After wearing a book, the sickly tyrant only acts like a spoiled child in my arms

Chapter 196 Mother Concubine, Don't Abandon Me

Her first reaction was that Yan Yunxiao was still unwilling to face the past again, and didn't want to accept the fact that Yin Niangniang had passed away.

So she guided again.

'Although your concubine mother is gone, she still wants you to live a good life. It's not your fault. '

But with the impact of incoherent memories, Yan Yunxiao was no longer in the thinking she guided.

He could hear Su Jiu'er's voice, but that voice only passed by in a flash, unable to grasp his chaotic thoughts at all.

No, his mother and concubine did not die like this.

Painful memories and guilt tortured his clear thoughts crazily. He sat behind the door, his face gradually became hideous, and then he turned sideways and hit the door hard with his head.

"Bang bang bang!"

He used brute force, and instantly a spot of scarlet and purple was knocked out on his forehead.

It hurts, it hurts, there is a praying mantis in his head, cutting his nerves with his knife and pliers, gnawing at his thoughts.

It's all his fault, if it's not because he is so useless, the mother and concubine would just die in his palace!
Guilt almost swallowed him whole.

Only now did Su Jiuer realize that Yan Yunxiao's thinking was no longer under her command and completely out of control!

She stopped hitting the bead pendant in her hand, frowned and blurted out, "Yan Yunxiao!"

Su Jiu'er felt a surge of anger that couldn't be suppressed, but she quickly suppressed it, and now it's better to solve Yan Yunxiao's problem first.

She took two steps forward, preparing to forcibly wake up Yan Yunxiao with an interrupted hypnosis.

Only two steps forward, Yan Yunxiao seemed to sense someone approaching, he swung Su Jiu'er away with his backhand, and angrily scolded, "Get out!"

This sound can be called the fury of thunder!
The yelling Su Jiu'er was in a daze, even though she avoided it defensively, she still couldn't hold back Yan Yunxiao's strong body, and was thrown out directly.

The silver hairpin fell from the head, and the coiled hair instantly spread out and spread behind her.

She fell to the ground, her forehead rubbed against the ground heavily, and a piece of skin was wiped off in an instant, and blood gushed out and flowed down the corner of her forehead.

"Hmm." A muffled grunt.

Su Jiu'er lay on the ground for a long time, and the consciousness of dizziness gradually became clear.

Her internal organs were trembling and painful after the shock, her breathing was deep and shallow, and she forced herself up, and saw Yan Yunxiao knelt on her knees like a madman, bowed her head, and hit the door frame with her forehead in a gesture of atonement .

His nerves must have tensed up, so his whole body was trembling. His jet-black hair hung down his shoulders and neck, and his messy hair covered his face, making it impossible to see his expression clearly.

The only sound in the room was his strange crying.

Su Jiuer heard him say, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault"

Su Jiu'er didn't know what it was like to hear confession and self-blame.

She couldn't even feel the pain on her forehead.

Just getting up from the ground, Yan Yunxiao murmured again.

"Mother, don't leave me behind"

The sound was very soft, but Su Jiu'er's heart trembled.

In sight, Yan Yunxiao raised his head numbly, his dark eyes were not warm at all, he picked up the silver hairpin on the ground ruthlessly, then held it in his hand and looked at it for a long time.

Su Jiuer looked at it, and suddenly felt a strong sense of crisis.

She took a quick step and rushed towards Yan Yunxiao, her subconscious reaction made her speed double as usual.

Yan Yunxiao clenched the silver hairpin tightly and raised his hand, the sharpness in his dead eyes suddenly appeared, and there was a voice in his mind that kept saying.

Yan Yunxiao, you should die!
Why is it your mother and concubine who died, not you!

Why don't you die!
This is the power of mental illness and emotional backlash.

It can swallow up a person's desire to exist.

Yan Yunxiao, this is preparation

suicide.

Su Jiu'er rushed towards him directly, slammed into his arms, and pushed him against the door with inertial force,
"puff"

He heard the sound of the silver hairpin piercing his clothes. He clearly wore so many layers of clothes, but because Yan Yunxiao made up his mind to die, he used a lot of strength. At that moment, the silver hairpin pierced through several layers of material. pierced into the skin.

From under the material came a muffled, skin-piercing sound.

The blood oozed out little by little, staining the material of the clothes, and the dazzling red on Su Jiuer's lavender clothes became a bit darker, very depressing.

Yan Yunxiao was knocked into a daze for a moment, and was still clutching the hairpin numbly, his eyes full of confusion.

Su Jiu'er screamed in pain, buried her head on his shoulder, and her arm on the right back was numb due to the pain.

Seemingly out of anger, she opened her mouth and bit his shoulder hard!
The pain spread little by little, but Yan Yunxiao was as numb as a dummy, without any response.

The voice in his head was so noisy, there seemed to be other voices besides telling him to die.

He listened carefully, trying to hear what was being said.

Then she heard a voice insisting, saying in her ear, "Yan Yunxiao, you should wake up."

"I clap my hands three times, you must wake up."

"One ring, cheer up your spirits, two rings, open your eyes, three rings, clear your mind."

He just listened like this, although he didn't know what it meant, but his nerves had unconsciously obeyed the voice.

After Su Jiu'er leaned against his ear and finished speaking, she stretched out her hands and clapped three times lightly next to his ear.

This is clapping his hands to awaken. Relatively speaking, this awakening method can stabilize his emotions more.

"Snapped"

"Snapped"

"Snapped"

After three strokes, Yan Yunxiao only felt pain all over his body, and was so tired that his eyelids were as heavy as gold.

Slowly, the mind became a dead darkness.

Su Jiu'er also let out a long sigh of relief. After she relaxed, she felt that the wound on her back was so painful that she was in a cold sweat, and she couldn't exert any strength.

Yan Yunxiao sat at the door in such a state of embarrassment, leaning against the door, with his eyes closed, and fell into a deep sleep before waking up.

Su Jiu'er was lying in front of him, apart from her physical discomfort, there was also an unresolved sadness between her brows.

This scene reenacts the treatment, which is considered a failure.

The crazy person just now is not Yan Yunxiao's childish personality, but his own personality.

If Yan Yunxiao's childish personality was unwilling to accept the death of his mother and concubine, so he was afraid of the fire scene, then Yan Yunxiao's own personality was that he accepted the death of his mother and concubine, but he was always blaming himself.

With distorted thinking, he blamed himself for the death of his mother and concubine, so he was unwilling to face the past.

Although the morbid psychology of the two personalities is different, the result is the same. They both chose to escape.

Su Jiu'er felt very tired, and indeed psychotherapy was a long process.

It makes sense not to break through the relationship, otherwise the doctor will be driven crazy by the rightful demands sooner or later, right?
Moreover, Yan Yunxiao concealed something.

This made her extremely angry.

(End of this chapter)