After wearing a book, the sickly tyrant only acts like a spoiled child in my arms

Chapter 231 Yan Yunxiao's heart-to-heart

He apologized.

However, what Su Jiuer really wanted was not his apology.

It's honesty.

So she pursed her lips in silence and asked softly.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

The room was quiet for a while, and what surrounded Su Jiuer's ears was the sound of Yan Yunxiao's deep breathing.

He maintained this movement, his eyes stretched long in the obscure room.

He said, "I lied to you, twice."

"The fire three years ago was true, and it was also true that the bones of my mother and concubine were buried in the sea of ​​fire."

As he spoke, his voice suddenly became low and choked, and his throat was as heavy as lead.

Su Jiu'er sensed his abnormality, and quickly stretched out her hand to cover his face, gently rubbed his brows, giving peace of mind.

Yan Yunxiao's inner emotions are still very excited, but he no longer has the energy to support his restlessness.

He only felt a throbbing pain in his head, and his brain was dizzy one after another.

He continued.

"I saw those people with my own eyes. They strangled the servants of my palace with ribbons to death, and then threw the corpses into the fire, faking the illusion of being burned to death."

"Because I was seriously injured and unable to move, my concubine mother hid me behind the servant's room."

"And I just watched her, dragged away by the chokehold, and thrown into the fire"

Having said that, he let out a mournful laugh.

The smile was full of sarcasm towards himself.

After staying in the northern border battlefield for five years, after returning to the imperial capital, he couldn't even keep his mother and concubine, and even watched her be buried in front of his eyes.

Afterwards, he couldn't even find her body, and he couldn't even reveal the truth.

This was a pain that Yan Yunxiao could never let go of in his life.

At his youngest age, when he encountered such vicious means, he was powerless even to fight back. He could only use forbearance as an excuse to ease his extreme emotions.

He repeatedly told himself that the end of forbearance is revenge.

He always wants those people to pay the price.

But what if he thought of revenge?

When you die, there is no more.

His mother and concubine never came back.

He was caught in this struggle, over and over again.

This is his ugly and cowardly side, which he never reveals to anyone.

So he also chose to hide it from Su Jiu'er before.

Perhaps it was because he was afraid of being criticized by others, but more because he himself could not accept himself, his experiences back then, and his failure to change the fate of his mother and concubine back then.

Su Jiu'er's small hand touched down along the bridge of the nose, and then moved to Yan Yunxiao's tightly closed phoenix eyes.

The corners of the eyes are wet.

He is blaming himself, infinitely annoyed, and remorseful.

It's not difficult to explain, Yan Yunxiao kneeled and kowtowed during the simulated treatment, knelt down to atone for his sin like crazy, and cried even more weirdly.

His heart must have been extremely painful at that time, right?

In addition to the physical pain, there is also psychological suffering.

Su Jiu'er gently wiped away his tears, and then said, "Those people must belong to the Queen Mother."

She guessed it right away.

King Qi's big family doesn't have a fuel-efficient lamp.

Yan Yunxiao let out a low hum, feeling depressed and sleepy.

He just raised his head and closed his eyes, bit by bit digesting the tears that were about to overflow.

Su Jiu'er comforted, "These things have nothing to do with you, they are devoid of conscience and outrageous."

"Xiaoxiao, have you ever thought about what would happen to Lady Yin if she saw you have an accident under her nose?"

"Niangniang Yin loves you so much, I'm afraid she will be a thousand times more sad than you. In addition to the sadness in her heart, there is more sadness in life."

"If you are gone, how will Lady Yin survive alone in this palace of tigers, leopards and wolves?"

Yan Yunxiao's thoughts were pulled away, and the face of his mother and concubine, who was so powerful and so powerful, appeared in his mind.

She was born extremely beautiful, but she didn't like to laugh.

Even when he smiled occasionally, the corners of his lips were bitter.

If he was gone, her mother and concubine would be even more lonely without one to accompany her, sitting by the window and sighing quietly every day.

He couldn't help but also sighed.

"Jiu'er, I miss her."

"I miss my concubine mother."

The voice was low and shallow, echoing in the quiet corner.

Missing is the heaviest thing in this world.

Su Jiu'er responded, "Okay, when you feel better, take me to see her, okay?"

Yan Yunxiao's heart was moved, and he hugged her a little tighter. In this state of overflowing thoughts, he was even more reluctant to let her go.

"it is good……"

Both of them were silent for a while, and Su Jiu'er already roughly knew what Yan Yunxiao said, cheated twice, what the second time meant.

He must be hiding it from her and not taking the tonic.

So she took the initiative to ask.

"Then why don't you want to drink medicine anymore?"

Feeling guilty, Yan Yunxiao rubbed her back with his fingertips.

Su Jiu'er shivered and pressed his hand.

"Ok?"

Yan Yunxiao dawdled for a while before answering the wrong question, "Will you leave when I'm done?"

Su Jiu'er didn't speak, she already had a subtle guess in her heart.

Yan Yunxiao asked again, "If you left, would you come back to see me?"

"Will you still...remember me?"

Su Jiu'er said, "You have asked me three questions before you answered my question."

"Have you recovered? Now that you have recovered a little, I'll get up now."

As he spoke, he seemed to be slightly displeased, trying to break free from his arms.

Yan Yunxiao quickly hugged her tightly and said in a panic, "Don't... don't go..."

He said, "Jiuer..."

"At that time, I was very scared. I was afraid that I would be safe, and you would walk away without looking back."

"So I think it's better to be late, then you can stay with me for a while..."

Although she had already guessed something, when Yan Yunxiao really put down her figure and said these words sincerely in front of Su Jiuer, she still couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

Seeing that she was silent and her expression was silent, Yan Yunxiao thought that she had said something wrong.

He said quickly, "Jiu'er, I know what you want is freedom..."

"I'll let you find freedom."

"I just hope you don't forget me."

"Okay?"

That one question, okay?Dissipates instantly indoors.

But in Su Jiu'er's heart, it echoed for a long time.

For a while, Su Jiu'er did not respond.

Yan Yunxiao loosened her waist slowly, pulled out both hands to hold Su Jiu'er's face, looked straight into his peach blossom eyes, and asked sincerely in a low voice.

"Su Jiuer, don't forget me, is that okay?"

Su Jiu'er suddenly smiled in relief, rolled her eyes, and replied, "Okay."

She wants to ask, what about you?
Will you forget me?
Before she could ask, Yan Yunxiao said resolutely.

"I will never forget Su Jiuer either."

will never.

The two looked at each other, and the emotion in their eyes that had been suppressed for a long time was ignited by the center of gravity.

Yan Yunxiao couldn't help herself, her lips gradually pressed against her.

Su Jiu'er was more rational, but she didn't run away.

She just watched that pale handsome face leaning towards her, probing the corner of her lips slightly.

At that moment, she heard the sound of her own heartbeat, like a frontier frontier, thousands of drums beating together!

(End of this chapter)