with great force, she lay down on the bed so dizzy.

so hungry...

sleepy……

so hard...

what should I do?
There was an expression on her face that she didn't know whether she was crying or laughing, the corners of her mouth were raised, but tears were streaming from her eyes.

Tears soon flowed down the side of the ear and into the hair, itching uncomfortably, but she didn't want to move.

Too tired, too hard.

If only she had never liked him.

If only he wasn't the person she met when she knew what liking was.

Unfortunately, there are not so many ifs in the world.

The dormitory door was suddenly opened from the outside.

The roommate Xia Yu'an, who usually went to and from get out of class with her, came back unexpectedly.

She obviously said that she has something to do today and doesn't want to go to the library.

Cheng Yuan just glanced lazily out of the corner of her eye and knew that she was back, without even moving her head.

Xia Yu'an was holding a bunch of things and a lunch box in his hand.

She closed the dormitory door angrily, and with a sound of "Peng", Cheng Yuan's body conditioned to tremble in fright.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw Cheng Yuan lying on the bed crying, her face haggard as if she was about to die.

Xia Yu'an was very upset.

She straightened her face and put the lunch box in her hand heavily on the table next to Cheng Yuan's bed.

"Cheng Yuan, get up and eat!"

Cheng Yuan was roughly pulled up before she could react.

"We are women in the new era. We are not trying to get into college for the sake of boys. Give me food quickly, stop crying, and don't make me look down on you!"

Xia Yu'an supported her impatiently while quickly unscrewing the lid of the lunch box.

Instead of using chopsticks, she picked up an iron spoon and scooped up a large spoonful of rice mixed with vegetable soup, stuffing it into Cheng Yuan's mouth.

"Open your mouth."

She drank again.

Crystal tears burst out of Cheng Yuan's red eyes, "An'an... I'm so useless..."

While she was talking, Xia Yu'an immediately stuffed the spoon into her mouth.

Cheng Yuan was forced to take a mouthful of rice, subconsciously chewed twice, and the hunger in her stomach suddenly became extremely strong.

Seeing that she started to eat, Xia Yu'an directly put the spoon into her hand, "Stop talking, eat, let's talk after eating."

Cheng Yuan held the spoon, as if she had grasped the courage she passed on, immediately swallowed the food in her mouth, and then jabbed hard into the food.

Xia Yu'an didn't say anything else, she silently sorted the books and notes she brought back and threw them on her desk.

"If you have time to think about it, it's better to read more books. Do you think it's easy to be a doctor?"

"It's funny. When I started school, I said that my ideal is to be a doctor who saves lives and heals the wounded. How long has it been since I've been looking for a life for a man? Why, you want to go on a hunger strike and starve yourself to death?"

"Do you still want to be a doctor with this level of ideological awareness? Ordinary people are stronger than you, and people who are terminally ill are still optimistic and tell the doctor that they want to live."

"I can't even save myself and talk about saving others. I don't want to learn and change my major quickly. Now I still have a chance."

What she said was very straightforward, and even a little ugly like scolding.

But Cheng Yuan became clearer the more she listened.

She suddenly realized that she really seemed to be scolded.

Ye Manman comforted her softly, but the more she thought about it, the more sad she became. Now that Xia Yu'an scolded her head and face, she felt less uncomfortable.

My heart is not so congested, and my breathing is much smoother.

She silently and quickly finished all the food in the lunch box, Xia Yu'an didn't scold her again during the process, but she had already figured it out.

Maybe she shouldn't suppress her emotions like that. It's not wrong to like someone, and it shouldn't be a shackle that imprisons her growth.

If you really like him, you should learn from him and study hard to serve the country.

She was completely in a dead end before.

"Why, think about it?"

Xia Yu'an has been reading a book, but actually looks at her from time to time.

Seeing Cheng Yuan's brows stretched out and her eyes lit up, she couldn't help scolding her again.

"I think you owe scolding."

Cheng Yuan was a little dumbfounded.

She felt that there was something wrong with herself, Xia Yu'an had been scolding her all the time, but she felt that Xia Yu'an was cute.

"I'm sorry, An'an, you're right, I won't be like this in the future."

She took the initiative to apologize, but Xia Yu'an didn't even bother to look at it, instead she reached out her hand.

"It's fine if you know you're wrong. I don't want to invite you to dinner. Give me back the meal ticket."

They use special meal tickets for school meals. Although there are more expensive tickets that can choose good dishes to eat, both of them use ordinary meal tickets, and they eat whatever the cafeteria does.

Cheng Yuan didn't mean to take advantage of others, and she was very embarrassed, feeling that she wasted other people's time in the library to study quietly.

She quickly took out a ticket and returned it to Xia Yu'an, Xia Yu'an didn't hesitate to accept it and put it away.

Then she gave Cheng Yuan a very disgusted look, "Hurry up and wash your face, I wanted to tell you this morning, did you not wash your face when you woke up this morning?"

Everyone is a girl, but Xia Yu'an has a violent personality but loves to be clean, and she is also very cute.

Although I don't know why she has only had short hair all the time.

But Cheng Yuan felt that she would look better if she had long hair.

Under her disgusted gaze, Cheng Yuan picked up the small mirror and looked at it. She was shocked by the sight.

Her eyes looked as if they had been punched, the under eye circles were black, and there was still eye feces from tears in the corners of the eyes...

She didn't dare to look at Xia Yu'an's face anymore, she threw down the mirror and hurried to wash her face.

　The life of an adult, apart from getting fat, poor, and bald, is not easy.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)